hi...

I can't remember what I did all last week.
*sad face*
This would be SO much easier if i kept track of the days.
Every day is like a weekend now that it's summer!!!

I haven't hung out with anyone new, just Jenevieve, Adam, and Cody, everyday.

Sometime last week Betty left for her "Honda Hoot".

I cleaned Jenna's stove, real sparkly and nice.

**Note: this is NOT in sequence order.
I can't remember enough to do that...

The other day we had another Daquiri/Margarita night.
Cody drank Puerto Rican Rum and got smashed.
I took care of him cause I don't drink.
Him threw up and I cleaned it.
Ericka and Heaven visited for a little bit, before Cody was drunk.
Jenn, Jared, and Ange came home drunk as hell.
We chilled and then went to sleep.

One day though, Cody, Jenna, and Adam came over my house to swim!

The ngiht before last night, I slept at Cody's house.
Yesterday his mom brought us to my house and we helped clean.
We made dirtbike trails for Shawn.
Rich came over.
My mom took Cody home about 12.

I went to sleep and now I'm looking at pictures.
IM me at lisa3019 to see them!

*smiley face*

Today is Saturday.
On Thursday Jenevieve and Adam came over.
We chilled.
We ate Wendys.
We chilled some more.
Adam went home at around 3 or 4.
Me and Jenna went to sleep.

We woke up.
We chilled.
We played cards.
We arm wrestled with Shawn.
Adam and Albaugh picked us up.
We chilled some more.
We dropped Albaugh off.
We picked up money at Jenna's.
We ate McDonald's.
We chilled.
We drove back to my house and sat in the driveway where we decided we didn't want to go home because of certain personal complications.
We chilled in the alley by Adam's.
We chilled at Adam's.
We watched some fucking WEIRDASS movie.

Movie: Monster
Comment: I don't ever want to see a movie like this ever again.
...it was about this lady, a prostitute. She meets this lesbian named Selby. She turns gay because she falls in love with Selby. She gets raped. (P.S. Everytime the thought comes to me I see her getting raped over and over again and it's the most awful thing i've ever seen in my life, and i never want to see anything like it again) She quits prostituting. Selby runs away from home. Aileen must become a prostitute again to support Selby. She turns into a psychopathic murderer because guys are fucking disgusting. She goes to jail after life screws her over.
...it was awful.

Adam's mom comes home and bitches to the extreme.
We go to Jenevieve's and go to sleep.
We all wake up in the morning and chill with Jenn.
Adam goes home.
Me and Jenn watch driven: jessica simpson while Jenevieve gets ready for the day.
We chill.
Jenn has hurt eye. *.sad face.* Poor Jenn.
Jenna goes to visit her family in bethel and i get dropped off at home.

I spent the day lookin up shit for a tattoo.
I looked through fairies and chinese symbols.
I have no idea... *sad face*

Cody went to maryland yesterday.
I miss Cody.
Him will be home tomorrow night.
I miss him.
*sad face*
Him all gone.
Him go to maryland without him girl.
Him left her home all alone.
...for the whole weekend.
Hurt. Feelings.
*sad face*
No friends.
Jenna gone to see her cousins.
Sooo Lonely.
*sad face*
I miss my cody.
I miss my jenevieve.
poor wittle wisa, all alone.

another long pause...
Well, me, Jenevieve, and Kelli went to Sand Castle on Tuesday the 8th. And then we slept over Jenna's.

I spent pretty much everyday with Jenna since then.

I was over her house everyday of that time, going to John's house everyday.

I can't remember what has really been going on, I'm sorry.

Funny Shit
One day, it was Me, Jenevieve, John, and Jared. Jared is eating pretzels.
Jonh-"how can you be eating those? Aren't they turning to powder in your mouth??"
Jared-"um, no."
John-"i swear to God, I can blow dust out, watch"
*John then, shoves pretzels in his mouth, chews them, and spits them everywhere, claiming they turned to powder.

Haha.. it was also funny when everyone, in their drunken state, decided to throw and kick footballs at Jared.
Poor Jared.
Me and Jenevieve, not drunk, found this totally, totally, funny.

In our new little group the guys are alcoholics and the girls are potheads.
Instead of getting together to play poker everynight, we get together to play *Go Fish* (woohoo best game in the world)

I taught myself how to play *Spit* the other night, and played it with Ericka. I won a few times, but she's fast.

We watched cheap porn. "we" consisted of Me, Jenevieve, John, Mike, Jared, and Josh.
It was the worst porn ever.

Me, Jenn, and Jenevieve have the best talks ever. We're so smart, and we are all on basically the same level, so we understand eachother pretty good.

Has anyone ever watched "How High" not high? Well if you haven't, you could help prove the theory that anyone who has only watched it high DOES NOT REMEMBER ANY PARTS OF IT!!! We did a study.

Jenn baked Red Velvet cake today. It was bomb beyond belief. We described it as a piece of heaven. it was delicious.

I love Cody Nichols.
...for the record.

So, yeah, basically all my life has consisted of lately has been John Waller's house.

This Sunday, the 13th, I got a ride over Ludwick's house, Heath and Chris picked us up, and we all went to see Eddie Money in Pittsburgh and eat a bunch of ribs.
I slept over Sarah's house that night.
...Beautiful night it was, by the way.

The next day Boo picked me up, we picked Cody up, then we went over Amber's house. We chileld there for a while and then me and Cody walked around Belle Vernon with Josh and Maria.
I don't know who Maria is either, don't ask.
Me and Cody got in a big fight because he said something stupid, as usual.
But it definitely pissed me off, a LOT.
I threw my purse at him, walked away.
Then I walked back to get my purse, fought with him because he wouldn't give me my phone, punched him in his face, walked away, and he chased me down the street.
When he caught up with me he apologized and talked me into walking him to his sister's house.
Halfway we sat down and had a big talk and then we went back to his house and got in ANOTHER fight because Josh got a ride over his house when I was unaware. I was just made because I have to share him with Albaugh ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I was just mad.

I started my period that day. Monday the 14th.

Then after we all woke up, we ate a hoagie, and then we got a ride to Belle Vernon.

