:: 2004 25 December :: 8.25 am

can you say "portable DVD player?"

woot woot!

Merry Christmas!

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:: 2004 21 December :: 9.16 pm

MeRrYy EaRLy chRiStMaS<3

im soo busy lately guys.. i apologize for lack of updates.. once break starts i can fill you in

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:: 2004 20 December :: 5.34 pm

i dont feel like updating.. sry.. i have too much shit to do..

happy late birthday natalie and early birthday rosemary!

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:: 2004 15 December :: 6.50 pm

IM RE-POSTING THIS SO I CAN GET SOME FRICKINN OPINIONS
he said something that made me think... it suprised me.. i dont know what to feel.. if im confused, why should i make myself believe something that might not be true? i dont want to bring those feelings back if they're going to go to waste.. i made the mistake once before.. i need to be sure.. i dont want to throw my heart out into the open to be played with. he'd never hurt me purposely.. that i know.. but what if it was an accident like last time? i dont want to be put through the same thing twice.. and what if i hurt him? i dont want to do that, regardless of feelings.. for now, i sit back waiting for a sign from him.. im keeping my feelings inside.. once i say it outloud, i know i will believe it.. what he said was such a shock.. but it was kind of a nice surprise.. because what he said, i had been thinking about the whole night..

<*EDIT*>

maria said something to me today thats true.. he could have just said it cuz we're really good friends.. im still confused

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:: 2004 14 December :: 6.00 pm
:: Music: all i want for christmas -> britney spears

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:: 2004 13 December :: 5.34 pm

kRiSs [5:32 P.M.]: heyy/..
aLeXaA [5:32 P.M.]: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
kRiSs [5:32 P.M.]: supp
aLeXaA [5:33 P.M.]: i like ur belly

ohHh mann too funNy<3 i love youu alexaaa

anyway, yeaa so guys i survived.. it wasnt that badd i didnt cryy which is suchh an accomplishment lmaoo.. but yea.. I STILL HAVE NO COMMENTS ON THE ONE ENTRY I FRICKINN WANT COMMENTS ON!!! GO DOWN 2 ENTRIES BEFORE THIS, OK!?!?! COMMENTTTTTTTT I NEED SOME HELP HEREEEEE

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:: 2004 13 December :: 3.47 pm
:: Mood: scurrrrrreddddd!
:: Music: i dunno the name of the song its some christmas song by britney spears that i like..

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:: 2004 12 December :: 3.52 pm

kaitlyn is the only one who might know what im talking about.. but comment anyway, please..
he said something that made me think... it suprised me.. i dont know what to feel.. if im confused, why should i make myself believe something that might not be true? i dont want to bring those feelings back if they're going to go to waste.. i made the mistake once before.. i need to be sure.. i dont want to throw my heart out into the open to be played with. he'd never hurt me purposely.. that i know.. but what if it was an accident like last time? i dont want to be put through the same thing twice.. and what if i hurt him? i dont want to do that, regardless of feelings.. for now, i sit back waiting for a sign from him.. im keeping my feelings inside.. once i say it outloud, i know i will believe it.. what he said was such a shock.. but it was kind of a nice surprise.. because what he said, i had been thinking about the whole night..

<*EDIT*>

maria said something to me today thats true.. he could have just said it cuz we're really good friends.. im still confused

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:: 2004 12 December :: 3.47 pm
:: Music: i feel so - boxcar racer

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:: 2004 11 December :: 12.09 pm
:: Mood: tired.. i dont feel good.. did you know that when

whyy does no one comment anymoree? if you are going to comment on this entry, please comment on the ones before this one too!
1. Grab the book nearest to you. Turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down here what it says: no.. there isnt a book near me ndd i aint getting up..
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?: air
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?: some cartoon my bro was watchinn
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 12:10?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 12:19
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: a airplane
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: last night cominn back from the dancee
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: brennaa's xangaa which i stole this from
9. What are you wearing?: my pjs
10. Did you dream last night? What about?: yea.. something about tic-tacs?
11. When did you last laugh? Why?: last night in the car wit kait andd adriannaa
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?: paint.. im in the computerr room it aint decoratedd
13. Seen anything weird lately?: whenn you go to a dance you see plentyy of weird stuffss
14. What do you think of this quiz?: its alrightt
15. What is the last film you saw?: something on tnt.. i dunnoo what
16. Millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: i dunnoo.. stuff
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: i think i might like someone..
18. George Bush: what about him? i dont like him? i wouldaa voted for kerry man..

