:: 2006 2 November :: 10.27 am

we're the worst at the whole "saving money" thing

Justin is taking a bath and i should be leaving for work soon except that my clothes aren't dry yet.

Yesterday we went to the mall with Kris and Christina.
Christina said we're the worst at the whole "saving money" thing.
Justin went and bought out American Eagle. The girls just loooooved him for that.
He kept urging me to pick things out for him to buy me but I didn't see anything I really wanted him to spend his money on.
I picked out some stuff at American Eagle, but nothing at PacSun,
and then when we were leaving the mall, I stopped dead in my tracks looking at a pair of boots that I wanted.
Christina followed me into the store and I bought them.
The guy talked me into buying socks, too.

Ugh. I'm a sucker for stuff.

I didn't tell you about my new jacket, did I?
I was thinking about what kind of winter coat I wanted.
Finally, I decided I was just going to Burlington and buying something.
I came home and Justin stopped me as soon as I walked in the door.
He said, "I got you something, but if you don't like it, we have to call, because the dick head didn't give me a receipt when he said it was in the bag."
I said, "waht is it?!?!?"
and he brought me out this gorgeous coat.! =)
it has a fur lining and a fur collar and it's khaki and pretty.
just the kind of coat that I saw a girl walking down the street with when I thought to myself, "i want a coat like that."
He got it from Hollister and it was pretty pricey but we don't have to take it back because I LOVE it.

and the best part about those boots is that they match!

That's about all for this update, I'm going to go check on the clothes in the dryer.

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:: 2006 31 October :: 9.32 am

Happy Halloween!

Well.
I took a shower and now Justin's in the bathtub so I'm just waiting for him, being bored.

I haven't updated in a while because I haven't had the chance.
I've been so busy! This past week, I worked every single day!!
From now on though, I work Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays at BOAR and Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays at Subway..
Sunday's my off day.

On Friday, me and Justin went to eat at the Back Porch.
Duh, it was delicious. Do I even have to say that?
I got the special of the night which was a grill with a 6oz steak, a chicken grilled and topped with asiago cheese and spinach, and a lobster tail. For my steak I requested the Merlot sauce. Mmm, merlot is my favorite wine. I could've drank the whole cup.
Justin got a 16oz steak.
He's goofy. When the waiter walked away I was like, "Do you know how big 16ozs is?!?!"
When it got there his face showed that he had no idea.

On Saturday, we saw Saw III with Serg, Nicole, Kris, and Christina.
Most of the time, I had my eyes closed. As always.
Things these days are a little too graphic for me.
When I get the picture, I close my eyes.

Yesterday, me and Justin went to my doctor's for a check up.
He didn't get to go last time. It was cool.

Other than that, nothin new, so peace homies.

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:: 2006 27 October :: 11.03 am

break em off somethin proper like a REAL show stopper

Welp. This morning my breakfast consisted of potato salad (my mudder makes the best!) and Frosted Flizzakes with some bananas.
Eating bananas with my cereal always makes me sad because I used to give Tory the yucky end parts. She loved bananas.
=(

Yesterday, I went to work at Subway.
My last day with Melaina. =(
After that, I waited at Justin's gram's for him and Bap to bring the caddy.
It took them gosh near forever!
When they finally got it there, it was a trip trying to take it off the flatbed and me and Bap were getting annoyed by Justin becuase he thought the tire was going to pop when it started to rub against the edge of the bed.
Atleast the miles didn't get ran up!

After that, me and Justin got ready and left with Cam and Serg to go to Cam's cabin.
We sat up there for a couple hours.. i felt priveleged because i'm the only girl that gets to go up there. (no girls allowed..? homos)

my stomach started hurting really really bad though so i layed down and curled up with a blanky cause it was FREEZIN' up in there.
It was so cold I could see my breath--no joke.

Me and Justin went home and went right to sleep after that.
In the morning, he woke me up to take him to work.

On the way we saw homie Sarah Ludwick.
We laughed and laughed like retards.
I drove up next to her--she had no idea.
I was beeping, we were laughing.
...and then I noticed my hood was open.!
WHOOPS!
i pullled over and justin got out and shut it.

after i dropped him off, i came back to my house and here i am.
i'm about ready to shower and go to work at BOAR.
i like to work there cause it's super easy and i max relax the whole time.
it only sucks today because there is surrsly somethin wrong with my stomach.
its all cramped up and knotted and bothers me really bad.

oh well, it will all be worth it afterwards!!!!
because me and justin have dinner reservations tonight for 7:30!!
yyyyyeah baby!!!!!!!!!! bring on the expensive/delicious food!!!

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:: 2006 26 October :: 9.52 am

Mmm Trix. Not just for kids.

I'm totally hungry right now.
Last night Mallory was laughing because she came over to me and Justin's booth while we were eating at Eat n Park and I asked her how many girls she knows that can eat 3x more than their boyfriends.
I got this Rosemary Chicken dinner with mashed potatoes and a salad and ate it all and then was pciking things off his plate which consisted of a Hot Turkey Snadwich and mashed potatoes that he picked at and shredded up.

He laughs because we go out to eat and as soon as I get home I'm hungry again and looking through the fridge.
I can't help it. I have to eat every hour.

You should see me at work when I work at Subway (which si today!!!), if I'm not making a snadiwch for myself, I'm making a platter of vegetables with ranch dressing and salt on a napkin and eating it. or cookies. i like cookies.

anywyas, i gota get ready. i have work in an hour.

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:: 2006 25 October :: 9.51 am

Funkalicious

My phone is finally charged because serg let me borrow his charger.
UGH! Now I have to drive all the way to the fucking mall and bitch to get a new one.
Justin wanted me to go today when I woke up and buy a new coat, too. I don't really know why he cares if I have a coat or not but he gave me $100 and told me if I don't go this morning we are going when we both get off work.

I work at B.O.A.R. today.
Fun, fun, fun.
I don't like the Rostraver office, really.
I like the Monessen office soo much better.

I decided to work Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays at Subway and Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays at B.O.A.R. seeing as those days would give me the most hours since the physical therapist isn't open on weekends.
That reminds me, I should study my exeercise sheets.. oh well.

I think I'm going to go to my mom's before I go to work.
That way I can leave later and eat a lot.

Last night we were about to go in the hot tub but we took the cover off and checked the temperature which read 86 degrees soo.. we turned the heat up and then got too tired.
Oh well, tonight definitely.
I asked Justin I wonder what I look like in my bathing suit. I haven't wore it in forever and I probably gained a pound in each of my boobs. Haha.

I was talking to my mom last night,
about living in my grandpap's apartment above the shop.
I was like, "can you ask him cause I really want to live there!"
it's way nice and it would be awesome to have my pap as a landlord.
Especially seeing as he LOVES both me and Justin and it wouldn't be like living anywhere else because we'd be able to do whatever we want with it and I already have big plans of fixing it up. It has a lot of potential. Haha.
Also, as a surprise for letting me move in, I would fix up the other apartment across the hall for him because it never got done. He could move someone else in there and get more rent money.
Well, anywyas, when I brought the idea up to my mom,
she hesitated before saying, "well.. they want you to move in there. because i think they're making the people who live there now move out and they really want you to stay there."
my heart jumped. i was like, "MOM WHY DIDNT YUOU TELL ME?!?"
and she said she didn't want me to live there because what if me and justin break up--she wouldn't want me to stay there by myself.
I told her that it wouldn't be bad living by myself and I wouldn't be scared but that me and Justin aren't breaking up anytime soon.
She said she'd talk to pap. =)
(I'm way excited!!)

Anywyas, I might pee my pants if I hold it any longer, so.. lata!

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:: 2006 24 October :: 4.52 pm

they be lining down the block just to watch what I got

Soo.. I liek both of my jobs so I don't think I'll be quitting either of them right now. Hehe.

I hate my phone, though.
I don't know. I like my phone, I didn't mean it.
I hate that it won't charge, though.
At first, the charger was acting funky and you had to shake it or something to amke it charge.
Then, one day it just stopped working.
Now, my phone has been dead since.. liek Saturday.
I don't know if it's my battery or my phone.
I'm kinda pissed though.

All the time I turn around always brothas gather round always looking at me up and down looking at my uhhhh.

Justin's car is paid off finally.
I think we're gonna sell it to triple our money.