We got dropped off by the park and then we walked to Jenevieve's house.
We all went to John's house.
Well, they went with Aaron, me and Jenna got a ride from her mom.
I slept over Jenna's.

The next day, yesterday, we woke up and watched How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, we played cards like all day, and then my mom came to pick me up.

I cleaned my room and now I'm sitting here.

I'm peacin out for the meantime.

finally home again...

the deal is i sent the information i typed without being conencted to the internet, so.. i lost it all.. and now.. um.. i want to play iSketch..
..i'll update later

There's More Than 25 Reasons Why I'm So In Love With You...

okay, i was gonna write in here but now im goin over ludwick's..

ill write later
peace out

mike69dooley: lol....how was your day lisa meehan???>>>lol
lisa3019: it was alright
lisa3019: haha what about yours
mike69dooley: well b4 it was shity lik shit.....but its gonna get better in a lil bit
lisa3019: hows come
lisa3019: cause youre talkin to me, i know, i know
lisa3019: haha nah im playin
lisa3019: hows come though for real
mike69dooley: well....
mike69dooley: cause im talkin 2 LISA MEEHAN
mike69dooley: haha
lisa3019: hahaa no, really
mike69dooley: thats y
lisa3019: haha WOOHOO

hahaha.. i KNEW it.. haha

mike69dooley: jerame wants your nutts
mike69dooley:
lisa3019: hahaha he doesnt even know me
lisa3019: im psychotic
mike69dooley: noo but he likes u
mike69dooley: wats u thin bout him
mike69dooley: jerame no's u...he saw u at bowling
mike69dooley: he thinks your hott
lisa3019: haha i am psychotic, i am NOT just joking

..haha that kid has NO idea...

hahaha today, me and rich were sitting in my room:
music plays... *"no panties comin off, my love is gonna cost..."*
"Aww, why no panties??"-Rich

nmaise2: you're not psychotic

...awww nick is so nice, first he rescues my life, and then he builds my self esteem... i love that kid.

Me and Sarah had a big conversation about these two kids we know.
and how no one has any idea..
..any idea how much weve been through with him.
no idea

haha last night i was calling random numbers, just to see what kind of people owned what number.
i got as lot of weird people, a lot of no answers.
7:00am, i get a phone call.
a really pissed customer.
a tired me-"hello?"
angry man-"who the fuck is this?"
a tired/confused me-"lisa.. who is this?"
angry man-"lisa who...?"
me-"lisa meehan.. who is this?"
angry man-"i got a phone call from this number at quarter to two in the morning..."
me-"oh, im sorry, i must have gotten the wrong number or something, im very sorry"
angry man-"yeah.. yeah.. well i would refrain.."
me-"im so very sorry.."
angry man-"yeah well i would refrain, i would try to refrain from calling you at 2 in the morning..."
me-"im sorry..."
*click*
hahahahahaha.. i was kinda scared, but it was funny to wake up to something liek that, if i knew his number id call tonight, too, bastard.

that's jsut the way it is, things will never be the same...

Okay, so my mom made me cut a potato, take one half, rub it on my wart, and then bury it in the backyard, making sure NOONE saw me.

...She says it will take it away. Yeah right.

So... school was oh-so-gay.
Thursday=SO SAD.
I will miss my buddies SOOO MUCH, but.. congratulations, you all deserved it.

So Friday.. SO lonely.
I miss my seniors!! *sad face*

I went home with Mary.
We chilled, took a nap.
Danny came over for a second.

*Me and Mary went to Marcie's..
*..Chilled for a bit
*..Picked up Tara
*..Picked up Frank
*..Picked up drunk Brumley
*..Took Frank home
*..Dropped everyone off at Tara's
*..Picked up Nick.

*..Can't really remember a lot..*

..I ate A LOT though, hahahaha.

So... anwyays.. at the end of the night, it ended up, me and Brum passed out in Crystal's bed, Mary and Nick slept in her room, and poor Tara had to sleep on the couch.

In the morning Brumley and Nick left, Pete called me and flips out about me being at a party at 3 in the morning??? Who knows...

So.. Mary wakes up and comes in Crystal's room with me.. then we call tara in and we all just lay in Crystal's bed for a while.

My mom picked me up and I did work at home.

Tonight I went to Josh's house.
It was me, Cody, and Aaron at first, then I took a shower, Aaron left, and then people came.
First it was Albig and Audrey.
Then it was Christine, DJ, and some two people I didn't know, Tiarra, i think was the girls name, the guy's name, i think was Jeremy.

Got in a big fight with Pete.
*big smile face*

Can I Get A FUCK YOU??

Anyways, nothing exciting, so I'm peacin out...

pardon me while i burst into flames.

So I missed school yesterday and today.

We have the rest of this week, we go back Tuesday, and then we go for an hour on Wednesday.
No more fucking school.
I can not wait.

Well, actually, I can't say I didn't go to school yesterday, because I did.. for a couple periods.. and then I left because I got sick.
I really was sick.

This morning, I was still a little sick, so I asked my mom to take me in late, but she couldn't.

I chilled all day.
Talked to Jenna.
Talked to Stacy.

Last night, Cody calls me, only to inform me, that he and his friends, "just drove past my house."
I called him back a little bit later and he was really upset.
I talked to his mom for like a half hour and she finally decided to let him back in the house.

Today when I talked to her, we talked about a lot. A whole lot.

I'm sitting down here in my room, researching cars, when my phone beeps to let me know I have a voicemail (my phone didn't ring because I don't really get service down here), I listen to it, and it's Cody:
"I believe you. Love you. Bye."
Soo.. I call him back in a couple minutes, after I think shit over.
He said he'd call me back, but he didn't.

Um.. so.. I had my child care baby this last weekend. I still have the bracelet on.

My mom just walked into my room to inform me that Heidi was standing in front of my door.. just sitting there.. watching me. haha.

oh well.
peace.

nice to know who your friends are...

Wow.
All this shit still hasn't blown over.
In fact, it has gotten a whole hell of a lot worse.

Thanks to all my friends that ended up dicking me over, and for the ones that stayed true.. I owe you more than one.

