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2006 5 March :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: Sleepy and gewd
:: Music: Tool - Forty six and two
Wisdom.
All formations are transient; all formations are subject to suffering; all things are without a self.
Therefore, whatever there be of form, of feeling, perception, mental formations, or consciousness, whether past, present, or future, one's own or external, gross or subtle, lofty or low, far or near, one should understand according to reality and true wisdom: 'This does not belong to me; this am I not; this is not my Self.'
-Anguttara Nikaya and Samyutta Nikaya
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2005 23 August :: 10.18pm
Friends Only.
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2005 6 August :: 2.46pm
WARPED TOUR
hehe...i cant wait!!! It's tomorrow! eeekkk!!!! Ok...im done...hopefully when I get back I will have some great stories to tell =).
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2005 2 August :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: Hmn..
:: Music: Diary Of A Madman - Ozzy
My half-awake dream.. thing...
deathbyjisatsu: I had like... some sort of insight thing last night..
deathbyjisatsu: Kinda like a vision or something.
d0m1natr1xf3ary: What happened?
deathbyjisatsu: Well, you know what enlightenment is right?
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Yes.
deathbyjisatsu: Well, in this thing I had (I was on the verge of sleep when it happened) I was an angel trying to get to heaven, to enlightenment
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Hmm..okay...
deathbyjisatsu: But there where these black thorns and branches blocking my way. Like the fog in your head, you know?
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Yes.
deathbyjisatsu: And everytime I got past some branches and into a ray of light from heaven, my mind felt a little clearer
deathbyjisatsu: Then the branches would pull me down again
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Ah, I see.
deathbyjisatsu: And I kept trying to fly up, but I couldn't get there
deathbyjisatsu: It was all very symbolic
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Indeed.
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2005 1 August :: 10.53pm
:: Music: A happy catchy tune in my head.
=) tonight.
all I can say is...BEST SEX EVER. Ok...thats all I'll say. And that it was wonderful. Hot, sweaty, passoinate, frantic sex. =) Dreams do come true. And they are so much better in reality!
ok...thats all I'll say.
-Felicia
p.s. (FANTASTIC)
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2005 1 August :: 10.50pm
:: Music: wonderful silence
The Keys
Well, this wasnt the best trip but it was fun all the same. I got to go dive and what not. in thirty feet of water I saw a seven foot shark swimming twords me. Scary. Got to go to Key West and buy a belly dancing outfit. Woot. Go me. Um...nothing spectacular really happend. ok...bye..
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2005 20 July :: 4.07pm
Sent out of Paradise Garden for their sins, the first couple stole fruits from every tree they passed on their way to the gate, so as to spite their crator. And outside the Garden, crouched against the wall, they gorged upon the fruits, eating one after the other, until their bodies sickened with the excess of it, and they puked them up. And the seeds of the fruits were spilled in the dirt, and from them came Monsters of the World, who were born in filth, and never knew there was such a thing as love. -CB (from The Holy Book of Fiafeefo)
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2005 20 July :: 4.04pm
:: Music: Gorrillas-feel good inc.
Doot doot doot
I love this song. Toaster is playing with the mouse on the computer screen, he keeps chasing after it hehe. stupid cat. Awe but I love you don't look sad like that. =) I had to be the stupid salad girl at work last night. grr. I worked my ass off. From now on, im going to be nice to the salad people in the back, its hard work. Ordering chinese food tonight, woot. Crab rangoon! So I have like....4 days until I leave for the keys! yippee!
<3 Felicia
The hour! The hour! upon the hour!
The munkee spits and thickets cower,
And what has become of the Old Man's power
But tears and trepidation?
The hour! The hour! upon the hour!
Mothers' mad and the milk's gone sour,
But yesterday I found a flower
That sang Annunciation
And when the Hours become Day,
And all the Days have passed away,
Weill we not see-yes, you and me-
How sweet and bright the light will be
That comes of our creation?
-CB (song of the Totemix)
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2005 17 July :: 6.47pm
:: Music: Creep
So true, so very true.
A student asked: "For all the different people who have come to listen to your words, please tell us about the way you have found and known."
The Buddha answered: "When you take things it is because of a thirst, a clinging, and a grasping. You should lose that and lose it altogether, above, below, around, and within. It makes no difference what it is you are grasping. When you grasp, you are losing your freedom. Realize this and grasp at nothing. Then you will cease being a creature of attachment, tied to the powers of death."