Uhh other than that, I've been having the time of my life dealing with like 3 people and my boyyyyy.
*muuuaahh*

My black eye is still here.. I don't know when the fuck it is going away.
I'd hate to be a bitch punched in the face by me.. you'll have a black eye for two weeks!!! I dunno.. weird. Andy makes fun of me at work. =/

Eh, I could ramble on but I don't think I'm going to.
I'm happy and I'm hungry and I could go for some Subway even though I eat there everyday and JUST left the store.
I'll make Justin take me somewhere before I take him to basketball! =)

Lata.

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:: 2006 21 October :: 8.03 pm

i think i pulled an... arm muscle?

Yesterday, I went to work at Subway.
That consists of me doing absolutely nothing but eating the entire time I'm there. (That's the only reason I started working there again.)

I worked 11-5 and got off work and went striaght home.
Justin was already home from work whne I got here, so we got a bath! I got to sit up front, which he never lets me do, and soak up all the good hot water. Haha.
After the bath, he threw my t-shirt in the water while it was draining.! =( I was kinda real upset about that because I had to walk all the way downstiars and put it in the dryer!

I dried my hair and stuff and asked Justin what we were going to do and his response was, "sleep."
SO.. I layed down next to him while he looked up stuff on here and I fell asleep.. regardless of it being 8:00 or not.
We're like little babies and we go to bed early.

I was upset about not going to the football game because even though he said there wasn't a point to it because we would be standing out in the freezing cold to see them lose, I wanted to see Jordan play and I had a good feeling about senior night.
Mav picked us up shortly after I started dozing off so babe tried his hardest to wake me up.
Finally, I made him get my shirts out of the dryer and I put on my coat and we left.
We drove around for a little bit and then got dropepd off right when his mom was getting home from the game.
She said they actually won and shut them out.
I knew we should've gone. =( Jordan scored a touchdown!

We shared a big huge bowl of mashed potatoes and bread and then fell asleep. Haha.

This mornign I woke up to that bitch tossing and turning and tossing and turning and after an hour of trying to ignore him, I rolled back over to face him and asked him what the matter was.
I opened my eyes and saw feet in my face.
what the fuck?
he said, "my shoulder.. my shoulder.. its fucked lis.. it hurts..," in his whiny voice.
I asked him if he slept on it wrong and he said yes and said he couldn't get comfortable.
It was 8:00am and we got up.
I fell back asleep because I had to work at 11 and got up when it was about 10:00 to start getting ready.

I'm pissed because my damn phone charger is broke and my phone didn't charge last night. I didn't listen to Justin and shut it off either so my phone is completely dead and I feel helpless and lost without it.

I wen tot work and ate about 3 sandwiches, 1,000,000 pieces of banana pepper rings (mmm my mouth is watering just thinking about them), about 100,000 pieces of tomatoes, a lot of cucumbers, green peppers, turkey slices, and cheese. oh, also a couple pieces of wheat bread with a little bit of tuna on them.

then i came home.
justin left to go get something real fast and i am supposed to be showering and be ready by the time he gets here but i don't think that's going over too well.
sooo i'm headed to the shower right now.

lataaaa.

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:: 2006 20 October :: 7.45 am

B.O.A.R. Physical Therapy

Yesterday, as I was looking through my list of contacts to call Andy, his private number came through so I answered.
I gave him my schedule for Subway which was pretty packed, to say the least, because our manager got fired.
He was disappointed about that but he asked me if I could work at the Monessen office around 2:15.
I said sure!

I was in the bathroom getting undressed and ready to take a shower when Christina called me. She knew I had plans to go to K-Mart to get some new make up so she asked me if I could just meet her there.
Well, I told her I had to get a shower first, because I was already standing there half-naked and plus, it would be much easier just to leave to go to work from K-Mart.
I got out of the shower and Jenna called. She wanted to go with me, so I we tover her house. It was 1:00 when I got there and I had to work at 2:15.
Well.. she wasn['t done sttraightening her hair until 1:40, so we went to K-Mart and we wre getting Free99 make up but this lady was staring at us!!
I already had mine, but Jenna was paranoid. I didn't believe her about the lady until I looked to my right and saw her peeking through the chips at us!!! Like, how hard do you have to stare at the chips to stock them?!!?!? She was down with her hands on her knees looking through the chips at us!!!
I immediately started cracking up and me and Jenna were in the hair dye aisle about to pee our pants, pointing and laughing at this lady.
Finally, jenna got fed up and put hers back on the shelf, grabbed some chap stick and a pack of gum and we headed to check out.
I had 5 minutes to get to work and I didn't even know how to get there.
I got to Monessen at 2:15 and called 411 for the number to the office.
They only had the Bentleyville one so they connected me and I talked to the office manager from Monessen who just so happened to be at Bentleyville. She gave me directions from where I was at and I got to the building at like 2:20 after I drove around in circles.

I met Amber (she's from Belle Vernon) and she showed me everything I have to do. It was such a relief from yesterday when I had no idea what was going on and what I was supposed to do as opposed to what the PTs were there for!
Well, it ends up that I'm basically just what they do. I edge the patients through their training schedules and tell them what to move on to. I fill out charts and fill out patient registrations. I do paperwork and I answer the phone. I make hot packs and I make cold packs. I talk to the patients about what's going on in their lives.
And I definitely have to learn a lot of exercises and abbreviations!!!
That will be the most difficult part. =/
Overall, it's a nice job and I'm definitely going to try to keep both jobs for as long as I can.
I told Justin that his paychecks will be our spending money and mine will be our saving moneys.
=)
He liked that idea.. I don't know why..?

Someday soon I need to go to the high school to get my diploma but I think I will make that day sometime next week.
I'll probably definitely go on Monday around lunch so I can see Lizzy.
!!! =)

Well, as for now, I'm outtie5000 and I think I'm going to hop in the shower and start getting ready for work so I can lay around and be lazy.!

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:: 2006 19 October :: 9.33 am

So I have like the best luck ever, right?

Okay, I used to work at Subway before I was a waitress at Sweeney's, Sonny's and now I work at Subway again.
Well.. when I worked there before.. I said, "I would like to be a waitress, I wish I was 18."
Then, this lady came in Subway one day and asked me, without ever hearing me say that, if I wanted a job waitressing at Sweeney's across the street.
I said, "oh, I'm not 18."
She said, "You don't need to be! Be there tomorrow and you have an interview."
I went there and I was already hired before I even walked in the door.

Then, I quit there and I wasn't really looking for another job, but I would've liked to waitress.
BUT! There weren't any good places around to work.
Then, someone said somehting to me about Sonny's hiring and accepting applications so I went over there and I was hired after the open interview.

That didn't work out because I kept getting sick in the mornings and it sucked to get up early and work when I couldn't even get out of bed.
So I quit there.

Melisssa told me that some girl quit at Subway and they were looking to hire someone. I put in my application and didn't call or anything becayse I wasn't really worrried about getting a job.
Then, about two weeks later, the manager calls me and told me I got the job and I started Friday at noon.

So.. I've been working there 2-3 days now and some guy comes in.
I make his sandwich and I'm ringing him up and he asks me if I work here part time.
I said, "yeah, I actually just started."
him-"do you go to school?"
me-"no.. I just graduated from high school last year"
he said, "do you live locally?"
i siad, "yes.. right up the road." (even though I live with Justin..)
he said, "are you looking for another job?"
me-"doing what?"
him-"being an aide for a physical therapist. i'm looking for someone and you seem perfect."
(meanwhile, I have a black eye and I'm wearing an XXL Subway shirt)
i said, "ohh i don't have any experience"
him-"can you type?"
me-"yes.."
him-"well, I'll teach you everything else you have to know!.. our office is right down the street! i'll give you my card!"

instead, i just gave him my number.
he didn't seem like a weirdo and I didn't give him my full name or anything.

He called me the next day.
It was Private so I wasn't going to answer because people who don't want you to know who they are call Private and I never answer for blocked calls.
But I was waiting on his call, so I answered.
He told me where his office was and it turned out he was the doctor and the owner of a chain of offices!
I e-mailed him my resume and looked him up on the internet.

It was weird, because okay.. we've been looking for an apartment and in the desperate search we applied for Rostraver Apartments ebcase rent is like $12 a month.

I look him up on the internet and I'm on the phone with my mom tellign her everthing.
I read his name.
She says, "Wow, Lis. He's a um, pretty well-known big shot in the area. He owns three of those offices and he's in with the school board and head of Rostraver Apartments."
I was like woaaaahhhh.
I said, "But I met Andy when I applied and he didn't look liekhim."
She said I might nto have met Andy and told me that just because he said he knew my grandpap doesn't mean he was Andy.
She called my grandpap to make sure.
He said I will be working for Andy Jr. and Andy Sr. owns the apartments.
He siad they're both pretty big deals.