So this weekend, on Friday I went over Cody's house after school because he told me to ride his bus home.
We were fine and everything was cool.
Then he staretd being a dickhead and decided to act cool in front of his friends and be like, "Lisa just showed up at my house after school.. blah blah blah.. i hope she knows i don't have a ride home for her"

So we went to Amber's house with his mom.
We jsut chilled there.
He walked out of the house and decided not to come back for a couple hours.
His mom and Amber call him bitching over and over.
Stacy hangs up, and informs me that, when she told him, "i think lisa is starting to get pissed off," he says to her, "well she pisses me off", and when she asked why, he informs her, "because she cheated on me"
which.. we all (even if we dont want to admit it) know that isn't true.

So.. Cody comes back and we sit in the car and talk until Nicole comes to pick me up.
He doesn't believe anything I have to say, which, leads me to believe things just weren't ever suppsoed to work out.

I guess I actually should thank you, (ex)"pal", for making me see this. Even if in the worst possible, and most hurtful, way you could have.

sometimes, i guess you really do have to "let it burn." suck it up, it's life.

So Nicole picks me up with Becker and Debo. We went to the mall and then out for pizza. Haha I love them, all.

She dropped me off at my house.

Saturday: my mom takes me over Sarah's house, after the worst, and possibly the last, conversation with one of my best friends i've ever had. I cried, because i know, even if we do become friends again, things can't be the same.

Me and Sarah layed out.

I had my stupid child care baby.

Later in the night, after Jeff insisted we have a couple beers (haha), and he and Lynn went out for their anniversary to the Pirate game, me and Sarah decided to play "bar".
Haha except it wasn't no joke.
With no beer left, we mixed everything we had, making a great, Kahula, Melon Liquor, and Pepsi, blend. The smell made you want to fucking throw up.
We drank half our cups when I couldn't take it and threw up like the exorcist.
Nasty fucking shit.
I'm cracking up as I'm throwing up some internal organs. Haha.
Sarah throws up a little bit.. yeah.. some paper, that's about it.
That's what happens when you don't take the paper/plastic out of your bagel bites before chowin' down, kids.

Sarah drinks the rest of hers, and I know I can't finish mine.

So.. Sarah gets trashed. Passes out, and I watch Gothika.

We go to sleep.

Sunday, Ryan comes over.
We go to Creek Falls with Nick.
Hahahaha. What a fucking trip.

Okay, so it has jsut stormed for over two days.
The current is like.. ridiculous.
Neither Nick nor Ryan has ever seen it so bad.
Oh well.
We jump anyways.
With my lungs being weaker and smaller than anyone else's, it hurt my fuckign chest SO bad. The pain was like, all this weight pinning me against a wall. You know how you feel when you get the wind knocked out of you? Well that's what I felt like, but a little bit worse. It was hard for me to breathe.
So.
We chill up on the rocks, and then it's time for us to go.
Plan: we had to jump off, and then swim across.
Hahaha no. I still couldn't breathe.
Ryan's getting pissed. "Then go fucking walk across the waterfall!"
Well, fine, I will.
And I did.
Almost.

I walk a couple feet up from the waterfall where I come up with this plan:
I'll just jump in the water, the current will take me to hit against the rocks. From there, I'll push off the rocks, and the current will, hopefully, take me to the side.
BAD FUCKING PLAN!
So.. I jump off this big log and into the water, where it reaches my chest.
The current is so strong, I knew if I let go of the log, it was going to take me.
But they're screaming at me to let go.
"it's shallow!" they say. No duh, i'm standing in it.
me-"but i cant even stand! my legs will get swept under!"
sarah-"you don't need your legs, swim! use your arms!"
me-"that's not the point sarah! the current is so strong! i won't make it"
*well.. i was stuck, and i had no other choice but to try. i wasn't going to be able to pull myself back over the log because of the water being so rough.
I let go, and my body is slammed into some rocks.
From those rocks, more rocks, getting closer to the waterfall.
By this time, a crowd has gathered. A laughign one. Cracking up.
Nick, Ryan, and Sarah are laughing, holding little sticks out.
Then, it was to the point where if my hand would slip, i would be dragged over the waterfall.

I felt like, did you ever see Homeward Bound?.. the cat that doesn't want to swim across with the dogs, but thinks she can walk across the top anyways. Then she trips, falls, and plunges over the waterfall.

But with me it was like, if i didn't severely hurt myself from hitting the rocks at the bottom of the waterfall, I was definitely going to be sucked under, and not brought back up.

So. Ryan, jsut stands there.
Sarah, just stands there, but what could she have done anyways?
Nick, jumps in.
He almost passes me, and i grab his arm.
We're basically holding on, because my body is pinned against the rocks by the current.

Nick pulls himself in front of the rocks, and pulls me over with him, where the current isn't rough.
Barely.
We get to the side where Ryan pulls us up.
Whew.

This is where I'd like to say, Nick Maise saved my life. If he hadn't been there, I would have died. *smiley face*

So today i go to school.
late.
i'm sick.
i go home 4th period.
well, after sitting on the floor (because that was most comfortable) in the nurse's office.
My stomach hurt sooo bad.
I cried so hard, and it hurt to walk.

So.. I slept all day today.

Basically it's been a shitty day.
Cody called me, big surprise.
I haven't talked ot him for a couple days.
He called to let me know he just passed my house.
We hung up, and then i sent him a text message, "p.s. i love you.. duh. always will. me and you werent meant to be together, but i didnt cheat on you.. and i never would have.. thanks for breaking my heart again."
You can't fuck with fate.
I mean, it's been how many signs?
Oh well.
See ya around.

Anwyays, I'm peacin out. one.

shut up, bitch, im fucking psychotic.

Okay so.. I went over Mary's on Thursday after school.
We went to Gabes and she bought me some clothes. *smiley face*
We went to her chorus concert and I sat with Brandi.

In the midst of gettin ready for her chorus concert. Cody informs me I, "cheated on him".. okay.
I told him every detail of last weekend. so.. awesome.
Then.. more in detail..i had sex with justin cowen on friday! mike larose saw me! in front of a room full of people.. Eric Zyski, Bubber, LaRose, Debo, Mary, and Jenna.

