I do believe I have been changed for the better.
I have stolen the quotes from Nikki's journal cause they were interesting. If you want to add just comment and I will put them in here.

Quotes

~Learn to laugh at your troubles and you'll never run out of things to laugh at.~

~Two wrongs don't make a right,
but three lefts do.~

~Never apologize for saying what you feel. It's like apologizing for being real.~

~If I told you that I need you more than the air I breathe, would you believe me? Or would I have to die to prove it to you.~

~we hurt ourselves on the outside, just to kill the person on the inside..~

~The pain passes, but the beauty remains~

~Love is the affection you subconsciously feel obligated to show the someone your body says is the right one for you to mate with. A weakness, if you will.~

~Don't ever feel guilty about the past
what's done is done.
Learn from any mistakes you might have made.~

~Love is shown in your deeds, not in your words~

~The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.~

~We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first.~

~We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.~

~Life is ours to be spent, not to be saved.~

~You might regret what you do-but you'll regret what you DON'T do so much more.~

~Sometimes there is no time outs,
no second chances
somtimes its now or never~

~How can you be friends with someone if every time you
look at them, it makes you want them even more?~

~i was FiNALLY getting over you,
believing that we were thru...
i even had crushes other than you...
i was walkin with my head up high...
thinking that i wasn't gonna fall...
then you had to smile at me and go and ruin it all~

~"Aerodynamically, the bumble bee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumble bee doesn't know it so it goes on flying anyway."~

~i NoW cOmPaRe aLL gUys i LiKe tO yOu AnD yOu KnOw
wHaT...ThEy NevEr MeAsUre Up...NoT eVeN cLoSe...
AnD thE sAd ThiNg Is tHaT sOme aRe ProBaBlY BeTteR
thAn YoU...BuT i JuSt CaN't SeE iT~

~Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?~

~I love him, O yes I do,
He's for me, not for you,
And if by chance you take my place,
I'll take my fist and smash your face!~

~Good judgement comes from experience. Sometimes, experience comes from bad judgement.~

~No simle is more beautiful then one that is struggled through tears~

~NoThiN iS mOrE pAiNfuL Then ReALiZiN He MenT eVeRyThiN 2 u& u MenT nOtHiN 2 HiM~

~Our eyes are placed in front, its more important 2 look ahead than 2 look behind~

~Fallow ur heart but take ur brain with u~

~You cant go beyond my thoughts, or leave my love behind, because I keep you in my heart and forever in my mind. And though I may not tell you, I think you know it's true.. I find happiness in every thought of you.~

~Whenever I'm down, you always make me smile. Whenever I need someone to talk to, I know you'll listen for a while. Whenever I'm upset, I know you care.. Cuz whenever I'm lonely, you're always there.~

~sex is bad sex is a sin god forgives so lets begin!!~

~YoU NeVeR tRuELy LoVe A PeRsOn UnTiL ThE MeRe ThOuGhT oF yOu HuRtiNg ThAt LoVeD oNe iS EnOuGH To BrEaK yOuR oWn HeArT~

~You think life's a bitch? Wait til ya meet me!~

~I'm not a bad girl... just a good girl that does bad things!~

~Im sorry for seeing u..Im sorry for looking into ur eyes..Im sorry for becoming ur friend..Im sorry for being there when u needed someone the most..'m sorry for seeing who u really are..Im sorry that I look at the sky everynight wishing u were mine..But most of all.Im sorry for my heart that I fell so deeply in love with u~

~Stop Staring at Me! I Know I'm beautiful!~

~We didnt kiss, He just put his arms around me and layed his face on mine~

~Virginity is like a baLLoOn: one prick and it's gone!~

~I know that I oughta find someone new but all I find myself thinking of you~

~Somethings In Life Are Worth Waiting For
And I Believe That Something Is You~

~LoViNg HiM wAsN't ThE pRoBlEm,
GeTtInG tO cLoSe WaS~

~I miss the dayz when u held me* & the dayz i heard ur voice* I miss the days when u were here* us falling apart was not my choice* I miss the dayz when u kissed me* & the feelings u used to show* But most of all* I miss the guy i used to know~

~Be Sexy...Be True...Be Wild...Be You~

~If you're lucky you can get a second chance with the one you love...
Sometimes luck isn't enough~

~If you knew how much u meant to me...you'd know EVERYTHING~

~When you realize
You want to spend
The rest of your life with somebody,
You want the rest of your life
To start as soon as possible.~

~friends are like condoms, they protect you when things get hard~

~Sex is like math. Add the bed, subtract the clothes, divide the legs, and hope you don't multiply!~

~oRaNgEz R sWeEt//LeMoNz R sOuR//iLl OpEn My LeGz N gIvE u An HoUr!~

~I was born to please, and taught to tease.~

~I didnt loose my virginty I know exactly who has it~

~A pretty girl can kiss a guy. A bird can kiss a butterfly, the rising sun can kiss the grass and you my friend can kiss my @$$!~