So.. I went in for what I thought was an interview but turned out to be my first day of work! Weird...?
I was supposed to call him last night with my schedule from Subway but I didn't get off of work until late so I figured I'd call him this morning.

I woke up this morning thinking of this weird computer program my grandpap used to have on his computer called Bob.
I've tried to look it up before but had no luck and this morning, I tried again at answers.com and I found it right away.
If you want to, you can click here and read about it.
I didn't know why he disappeared off of my grandpap's computer, because I was really young and didn't understand at the time but I guess it was ahead of it's time.

Other than that, I'm pretty bored and I'm going to go check my e-mail.

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:: 2006 19 October :: 9.13 am

WTF?

Well, today's the usual.
I wake up to Justin leaving for work and kissing me goodbye and then I go back to sleep and wake up an hour later to his mother yelling around the house.
Then, I go on here, check to see how many visitors I've had since the previous day, if Sarah checks it, I check hers to laugh about the things she writes about me, I update, and then I check my e-mail and do random shit.

Last night, i had a weird dream.
Did any of you ever have a reoccuring dream?
I have them all the time, and there's this one in particular that I'll explain... as I will also explain some of the other REALLY WEIRD DREAMS I had last night:

If anyone has ever seen the lower level of my house, you'd know that it is really big.
My upstairs isn't big, but the downstairs is because even though there are not many rooms upstairs, every room is rather large.
Well, I have this dream that.. (we are always doing remodeling in my house)..
we are tearing down a wall and behind it is just like, knocked-down-wall-stuff, but being as curious as I am, I venture behind it an discover a door that leads to an upstairs of my upstairs.
The upstairs is as big as my basement but with a lot of stuff you have the crawl through and an old, run down shower. There are spiders everywhere and it's not the most pleasant place.
I always go there in my dreams, occasionally.
And last night, i went, and it was exceptionally scary. There was a guy upstairs and he was trying to kill us and I almost left Justin becuase he wouldn't hurry up.

Also, I woke up from that dream because I have to pee a million times during the night..
and I dreamed that there was a cop in my back yard and I was with a WHOLE BUNCH of girls, hiding in the woods on our stomachs.
The cop was threatening for us to get down and I was in charge of everyone, and I counted down and told them to run.
Everyone got caught and I ended up getting caught too.
But the dream seemed to go on forever and ever and I wouldn't give up and every time I got caught (because that damn pig called reinforcements and I couldnt run anymore because I was so weak) it was by a random boy or a random fat lady or something liek that.
I would be in this dream, hitting people with the butt of a gun and not knocking them out. (I always have dreams where I hit someone and it doesn't even phase them. I hate it. It's frustrating.)

I also had a dream that I found a golden retriever in my grandma's garage and it was dirty so I gave him a bath and took him inside and loved him.
Supposedly he was some girl's dog who wasn't paying any attention to him after she took him off of a lady who had him chained up outside and he would cry and cry and cry.
Well, I layed with him and he licked my face and I loved him.

Weird dreams.. I know.

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:: 2006 16 October :: 9.54 pm

This update is full of updates!!!

Okay, first off I want to start by saying that if you read my last entry, and then recently read Sarah's journal, you might find it funny that she is still running her mouth when she assumes that my life revolves around her as much as hers does with me.
She has read my page quite a few times in the past couple days since she accused me of telling Cody that she whores around.

October 13th 2006 02:02:44 PM
October 14th 2006 11:00:42 AM
October 14th 2006 11:00:56 AM
October 16th 2006 05:46:12 PM

^^those are all the time's she's loaded my page.
and then right after she gets done reading it, she has to be quick to write a response. Obviously it is annoying or else I wouldn't even be commenting on it right now, but I'm just going to ignore it.
After today, I'm not even going to acknowledge when she is a douche bag.
As I've said to Justin yesterday--if it got all the way around to me that she was cheating on him while he was in jail, OBVIOUSLY it's going to get to him someway.

But! I don't need to explain myself. =)
I don't care what people think of me when I know the truth and none of her lies are affecting me.

Other than that...
If you've seen me lately you may or may not have noticed my BLACK EYE!
First black eye I ever got IN MY LIFE and guess how?
No, silly! I didn't lose a fight!
I punched myself in the face!!
First black eye and I gave it to myself!
I smiled at Justin the next day when he woke me up by saying, "BABE!!! WHAT A SHINER!! GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!!"
hahahaha, I think it's the funniest thing in the world.
I don't even know how it happened! But it sure is a perty one!
I didn't even hit myself that hard but about a half hour after I did it, I started to notice a little swelling and then said to Christina, "grrrreat, I bet I have a black eye tomorrow!"

This weekend was a goodie!
Saturday, I took Justin to his tattoo appointment and ater we finished up there, we met Kris and Christina at Kris's house and went to TripleB!!
The first thing we did was pick out our perfect pumpkins!
Then, we bought tickets for the hay ride and went through the maze and played some games while we waited for the tractor to come back around.
When it finally got there, it was AWESOME to see that we were the only ones riding it!!
We got him to stop whenever we wanted and it was cool to have our own private hayride. =)
On it, we looked at bunch of fairy tale pumpkins set up and it was cute.
Me and Justin talked the whole time, mostly.
We decided on the names either Jonathan (Nathan/Nate for short), or Jason (because I like the name Jace.)
We both like the name Jossalyn for a girl. I would spell it like that because I like Ss, and I would call her Joss for short. Like Joss Stone.
Anywyas,
We got him to stop at the pumpkin patch because, even though we all picked out our perfect pumpkins, we wanted to look around and maybe pick baby ones!
I don't know, but I think I found the BEST! Of course everyone else had nice ones, too. =)

After that, we spent the night over Kris's house with plans to watch a scary movie and carve our pumpkins!!
Me, Kris, Christina, and Bubby had the best slumber party ever and when we woke up the next day, his mom and dad made us spaghetti and it was delicious!!
I'm getting hungry thinking aobut it!! =/

Speaking of getting hungry, I've been forced to eat so much lately because over the next 8 months I have to be a fat hog and gain between 25-40 pounds!!
Did I mention that?!!
They want me to gain that much weight!!

My last doctor's appointment I was at 112, and I think I've definitely been eating every second since then because they told me I need to step it up a little.
I weighed myself at Kris's the other ngith and I was only 108.. maybe his scale is wrong. Hopefully... =/

Also!
My brother moved in my mom's house the other night which is awesome because I love his dog and I like to hang out wiht him because we grew up to have a lot in common.
Haley is his dog though, and Pete hates her because she gets a little crazy.
But I think I am going to go over to my mom's house everyday to trian her. She's a pitt and she's the pretiest one I ever saw!
=)
I just love her.
Rich was going to give her away because he can't give her enough attention but that broke my heart and that's why I want to train her.
I will teach her to fuck bitches up if they mess with me, too. =)

Good News!
Today, at work, I waited on this guy.
I made his sandiwch and I was ringing him up and he says,
"Soo.. you work here part time?"
me-"yeah.. about 20 hours a week.."
guy-"you go to school?"
me-"nope, i just graduated high school last year.."
guy-"you want another job?"
me-"what??"
guy-"do you live locally?"
me-"yeah, right up the road!"
guy-"well our office is right down the street, i work at the chiropractor and i'm looking for an aide.."
me-"i dont have any experience..."
guy-"can you type?"
me-"yeah.."
guy-"i'll teach yu everything you have to know"

he wanted to get his card and he was about to run out to the car but i told him i'd just write down my number. i was so.. flabbergasted.
i had no idea what to say!

melaina overheard the whole thing and she was like, "why do people always do that to you?!?!"
I told my mom God must really love me because jobs ALWAYS fall in my hands.
I was working at Subway and I was thinking aobut getting a job waitressing but I wasn't 18 yet (I just turned 18 about a month ago.) and this lady came in and asked me if I ever waitressed before and told me if I wanted to start I would be interviewed the next day.
And it's just weird because everyone who's anyone knows I've been talking about wnting a job in a doctor's office as a receptionist or something.

Soo.. that's AWESOME!
My perfect job. =)
Offered to me with a black eye and all!

I told you this update was jam-packed!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I got it all, if not, I'll update again soon!