Here's the real story. And I obviously wasn't "too drunk" to remember this...
We were all drinking.
Becker left because Nicole wanted him to leave.
So Z was passed out on this patio bench. (i slept on it on saturday, actually quite comfortable).
Jenna and Mary were playing strip poker with Debo and LaRose.
I was sleeping underneath Jenna and Mary's feet. Passed out. Mary says she was kicking me in the head and i wasn't even moving.
Cowen was sleeping underneath Debo and LaRose's feet by the legs of the table.
We weren't even laying close enough to have sex.
Mike's gonna say to me, "how you gonna tell people i said you and cowen are bangin?"
so.. if he says we didn't to me, then what the fuck is he saying to other people?.. if he is even sayign anything. that's just what i heard.
So.. there's a couple people who say Tadd is saying it.. Tadd wasn't even fucking there!
Wow. I guess I wasn't drunk enough to not remember those details, but its funny that I am too drunk to remember if i had sex or not.. hmm.. geez.

so.. do you know what it feels like for noone but your friends to believe you?
and what proof do you have to back up your story, when, they only people who weren't sleeping or drunk in the room were your two best friends.
and the other two that were awake say to ym face that they know i didnt do anything. while, everyone else is tellin me mike larose started the whole thing.
what the fuck?
i need a lawyer.
if you're looking to back up my case, hit me up.
*wink*

fuck this.
if you dont trust me, awesome, peace out.
it's just.. when noone believes you, and the way it's lookin is you're a fuckin whore, and a really bad friend... you really need someone to talk to.

acoustic music is the best... even acoustic rap
So today, i went to school.
no cody of course.
that's okay, i've gotten accustomed to it.
in fact, i don't get so sick of him this way.

speaking of which...

this conversation is corrupted due to me and sarah's AWFUL memories...
Sarah-"ryan jsut left to make a drug deal"
Me-"i wish i had a boyfriend with a vehicle to make a drug deal! Atleast I would see him more than once every two weeks... once a week would be nice..."
Sarah-"whoa. i couldnt even imagine that. i see ry every day"
Me-"no way. too much. i would punch cody in his face if i saw him that much"
Sarah-"you do anyways"
Me-"yeah but.. i wouldnt be able to take seeing anyone that much"
Sarah-"shut the hell up, you were with cowen everyday and every night!"
Me-"no i wasnt.. but i did spend a lot of time with him. every other week day and all of the weekends... i didn't get sick of cowen though..."
Sarah-"i dont get sick of ryan either"
lilbill917: musta been some otha whigger!
lisa3019: hahaha
lilbill917: no offense
lisa3019: its cool, i know im white
lilbill917: k

lilbill917: i just keep seeing his grungry little fingers touching me

lilbill917: i had a dream i seen his dick but it was a sausage

lilbill917: hold on i need to go polsih my good friend pete

lisa3019: HOLLA ATCHA LUUUUUUUUDDD!!!!
lilbill917: yea.. i wanna wig out on him
lisa3019: hahahaha
lilbill917: "i got him wiggin about some weakass shit"
lilbill917: remember when he said that to me
lisa3019: hahaha yeah
lisa3019: dude
lisa3019: he was so black

lisa3019: ahaha shes so immature
lisa3019: yeah.. i did that when i was.. what?.. 14

Sarah.. ahha.. i think we made a good decision.. we were right.. no more lying about our age! the whole world should know we're gonna be 17 in a couple months. i can't believe we've been holding this lie so long just because we were embarassed about stealing a car.. haha..
cop pulls us over...
"QUICK! JUMP IN THE BACK!"

lilbill917: hahah your werid
lilbill917: just when i mention the name, you like pop a chubby right then
lisa3019: haha whaaaat
lisa3019: hahahahaha
lisa3019: did that make SENSE?!?!
lisa3019: because i dont have a chubby
lisa3019: i dont even have a skinny
lilbill917: yes:-)
lilbill917: well.. lets pretned
lisa3019: haha oh
lisa3019: okay.. but no

... well.. that's the end of that shit ...

now, i'm going to go on to bigger and better things.. live my life according to the rules and screw over my friends for my boyfriend.

life sucks.

ahh.. the memories this song brings...
this is good.
yeah, its good.
fucking good.

every now and then, when andy posts a new comment on the site, everyone has to reply. its like, so necessary for everyone to talk as much shit as they can.
so i read it. still questionable on why.
but yeah, i read it, and laugh.
i laugh so hard.
these people are fucking hilarious.. read this shit..

oh, p.s. to clue you in, everyone who wants to keep their journal on this site after the 22 had to mail the guy who owns the server $2... a lot of people were cool about it and didnt give a damn, but 90% of the people posted comments and BITCHED. they talked MAD SHIT! hahaha.. here are some of them:

I'm so glad I left woohu, you're all idiots! You worship andy like he's some kind of God!

Most of the people on xanga are idiots too, I admit - but it's free, and it's not confusing, you're just stupid. My 5-year-old cousin could set up a xanga site. And if you don't want to lose your woohu journal, cut and paste into word and print it off! Or if you don't want to spend anything on paper and ink just save it somewhere on your PC.

If everyone did that Andy might actually consider getting real job, you never know. I mean no offence Andy, it was very nice of you to set up a lovely journal site, obviously everyone really appreciates that, but now that you're charging it's no longer nice, it's sort of necessary - it's your source of income. And I don't like that at all, I just want to write a stupid journal, and I don't want my stupid ramblings to pay for your dinner.

I know it's only $2, but so what? Where do you draw the line?

And really, who's stupid enough to pay even that small amount of money for a service which they can EASILY get for free?! Is Andy really that great? I've met greater people, I'd sooner give them $2.

********^that kid doesnt know, andy is making people pay for a reason. #1. to get rid of a lot of the unused space from people who wrote one entry and then never again... #2. to help promote the site and get money to help keep the servers...***********

Hopefully I won't forget again. Oh the 23rd is my Birthday...Sorry I'm random like that.

************************

Server
@ 05-09-04 8:12pm
I told my step-dad about how you pay $300 a month or what not for the server and he said thats way too much, and that it should be about $20. So why not look for different, cheaper, servers??

-lupe


Re: Server
@ 05-09-04 8:16pm
Because your step-dad is stupid and wrong. Flat up.

