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2016 11 June :: 2.43pm
it's like a constant reminder of how broken I am..
why did so much bullshit happen to me?
why was I such a victim?
and why am I still paying for it now...
klara committed suicide last Sunday.. I can't even begin to fathom that family's pain. how they continue to survive is so deeply moving.
I could never inflict that kind of pain. as much as I hate where I've been and where I'm going, I am so terrified about what's after that this isn't so bad..
I just.. what to know why. and it's something I will never know.
it sucks when the people who have caused you the most damage are the ones who know you best...
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 8 June :: 7.18am
visited J's new digs yesterday. have to say I am extremely envious.
it's on a little lake out in Cheney. absolutely picturesque. I saw a heron, a bullocks oriel, and so many red winged black birds. I need to get some binoculars!
she has some goats living out there with her. they were the fuckin cutest. they kept staring up at us in the trailer bleating. they all have unique voices.. there's a screamer and meek one and everything in between!
we watched what about bob and pigged out on junk food. I have the biggest mosquito bite on my forehead, it gets and is making me feel kinda sick, but omg we could not stop laughing. I looked like a unicorn at first. now my face is just deformed and swollen.
going back out on Sunday, can't wait!! I missed the other side of my bestie sammich.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 7 June :: 9.18am
:: Music: coheed & cambria
pull the trigger and the night mare stops
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 2 June :: 12.01pm
yesterday was my 6 year work anniversary.
me, Samie, Torie, Zuzu, Morgan and Juan all had sushi at sushi.com.
Juan brought me some cupcakes from a local bakery.
we went to the Monterey, it was me Torie Samie Chris and Juan, we ran into Raymond and it was a nice low key time.
today I left work early.
it's so insane. 6 years has flown by.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 28 May :: 9.27pm
there's just somethin in the way he laps my tears away
the concerned look the warm tongue
cuddles and kisses, just what the dr ordered
I love Bjorne. I wouldn't give him up. not for everything in the whole world
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i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 28 May :: 8.35pm
how can I trust you when I can't even trust myself
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 24 May :: 10.01pm
Juan like my belches because they are deep and full
Ashley likes the sound of my voice because it is soothing
I reeeeeally hope Juan and I start a pod cast.
it would be how you say uh-maze
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 23 May :: 10.20am
why ARE there so many songs about rainbows and what's on the other side?
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 17 May :: 10.06pm
loyal dog met my parents today and spent time in my home on my couch watching my tv and enjoying my world and it was
simply
the most MAGICAL thing
he made me a mix cd every song was love and passion
we checked out guitars and he fell in love
everything just fell just right just where it belonged
am I an animal in a cage?
if I am, do I even care?
he feels like home, and all I want to do is come to him.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 13 May :: 6.04am
got my eyebrows done for the first time in over a year....
and god damn do they feel strange.. but they are also on fleek.
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i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 8 May :: 8.39am
I don't particularly believe in souls, spirits, ghosts, etc..
but I sure do see them often.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 7 May :: 8.30am
the best thing about my man is its like dating John Mayer B B King Prince Mac Demarco and Snow Patrol all at the same time
I feel so vital
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 5 May :: 2.29pm
comparison will always beget misery.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 1 May :: 2.05am
so drunk
punk/street kid life
not for fucking me
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 29 April :: 8.17pm
even though I fucking hate driving being in my car is the only place I feel completely at home
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 29 April :: 6.06pm
I know it's a little late, but happy birthday grandpa. I miss you so so much.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 26 April :: 6.46am
I wake up every morning exhausted with ridiculous tummy cramps. I make at least 3 browns every morning. I think I'm dying.
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 23 April :: 7.49am
do men experience emotions differently from a woman because we are different or because society tells us we are..?
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2016 21 April :: 9.42pm
Do not commit the error, common among the young, of assuming that if you cannot save the whole of mankind, you have failed.
- Jan de Hartog
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 21 April :: 7.07pm
sitting waiting to see my first comedy show..
saw someone at work who recognized me..
I feel the strong compulsion to get wasted. I took a Lyft down here.
Juan is more than despondent about Prince's passing.
we are about to go off the rails on a crazy train in these... last days of April... bahahaha
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 19 April :: 9.51pm
<3awad
I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies.
- Pietro Aretino
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 16 April :: 8.07pm
all I do
all I do baby
is keep lettin you down
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 15 April :: 7.45am
there's never any certainty
but in my avoidance of the fluffier of feelings
their memories are just out of reach
I want to pour my heart out
to put it in clear glass for you to see
but these fears keep holding me from losing myself
my heart tugs me towards you
a scrappy loyal dog from the opposite side of the tracks
two fiery hearts waiting to combine
but what if the fire dies out
what if the fuel starts to fail
what if these embers are meant to waiver
and the world is a pail brought to douse us
oh but sugar pie honey bunch.... you know that I love you?
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 11 April :: 8.53am
I don't normally get so anxious for my birthday
but this year is going to be different
I wonder if anything special will happen?
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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godessalthena
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2016 9 April :: 6.27pm
jammin with two cool dudes
breakin the law and grinnin my ass off
laughter fillin up the room and the sky
I guess dreams really do come true
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 8 April :: 7.50am
just gotta make it thru today and then helloooooooooo 9 days of freedom
I am so fuckin excited
i want to hear the stories of your love for me
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2016 2 April :: 5.16pm
all aboard the edible express.
next stop: fuck your couch.
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