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:: 2006 13 October :: 4.34 pm

eat fresh
Well, I just got back from Subway a little bit ago.
I thought I was just going there to sign papers but after I did that, she gave me a shirt and told me to go change. Sooo.. haha yeah, I worked 12-4 just to re-familiarize myself with everything.
And I did a good job!

I worked with Melaina and Leanne and I know Melaina and Leanne was totally cool so it worked out perfectly... and I even ate some good food. =)

Funny thing: While I was at work, I made myself a sandwich and I was getting ready to eat it when I took out my phone to check for missed calls from the hottie boyfriend.
I had a missed call from him and a text message from.... bishop.
She asked me if I had told cody that she had sex with someone because "something someone else said led her to believe it was me."
excuse me??
i got out my texting fingers as my temper rose and I was about to pour out my thoughts of, "i don't even talk to cody. i don't know why you think that everyone wnats your boyfriend but they dont. i have a good thing going on now and i'm about to have a family with justin. when people tell me that you sleep around and cheat on cody i just reply back by saying that cody is stupid and it serves him right. but that is none of my business to ever tell him and i haven't tried to talk to him in a very long time."
but... i held back.
instead, i admired myself for replying with a simple, "i don't talk to cody and i haven't for a very long time."
i smiled at that.
i'm a big person. =)

then, i forwarded her text to justin and he he agreed with me that she is retarded for thinking i ever would talk to cody and ruin what i have right now. well, he agreed more or less with a simple, "Oh thats funny. shes gay."

On my way home from work, I was thinking hard about the party tonight and made intentions on calling Jenna to ask her if I could start getting ready over her house after I picked up some clothes from Justin's.
Instead, I didn't call her and waited until I got home.
But she called me first.
She said I was welcome anytime to come shower over her house.
And when I started telling her about the text message Sarah sent me, I heard a familiar voice in the background.
I decided not to shower over there today.

Instead, I'm waitign for Justin to get home from work. =)

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:: 2006 13 October :: 10.58 am

everyone reads, yet nobody comments. fuckers.
I just came back from going to the high school with Christina for her senior project and now I have to get ready because I have to be at Subway in Rostraver at 12:00 to sign papers and agreements and get my uniform.

I felt like updating because I forgot to mention a couple things.

Yesterday, Liz texts me and says that Brent told her he was going to beat up my boyfriend. Haaaa. Yeah right.
First off, everyone knows that no one is capable of beating me nor my boyfriend up because we just so happen to be bad mother fuckers.
Secondly, he said this because "Justin stole his bike."
I told her to just let him know that I was the one who stole his bike. It was sitting in someone's yard and so I decided to keep it for my own. =)
Justin said that it didn't matter if I even said anything because it wasn't Brayden's bike to begin with like he thought it was. Because they thoguth they found Brayden's bike after it got stolen and they were going to give it back to him until they found out it wasn't even his.
Soo.. I still don't know whose bike it is and it apparently doesn't matter unless punks want to get tough. =)

Other than that, I think I'm out. I just forgot to add that in so I figured I'd do so considering how much you losers love drama.

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:: 2006 13 October :: 9.16 am
:: Mood: have to pee really bad

come on, happy chickens, come on

Well,
I just woke up.
Like.. officially.
I have to go to Subway at 12:00 to sign some papers and get my uniform since I started working there again.
A job is a job... Subway is an easy job.
Plus, I like food and Subway gives you free sammiches.

Yesterday was a fun day. Kinda.
Me and Babe went to Jenna's.
I was helping her make jello shots for Nicole's mom's surprise birthday party today.
I can't drink so I insisted we make me some virgin jello shots.
Justin and Betty were making fun of us the whole time.
..Basically.
At one point we had to make a run to Duritza's to get some more peach jello.
We had to make that into a fiasco of course and with Justin throwing a sticky thing at our heads from the back seat all the way home, Jenna and I decided to beep at random cars and pretend we knew them.
She beeped at this car with these two guys and we gave them the "heeeyy hotttiieee" wave and then following that car, Bishop drives past giving us the bitch look so we just gave her a little beep too.

Jenna has a new litte kitty.
So we have fun playing with him. =)
He was really sick when she first got him and we had to make him get better so now that he is, he is so fun to play with!
We haven't decided on a name, though.
Him a wittle orange fluff ball.
We started off calling him Hades,
but now Justin says it should be Sunkist. (gaaayyy)
We've been calling him Sonny for short, though.

After we chilled for a while, Kris and Christina dropped in.
They missed a good dinner, though. Me and Jenna pigged out on some chicken, some broccoli & cheese, and some baked potatoes!

Around 10:30 I looked at the clock and noticed it was waayyy past my bedtime.
I was dead tired and Justin looked as though he was too.
People make fun of us because we're usually in bed by 11, but we are busy adults with busy days!

We went home and got comfy and paaassed out.
Him my babe and I love him. Not a day goes by where I feel differently. We used to fight a lot, but that was normal considering we are together 24/7.
Now, we just get along like my mom and my step dad.
The only two people I know that NEVER fight.
I thoguth relationships were supposed to fight.. but I guess when you find the right one, you don't...

The good news! Belle Vernon FINALLY gave me my diploma. I am going on Monday to pick it up around 9:00 or something. It's jsut in the office.
The bad news: my digital camera is dead.
There are so many opportunities to take wonderful pictures and my batteries are D-E-A-D!
I need to charge them ASAP so I can get on the photo taking ball.
=)

No drama for this update. Well, there is plenty of drama, but none that's your business. It's not even my own!

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:: 2006 11 October :: 10.21 am

if i can do it, anyone can

Yesterday we went to Applebees.
I haven't ate steak in a lonnnggg time because I was on this kick for about a year and a half where I didn't eat meat except chicken.
Justin was really surprised when I ordered one.
When our food got there, it pissed me off that my steak was cooked a little longer than I like it, but when Justin started bitching about his steak being pink in the middle, I knew they switched 'em up.
It kind of disappointed me that we switched because my whole steak was nothing but fat and every bite i attempted ended up being spit into my napkin.

The potatoes were bomb, though. And my Garlic & Asiago chicken was quite tasty.

Afterwards, we went to my gram's so Justin could help my pap move a table, but my uncle had already moved it. We gave my grandma the money for Justin's car and bullshitted a little bit before we left. I took him to basketball and went to LaGrange to see my mom.
After practice was over, I went back to Justin's house where I max relaxed.
8:45 came flying by, and that was when I was supposed to be in West Newton to pick up Justin!! I forgot about him!!
So.. I did about 60mph and got there at about 9:00.

We watched True Life: I have terrettes syndrome and pretty much just chilled.
We ended up falling asleep at about 12:30 because we were messin' around instead of going to bed to wake up in the morning.

Today Justin has a doctor's appointment to get an x-ray on his ankle which I think is perfectly fine.
I'm about to take a shower and get ready for the day because we're leaving the house around 1:00 to head out to Charleroi.

This morning, Christina texts me and tells me about a fight in school.
Belle Vernon bitches are always getting into fights, they don't give a fuck where it's at. They run their mouths too much without ever being able to back it up.
Christina said Sam was fine and Liz said she has class with Brooke and Brooke looks perfectly fine, too.
No one knows how to draw blood anymore. Damn.

I was chillin in my living room yesterday, thinking of things.
I was actually thinking about church. The last time I was there, the sermon was on people who need saved. We prayed for everyone that needed help without saying anything out loud. I had in mind who I was praying for.
And yesterday, I realized there was someone I forgot about.

When your enemy is hungry, give him food. When he is thirsty, give him something to drink. No one gets anywhere with constant arguing and fighting.

It hit me. It's probably not Sarah's fault that she's crazy. She loved Justin and like so many people have told me millions of times before.. she thought she was going to be with him for the rest of her life. And when reality hit her, she didn't know how to deal with it. She was fucking 16. She did what any high school girl would have done--take it out on the new girlfriend.
I don't blame her.

The only thing that pisses me off are all the things I hear that she says about me. But Lisa, let it go.
I am starting a new life and starting a new life means starting over and letting go with some of the petty things that have been holding on to me.

She says that she NEVER says anythign about me and that may be true and it may not be. She is probably lying because it is pretty coincidental that three people who are not even friends with each other told me that Sarah says things about "how cool it is to be pregnant," and things like, "When my family found out, me, my mom, and my sisters were all jumping around the house, clapping and yelling."
Justin says when she says those things it just shows people that she still cares.
And yeah, things liek that piss me off, but why should they?