-andy


Re: Re: Server
@ 05-09-04 8:19pm
No, you're stupid and wrong. He's made his own sites before, like this one. And he works with computers for a living. At least hes not a bitch like you.

-lupe


Re: Re: Re: Server
@ 05-09-04 8:21pm
haha, okay cowgirl.

-andy

Re: Re: Re: Re: Server
@ 05-09-04 8:23pm
-_-

You just dont like to be proved wrong.

-lupe


Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Server
@ 05-09-04 8:25pm
No because I'm not wrong. And it's pointless trying to fight about it because I know what's what and you don't.

You're step-dad doesn't know jack shit about how much hardware goes into my sites.. or how much bandwidth I'm pumping through my servers every month.

Without him knowing any of that information it's impossible for him to make any sort of half assed guess.

I'm sure his web sites don't serve over 10 million page views a month and 20,000 unique visitors every day.

-andy


Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Server
@ 05-09-04 8:26pm
Or serve over 3 million database queries every day.

-andy

see? this shits funny, look at them argue...


@ 05-09-04 8:24pm
well ok i understand the whole pay thing but my mother does not and she wont let me send..wut do i do..i luv my journal

-kraziibabii033


Re: ya
@ 05-09-04 8:30pm
Uhm.. nothing? Or go buy an envelop and a stamp and sneak $2 into a mailbox somewhere?

-andy


Re: ya
@ 05-09-04 8:32pm
What you do, is this amazing thing called "disobey your parents." It's awesome when you used sparingly. You should try it.

haha i think im done...


@ 05-10-04 5:34am

go to hell, everyone sighs in a patronising fashion there all the time, you'd fit right in

haha okay now that one was pretty good.

anyways so, i wrote something down that i might add in here later.

this weekend was pretty crazy overall.

on thursday, cody didnt come to school, but i rode his bus home... he was at bubbers so i went there and chilled with him bub and john mike...
cowen came and then ericka and heaven came and took john mike
cowen and bub left and me and cody walked to his house where we played hours and hours of NEED FOR SPEED UNDERGROUND. woohoo. you know its my favorite game. *smile*

i was hungry.
duh.
i layed on the couch watching t.v. while cody made me food.
naturally, because.. he always makes me food.
if he didnt hed pay the consequences of a hungry lisa meehan.
yeah right, id rather kill myself.
but anyways, so i was expecting a t.v. dinner or something and when he finally called me in (and made me lose my eyes, so i knew it was gonna be somethin good), he had a plate of this brocolli, cheese, chicken, and rice stuff with ice tea and potpurri all over the table.
*im not gonna mention that it was all plastic plates and cups since he doesnt have silverware because of the fire*
it was nice.
oh.. there were candles too, i forgot that part.

we went to the carnival and then i went home.

on friday(no school because of prom) i woke up and served detentions with nicole. it was fun.. kinda.
she picked me up and then we went in and looked at yearbooks for 2 hours.
it was so hot outside that day.
i saw senior pictures of tracy at prom and stuff. it was cool, especially because she never saw them.

nicole took me home and then i went to jenna's.

i stayed at jenna's all day and then mary came over and then nicole and rachel.
we chilled all day and then got ready at like 8 to go out at like 12 for larose's prom picnic party.

we all looked so hott.

we went to larose's and paid $5 and then chilled there. there was a bunhc of people there.
it was fun.
we stayed up all night and then the next day my mom picked me up, took me over tracy's, i did her hair for her wedding, and then mary called and told me she wants me to go to larose's with her, ad that her and frank would pick me up at my house.
i went home, took a shower, got dressed.
mary picked me up, we went to larose's, it was debo, becker, larose, mary, and me.
we chilled and ate.
lots of people came later.
it was pretty fun.

becker and teich almost got in a fight (i saved the day and told them to stop.. even if they didnt listen to me all that well)
evan left and fought with becker on my phone all night.. until my phone died.
evan called larose's over 30 times in an hour and left messages on the answering machine after mike took the phone off the hook.
they are all fucking crazy.

i signed the wall and underneath it becker wrote "IS A"... we were gonna wait for someone to fill in the blank and it ended up becoming, "STONER"... haha.. morons.

on saturday i didnt move from 1:00pm to pretty much 9:00pm. it was crazyness.
i sat there with, alternating, either bubber or mary.
i was fuckin.. i dunno.. real lazy.

then lots of people showed up again and people came and went.

me, mary, larose, debo, and becker watched Scary Movie 3 before everyone showed up.
that movie is hilarious.
me and becker were pretty much the only ones who laughed but i know i was cracking up.

Dazed and Confused was in but i dont know what ended up happening to it, we jsut stopped watching it.

We took SO MANY PICTURES.
haha i cant wait to see them developed.

at one point we all sat around wearing sombraros.. and becker had mary's earrings in... ahahaha it was all funny shit.

i wish it would have went on even longer.

i ended up passing out on the wicker bench BY MYSELF! haha yesss. was SO COMFY. what a good call. i was chilly but i was covered up by, what i believe was debo's, G-UNIT shirt.

i woke up at like 8am and eveyrone was pretty much just chillin.. either layin there or sleepin.
everyone left, leaving me on the wicker bench, bubber on the floor, mary on the floor, larose in the chair, debo on the floor downstairs.
me larose and bubber were awake so we walked to the gas station and then to becker's.

we went home, chilled for a minute, and then debo and mary woke up.

i jsut wanted to fuckin lay there all day.
i did not feel good.
regardless of the aspirin i made bubber go get for me.

mary told me to get up, and we walked to brents.
i fell asleep on his couch for, i think, hours.
mary woke me up and told me we were walking to tadd's.
we never quite got around to it.
but tania picked us up at DQ and we went to mary's house.
then tania took me home and ive been here since then.

but look. im gonna go now. ill talk later. peace.

i may be psychotoic, but whats the fun of beng sane?
why not slice a bitch\'s neck if you could watch her scream in pain...

haha, i forgot to add this in, but i thought it was funny, even if it's old news...

yesterday mary calls me...

