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2005 19 December :: 5.24pm
tired in a new way
ugh
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2005 19 December :: 4.10pm
who wants to cry?
"fallout boy isn't emo" <-- False
"emo fucking rocks" <-- False
emo fucking whines <-- Fact
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2005 19 December :: 12.54pm
So my morning..............royally sucked. I started it off by getting up late. And I had an exam, so you really shouldn't be late. But anyways, last week, my change oil light came on in my car, and I was like, that's weird, it's only been like 1,000 miles.......so I pull into Quick Lube, and they check and tell me that I'm TWO quarts LOW!!! seriously!!! my car only holds four and a half quarts!!!!! So that wasn't good, and I was like, well what the heck! and they looked under my car and said that some gasket was leaking.....and I'm like GRREEAAAt! So anyways, they top off my oil, and my winshield washer fluid too, which was nice of them! even tho it's their job, it still made me happier! SO I beeped my dad and told him about it, and made my day better by saying that it could be expensive! yea right! But anyways, that was last week and I've just been checking my oil and watching my temp. gauge, and all that. So a few days ago, my temp went up to like 3/4 of the way up, and I'm like woah! what's going on!!!? It's never gone that high before! So, because I am who I am, I start freaking out and shaking, and I feel the need to get off the high way as soon as possible and panic. And I beep my dad, and he told me to pretty much stop freakin out, and all that stuff that a dad can say to make you feel better. Oh, but before I beeped my dad, I cranked the heat in my car, and it went back down to normal. But I was still all nervous. So then back to today......I get up late, and fly outta the house and leave. and I'm thinking...ok, I might be on time. So I'm driving through town, and get to the point where my heat finally starts warming up my car good, and still nothing. SO I get to the highway, and I'm like what the heck!!! Why isn't my car getting warm! I mean the engine was warm, but there was no heat coming out! and I was FREEZING! seriously, I could see my breath! Then the damn temp. gauge started going up! and I couldn't even crank the heat up any higher cuz it was all the way up! I was like greeat, what do I do now? cuz I HAD to get to school. So anyways.....guess what I do!!! I beep my dad!!! WHOOO!! and he tells me to check my anti-freeze. So I do...and ooops, it's low. So as I'm going up Cresent to the parking ramp, my temp goes up into the red and lights come on and some bell starts dinging. and I'm pissed. and I just started praying to get me in the freakin parking ramp! So anyways, I get there, and turn off my car, and go and fail my exam. Ok, so after that, I go to my dad's work, and get his car keys, and go to Advance Auto Parts, or something like that, and buy two gallons of anti-freeze, and those little disposable filters. and then I went back to my dad's work, and begged him to let me take his car home. So now, I'm home all safe and sound, and my dad has the demon car at work in grand rapids! I hope nothing happens to it! He was going to put in the anti-freeze at his lunch. So that was like an hour ago. Oh yea, last night, when my dad was looking at it, he broke my radiator cap, so that might have something to do with it........I'm not sure tho, yea, I know stuff about cars, but not that much! So.....could the anti-freeze being low have anything to do with me not having heat...? I don't know, but to me, that sort of makes some sense. Someone with a little car knowledge...let me know what the heck is happening! I'm mad! grrr! and I have to drive my dad's car now. pft! At least I'm not shaking and freezing in that tho!
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2005 18 December :: 9.13pm
yesterday was the battle in detroit.
i must say it started out rough.. very rough. rough as in i said maybe 10 words the entire way there... thats 3 hours of 10 words people. no no no.. 3 hours of 10 words approximately 20 thousand break dance beats and lingo between 3 dance junkys that would be enough to drive any sane person to stab 3 forks and a spoon into their eye.
we got there 2 hours early. 6 to be exact.
the bboying was sposed to start at 8, NOTHING started (except for the cyphers) until 9:30 and 61syx didnt battle until 11:30. now tell me, how much fun would a breakdancers GIRLFRIEND have for 5 hours surrounded by a zillion talented dancers in a hispanic youth center? tons actually....! once we got there and started driving around detroit it was just really exciting (i had never been there before) we went to this burger king and all the workers were black and they were just so funny. just like the ann arbor battle.. im amazed at the way people can move their bodies. i had no idea how INSANE breakdancing can be. i've seen clips on keegans computer of other crews.. but when you actually SEE them... hooooolly wow.