This isn't an accident. It's a surprise.
This isn't something that is going to ruin my life, it's just going to take it down a different path than what most people expected from me.
This is something I've always wanted, it just came a little earlier than I had planned.
I'm not dreading this, I'm embracing it.
And embracing it means to let go of and forget about the negative attitude that some people are going to have towards it.

And that is what I'm doing.

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:: 2006 10 October :: 9.53 am
:: Mood: starvingggg

you and your rumors
have one thing in common...
you both get around

Well, I am heading over to my mom's right about now.
I called her at like 8 or something, but she didn't answer and I just got ahold of her now.
I wanted her to call the MVH Health Center because they want me to exercise there in a program for free and I'm surely down for that.

I'm starving and I sitll haven't ate this morning, so I'm probably going to munch on something over there.
Justin's mom won like $4200 or something last night so she gave us $25 to go out to eat somewhere today. I'm going to pick him up from work around 4:00 or something and do that.

I haven't been able to take my medicine and that's kinda driving me up a wall. Not that I don't mind not taking it, I just hate the way my head acts without it. My medicine makes me happy. I think I need some kolonapin if I don't get something soon. Haha, me, Jenna, and Leah were talking about kolonapin the other day and I've wanted some ever since I thought about it.
If you don't know what it is, we call it our *happy pill,* it doesn't make you high or anything, it just makes everything insanely okay.
Speaking of Leah, me and Justin were over to see her new apartment on Saturday.
It's REALLY nice. I was totally amazed with how nice it is and i wish we could've got lucky with finding a place like that.
I told her to let me know if any places open up in that building.

Ughhh, my stomach is making noises.
It wants food--now.
I haven't ate since yesterday and my caloric intake is not supposed to be as low as it is.
Today me and Justin are going to Wal-Mart to get some food.
That definitely reminds me that I have to make a shopping list. ***

Okay, I think this update is beat, so I'm outtie.

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:: 2006 9 October :: 3.09 pm

ugh. i'm so bored.

Justin is coming home from work early.
He called and told me he's too hungry. Haha.
I told him he just wants to be like me.
I always say that because he does like, real cute things.
LIke yesterday, I was wearing all white and he kept telling me I looked pretty and then when we went back to his house he changed into all white and I told him he just wanted to be me. Hahaha.

He got a little bit more of his left arm colored in, did I say that?
It looks neat with arrows and stars and stuff.
He made another tattoo appointment for next week or something.
I was going to get one,
but I don't know because maybe I'll wait til after I have a baby.
For the longest time I was going to get the back of a fairy,
and I drew it super pretty.
Myabe I'll look for the sketch and scan it sometime.
Maybe not because someone might wanna steal it cause it was so super pretty.
But.. then I decided the back of a fairy isn't something I'm going to always want.
But I might always want an elephant. =)
I loooove elephants.
and so does my mom and I think I would get it in respect towards her.
A little black and white elephant on my shoulder, probably.
Maybe one on each shoulder facing each other.
I don't know.
Nothing on my hip, though.
Maybe after I have my baby I will put it's name on me. =)
I have always wanted a tattoo on my wrist and my ex-boyfriend's sister has her little girl's name on her wrist.
So.. I wouldn't copy that, but it's still a cute idea.
I would put it somewhere else.
Maybe the back of my neck?
Ugh, I'm rambling on about tattoos!!!

I don't even know what got me in the mood, me and Emily were drawing on her Doodle Bear (remember those?!) and I thought about tattoos...

Ugh, I'm out!!

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:: 2006 9 October :: 11.04 am

I could eat a whole fucking cow.
Babe went to work and I just woke up and went pee.
Haha, so I decided to update a little bit.

Anybody have any J names for a boy or a girl?
If so, let me know. Opinions are always welcome. =)

So...
Friday, I went and saw Crystal!!
I haven't seen her for the longest time.
I missed her so much. I was hungry and you know me, I was rambling on about food.. so she asked me if I wanted some chicken that she made a little bit ago.
It was sooo good. It had brocolli and stuffing stuffed inside.
Mmmm.

While I was visiting there, Justin went to the game with his boyfriends. They left at halftime to meet me at BP to go to the movies.
We went and saw the Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning at Loews.
It was packed!! We sat up pretty close but it wasn't so bad.
Not considering we skipped the previews because we had to go to Wendy's to get our food on. Haha.
The movie--it was scary.
The only movie that has ever scared me was Texas Chainsaw Massare the first one. Not the old school one, but the remake.
This one was even more graphic and I have to admit, I definitely had my eyes shut for a good 40% of this movie.

When we saw Jackass II, the only part I had to look away for was the part where they drank the horse cum. That part made me want to throw up.

I was scared that I was going to have awful dreams about being tortured by a man with my boyfriend's face all night, but instead I just dreamed of getting into fights--my favorite dreams.
I just lay in close with Justin and I always manage to sleep pretty well.

The only thing is that I wake up about a million and two times during the night to go pee. Haha.
I HATE that. But, oh well.

On Saturday,
We went to Fright Night at Kennywood.
Christina told us it was liek $13 to get in, but uhh.. it ended up being $20 a person.
Oops.
The bad thing about it was that it sucked.
We went with Kris, Christina, Span, and Racquel and the good things was that we ate some damn good soft pretzels, and we had a lot of fun throwing corn at people standing in line.
At one point, we decided we should cut in line, and I was the first one to step over because everyone was pussies.
Christina jumped over next,
and then Justin followed us, pretending he didn't know we got so far in line because he was on his cell phone.
Kris, Jeff, and Racquel stepped over and the girl in front of me got an attitude.
She was like, "Uhh excuse me, our friends are behind you."
I don't take well to girls with attitudes, but I can see where she was coming from. I said, "it's cool."
She got an even more bitchy-er look on her face that read "no it's not cool," but she just looked at me when I said, "i mean, it's cool, they can cut in front of us, we're not trying to split people up."

After that, they were totally cool with us and they ended up being from Belle Vernon. Figures, girls with attitudes come from BVA. Ha.

My baby won me a cute stuffed bear, too!
These black girls were shooting the far thing and missing each time, so he stepped in and asked for a try.
He paid $2 for one ball and made it on his first try.
The girls were like, "daaaaammmn! he banged that!," "daaamn, that white boy made that!" it was funny.
Soo atleast i got a cute, cuddly bear. =) I love presents.

Racquel and Christina were making fun of Justin and they kept asking him what he was naming his baby girl. hahaha. he gets soo pissed. He's always like, "it's a boy and his name is BAM!"

Anyways, I'm starving so I think I'm going over my mummy's house to eat something!
Babe keeps on calling me because he's starving and doesn't want to take a lunch to spend any money.
He wanted me to pack a lunch and bring it up to him but there's no way I'm driving allthe way to Greensburg to bring him food!! I told him he should've told me to pack one last night! Soo... I guess I'll pack one tonight so he can take it tomorrow.

Only two more weeks and his caddy is paid off.
That's exciting. He might just turn around and sell it, though.
We don't know yet.

Anywyas, I'm outtie! I'm goin to my mom's for a little bit to take a shower and stuff. =)

Peaceeee!

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:: 2006 9 October :: 11.04 am

A lot of people are pro-choice.

These are the procedures of an abortion:

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:: 2006 5 October :: 10.46 am
:: Music: Brooke Valentine ft. Lil' Jon & Da Brat - Girl Fight (remix)

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:: 2006 5 October :: 10.15 am
:: Mood: freezing
:: Music: Aqua - Musica Aerobica

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:: 2006 4 October :: 1.58 pm

this just in...