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:: 2004 9 December :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: every other time - LFO.. lmaooo best songg<3 me&chrissyyy

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:: 2004 9 December :: 4.54 pm

wowwwwieeeee.. a new way to updatee my journal!! its sooo differenttt!!! i know most of youu cant see it but its newww... ooh i was like whats goinnn onnnnnn.. ohh well.. i have this stupid fuckin english essay to writee ndd its ruining my lifeeeee.. you guys know nothing about my lifee for the past like week.. i couldnt go to the games today and tuesdayy ndd maybe not tomorrow either but i dunnoo yet.. i went to the mall ndd did xmas shopping but i still have lots more to do.. next year, im not buying presents for friends.. theres too many people.. its stupid.. you waste like $100 on people.. its stupid.. im really really bored.. i still havent changed.. why? i dunno.. my brother's mad at me for some reason.. theres a dance at xavier tomorrow.. i dunno if im goinnn.. if im going thoughh, i probably aint goin to the games.. guys im really tired ndd i gotta write this ndd do some stuff for latin.. juliaa if you read this, call me.. you too kait.. and whoever else.. ali, you havent called in a millenium.. you're overdue.. alright im gunna update so i can get this essay overwithh.. its maddd hard!!! stupidd random topics nd i hate it.. oh well.. later

kris

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:: 2004 5 December :: 7.54 pm

me&Lex
iTaLiAnBeLLa59 [7:52 P.M.]: wtf... outsidee or insidee?
BlindedByTears2x [7:52 P.M.]: insideee.. OVER THURRRR
BlindedByTears2x [7:53 P.M.]: haha.. i said thurr

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:: 2004 5 December :: 7.23 pm

i saw jess yesterdayyy!! and i did my layout overr!! thanks to kalie for giving me props.. i still need to find an icon.. but im in love with my title now.. ahh i should not be here.. i should be studying.. have a major ass global test tomorrow.. and no i did no work on my essay todayy.. im gunna go before i get busted...
JETS WON!

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:: 2004 4 December :: 12.35 pm

im gunna frickinn blow up.. all of my pictures from sc.. ALL OF THEM.. didnt develop cuz the camera was defective.. im sooooo upset... i have one picture from school.. amanda and jackiee.. love themm, but i really wanted the pictures with like my really close friends that i had.. i got nothing back that i wanted.. nothing.. im so frickinn upset you have no idea.. i mean, some of my pics on the other roll didnt come out cuz i think i didnt use the flashh.. but whatever those were just every day pics of me lauren and chrissy those can be replaced, ya know? i can never ever get those pictures back.. ever.. omg im sure some of you are like wtf they're pictures.. but onlyy my ssg get it..

bad day already..

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:: 2004 1 December :: 7.37 pm

awesomee day todayy.. train to school was ight.. homeroom -> too shortt omgg onlyy 15 mann.. half dayy today.. facultyy meeting.. bball gameeeee [(savioursss against the bonnies)]~ well duhhh saviourr camee out on topp cuz we rockk.. that was just the jv game thoughh.. i didnt stay for the varsity i had to come home and do my essay which i didnt nd now im not allowed online tomorrow i gotta go.. 1

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:: 2004 30 November :: 4.03 pm

my apologies to kaitlyn.. i told you i would update my journal later in the day on sunday lol.. i got sick.. sorry<3 im still sick.. didnt go to school todayy.. what sucks is that when im on the couch, i feel fine and im soo bored its moving that makes my stomach wanna burst.. oh well.. im going to school tomorrow.. i know mom wont lemme stay home another day.. she was mad that i stayed home today.. but if i went to school i would have sat in the sick room the whole time..