Mary-"i was at a show last night, guess who i met?"
Me-"who?"
Mary-"some jessica girl, supposedly shes one of laura's best friends"
Me-"haha oh really?"
Mary-"haha yeah, she said she was goin around the school saying she could beat your ass and then came to school one day all marked up"
Me-"haha she told everyone she could beat my ass til we fought?"
Mary-"haha yeah, and that girl said she came to school all marked up, and i was like, 'haha thats funny cause lisa didnt have one mark on her'.."
Me-"haha i didnt though"
Mary-"ha, yeah i know, and then i told her how nicole beat laura's mom's ass"
Me-"hahaha"

see? it doesnt get old.. i told you.
no, for real though, i thought laura was gonna beat my ass.. i mean, i was mad, but for how much shit she talked i thought it was gonna be a better fight.
but, then again, i dont even remember either of us being hit at all.

ohh well..

all this talk about fighting makes me soo fiesty.

im gonna go and see if i can get some money off my mudder so i can go out with some people.. peace.

some people want it all, but i don't want nothin at all...

anyways, yesterday i was sittin by myself and then stacy asked me to go pick out kitchen stuff since their kitchen caught on fire and cody wouldn't go with her, so.. thats what i did.
we went to lowes and i picked out like, everything... we got countertop, a stove, floor, cupboards, wallpaper, and border, oh.. and a ceiling fan.
then we went to amber's house, watched boo put up kaleigh's swing and chilled outside til it got kidna dark and we went in adn watched tv.
we stayed there til like.. 9:30 and then she took me home.
i listened and downloaded music, since i don't have kazaa anymore, every song downloaded much faster and none of them were corrupted with that damn, "EERRRRRNNNCCCCCHHHH" in the middle of my songs. I love my new Ares.

If you are sick of how slow your kazaa is downloading, or downloading a million files of one song jsut to find they are all corrupted with that awful noise in the middle of them, and you're looking for an ad-free peer-to-peer network, download Ares

then i fell asleep. boy did i sleep good!
i fell asleep around 1 or 2, and slept til 2 this afternoon. without even waking up or anything, it was peaceful...

haha, well i havent done anythign all day because i woke up, cleaned my room, ate, watched tv, took a shower, and here i am.

i might be going over cody's for a little bit later, but im done writing in this for now.

later.

stupid kazaa!
okay, i'll fill you in on those details i was talkin about...:

Wednesday the 28th: (this was the day i said me and crystal watched cody and richie play basketball).. well..

i went to school and cody, for once, did too...

I rode his bus home and we missed it, arguing as we ran all the way down to the lobby (of course we were arguing, what else do we ever do?). we tried to get on the fayette city bus to go to his gram's but the bus driver wouldn't let cody on.
we got on anyway.
the bus driver stopped the bus, went inside, and got mr. nagy.
mr. nagy said cody could ride it, but after this, he'd need a permission slip.
noone said anything to me.
we got dropped off at cody's gram's and then we sat there for a while.. when crystal got home, we went to her house.

we sat around crystal's and then after richie almost got jumped, we got a gram and went to the bottom of cody's gram's yard, and sat down there.
we stood on cody's gram's porch and just talked and laughed for a while.
then we went back to crystal's, looked for cody's cell phone and went home. terry drove us all home cause shes so nice. haha.

oh there's some things this day that were pretty funny..
*On Cody's gram's porch, we were jumpin from one subject to another, im not sure if any of us even remember's what was even said..
but there was one thing i remember..
we were talkin about how me and cody argue. all we do is fight.
then cody said, "i like it! i like to fight with her!"
richie: "but she's your girl dude"
cody: "no! thats how we are! i love messin' with her, this is what kinda relationship we have, and i love it! i love my relationship"
richie: "haha you're relationship, you talk liek you own it"
cody: "haha, our relationship. i love our relationship. i love the relationship i'm in. i love this girl, there's noone else i'd rather be with, or rather fight with, i'm in love with this girl."
...and we all just kinda stood there and laughed a little bit, talking about some mroe dumb stuff.
...i do remember, however, saying something about "extreme jogging", which cody found pretty funny, and urged him to take an "extreme jog", which made crystal and i laugh uncontrollably.
it was all wonderfully fun.

*when we walked back to crystal's, i was walking next to cody, our arms entwined. i decided to try and push him over so he would trip over crystal's step and fall and hurt himself. this only caused me to look like i couldnt walk, which cody took, to it's full extent, to make it look like i was staggering. with hold of my arm, he pushed me out and in, as we were walking along the sidewalk, making it look like i couldn't walk, yelling, "whats the matter with you?! why aren't your legs working right?! LISA! WHATS WRONG?!"
...haha that was funny.


*i was having a conversation with jess the other day, about marijuana. she asked me, why smoke and get high if you don't even remember it the next day?.. well, not necessarily... you do remember it, just not as it's happening, but later when the hgih wears down.
also, when it's happening, you feel as if you had never laughed this hard in your life, or atleast for a while.

smoking pot makes you who you are, through it, you meet all your best friends, you get close with a lot of people you would never have, if you had never found out they share the quality of smoking weed.

if a day goes by, and you know you didn't light one up, it feels as though the day was wasted, and you can't remember anything productive you had done.

or in some cases, you jsut wanna relax, take time to yourself, and reflect upon a few subjects thats been on your mind, smoking a joint will help you conquer your most important, yet pushed aside, obstacles.

marijuana brings out a whole other personality in some people, in others, it just portrays some of their most extract qualities. for example:
in some cases, if you're the quiet one, you'll get high and be center of attention, and everyone will love the new aspect yuou have on the group of friends. or, if you're loud, after you've become high, all of a sudden you just wanna sit back and watch teh rest of the group make fools of themselves.

in other cases, the clown of the group will pull something extraordinary and have everyone laughing about ti for days to come. or, if you happen to be the more laid-back of the circle, you notice a lot of things you normally wouldn't catch.

herb gives people something to talk about: for all you potheads, how many times have you started off a story, "one time, when i was really blazed..."? Where would you be without that story-grabber? "One time, i was reading this really great book..."? No, I don't think so.

For all of you who know what it's like to save up your money to buy a cut, how funny is it to hear someone say something completely oblivious to any topics that are floating around, and then sit there and laugh about how many brain cells they've probably lost?
Or what about those of you who aren't so good at math? I bet you now know how many grams are in an ounce!