This is mainly for Sarah to read because she obviously needs something to entertain herself:

Sarah writes:

10.04.2006
im everything that u aint

October 4th

SOOOO I just found out that lisa meehan is STILL writing about me everyday, which I don’t kno why?? I also found out that she reads my blog EVERY DAY (i already knew that part) and saves my pictures so she can stare at them. FIND SUMTHIN USEFUL TO DO WITH YOURSELF!! how can one person be so immature and so stuck up me?????!!!??
Hahaha, I guess she calls me ugly everyday when she and I both know that im a somewhat pretty girl…. Well, atleast prettier than her. i wouldnt be suprised if she walked in the hospital one day with my picture and said, "make me look like this cuz im totally obsessed with her"..... not to mention shed p/b want my personality also, along with my boyfriend, house, and family cuz she wants everything i have, OBVIOUSLY
You know, I thought maybe she grew up by now but I was SO wrong. I don’t talk about the bitch let alone think about her ugly face. i like how she thinks shes tough cuz as shes always said, "if i have sumthin to say, ill say it your face." well.... that isnt the case. shes been talking about me every day of her life, especially on the internet, and hasnt once said a word to me.
Sumone told me she was pregnant (she told one of my friends that she was expecting). hahaha and then she says that IM pregnant and going to have ugly kids. I don’t understand how she can call me ugly especially if u compare me to her, but everybody knows I would have BEAUTIFUL babies =)
Im actually flattered that shes STILL talking about me and posting MY pictures on her blog for a year now. Yea… shes actually SAVING MY PICTURES, and putting them on her page. CAN YOU SAY PSYCHOTIC????
Its pathetic that an older girl like her has to look up to a younger girl like me. I guess its b/c my eyes dont bug out of my head like hers….or b/c I don’t starve myself and worry about what everyone else thinks. That’s her problem. Shes too worried about everyone else.. its so sad
Lisa, grow up. Its kool that u love me and wanna have sex with me, but its getting way way old…. Like a YEAR OLD.
Be happy that I took time to mention your name in my blog cuz ppl might actually acknowledge you, but I doubt it. HAHAHA
Your 18 … act like it

THEM JEALOUS GIRLS!


Hahaha.
Obviously, I'm the smarter of the two.
I made a myspace to look just like hers and she thought I got her password.
I put a picture of her on here and she thinks I would actually save that shit to my computer!!
I just copy the address. Haha, moron.
I do read her blog everyday. Me, Justin, and Christina. We read it and laugh at her everytime she writes about us.
"i like how she thinks shes tough cuz as shes always said, "if i have sumthin to say, ill say it your face." well.... that isnt the case. shes been talking about me every day of her life, especially on the internet, and hasnt once said a word to me."
Haha, I say everything to her face everytime the situation arises! She knows what I think of her, it's nothing new that I have to tell her every time I talk to her. And I would say it a lot more if you didn't run to the cops with EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING I EVER DO! Oh, I mean, show your mom and have her go to the cops with it.
"hahaha and then she says that IM pregnant and going to have ugly kids..." i was obviously being sarcastic when I said she was pregnant after i heard of the way she was making fun of me in school yesterday.
But actually, sometimes really ugly parents have really cute kids, so maybe it would work out that way for her.
"Its pathetic that an older girl like her has to look up to a younger girl like me. I guess its b/c my eyes dont bug out of my head like hers….or b/c I don’t starve myself..."
Older girl? I'm a month older, dumbass. HAHAHAHA.
Since when do my eyes bug out AT ALL and I starve myself? I'd love to know where she's getting these things considering she looks like a drown rat and I eat every hour.
AAAAhhhh ahahahahahaha. she cracks me up.

I know I'm immature in ways like this, but I just can't help it when getting to her so bad makes me feel SO good.
I just hate ugly girls that think they're hot!

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:: 2006 4 October :: 8.40 am

going to the doctor's SUCKS

I have an appointment today at 10:15.
Yesterday while Justin was at work, I chilled with my mom like I do every day he's there.
He came home early and called but it was just as mummy was making me grilled cheese!!
So of course I had to stay and eat it!! Grilled cheese is one of my absolute favorites!!

Afterwards, I went to Justin's and he was going to basketball for 7:00, so I went to Gabes with my mommy and she bought me all these sweat pants and hoodies because I have 0.
=)!!

After that, I met Serg & Cam out at Val's and then went to Jenna's.
Me and Jenna sat on her porch and talked for what seemed to be 5 minutes, but when I looked down at my phone, it was already time for me to pick bubber up at basketball!!
(and i was going to be late... =/ )

We went to Johnny's for a little bit and then we went home.
We usually pass out super early.
I don't know why, we were talking about that the other day..
everyone our age goes to bed super late and we are in bed at liek 10.
?? we're so 30-years-old.

I dunno.
So this morning he was leaving for work and I put on some clothes and went to my mom's house to get ready for my doctor's appointment.
Pete's in the shower now so I figured I'd update real quick like every morning.

and if this entry bores you and you came for the drama
here it is:

Sarah IMed me a couple minutes ago.
I closed it out because I was going to ignore her like I always try to do.. but hey.. I'm bored.. why not piss her off and sit here and laugh?
Plus, I found it funny that she IMed me asking her why I talk about her when she is the one going around school telling everyone I'm pregnant.

Here's how the conversation went after I closed her out:

meehan0125: because you cant seem to keep my name out of your mouth
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: HAHAHAH WHAT?!?!?!? omg lisa. get over it! i NEVER talk about you seriously. u are NOTHING to me and i thought u grew up too. stop talking about me. i never talk about you let alone think about you. u and i both kno taht i dont talk about you
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: i dont even have a problem with you????
meehan0125: i dont talk to anybody except liek the five friends i have and my boyfriend.  i have better things to talk about than you.  the only time your name is ever mentioned is when someone is telling me they saw you and you look ugly or something gay liek that and im just like, "cool,"  or when WHEN-- someone is telling me how you are talking about ,e
meehan0125: like how jones said you told the whole school im pregnant?
meehan0125: bubber just said you have nothing better going on in your life that you have to consistantly say my name
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: hahahaha.
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: you kno i didnt
meehan0125: pssshht yeah right, it wasnt just jones.. i heard it from a LOT of people that you told them i was pregnant
meehan0125: i was like, "cool."
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: i dont even care about you lisa. really...... grow the fuck up already. i NEVER say your name and i dont fuckign care about you. so just stop running yor mouth about me
meehan0125: like, i really dont care, im not in hgih school and i havent been in that school in like a whole year and yet people are still talking about me there.  i couldnt care less
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: thats all i gotta say
meehan0125: ill run my mouth about whoever i want
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: no body ever talks about you
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: yea. sure
meehan0125: its jsut that i have better things to talk about than you and the only time you're brought up is by someone else
meehan0125: and when someone brngs you up, i have my opinions and i am welcome to say them to whoever i want, whenever i wnat
DuDe iTs ChUbBy:yeaaaa that must be why sumone copied and pasted MY picture from your blog, and MY name  MILLION timeas
meehan0125: like how christina said you had to yell across the room to sonny and ask ehr "when she was expecting," THREE TIMES so christina would hear
meehan0125: and then i get all these text messages in the middle of the day saying that you are going around school talking about me
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: HAHAHAHA. thats so funnyt cuz sumone said "is sonny pregnant??" so i asked her ONCE
meehan0125: yeah right, good coincidence
meehan0125: i know you're a little liar, so i don't even want to listen to what you have to say
DuDe iTs ChUbBy:hahhaa okay
meehan0125: i dont know why you bothered IMing me
meehan0125: yeha and each time your name is in my blog, its because ive heard some shit that you are saying about me, or how i find it funny that you can't grow up
DuDe iTs ChUbBy: for sum reason u thibnk that ppl actually find u interesting to tal about???well your wrong hunnie. your a piece of pathetic worthless shit and u might as weel kill yourself. go ahead and talk about me cuz EVERYONE already knows ur jealous of me STILL anf wanna have sex with me. grow the fuck up and go find sum other bitch to be jealous of u fuckin scum ball
DuDe iTs ChUbBy signed off at 8:37:03 AM.

She lies so much it's unbelievable.
People read my journal and "tell her about it," and she NEVER reads it, yet she loaded this page at Oct 4 08:26:20 AM.
And I'm sure if she was asking Sonny if she was pregnant, she wouldn't have been yelling across the room, "SONNY! WHEN ARE YOU EXPECTING?!" in a sarcastic voice with a smile on her face.
Don't be scared I'm going to beat you up, Sarah. I'm pregnant, remember?? =)
Bitches are so unbelievably STUPID.
Look how much she had to say because of how bad I was getting to her.
I can sit there and ADMIT every single word I've ever said about her and then answer her questions and give her the reasons for why I did them and she still has to sit there and deny ever saying my name when I heard it from a million people.
Ugh. Cool.

Well, Pete's out, it's time for my shower.
I mean.. not shower.. because I'm a dirtball.. or whatever she said.

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:: 2006 3 October :: 8.42 am
:: Mood: mischievous
:: Music: No Doubt - The Singles 1993-2003

It's funny how I find myself in love with you.

Note:: If you don't care about what I have to say in here, don't read it. Kk, thanks! =)

Welp.
Justin went to work and I was woken up by a text message from Christina.
Three text messages, actually.
All I have to say as an inside joke to her is that I'm experiencing severe pain in my pubic area and I think I need to shedule a doctor's appointment. HAHAHA!!
Oh brother. I love Christina.
We think Sarah might be pregnant, because Christina heard her yell to Sonny and ask if she was expecting.
Weird, I would feel bad for her kids>>they would be some ugly babies and have one terrible mother.