ew.. i dont feel good..

erin helped me with my science homework.. thank youuu erinnnn

it*s hard to say what it is i see in you
wonder if i*ll always be with you
words cant say and i cant do
enough to prove its all for you

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:: 2004 26 November :: 2.24 pm

happy thanksgiving a day latee

me&lauu --> sickestt people when were togetherr<3 11/25/04 mucho fun laurelitaaa

chrissy's cominn todayy.. woot woot

majorr props to ali for not callinnn me backk<3

matt you are a jackass whyy you gotta be suchh a dick?

me&tim neverr talk no moree.. it seems like he dunn wanna.. and youu know how when people act weird, i bring it up.. i dunn wanna fight wit himm thoughh we've never ever foughtt.. ever.. in all 11 yrss ive known himm! ohh well..

me and ant fightinn again as well.. what elsee is new?



*final shouts to my sSg<3*
jm.ehc.ag.jm.mp.tg.nr.er.
i lovee youu girls!

guys i might be playinn soccer in thaa winter!!! wootttt!!!!

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:: 2004 24 November :: 5.00 pm

AND THE SENIORS WIN SC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!


Categories:

1st Song: Juniors, Seniors, Frosh, Sophs
2nd Song: Juniors, Sophs, Seniors, Frosh**
Formation: dont remember, sorry.. Frosh got 4th thats all i know
Cheerleading: Juniors, Seniors, Frosh, Sophs
Banner: FROSH, Juniors, Seniors, Sophs
Enunciation: oncee again, dun remember but Frosh got 4thh
Cooperation: Sophs, Seniors, Juniors, Frosh**
Overall Dress Rehearsal: Seniors, Frosh, Juniors, Sophs
Overall Night #1: Juniors, Sophs, Seniors, Frosh
FINAL: SENIORS!!!!! Juniors, Sophs, Froshh

**I think thats the order.. pretty suree but not 100% positiveee

I'm soo happy for mabel and crystal and tati<3 i love themm<3 and sarahh too lol cuz she told me that we got jipped and TOTALLY should have beat the sophs asses! but whatever.. seniors won, we're happy..

seniors and froshh are stickinn together til the end<3

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:: 2004 23 November :: 3.53 pm
:: Mood: excited yet tired
:: Music: razorblades - SOTY

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:: 2004 21 November :: 9.21 pm

on friday i went to kearney to see footloose with kaitlyn - her friend liz was there omgg she would soo make a good couple w/mike!!! kait if you read this leave a comment! willard! lmaooo<3 ask liz if she ever succeeded in getting him outta the trunk lmao.. anywayy i stayed at kaits that night and we went to the offshore for breakfast (and tom's hott brother was there) =) and the kid sittin behind phyllis was stabbing her with a fork lmao it was really funny.. ooh shit i forgot to go back to rite aid this weekend.. im gunna buy part of kait's xmas gift there lol.. but i cant say what it is cuz she could read this! but its funny lol.. then the pizza party was last night.. and chrissy stayed over cuz TJ's championship game was at Poly lol i dunno why its a NJ league but whatever.. they played a SI team and i think Poly is their home field.. oh well.. so she stayed over and we talked about how shes crazy over patrick lol.. even though she has a BF! cough.. anyway.. their convo was cutee lol and he called her today! i told her if he calls, call me when you're done so she did and she left a VM cuz my phone was off like "you little shit he called and im gunna forget the conversation if you dont call back soon" lol

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:: 2004 19 November :: 5.35 pm

haha - got the latest version of aol woot woot.. so im finally off 8.0 and got 9.0 SE.. yayy.. probably stayinn at kait's tonight.. pizza party this weekend.. tomorrow actually.. and for those of you who know what im talking about, no, they arent coming.. bummer, i know.. i dunno what i wanna update about so i think i;ll just end it..