~Roses are Red, Violets are corny, when i think of you oh baby i get horny! Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, very slowly if you kiss me dont be sassy use your tongue and make it nasty!~

~Remeber! wrap it before you tap it! no glove, no love!~

~Always wear cute pajamas to bed
you'll never know who u will meet in your dreams~

~I will always luv u, but that don't mean I always like u~

~When it hurts to look back and
you are scared to look ahead,
look beside you and I will be there~

~NeVer Underestimate the power of BEST FRIENDS,
especially when they're TOGETHER~

~*~ Ashes to Ashes
Dust to Dust
Life is short
so PARTY we must!! ~*~

~EveryOne Deserves To Feel Pretty...
So Leave Me Alone~

~DiD iT lOoK LiKe I cArEd?¿?....
OoPs LeT mE tRy AgAiN!~

~LoVe Me NoW, oR lOvE mE nEvA,
bUt If U lOvE mE, lOvE mE 4-eVa~

~i might be sexy
i might be sweet
but without you im incompelete~

~Hey look on the bright side...
not everyone hates you as much as i do..~

~Cry me a river, build me a bridge,
then do us all a favor and jump off it!!~

~There's a lot of fish in the sea
But you're the only one 4 me~

~kute enuf to make you look twice
sweet enuf but not too nice
a lil crazy but not too wild
the kinda grl that`ll make ya smile:-)~

~Sometimes I dream about being caried off by a big giant squirrel.
Does that make me a nut?~

~if your naughty go to your room... if you wanna be naughty go to mine~

~Rosez r red
Violetz r blu
Suga iz sweet
but revenge iz 2~

~Follow your heart, but take your brain with you~

~Day by day, nothing seems to change but pretty soon, everything's different~

~i try not to let school interfere with my social life~

~Today I Love U More Than Yesterday,
but Not as much as Tomorrow~

~Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped~
DoNt LooK DoWn On AnYoNe UnLeSS YoUr HeLpiNg ThEm Up~

~God made all creatures beautiful
He just spent a little more time on some of us!!~

~itz only funny until someone getz hurt...then itz hillerous~

~Friends are 4ever,
Guyz are whatever,
When worst comez 2 worst,
My girlz come 1st!~

~The worst thing a guy can do, is let a girl fall in love, when he doesn't intend on catching her fall~

~Maybe the reason why i havent found who ive been looking for is because i know i already found him, its just up to him to say whether i am the one he wants to be with~

~Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives... the ones that bring back our childhoods, best friends, first love, first broken heart, and the memories...~

~Best friends hang tough. They don't come with Fragile stickers and are not easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say anything. Best friends are cross-your-heart-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends~

~people change...
things go wrong...
shit will happen...
but life goes on...~

~love is when you miss them even before they leave and when you can listen to their voice all night and never get tired of hearing them talk when the thought of their name gives you butterflies and you see them smile when you close your eyes~

~I think I really did love u.Maybe thats why Im so protective of u.Why I always am thinking of u,why it bugs me so much when ur mad at me, and maybe thats why my heart wont let u go, because it knows better then my mind~

~Im just wondering,does it hurt you to know that everytime I see you I feel like crying? That when I see your face something inside of me dies just a little bit more, or when I see you frown I want more than anything to kiss your pain away~

~Have u ever hated someone so much that u wanted nothing more than for them to go away, yet still loved them enough that u thought u would die if they did~

~To truly love is to have the courage to walk away and let the one who wishes to be free go No matter how much it hurts~

~I told you that I loved you, and my heart stopped not because I was saying it for the first time, but because I knew I meant it more than anything~

~Don't judge me based on how I used to be, I've changed.
I'm no longer that little girl who'd do anything for your smile.
what if i said that you never mattered
that i never lost one moment of sleep
what if i crushed all your dreams
broke all the promises you swore to keep
tell me how your life would be
if i did what you did to me~

~You can fall in love in an instant. It's letting go that takes time~

~I can't stop thinking about him, and the truth is, I don't want to stop thinking about him 'cause when I think about him, I'm happy~

~Missing someone is part of loving them, if you're never apart then you'll never know how strong your love is~

~a dream is an answer to a question we havent yet learned how to ask~

~never apologize for showing your feelings, when you do so you apologize for the truth~

~It's funny how we set standards for the "right person" to love.. when in the back of our heads we know that the person we truely love will always be an exception~

~People can be just best friends, but at one point or another, one will fall for the other. Maybe it's temporary, maybe it's at the wrong time, maybe it's too late Or maybe, just maybe, it's forever.~

~How lucky I am to have something that makes saying good-bye so hard~

~You only meet your once in a lifetime friend ... once in a lifetime~

~Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you but trusting them not to.~