MJPerry4: i always read your woohu after being fired from a job and it always makes me feel better.
MJPerry4: haha
((names have been changed to protect the innocent.))

I went to school yesterday,
and I walk in. Nobody's doing work--but then again I don't really pay much attention to that because nobody EVER does work.
and then Joey told me they are shutting down the school.
Whaaat?
Yeah, I know, I totally know.
This calls for a: WTF?!
Yesterday was the last day. Douglas decides to give us zero days in advance and tell us to get the fuck out after today and relocate to either the Century III location or the Washington location.
First off, everyone was pissed off about that. Rebecca drives a Cadillac and obviously doesn't have the gas to afford to drive a half hour away every single fucking day.
Anywyas, I jsut sat there and did my work, occasionally asking "why?" and trying to figure out what was going on.
Bob took each school aside and arranged for transportation and addressed some problems.
Then, he came up to me and asked, "how much do you have left? You're almost done, right?" I showed him how many lessons I had left.
He said, "Do as much as you can today and then you're done."

I was just like "Are you serious?"
and he said he was. When I told him Belle Vernon wouldn't let me get my diploma if I didn't finish it, he asked me if I thought I learned enough. I nodded my head with a smile and he said, "Belle Vernon won't know. We'll give you the grade you have."
SSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAHHHH-WWWWWEEEEEEETTTTT

Soo.. I finished up and peaced out and yesterday, I graduated. =)

Other than that, I'm starving and I stepped in dog shit so I'm going to shower and peace out to my mom's.

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:: 2006 2 October :: 9.12 am

you know i'm no rowdy chick,
but sometimes i hafta fight cause my mouth too slick

I just took Justin to work.
I hate when I have to do that.
He gets pissed cause Shaun sleeps in and Justin HAS to get a full 10 hours in of work every day.
He bought this '73 Cadillac off of my uncle and is supposed to be paying him $500 a week for it and the past two weeks he's only been able to give a total of $800.
It's sick. I can't wait to pimp it out.

He blows money like no other.
He probably could pay it off no problem if he didn't have to buy everything he sees.

Yesterday, we went to La Eda's.
Mmm.. it was so good.
I think I'm going to take the leftovers to school for my lunch and heat it up in the microwave.
After we went to La Eda's we rented some movies at Hollywood Video and it turned out to be super cheap at 3 movies for $6!
The movie we watched last night was extremely gay, though.
The box said it was supposed to be the "funniest movie ever" by the makers of Super Troopers.
Did you ever see Super Troopers?
I watched it at Opie's house a while ago and it was soo extremely hilarious.
Anywyas, this movie last night--sucked.

Justin and I were talking about cars on the way to Greensburg and I know there is an entry in here from a while back where I was looking up something on Acura RSXs and they WEREN'T hatchbacks. I hate hatchbacks. But I can't find the entry!! =(
I told him when our kids grow up I want an Acura RSX and he said that I couldn't get it because it's only a two-door and it's not a family car. (But then he started talking about how he is getting this two door something soo..??) He said we should get the Acura TL but I just looked it up and it is really nice..

Now I have about two hours until I have to leave for school. I figured I'd take the allotted time to throw in an update.

I put in a couple new pictures on my webshots of myself. I know, boring. But if you want to check them out you can do so by clicking here.

Hmm..
What else?

If you didn't already know, I don't smoke anymore.
That's somethign that's extremely weird.
Everyone asks me if it's hard and surprisingly.. it's not at all.

The other day we were going to go Cosmic bowling and I was having second thoughts saying to Justin, "I'm not going to be high.. or drunk.. or anything!!" and he was like, "Whyyy you gotta be fucked up?!"
I mean.. I don't.. it's just weird.
I've been fucked up since I was 12.
???
Now? 6 years later??
I'm not.
We'll be on a smoke ride and he'll pass the blizzy to me atleast four times and every time I'm like, "..no.."
and he'll be like, "i forgot."
but it's weird.
And no, THAT'S not hard, because in my mind it feels like I'm just waiting for my turn in the rotation.
..the whole ride.
Oh well, it's not a big thing. Marijuana really isn't an addictive drug at all. Not physically addicting, anyways...
But then again, I've never been addicted to anything in my whole life so maybe I just don't know what it feels like..

Anywyas, I'm rambling on about getting high when I really have to go pee before I need to change my pants.

Lata.

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:: 2006 1 October :: 4.27 pm

Sunday Sunday
Friday we were supposed to go Cosmic bowling, but Justin was too mcuh of a baby and he wouldn't wake up.
Oh well, cause Saturday morning he took me out to Eat n Park for breakfast. I looove Eat n Park breakfast. Pancake Smile. Mmm.

Afterwards, we went to watch my brother play some football against the Redskins. The Eagles won, of course, despite Justin's constant reminder of how good the Redskins are. =)

After the game, we went to Dick's so babe could buy football gloves. He didn't find any he liked, though. We looked around Pac Sun and I found these shoes I wanted but CopyCat decides HE wants to buy them! I told him go ahead, but that I was going to buy them, too. He bought these slipperish shoes instead.

Besides that..
I guess Cody's out of jail because Christina was telling me how she was at Pozza's house the other night and Cody was there.. without Sarah.. talking to Christina and Kris.
I don't know, but I'm glad that I'm not his girlfriend because of some of the things that I heard were said.
He did stick up for her, however, and said she doesn't have problems in the head (psht--yeah right) and that she's just wild, but besides that, he was talking about how she thinks they're getting married and how he would never marry her and such.
I would be pissed if I were her, and when I heard about it I told Justin how much I lovies him and that he's the best boyfriend ever.

Tomorrow I'm putting in my application for an apartment because everyone is psuhing me to do it.
My mom wants me to move back home and Pete said the same. He said he doesn't care what time I come home and if I get in trouble it's my own fault. He told me he would fix my room up pretty and stuff.
Normally, I would fall for it in a second, but I can't stay anywhere without my babe. I miss him too much, so it wouldn't work out.
Granted, living for free and eating for free sounds like any sane persons dream, Justin makes me insane without him. =/ So.. that seems to be out of the question and an apartment is nearly the only solution.

Wednesday is my doctors appointment.
But besides that I have nothing new going on.
I want Jenn to dye my hair soon because my roots are growing out.
I just don't know what I want to be happening with it.
I dunno?? I might just tell her to surprise me.
This year, I thoguth I might wanna go lighter for winter, but who knows.
Dark hair makes pale girls look paler, so I think black/dark brown is out of the question. Plus, my hair was black like two times ago.

I wish I could go tanning, but I can't for a while and that blows. =( I will just have to stick with being pale this winter.

On another note, I miss my Rebecca.
I think I am definitely going to try to make it to school tomorrow so I can see her perty face!!
The other day I heard about how Bishop hung out with Tadd and tried to keep it a secret from Becca, being the whore that she is.
You know how Bishop is, she has to get on everyone's boyfriend.

Right now, I'm watching Donnie Darko. I never saw it before so Justin is making me watch it because he said it's a good movie. I don't really know what's going on because I didn't watch it from the beginning, but I saw some kids sniffing coke in the hall of a school and so far it's a pretty weird movie. I dunno?
And now some girl walks into a classroom as a new student and she asks the teacher (Drew Barrymore) where she should sit and the teacher tells her to sit next to the boy she thinks is the cutest.
haha, that's kinda awesome?

Ohhh, I think on that note--I'm out.

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:: 2006 29 September :: 9.43 am

pickles with BBQ sauce?! wtf?!

It may sound gross, but when you're on a little barbecue hype and pickles are the best food in the world, it's actually quite tasty.
if you're going to try it--don't overdo the sauce!! you only need to dip it once.

haha.

anyways,
i haven't been to school in forever.
i need to get my act together.
it just sucks how sick i am in the morning!
actually.. it lasts all day and i'm usually sick 'til around 5:00.
i tried to sleep at my house last night so i could wake up to my mommy making me toast and food, but i didn't have that kinda luck.
justin was mad/sad at me because i left.
he said that i "left for no reason."
there is a reason--no one is here to pamper me when i wake up and feel like barfing my brains out.
i mean, i don't throw up, but still, sometimes i'd like to.