ohh yeahh.. dress rehearsal today.. fun stuff man! and Alexa missed it cuz shes sick.. what a loser lol jk love you.. but seriously it was funn.. the cheerleaders were really good.. then we went.. some of the seniors kept goinn "awww" when we sang holding out for a hero lol.. we're like "and why these poor sweet freshman girls feel like they're all aloneeeee" lol everyone was like aw thats so sadddd lmaoo it was soo much fun thoughh.. and then the sophss went "celebrate sophomores, come on!" lol.. and then did their TRA LA LA LA LA LA LA lmaoo michelle must have been thinkinn of me lol.. juniors.. first song wasnt good.. second was.. it was cutee.. but i really dont want them to win.. seniors.. THEY SHOULD WIN! omg at the end they were on their hands and knees pretending to beg saying "we really hope we win" cuz they havent won a single year yet.. they should win.. they sang.. ooh i cant remember their first song but their second one is santa baby.. its cutee.. cheerleaders for SC.. froshh definitely were GREAT.. sophs.. ehhh, alright.. juniors.. ehh a little better.. seniors good. haha we rockedd.. at the end of their cheer they go "everybody HOLLAAAAA!" lmaooo its soo funny and everyone yells back its hysterical seeing kellie do that.. me and julie said we'd do it next year lol.. anyway.. im really lookinn forward to monday and tuesday!!! ohh and before i sign off.. MAJOR PROPS TO THE BOOSTERS.. THAT PERFORMANCE WAS AWESOME!!!

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:: 2004 15 November :: 5.53 pm

well, i havent updated in awhile cuz life is busy.. i went to the jets game yesterday! yay! but they lost it was suchh a bad loss too.. ughh i dun even wanna talk about it.. it was horrible.. i cant update anymore cuz i have so much homework.. its yuckiee.. i might be back tonight thoughh so i'll update then! later! <3

kris

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:: 2004 10 November :: 4.15 pm

Julia's brilliant ideas!
alright so my girl julia is thinkinn about what you would do if you fell into the train tracks.. you can see where this is going.. if a train comes, this is what you should do...

*You run into the tunnel!
*Jump onto the train (yes, while its moving) so that the conductor will see you smacked up against the glass and stop the train
*Make sure you always have your pet monkey and krazy glue! You put glue on the monkey;s feet and throw it into the tunnel.. approx. 200 ft in front of you lol.. run past the monkey.. the train driver will see the monkey and try to stop.. he might hit the monkey, but its ok cuz he'll stop in time before he hits you.. lmaoo
*stop the train with your telekenetic powers
*have lots of gatorade with you so you can run all the way to the next stop.. of course you can run faster than the train!
*re-enact the scene in spider man 2 where he uses his webs and his super strength to stop the train

omg there were so many more but i cant remember them all.. i'll edit this later when she gets home from basketball so i can ask her.. later! <3

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:: 2004 9 November :: 9.25 pm

im gunna try to write a long update tonight.. about my life..

alright well today wasnt bad.. i have an art midterm tomorrow though.. =( dont ask, i know, midterms in november? its complicated.. i missed my stop on the train today.. me, erin, lex, julia, and erica.. cuz we're brilliant.. ms. postler was gunna lemme skip the global test today but if you miss the test you get an essay instead i was like fuck that im taking it and it was easy so yea.. i had a latin test today! hard as shit! grr i was sooo ready for that test and she puts the stupidest little stuff on it.. i was like grrr..

basketball's starting for julia and omg their practice doesnt start until 530 so they're home at like 8.. and they have to stay at school cuz it takes 45 minutes to get home and back to school so they're in school for 13 hours.. ouchh that sucks..

