Because of you..

:: 2006 20 May :: 6.58pm

ahhhhhh i duno.......

what is going to happen?

lilschaub

:: 2006 20 May :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: tired

Its been a long time since I wrote in here. Yesterday was the best day of my life. So far anyway. It was the last day of high school, which I have been waiting for for the longest time and it was nate and I's one year and six months. I cant beleive we have been dating for a year and a half. Its been the best year and a half of my life!!! We went to the Oasis and out to dinner. I love the Oasis it is my new favorite place. Its just so relaxing. So if you havent been there i really suggest it. Next week I really have to start looking for a job uhhh. I hate working but If I am going to buy a car I have to be working. The real life!!!! I cant wait to go to college its going to be so new and excited!!! And its not in Cedar Springs so thats a bigger plus. Well for anyone who didnt get an invite to my open house you are welcome to come. Its June 10th just like everyone else from 2-6!!! NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!

3 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 19 May :: 7.33pm

so who got a bomb new laptop and awesome printer/copier/scanner for graduating??

yeah that's right. i did. suck on it, losers.

thanks dad and mom! it's so awesome. ahhhhh

it has wireless internet, which we have here at home so i can use it. it has dvd player and BURNER and cd burner and an awesome screen and ahhhh it's so cool!! hooray!

:: 2006 19 May :: 3.32pm

WOOOOOO fuck you school!!! you dirty whore!!! I am done with you forever and I never have to look at your ugly skanky bitch ass ever again!!! you are the biggest whore that ever existed and I hate you and now i'm done!! fuck you schooollllllll fuuuuuuuck youuuu!!!!!!

good riddence! or ridance or riddance. i dont even know how to spell it but i dont care! it's done!

6 love me | do you love me?

jennapie

:: 2006 18 May :: 10.32pm

Oh man, what a frustrating night.

1 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 18 May :: 1.42pm

blah blah blah school is done . hooray hoorah.

now if only something good in my life were happening. you're a meany.

i was supposed to be moving to jackson tomorrow.

maybe..... i will.

brokenmentality

:: 2006 17 May :: 4.01am

open house

june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.

be there.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.47pm

fuck

i am in way over my head.

way over.

:: 2006 15 May :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: Nelly furtado- promiscuous

i can see you with nothin on.

So four more days huh?

Thanks Gunnie for all the four years of having woohu for me. I used it every day practically, all throughout high school. Some day I'll have to read every entry I've ever made. HA! right.

Ugh. everything kinda sucks. I am pretty much only excited a little bit for college. But I am REALLY looking forward to getting an apartment. It should be really nice.

I got to leave Rosie's early tonight because Cory is so nice. GOOD! i didn't make much money but it was so slow and it's just nice extra cash in my bank account.

I think we'll be alright. eventually.

ASHKLD

4 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 14 May :: 10.20pm

god it's not like you fucking care anyway

leave me the fuck alone.
ask me about something that's actually good , how bout. ugh
dumb

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i will never have a family like this.

jennapie

:: 2006 14 May :: 12.42pm

I am so incredibly lucky to have Jake in my life. He is truly the best thing that has ever happened to me. I have never gotten along or clicked with anyone the way that him and I do. He is the world to me, and I would be totally lost without him.

Sometimes life takes you where you never thought it would go, and I figure there's always a reason, and a better plan for you, so you just have to roll with it.

I don't know, I'm so happy with my life.

1 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 13 May :: 8.29pm

jessica that's okay

I absolutely love my boyfriend.

he is my everything. and i am so selfish i'm not even going to share anything more because i want to keep it all to myself. i'm not even going to say anything that happened because it is mine to treasure and you can't take that away. i never get to see him but at least you can't take this away.

bastards.

i love the movie crash.

and i cant even rant and rave about anything that is bugging me because you people might actually then be let on to what a complete and utter loser i am.
and how i have no one to walk with on graduation and how i am afraid that no one will show up to my open house.

i have everything i need i guess just not everything i'd like to have.
ugh.

:: 2006 11 May :: 1.26pm

ugggghghghghhghghghg

I CAN'T STAND YOU!!!

HOW LOUD MUST I SCREAM IT?!

inside my head that is.

:: 2006 8 May :: 10.23pm

god today sucked so fucking much. i can'twait to be out of high school and fucking livingo n my own with my sweetiepie.

i was in a GOOD MOOD all day, can you belive it? and it was only beacuse i KNEW i did not have to work today

WELL GUESS WHAT

i'm happy as can be, on alpine just shopping my little heart out, i go to menards buy some stuff for the apartment

tra lalalala
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i head to walmart

i see these adorable little bowls and cups and matching silverware

i go to get a cart

and ring ring a ding ding

my phone is ringing

it's amber from menards.

i was supposed to be tehre at 2:30 pm today she said

BULL SHIT i'm thinking. but twas true.

i wrote down my effing schedule wrong. but at least i have friday off.

god so then i had to go home and change and drive all the way back to work. i was bawling my effing eyes out the whole way there and back . i was so furious because it was so nice out and i was looking forward to getting SO much stuff done and then me and my mom were gonna go to the algoma park and i was gonna rollerblade with my new roller blades. i was so effing exctied and then it all got RUINEd

ugh. but anyway. i'm home, i'm still alive and i .... i duno. i'm tired.

oh and i guess besides everyone hating me and everyone at menards thinking i'm so fucking dumb and absolutely humiliating myself every fucking day...
i'm just peachy.

jennapie

:: 2006 8 May :: 4.33pm

Well, it's been awhile now since I've updated. Not a lot is going on, well actually a lot is but...ya know. Anyways, I finished my first year of college, now I'm working two jobs, at Awesome Tan still, and now I'm doing my third summer at Jenny's Grill and Chill. Jake and I are still as wonderful as ever, in fact, I stayed at his house all weekend, and we went to Cedar Point yesterday. It was opening weekend and there was nobody there, I rode everything, even Millenium Force, and if you know me at all, I don't ride roller coasters. But I DID IT!!! ahah! We didn't have to wait for more than like 15 minutes for anything, and by about 6:30, we could walk on to anything we wanted. It was perfect, we left yesterday about 5:30 am, got in the park about 10, and left Ohio about 10 that night, getting home around 1 am sometime, then I just stayed the night at his house again. It was SO much fun, the best date that I have had so far!!! Seriously, I cannot get enough of him. Now I'm at Awesome Tan, and have to be here till close tonight. But I don't mind. I'll be fine, I'm just kinda bored. Jake and I went this morning to my hair appointment, and I got my highlight and my lowlights re-done, then a trim. It looks good. But other than that....I don't know, I can't think right now. I'll have to type more later.