=)

i drove to my house and then couldn't even fall asleep.
so i woke my mom up, told her i couldn't sleep, and that i was going back. i love her. i gave her a kiss and locked the door on ym way out.

i'm about to head over there right now, actually.
..and eat some french bread toast!!
mmm.

other than that..
nope, nothing new.

i applied at Subway just for something to do in my spare time because I get ridiculously and utterly bored not having a job.
Subway was super easy, the only reason I quit was to make more money waitressing.
Buuut I can't be a waitress right now.
I can't be running around or any of that sort of stuff.
That's why I think Subway is the job for me.

Actually, Christina, your job would be ideal but.. hey.. you know.
haha. I'm happy for you, but if you ever want to quit for any uh, reason.. uh.. let me know. ;] haha!

Okay, I'm outtie. It's time to head over mummy's.

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:: 2006 27 September :: 10.54 am

I find it comical that dumb bitches are still obsessing over me.

I recently [today] heard that dumb bitches still have nothing better to talk about than what goes on in my personal life.
Well, that's the conclusion I've drawn, however.
Sarah must still be wishing and praying every day that she will one day have my life.

So, I guess she goes around telling people that I'm a dumb bitch because I let my boyfriend cheat on me all the time.

I don't need to explain myself, but for the record--my boyfriend doesn't cheat on me.

About 6 months ago or something, we were going through a rough time where we thought that we didn't like each other. I felt like I wasn't satisfied with him and he didn't know if he wanted to be with me.
I started talking to my ex-boyfriend and he started talking to his ex-girlfriend.
..but we were broken up. We never cheated on each other.
And then surprisingly, we dropped them both to get back together.

What more to the story is there?
I don't care who thinks differently becuase it's MY life.
I don't care what jealous bitches have to say about it because I know what's what.

THE END.

I don't need to explain myself to anyone, but the fact that she feels its necessary to tell everyone and their sisters that she has sex with my boyfriend all the time is not only funny, it's pathetic.
I not only live with him, I spend every second of the day with him after he gets home from work around 6:00 every single day.
So OBVIOUSLY you're not getting to me much at all, girly.. and you should move on with your life as we have.
i'm sorry it hurts you to see this, but we haven't been more happy than with each other.

Don't blow up my car because I wrote this. =)

UGH!!!!!!
Sorry, I had to get that out.
My clothes are in the dryer right now and I think I'm about to take a shower.
I've been putting off going to school because I am soo super sick in the mornings.
That's the worst part about everything.
I usually skip school and go to my mom's house so I'm not sitting at Justin's by myself. She makes me food and stuff and I just chill with her all day until babe gets home from work.
Yesterday he gave me "the talk" about not going to school and how it "makes him mad" to see me not just go and get it over with.
But he doesn't understand!!!!!!! I can't even move in the morning after I open my eyes!
The days he doesn't have to work, he makes me toast and stuff when I wake up, but it sucks when he's not here and I'm by myslef.

Right now, I want a tomato sandwich.
MMMMMM..
On really light toast with salt and pepper.
Maybe a little bit of mayonaise?!?!
GOSH!

Yesterday, my mom caught me pouring a glass of pickle juice and she told me I'm not allowed to drink it anymore beause it thins my blood and that's not good right now.
But how can she tell me I can't drink pickle juice when that was one of my favorite drinks?
and then yesterday.. mmm.. i mixed it with some v8.

DAMN fuck school i think i'm going to my mom's house so i can get some goodies!
Last night me and Justin went to Wal-Mart.
He was buying stuff for his lunch and he bought me a can of pickles because there are only sweet ones at the house. (YUCK)

I was thinking about getting an apartment at Rostraver,
but only for a little bit to save some money up.
I hate staying hereeee.
My mom told me to stay at home but me and justin can't be separated DUH!!
and I still want to live somewhere that's MINE.
He found this cute litlte apartment for like $500 a month.
Cam's parents rent it out and he says it's real nice with a wrap around deck.
My mom says if we want it, we can have it.
We have everything we need so I'm jsut waiting to find SOMETHING.

Anywyas, I'm out.
I'm about to take a shower and.. regretfully, skip out on school again so I can pig out at my mom's house.
=)
Shhh! Don't tell bub, he'll be so mad.

Maybe I'll go, we'll seee...

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:: 2006 24 September :: 9.31 am
:: Mood: sicky =(

lame brain

Well,
I spent the night at my house to go to church with my mom today.

Not last night, but the night before,
me and Justin got in the dumbest fight ever.
I said I wanted to go to my house to be wiht my mom because I missed her.. he didn't want me to leave.
I said I was leaving anyways because I had a feeling she was worried.
He told me if I left, to take all my things.
Well, I packed them all up and.. he took my cell phone.
(He always takes my phone when we fight.)
His mom argued with him to give it back to me so I can leave and he said no.
I went out to my car without it and I sat there, crying, because I didn't want to leave him but I needed my mommy.
He came out and sat in my car with me, begging me to stay.
Finally, I kicked him out and he pretended to walk to his house.
I saw him around the corner, but I turned my car on and put it in first.
I drove away as fast as I could and he chased my car half way down the street when he turned up the alley and ran down the other street to catch me.
I stopped.
It was the saddest thing in the wholest world to see him running down the street with no shoes on, with the most heart breaking look on his face. I stopped in the middle of the street, shut my car off, got out and ran to him, bawling my eyes out.
I made him give me a hug and we drove back to his house.
I called my mom and told her I'd stay another night because it was too late.

In the morning, she asked me if Justin and I were having a little spat and I told her kind of. She asked if he talked to Sarah. I said, "no way jose." He said, "psshhttt," and we laughed about it.
Mom said she was just wondering because she said she heard Sarah's been whore-ing it up with Cody in jail.
I don't know how my mom hears these things, but me and Justin heard it too a couple times.
One day we were talking about how disgusting she is and how she must think she's a player for fucking like a millon guys. Ew.
How could someone do that to themselves?

Anyways, of course that wasn't the case.
Last night, we were supposed to go to Cam's cabin,
and I was taking a shower and when I got out, Justin opened the door and said we weren't going.
me-"why?"
babe-"cause.. cam's being gay.. i don't wanna go."
me-"okay, well, what's the problem?"
babe-"he said you can't go cause there's 5 people and that's cramming in and it's all guys."
me-"okay well then i just won't go and you can go and i'll stay at my mom's."
babe-"*points to heart*hurts my feelings to leave you.."

to shorten it up, he didn't want to go without me, but i said it would be good.
i dropped him off at val's and went to my house where i ate everything chocolate and watched Deal or No Deal with my mom, yelling at the t.v.
I made her sleep with me so we layed there watching t.v. when I fell asleep at like 10:30.

Well, I have to get ready. I feel horribly awful.
Babe texted me at 6 in the morning and said he was sick and throwing up, so I hope he feels better.
Ahh, I'm out, this update was lame.

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:: 2006 21 September :: 4.36 pm

Oh So Sick of Being Sick

Well, I'm at my mom's house.
I didn't go to school today because I wasn't feeling good AT ALL,
so I came to my mommy's so she could make me toast. =)

I got ready and went to my doctor's appointment.
Mudder made me go in by myself and because of that I was highly ticked off. She said I have to do it by myself.
=(
Well, the nurse was a cunt.
She said nothing was wrong with me.
...and she didn't even check.
She was talking to me like I was a hypochondraic, like I'm in there all the time or something.
??
I called my mom during the half hour she [[the nurse]] left me waiting by myself.
I told her I needed her to come back there NOW and that the lady was a bitch.
My mom came back.

Dr. Dawn came in and checked me out.
She pressed on my tummy and I told her where it hurt. (all over.)
She asked me a bunch of questions and said I would have to go in for blood work.
The lab was closed, however,
so I have to come back tomorrow.

It's nice staying here after school.
That way I don't have to sit by my lonesome while Justin is at work. =)

After we left the doctor's,
I told my mom I wanted Subway.
She said okay, but we were going to wait 20 minutes until 4:00 to get the 4 six inch subs for $9.99.
Soo.. we went for Mor For Less and got some retarded shit.
Then, we went through the Subway drive thru.
Me and Mum got in a fight, though, because I obviously know everything there is to know about Subway. (haha, that's a joke.)

The girls were all confused, so we went inside.
I was trying to explain to my mom that the cheese steak and the chipotle southwest cheese steak are the same sandwiches but the southwest one has the chipotle dressing on it. (but they ask you for the dressing anyways, so it is retarded...)

I ate my sandwich by the time we were home, of course.

Now I'm chillin', about to roll out to Justin's cause he'll be home from work soon.
Okay, peace.

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