61syx took prolly 8th out of 16 which is pretty good for a crew thats only been together for a year.. versus Chicago Tribe whos been together for 6. (they won by the way)
it was just incredible... very cool INDEED. but yeah.. so we didnt leave until about 1.. got lost trying to find the CORRECT high way, seems how there's 80 of them (ish).
but above all i love curling up and falling asleep after a long day with the person who just 'gets' me most.....and then waking up and eating chilli... lol. gotta love keegans mom.
yesterday before the battle we went to a distribution center in grand rapids for toys for tots (we being me, my beloved red flannel girls, emily secor, shannon potter, and keegan) and helped familys pick out toys for their children. we did this last year for red flannel, and loved it so much that we just HAD to go back this year. its the absolute best experience we had last year, and now we have another incredible memory. its such an eye opening experience. you meet all these people who are just so blessed to have an organization to help them out. all day i was waiting for that ONE person that would teach me the biggest lesson, that i would remember most. and finally i found her. she was middle age woman, very well kept and so incredibly nice. and when i greeted her she told me that this was her first time so she would be so happy if i walked her through it and helped her out (which we do for all the people anyway) when i told her that she could pick 3 toys per child and a stocking stuffer she was in disbelief and kept saying how wonderful it was. immediatly i noticed this incredible energy to her. when we got to the teenage table i told her that she could pick one toy because we had a shortage when it got to that agegroup and told her that that's one thing we want to change next year. she replied with "oh its fine. and SOO greatfully received, truely it is. this is such a blessing" a little bit later she told me that her girls (4 of them) lost everything in a housefire. all their christmas gifts, possesions.. everything.. and then proceeded to tell me that it was their father who set the house on fire. with everything that this woman had been through, she still found the courage to be strong and ask for help when her family needed it the most. i didnt want her to leave.. i just wanted to continue talking to her and feed off her high energy. it was so wonderful.
it just makes a person realize that you never know when you're going to need help from your community. thats what we're here for. to help eachother out. this woman made the comment that "god willing, next year it will ME thats helping other people in situations like mine out" and i couldnt have said it better myself. as community members we all need to step it up to help others in need.. and no im not just trying to be corny or whatever else you might call me... but if you dont believe how much you can truely do for your community even by donating an hour of your time to talk to people who just need someone to listen.. then please contact a distribution center for next year and see for yourself how great a need even just OUR community and surrounding communitys are for added help. you never know when it could be YOU thats asking for help.
above all, toys for tots finally got me locked into the christmas spirit. i just feel like making christmas cookies and going caroling! lol.. and ACTUALLY.. i was talking to linds a bit ago and we'd really like to go with a nice sized group. so if anyone is interested leave me a comment and perhaps we can set something up for this week.
i hope everyone has a great break and a great christmas.
STAY SAFE on the roads!
*winks... later kids.
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2005 18 December :: 4.31pm
please please pleas please please erika stacey and jess can we hang out tonight?
PLEASE!
231-580-9564 or 696-2269
please :0(
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2005 18 December :: 4.30pm
ughghhghghghghghghg when i'm not with roman all i feel is ugly and fat.
i can't wait to be in p.e. and lose some fucking wait. well off to go eat some cupcakes bye.........not really ..................................................ugh.
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2005 18 December :: 4.30pm
Ow
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2005 18 December :: 4.24pm
Ugh. this is so dumb. How did i get here? Honestly. How?
I want it all to be right and the only way that will happen is with you and I learned that quite a while ago. You are for me and you're the way everything will happen and I'll be irreversably happy.
I miss Roman and I wish he was with me right now. I love you baby.
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2005 18 December :: 10.19am
Your Birthdate: April 30 |
You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.
You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.
And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.
Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.
Your strength: Your flair
Your weakness: If you think it, you say it
Your power color: Scarlet red
Your power symbol: Inverted triangle
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a little more reserved? me? who thinks that?!!! lol
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2005 18 December :: 12.01am
lol hahahah *COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH*
right jess? lol hahahahhaa oh my goodness pappy you are the best!
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2005 17 December :: 2.54pm
People suck.
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jennapie
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2005 17 December :: 2.39pm
Jon Rice, you are way too sweet to me. Thank you.
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2005 17 December :: 11.18am
"I miss ----, I can't wait to see him when he comes home."
.....hmmm....you think I don't think that to myself quielty every night before I go to bed?
because i do.
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2005 17 December :: 9.23am
Jess Hazen, your bringing me those yellow friendship roses at work last night seriously made my night SO SO SO much better. That was the sweetest thing ever and I needed it so much. I love you and we're hanging out over break! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
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jennapie
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2005 17 December :: 9.16am
hmmmmmmm...all that is going through my head is very interesting.
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