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Yeah so today is Sunday and as everyone predicted it snowed like a foot and a half. i hate fucking snow!!! Anyways... i am just doing this to stall doing my english homework

20-30 post-its my ass....

Umm so today not a lot happened i finished Child X which i was given like half a year ago and was supposed to read but only did until now. Let me tell you it pretty much SUCKED. So yeah if you wanna read it...don't and if you do anyways...i warned you.

So as i said i finised the book than i was sitting around playing TETRIS and Henri called me and we talked for a pretty long time like always...hold on brb i have to go get my laundry...

Ok...back. mmm i love clean clothes...yeah anyways

and then it was time for me to start my homework and i did most of the math review sheety thing and it completely sucks because we have a test on TUesday but whatever. i think i got it mostly except for this external angle polygon question...

last night i had lots of fun planning out my birthdayness with Henri and yeah its gonna be fun stuff.

I'm still somewhat disappointed that i couldn't do anythin with nayone this weekend because of that FUCKING SNOW....

i think that's gonna be my rant of the day (don't ask)

yeah so i figure since Henri payed a whole 2 dollars for this journal i'm gonna have to update it a lot even though no one's gonna read it. Except maybe me...but that's ok. I would like to pretend that i would clow this off completely because i have no time for something like this...but really...i do. i do a lot. i am such a loser i sit around all day and get bored so just so you know there will probably be entries like every day...cause i'm boring like that

so yeeah im gonna stop delaying now and actually do my english...

bye

...hi
SO....about nine moths since i updated...

Henri says i have to make up for all of them

i dont remember really

ummm so my last entry was talking about my back hurting...i think this was in late april

ok so

May-......uhhh....not much happened i don't think...i know ella's birthday was in there somewhere.


actually im gonna save you from the boringness of my life...plus i don't remember like..anything.

but i do know that summer was ok and we went to Camp Howe and we met Claire and Isabella and Bri and Leon and Alex and Pigeon jr. and kelsi and jared and tyler and kieran and umm...who else..the cooks...and oh yeah oliver...and zoe and natalie...and i think thats it

but it was a crap load of fun


then summer ended
and not so much fun happened then

yeah cause chris ran away and stuff
and then yeah sucky time lets not talk about it


ok so now it is in mid january....in 2005

and not much is happening
its snowing and it sucks a lot a lot

i hate snow and i wish it would burn

this weekend is going by wayyy too fast and ithe while time im sitting here not doing anything like normal

so much has happened since the last time i updated

and i cant tell you the funny stuff that happened during almost the past year...but i can tell you what happened last week

so last weekend was mlk day so we didnt have school moday which was cool....and i didnt do much but on sunday i went to two movies in a row.... In Good Company with Eli and then Finding Neverland with Bigelow Henri and Ella and then Henri and Ella slept over and then i went to Ellas house the following day and then on Tuesday nothing happened...i staryed after for "yearbook" and hung out with Henri and Bigelow and we went halfway to town then got super freezing and came back

"i'm almost room temperature"
and i lost my earring and my dad got pissed


and then wednesday ummmm not mych happened same with thursday and friday
and then today
i was supposed to go to Bigelows with Henri and Ella (again i think i do a lot with them) and yeah we were gonna watch the Little Mermaid and sing along cause of chorus but we cant do it because its supposed to snow like a foot and a half today

oh actually something happened yesterday acutally a few things

in french (i love french memories) we had a sub and we were watching harry potter 3 and scott was like glued to the screen and when the dementors came on he was all *gasp* and we started playing go fish but the sub got super pissed at us and it was a good time

yeah and then i came home and i was alone so i put snow patrol on really loud and ate food and then i took out my clarinet and played for the first time in like 2 years...and i did kinda suck cause i had to keep looking up nots cause i forgot them..and then my mouth got tired really really quickly but it was funn stuff

ok and somewhere that night
i was in a chat with liam and eli and eli was talking about how he was gonna get me the clock as big as me in target and liam was aaall "how could they make a clock that small???" and it was sad and i was angry at him but it was hilarious

and yeah i hafta go now because henri is getting really pissed that im taking so long to write this up so i have to stop and actualy update it now ok...

BYE

ummm




my back hurts

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its been MAD MAD long since ive updated this thing. guess what? i think i almost just got a computer virus cause all of a sudden the screen was green and it said press enter key to continue in red letters and there was a picture of an enter key. it looked like one of those virus things that people get but whatever..i could be wrong..i restarted my computer anyways even though i wanted to press enter and find out what it was. i figured that it would be worth it to not know then have my entire computer crash. well i think thats about it for now...hope lifes been good for ya

Emmy

*blinks*



umm yeah
ok
i presented today..it wasnt that bad...it still sucked though. lol



yeah well anyways...

dude i finally got the mix vera burned me..HAPPY!

lol well anyways..i think i'll go like...idk actually

bye

.....woo?




damn the darkness...damn catchy songs...

ok...when i finally get that mix from vera..y'all beetter watch out cuz...yea i'll b humming the darkness for quite some time.


welllll neways..nothinreally is up here. got in trouble for not handing my english story in...and i think i'm supposed to be liike..staying after w/her 2day..but w,e. lol.

well neways...i guess i'll just stop talking now..nothing much 2 say..

dude guess wut? cake is good

wutever....



stupid math

who the hell says chipper?

neawys

went over to ellas last night..

say ella enchanted...

there was a hot guy in it

but its nothin like the book
big surpirse



um yea


bye
i'm 2 lazy 2 finish this

.......