-Sutta Nipata
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2005 12 July :: 12.26pm
:: Music: Queen
Welp, I think today is tuesday...yea, it is. I'm getting tan! woohoo! I should be ready to go to the keys in two weeks. I hope it doesnt rain while im their, or actually...I do, i like it when it rains. So when I get back its guna be lobster time! Seafood party at Felicias! Just read a new book, it was good. My throat still hurts like a motherfucker. Saturday night me and Brandie stayed out all night doing dumb, but fun shit. Got a little drunk, a little high, and a little bit o' lovin. Saw Tim with his fucking "water" bottles lol. Kendra was there too kicking ass on ddr as usual lol. Oh...and we had a hurricane that night too...lol...so it was really windy and rainy all night.
-Peace out hommie G dawg skillet in my millet....
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2005 7 July :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: Sick
Im sick. =( someone go to the store for me and get me some soup or something. That would be a nice thing to do. yes. it would.
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2005 28 June :: 1.46pm
I'm Back bitches!!!
Bwahahaha! Sorry I took so long to start this thing up again but I needed to find the real me and sort my life out. I am proud to say that I did both. I have all my friends again and made some really good new ones. I realize now how much I missed being my old self. so IM BACK! ::breaks down in dance:: OK, Whats new: well, at the moment I am in Ft. Meyers Florida with my brother (for those of you who don't know, its like a little town on the beach) I havent seen my brother for about two days because he is working and what not. But his girlfriend and me and hanging out and its nice, i like her a lot. Basically I have been drunk since the drive down here lol. I am staying here until the fourth of july. FOURTH OF JULY ON THE BEACH BITCHES! Yesterday me and Lyndsey (my brothers girlfriend) went to this weird outside mall thingy, and bought underwear lol and then went to this great mexican place, had a few beers and some tacos. Then we went back to the condo and rented like five movies and just sat on the couches watching movies and pigging out on stuff. =). I dont really miss winter haven that much, well, I do miss Angie I hope she is feeling better. When I get back, her, Jacob, Mike and me have got to go do something. We will go see a movie or somthing. Ok, im guna go. Peace bitches!
-KillJoy.
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2005 16 May :: 12.29am
A Match
Algernon Charles Swinburne (1837–1909)
If love were what the rose is,
And I were like the leaf,
Our lives would grow together
In sad or singing weather,
Blown fields or flowerful closes,
Green pleasure or gray grief;
If love were what the rose is,
And I were like the leaf.
If I were what the words are,
And love were like the tune,
With double sound and single
Delight our lips would mingle,
With kisses glad as birds are
That get sweet rain at noon;
If I were what the words are
And love were like the tune.
If you were life, my darling,
And I your love were death,
We’d shine and snow together
Ere March made sweet the weather
With daffodil and starling
And hours of fruitful breath;
If you were life, my darling,
And I your love were death.
If you were thrall to sorrow,
And I were page to joy,
We’d play for lives and seasons
With loving looks and treasons
And tears of night and morrow
And laughs of maid and boy;
If you were thrall to sorrow,
And I were page to joy.
If you were April’s lady,
And I were lord in May,
We’d throw with leaves for hours
And draw for days with flowers,
Till day like night were shady
And night were bright like day;
If you were April’s lady,
And I were lord in May.
If you were queen of pleasure,
And I were king of pain,
We’d hunt down love together,
Pluck out his flying-feather,
And teach his feet a measure,
And find his mouth a rein;
If you were queen of pleasure.
And I were king of pain.
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2005 11 May :: 12.22am
EPN22590: I just saw a cockroach and screamed
deathbyjisatsu: xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
deathbyjisatsu: Will you kill me if I put that in my journal? xD
EPN22590: I guess not
EPN22590: It scared me
deathbyjisatsu: Awwww
EPN22590: It's so icky..
EPN22590: It moved so quickly and dirty like...
EPN22590: With it's antenna
EPN22590: ~Shivers~
deathbyjisatsu: XDDDDD
EPN22590: Okay I'm safe
EPN22590: I sealed off my door and am currently hiding underneath the covers
deathbyjisatsu: xD
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2005 8 May :: 12.02pm
I love my Mommy!
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