What about those of you who love the thrill of getting in trouble? I have a plan for you! Drive to the mall while smoking a blunt, walk aroudn the mall smelling like a roach, on your way home, smoke that bowl you forgot you packed, and then get in the house and greet mom and dad with your biggest, stem-chewing smile!

Everyone in which marijuana plays a role in their life can give a new meaning to 420. I know for me, April 20th is always a day to be remembered upon. This year I reflected upon each and everyone of my most-memorable highs. There's never a dull moment.

Now, i'm not saying smoking weed is for everyone. nor am i saying you have to be high to have fun, i'm just saying, know the facts...

#1. Actual studies of human populations of marijuana users have shown no evidence of brain damage. For example, two studies from 1977, published in the Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA) showed no evidence of brain damage in heavy users of marijuana. That same year, the American Medical Association (AMA) officially came out in favor of decriminalizing marijuana. That's not the sort of thing you'd expect if the AMA thought marijuana damaged the brain.

#2. Studies of actual human populations have failed to demonstrate that marijuana adversely affects the reproductive system.

#3. The Dutch partially legalized marijuana in the 1970s. Since then, hard drug use-heroin and cocaine-have DECLINED substantially. If marijuana really were a gateway drug, one would have expected use of hard drugs to have gone up, not down. This apparent "negative gateway" effect has also been observed in the United States. Studies done in the early 1970s showed a negative correlation between use of marijuana and use of alcohol. A 1993 Rand Corporation study that compared drug use in states that had decriminalized marijuana vs those that had not, found that where marijuana was more available-the states that had decriminalized-hard drug abuse as measured by emergency room episodes decreased. In short, what science and actual experience tell us is that marijuana tends to substitute for the much more dangerous hard drugs like alcohol, cocaine, and heroin... This fact proves the myth, "Marijuana is a "gateway"drug, it leads to hard drugs" WRONG!

#4. Like the studies claiming to show damage to the reproductive system, this myth is based on studies where animals were gotten extremely high...in many cases, near-lethal doses of cannabinoids. These results have never been duplicated in human beings. Interestingly, two studies done in 1978 and one done in 1988 showed that hashish and marijuana may have actually stimulated the immune system in the people studied.

#5. Is smoking marijuana more dangerous than smoking cigarettes?
Smoked marijuana contains about the same amount of carcinogens as does an equivalent amount of tobacco. It should be remembered, however, that a heavy tobacco smoker consumes much more tobacco than a heavy marijuana smoker consumes marijuana. This is because smoked tobacco, with a 90% addiction rate, is the most addictive of all drugs while marijuana is less addictive than caffeine. Two other factors are important. The first is that paraphernalia laws directed against marijuana users make it difficult to smoke safely. These laws make water pipes and bongs, which filter some of the carcinogens out of the smoke, illegal and, hence, unavailable. This is in contrast with "smokeless" tobacco products like snuff which can cause cancer of the mouth and throat. When all of these facts are taken together, it can be clearly seen that the reverse is true: marijuana is much SAFER than tobacco.
*also, try to consider all the nicotine and tar that one inhales when smoking a cigarette, as compared to a bud of marijuana, which is grown straight from the earth.

#6. The number of accident victims intoxicated on marijuana relative to the number of marijuana users in society gave a ratio similar to that for accident victims intoxicated on alcohol relative to the total number of alcohol users. However, a closer examination of the victims revealed that around 85% of the people intoxicated on marijuana WERE ALSO INTOXICATED ON ALCOHOL. For people only intoxicated on marijuana, the rate was much lower than for alcohol alone. This finding has been supported by other research using completely different methods. For example, an economic analysis of the effects of decriminalization on marijuana usage found that states that had reduced penalties for marijuana possession experienced a rise in marijuana use and a decline in alcohol use with the result that fatal highway accidents decreased.
*If you would ask around to marijuana users, you would see that each one, in experience, would be able to tell you that in some people, while driving a vehicle under the influence of marijuana, makes their concentration increase, and they actually drive BETTER!

#7. Marijuana "flattens" human brainwaves???
This is an out-and-out lie perpetrated by the Partnership for a Drug-Free America. A few years ago, they ran a TV ad that purported to show, first, a normal human brainwave, and second, a flat brainwave from a 14-year-old "on marijuana". When researchers called up the TV networks to complain about this commercial, the Partnership had to pull it from the air. It seems that the Partnership faked the flat "marijuana brainwave". In reality, marijuana has the effect of slightly INCREASING alpha wave activity. Alpha waves are associated with meditative and relaxed states which are, in turn, often associated with human creativity.

#8. The fact that, marijuana impairs short-term memory, is true but misleading! Any impairment of short-term memory disappears when one is no longer under the influence of marijuana.
*this is what i was saying when you usually remember it in pieces afterwards.

#9. Animal tests have revealed that extremely high doses of cannabinoids are needed to have lethal effect. This has led scientists to conclude that the ratio of the amount of cannabinoids necessary to get a person intoxicated (i.e., stoned) relative to the amount necessary to kill them is 1 to 40,000. In other words, to overdose, you would have to consume 40,000 times as much marijuana as you needed to get stoned. In contrast, the ratio for alcohol varies between 1 to 4 and 1 to 10. It is easy to see how upwards of 5000 people die from alcohol overdoses every year and no one EVER dies of marijuana overdoses.

Take into consideration, all the alcohol and so many legal drugs that are man-made, whereas marijuana is natural.

Marijuana is an opinon, so I dunno, you have no other choice but to make a comment on this one.. so, please.. leave a comment.

All you have to do is click, "what do you think?" and you can leave your opinion. If you want, you can choose to be annonymous, and noone, not even i, will be able to find out who it was from...

mouth hurts... but i'm not gonna be a little bitch, i'll suck it up.
*i was so high i did not recognize the fire burning in her eyes*

i was gonna write in here, but i changed my mind.

i have no idea what has been going on.

it's been a long ass time, huh?

i seriously have no idea, i'm tryin' to think and i can't.