i dunno why.. i just cant shake the need for a guy right now.. just all the stress and everything.. i need someone to talk to.. not just like joking around like about serious stuff.. i used to be able to talk to tim about anything.. yea now hes too busy with his other life. i mean, in the summer he'd call once in awhile just to check in cuz hes in breezy the whole summer.. now hes like, when i text him he barely says a word.. im like ok, go ahead and drop me.. no but, for real, i need a guy who's gunna be there for me.. not like shawn, not like matt (lol we still arent talking lmaooo), not like tim... someone better.. err its bugging me lately..

haha but guess who;s coming next saturday!!!!!!! *ali knows* lolol aaaah! im sooo happyyy<3

omgg me and julia and bri.. funny convo right now lol

Hottshott8 [9:37 PM]: we get pizza tomorrow
Hottshott8 [9:37 PM]: !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its FREE
BlindedByTears2x [9:38 PM]: lol
BlindedByTears2x [9:38 PM]: i know!
Hottshott8 [9:38 PM]: lol then after we got prank vadim
BlindedByTears2x [9:39 PM]: what are we gunna do?
Hottshott8 [9:39 PM]: lol i gotta think of something
BlindedByTears2x [9:39 PM]: lol
Hottshott8 [9:39 PM]: like it has to be the kik ass prank phone call
BlindedByTears2x [9:40 PM]: lmao
FoXy BrI BrI 3 [9:41 PM]: OMG AHAHAHAH BE LIEK ITS MONICA LEWINSKI
Hottshott8 [9:42 PM]: lolzzz
Hottshott8 [9:42 PM]: yea but thats for the white house
Hottshott8 [9:42 PM]: we gotta thin of one that fits vadim
Hottshott8 [9:43 PM]: like sumthing american he wouldnt no about
BlindedByTears2x [9:43 PM]: omg lmaooo
Hottshott8 [9:43 PM]: lol
BlindedByTears2x [9:44 PM]: im like crackinn up that was good lol
Hottshott8 [9:44 PM]: lol
Hottshott8 [9:45 PM]: i no lets call and be the pizza place and say he owes 500 dollars..be like ur money isnt good cuz its not amercian fortified and stuff...and then he l be liek wat and we ll be like dotn act liek u dont no wat we r talking about ...we no ur 100 percent american...and ..i dunno thats one idea..but we need soemthing funnier
BlindedByTears2x [9:45 PM]: omg
BlindedByTears2x [9:45 PM]: rofl
FoXy BrI BrI 3 [9:47 PM]: NAHH HES GUNNA NO
BlindedByTears2x [9:47 PM]: omg but it would be soo funny

im sorry i cant get enough of these girls lol.. alright im gunna update so i can have a seperate one for julia.. its FUNNY! lol alright brb..

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:: 2004 8 November :: 3.22 pm

i stayed home from school today.. (yay!) and mom took me to the doctor (boo!) and its just allergies so im not gunna die (yay!) but the secretary suggested i get a flu shot (boo!) and i hate shots!!!! oh well.. omg i wanna write a long update for you guys soo bad but i have 3 tests tomorrow.. nice thing to come back to, right?? ohh well.. i gotta go study, im typing up an outline for latin.. fun.. hope everyone feels better than i do!

<3 kris

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:: 2004 7 November :: 1.12 pm

is it impossible for me to just get better?!?!?!

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:: 2004 6 November :: 11.15 am

aaah! im still not better!!! ive been watching disney movies all morning.. thats what i do when im sick.. so far i've watched 101 dalmations and aladdin.. the little mermaid is next.. lex called me before to see if i wanted to hang out cuz yesterday i said that i did but i cant today im still too sick.. i cant go to matt's game today.. and its playoffs! grrr.. oh well.. im gunna update, finish my game of minesweeper and watch the little mermaid lol.. ttyl

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:: 2004 4 November :: 5.47 pm

well the only reason i went to school today was to present the group project so i wouldnt be the only one missing from the group and mess up the whole thing.. so i go to school and i get to 3rd period and WE DONT DO IT!!! omfg im gunna go crazy..

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:: 2004 3 November :: 7.36 pm

i am sick.. don't bother me today..

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