umm yea i'm bored


woa i was a lil flipping out yesterday...but i decided not 2 delete the entry..cause journals r supposed 2 like be what ur feeling when..and stuff like that..so the past is the past...and yea lets move on.

ok so yesterday after the lil incident i wentto the coop and me nia nd vera wlaked 2 nias house...and we werte gonna bake a cake...but stuff came up..so we didnt. but the frosting did taste good. lol

well neways 2day i'm gonna go c a movie w/ella and then were gonna go sleep over her house...damn it i'm never alone in y house and it sux..theres always someone there....even when ppl tell me that i'm gonna b alone....no....damn it. well neways u guess i'll never b able 2 get a chance 2 find...umm nevermind


ok well i guess i'll talk 2 u ppl later...i'ma go take a shower now...

whatever


i am so fucking confused right now, and i dont know what to do..or anything. i can't got to other people, i can't..fucking do anything. but i also want to. i'm even doubting putting this up in my journal. i'll probably delete it later. put it up for like a day, then take it down.

everything is so confusing..i have all these opposite feelings and stuff, and part of me wants to do that thing with ella, but part of me wants to not, part of me thinks its the cowardly way out. i don't want other people to think i couldn't handle things. it just fucking pisses me off. everything. but i can't even do anything but sit here and think about why i'm confused. if i do one thing it'll counteract another thing i want to do. even not doing anything is making other things not possible, fucking problems. whatever. yeah sorry i'm just really kind of unstable at the moment. and i know if i were you i'd be really pissed at me because public displays of depression always piss me off...but yeah i do it anyways. i need peopl to know what i'm thinking. i hate it when people say they're depressed the way i am now..fuck. i hate everyone...yeah, that's right fuck everybody.

... um yea



just bored....so yea...lol this was kinda wasted


bye..

lol no actually i think i'll acstually say something. well it sucks tat we won't have coacj groups tomorrow...but whatever.

umm yea
i'm sooo bored


i just got smiley central...its cool...lol cause like the entertainment ones r so good...cause they have like lil linkin park ones..its just awesome

yea if u dont have smiley central ur a loser and u should get it...

uhhh


90 miles outside chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Emelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the titanic cry
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the 97th time tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask god just one question
Why aren't you here with me
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the One for you



i think that song is so cool

Well neways yea...this week is gonna b so awesome...because we have the stupid coach group things, and its gonna b so fun cause all week we'll b sitting around! yay.
oh and out english class is pretty cool...yes.

well yea i guess thats it..but i think ima go watch a movie now...

Giner Snaps



woo i just saw the coolest movie, and it was called Ginger Snaps...and yea theres these two sisters, and one of them turns into a werewolf..and then theres a realy hot guy but he dies...like a lot of the people in themovie ....happy!


Well anyways Nia actually slept over last night...lol

Yea...we were watchiing tv waiting for the darkness video...cause we had it stuck in our heads...like always....but anyway...yeah it didnt come on which is sad...but it was fun

oh yeah and we went to go see the play..it was cool..and thu was really good..


well anyways i think that's about it..i just was bored and so decided to do this...like i always do when i'm bored...umm yeah

leave a comment if u loooove me

wooo ttyl

umm


umm.

lol jk...


but uh yeah my dads a bitch. no not a bitch. bitch is a cool word. my dads an asshole. meaning

he called me...a direct quote from him. a fucking asshole. and that's cause i commented on how he was lying 2 me. son of a fucking bitch.

anyways. i went 2 the mall with nia and vera..then went 2 vera's house 4 a while.and watched the lizzie maguire movie (oh yes)..and of course no sleepover cause as i said b4..u kno..about my dad being an asshole and all. umm yeah

i just noticed something weird. ross just came back from his away mesage...but hes like..here...eating muffins in my kitchen. wtf.

lol ok well iguess thats it

oh and dude. i got my uhh bellybutton *pierced*

wooo

ummm april fool's?



well yeah. ok no i did not get pranked today..or at lest i don't think i did.

well anyways


ok during french....we all stood up on our chairs and turned around...but our teacher wasn't facing us..she was ptiing a star on the chart...isn't that sucky? it was funny tho.


ok also during french liam kept ripping scott's paper and putting pieces of it in scott's hair...lol and scott was like putting his pencil in his hair nd stuff....but he still didnt notice...then finally ms stankiewicz was like..liam stop that...so scott looked down and saw half his paper missing and was like..dude!...but it was so funny cuz he still didnt kno that he had paper all in his hair.and every1 was laughing at him and putting their hands on their heads...but he only got it like 15 mins later...it was so fucking funny.




yeah well....umm i dont have much news....but it sux cuz i hafta basically write my whole english story and math thick problem tongiht....soooo tired.


wooooooooooo

umm yea i think i'm gonna go now.

wooo



ok..i was watching the puddle of mudd cideo heel over head...and that acutally make sense....cuz head over heels..is like what people say when they referr to someone fallinf over themselves....but see your head is always over your heels...so it doesnt work

sorry that just bothered me




walkie talkie man is a good song...and a weird video



and i'm gonna tell everyone again that i think the darkness is gonna take over the world
i believe in athing called looooove

lol it gets stuck in your head so easily



we took mcas today and it kind of sucked...but whatever


me and nia oked up naughty words in the dictionary. lol


alright i'm done talking now.. i just did this to...like update it..i really didn't have anything else to do..but i'm bored now..so bye

love ya