~Sometimes its better to be alone, no one can hurt you that way~

~The one you let slip away, will be the one you always want.~

~Sometimes it doesn't matter how long it is you waited, it's just the person you're waiting for.~

~As we lay there together, I turn away... afraid you'll see the tears that are about to form in my eyes. You ask if anything's wrong, I smile, and tell you I'm fine... but the truth is I can't stop thinking about how much I'm gonna miss you~

~I remember the worst...I think of the times I cried. I thought I couldnt hurt more but I was wrong. Because the pain of losing you then doesnt at all compare to what I feel now. Because the pain I feel now is the pain of knowing that I will never even get the chance to lose you again~

~I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart. I'd rather have the one who holds my heart~

~When I saw you I fell in love and you smiled because you knew~

~i tried to stay mad at you but i cant because when i think of you all i do is smile~

~Those nights when you can't sleep, you just might be in someone else's dreams.~

~loving someone that doesnt love you is like reaching for the stars you kno u'll never reach them but you just have to keep trying~

~maybe the reason we hate eachother is because we cant face the fact that we are still in love~

~feelings never change..u just learn how to hide them~

~Love Is When You Do Things You Swore You'd Never Do~

~You should put a condom on your head, cause if you're gonna act like a dick you might as well look like one~

~If two past lovers remain friends,they were either never in love, or they still are~

~If I hAd NoThInG BuT yOu, I'd StIll HaVe EvErYtHiNg I nEeD~

~There is fate, but it only takes you so far, Because
once your there, it's up to you to make it happen~

~I've always wanted to ask you If you could be with anyone, who would it be? But I've never asked, I'm too afraid the answer won't be me~

~The s p a c e s between your fingers were meant for someone else's to fill~

~Happiness is like peeing your pants. Everyone can see it, but only you can feel the warmth~

~Im consciously aware that you are slowly breaking my heart, but i am also subconciously going to love you with every broken piece forever~

~Even if a day should go by when dont say 'i love you.' There should never be a moment without u knowing that I do~

~No matter how many times you hurt me I'll always forgive you. Some call it stupid, I call it love~

~Loved isn't a word. There's no past tense of love. If you love someone you'll always love them.~

~Everything happens for a reason. So no matter how much something hurts, there has to be a reason~

~A friend walks in when the whole world walks out. But a true friend never would have left~

~It's hard to pretend you love someone if you don't. It's harder to pretend you don't love someone if you do~

~It's weird how you can grow away from some friends, when just a few years ago they were the most important people in your life~

~Friendship is more than just a phone call or a birthday present every year. It is more than just a ride to the mall or a study partner. It is a person who is by your side and sticks with you, just when you feel you're on your own~

~She who is the quietest often has the most to say~

~A best friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.~

~LOVE-We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it; when we have it, we fear losing it.It's a constant source of pleasure and pain, but we can't predict from one minute to the
next which it's going to be today.It takes on many shapes and many disguises: We love our parents, our brothers and sisters, our boyfriends and girlfriends, our cats and dogs, our comfortable shoes, and our baseball gloves.Love-it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without.~

~Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die tomarrow~

~Today is the tomorrow you woried about yesterday... was it worth it? Everyone has the ability to make someone happy. Some by entering a room others by leaving it. Love life and be greatful for what you have because one day it could all be gone~

~Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't~

~People who ask our advice almost never take it. Yet we should never refuse to give it, upon request, for it often helps us to see our own way more clearly.~

~I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you~

~You don't deserve me, I know that it's true, but I want u so bad, what do I do~

~Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control~

~I'll never stop loving you. I know, because I've tried~

~I'm Just Me Being Me
And That's All I'll Ever Be~

~The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them and know you can't have them~

~Should I smile,
Cuz ur my friend,
Or cry..Cuz that's all we'll ever be?~

~Everything will be alright in the end...if it's not all right, then it's not the end~

~It's Weird How.... Something So Small
Can Change The Rest Of Your Life Forever~

~Daddy's Little Girl, But Not The Girl That Daddy Knew, Daddy Never Had A Clue~

~2 words guys hate... don't and stop... unless u put them together~

~I lost my teddy bear, can I sleep with you?~

~Too Often We Lose Sight Of Life's Simple Pleasures.
Just Remember, When Someone Pisses You Off ...
It Takes 42 Muscles In Your Face To Frown
But, It Only Takes 4 Muscles To Extend Your Arm
And Bitch-slap The Motherfucker Upside The Head.~

~I feel sometimes, that nobody's held me down and forced me to cry or made me hug them, or got to the inside of me. Its like I say 'oh I'm fine' and I walk away. Nobody's ever said 'no you're not.'~

~lifes a dick... when it gets hard fuck it!~

-Chasmin-

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