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2003 14 September :: 2.56 pm
:: Mood: scared
Have you ever felt like..like death....?
I think I have cryed more today than i have in my whole life and the only person who has really cared or showed me they cared was my mom thats pathetic huh,shows what kinda friends I have. anyways about that feeling of death..........
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2003 12 September :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: cranky
Football games are stupid. People at football games are also kinda stupid. Me and jess had a GREAT time well the only good part was that she is gonna die from swallowing so much god damn gum.hehe right jess!ya anyways tonight was stupid and tommorrow will prolly be stupid also,I want it to be fun but prolly not cause I dont even know whats going on oh well who cares I dont even care if I go ok I guess I am done.
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2003 7 September :: 8.13 pm
:: Mood: excited
I got a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2003 7 September :: 7.15 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: sublime~doin' time
We are leaving in a little while to go look and test drive a car for me! Yay! I really hope my dad likes it cause its kinda up to him I guess. uh I dont wanna go to school tommorrow. My weekend was so boring,cause I am grounded. But I guess it wont be that bad cause I still get to go to homecoming. I have no idea what my plans are for homecoming..oh well anyways we need to leave now so yup.
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2003 6 September :: 9.44 pm
:: Mood: scared
I am scared...could this happen to me ahhh
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2003 6 September :: 6.39 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: audioslave~like a stone
Ok so about the whole deep and meaningful converstaion,I kinda had one today maybe not really deep and meaningful but just a good talk in general I guess, and it wasnt with a best friend or a friend or dan it was with my mom. Sometimes I think she just doesnt understand but she cares and she helps. Well anyways we saw a car and looked at it, its nice. I think my mom is gonna call so we can look at it. Hopefully I can get it,that would be great. ok well thats all I got for now so yup.
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2003 5 September :: 9.52 pm
:: Mood: cranky
Well that was definitely a really stupid night,the only good thing about it was "negroes" haha right jess...uh anyways oh wait another good thing that happen my boyfriend ingnored me most of the time to busy talking about beating people up and laughing when I yell at him...uh whatever like he cares. Hey lets beat people up cause its the cool thing to do,fucking grow up..uh sorry iam just gonna go cry maybe it will make me feel better.
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2003 4 September :: 7.59 pm
You wanna know what I want...I want a deep and meaningful converstaion with someone..someone who actually cares. ya thats it thats what I need.
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2003 4 September :: 7.45 pm
:: Music: eve 6~think twice
I've been thinking alot....I guess just about how much my life has changed. My friends are not the same anymore,the only one of my friends that really and truely cares is katie there is that really cares, they have to much other stuff I guess oh well. Last year I didnt care about anything,nothing at all,alls i cared about was myself. It was just me and katie we were always together and always getting in to trouble and we didnt care,this year I actually care,cause I want to be happy i want to do good in school cause i have people that care how i do in school this year i want to show my parents that i can do good. I guess dan has changed me alot to,he has made me kinda not care what people think about me and just iam happy now.... i think. Well i dont know if any of that is gonna make sense but oh well.
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2003 4 September :: 5.45 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: sublime~doin' time
Well I am really tired,this whole getting up early for school is just not going so good, I feel well...drained alot. I just have no energy for anything anymore. Anyways yesterday was me and dans three month thing,it was fun,as fun as hanging out with his friends can get I guess. Oh well I got to be with him so its all good. Other than that its going ok,school is ok nothing to exciting, me and dan are good but my family is just a whole different story. I am grounded, I really dont care tho I dont have anything to do so oh well. And my sister theres something going on with her but I dont feel the need explain on here cause no one needs to know but I really just want to see her and hug her...anyways I guess I am done
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2003 1 September :: 12.23 am
:: Mood: tired,but really good
I went with dan to his grandparents lake,it was fun. It was really nice just to be with dan and his family. Me and dan took a walk and talked it was nice. I needed that. Um thats it I think. I Love You Dan alot! :)
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2003 31 August :: 3.25 pm
haha oh ya thats what I thought :)
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2003 31 August :: 1.46 pm
yup here it goes again
uh why does this always happen..
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2003 30 August :: 7.58 pm
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2003 27 August :: 8.31 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
I talked to will on the phone today,he is a nice boy,really good friend. He made me laugh alot it was a fun time,i needed a good laugh. I think iam gonna go see him tommorrow,should be fun! anyways I Love You dan.
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