4.20 was pretty cool.
~i didn't go to school. jsut chilled all day. you know. cody and heaven and albaugh picked me up. cody almost got us in trouble with a state police officer. which, by the way, was a female. good thing she was cool. i met heaven and ericka.

i was staying for detention a bunch because i was going to go to prom but.. me and cody both dont got no money so.. oh well.
haha on like, friday, april 16th, we were chillin in morning detention and bill threw an egg up in the ceiling. we was tryin' to get it to smell like eggs, but.. it didnt work, because on monday, there was no sign of egg.
we tried our hardest though.. on monday, lindsay got her egg, and went to throw it up in the celing, and of course covered her head after she threw it, ducking, makign fun of how bill looked on friday, and all the egg actually did fall everywhere.
it like, expolded because there was fuckin egg, everywhere, all over the xerox and everything. it was hil-ar-i-ous. linz had to clean it up.

i went home with kelli on monday. (the 19th) . she was like, real sick. she threw up on the bus and everything. she called wes and it was like...
kelli-"is wesley there?"
kid-"leslie???"
kelli-"WESLEY!"
kid-"hmm, no, he's not here right now"
*kelli hangs up*
me-"um, you dialed the wrong number"

on the 21st (a wednesday) i went up BP and chilled with Nicole and Amber while they worked. haha. pretty blazed. it's cool. lots of people came in. it was funny watchin them work and shit.
me and nicole are always goin to gas stations and now she works at one. haha.

on friday the 23rd i went home with Cody and we ended up sitting around all day. we went to a party (josh clinton's at JR's house in PR). it was alright. me cody aaron and josh slept over codys house. everyone spread out everywhere haha, it was fucking.. REAL crazy.
Saturday the 24th me aaron and cody sat around and then i went home that morning. i cut grass. (ran over a dead animal.) i slept over mary's house with brent.
we went on a ride, looked for some puppies or somethin, and watched The War, it was some fucked up movie, that i cant really remember what it was about, but i remeember a couple little kids beat eachother asses and a guy got his head smashed by a boulder. cool movie.

School's been gay this week. Nothin special.
Got in an "argument" with Bishop though in the middle of the hall. Really didn't try to start nothin though, you know? Just calmly confronted her about some shit and she flipped. So.. I would take matters a little further but i'm not gonna do nothing because of some certain reasons, which any of this really isn't any public business, so i'm not about to be writing in down.

I went home with Cody today and yesterday. Yesterday we had to hold up the Fayette City bus because the bus driver wasn't going to let Cody on. haha. didn't say nothin to me though. it was funny, but we ended up gettin dropped off at his grams. then we walked to crystal's.
Yesterday was the first time i ever met Crystal actually.
I like that girl though, she's real cool. Birthday in August, favorite color green, same shoes i'm gonna get.. cool girl.

Wow. My neck fucking hurts. Dumb bubber.

Um Yesterday, Wednesday the 28th me and Crystal watched Richie and Cody play basketball with a bunch of people and then we just pretty much chilled.
Richie almost got jumped. Tadd and Chooch were there in Fayette City with them guys. I haven't seen them in so long! Yeah, it's been a while.

Today I had gay school. We took a survey in World Cultures. Drug and Alcohol, pretty much. I had to laugh a couple times. I'm so dumb.
I went home with Cody for a little bit. Caleb came in and smoked a square, but then he left for work. We went down Bubber's for a second and then Stacy took us to his gram's. They were havin a cookout.
We walked up and I watched a bunch of them play basketball. They were funny today. It was like real hot. How fucked up is that? It snowed like 2 days ago! Haha.
then.. me and cody walked down to his gram's and ate a bunch of food. his cousin like loves me.. (haha cody, she seriously does).. she even said to me, "i wish you were my cousin" haha. stacy took me home after we hung out there for a while and that's pretty much it.
i sat here and burned bub a cd and did nothing.

okay. that's a good summary. if i think of anything, i'll try to let you know.

i hardly even come on here anymore though, you know?

oh yeah, and there's a bunch of real funny shit in between so i'll go into good detail later... you'll wanna hear it, so.. keep a look out for an update

eh.. a lil update

If this isn’t a good entry, I don’t know what is…

well, I’ll tell you about my week:


Summary:
Monday I went to school, and it was gay.
Tuesday I went to school and it was gay. I skipped all my periods basically. I went to chorus 3rd period, and 1st period I went to rood’s room with everyone and had a fun time.
Wednesday I went to school and it was gay. I left school after 7th period with Katie and Evan.. I found out the next day I have a day out for that.. Oh well. Extra day off my weekend. *smiley face*
Thursday I went to school and it was gay. Bonus: we got out after 7th period. I went home with Cody and watched.. Oh, I forget what we watched. Mary and Brent picked us up and we played over her house. It was fun. Then Mary took me home about 5:30 and I slept all day. Cody called at 11 and said he was going to call me in an hour. He called at 3am and told me to come outside. They had a bunch of bud. How dumb they all are. And Aaron thought he knew where he was going, so he drove us in a big circle around Webster. What an idiot. So.. I showed them down Salem church road, in the parking lot, and he drove and parked behind the church. I went home at like 5:30am and watched some music videos (how craaazzzyyy) and then fell asleep.
Friday: slept all day. During my Gran Turismo tourny, Kristin calls and asks if I wanna get drunk. Yeah I do. Amy was on the way to pick me up.

Details:
Funny story told by Jessica Parente in 2nd period study hall:
So. Carol whatever her name is hates Trent Scott right?
One day he gave her one of his chocolate milks and she went down to the sink and dumped it out.
He was pissed. He bought that, decided to be nice, and gave it to her, and she threw it away. She didn’t even wait tog et out of the room to throw it away, she straight walked down to the sink and dumped it out in front of him. He called her a bitch. They fight every day.
If you don’t know who Carol is. She’s that weird Spanish girl with the frizzy black hair. She wears those old 80’s levi jeans, you know, the ones that taper at the ankle. High-heels with everything; they are essential to her. You can catch her speed-walkin’ down the hall with about 30 books in her arms, and her ass sticking out. She’s one caaarrraazzzaaayy bitch, and she hates everyone. She’s the kinda person that would bring a gun to school and shoot up random people. Just because she’s insane.
Okay. So. One day, Trent decides to have a nice serious talk with her. He asks her why she ahtes him, and she said it was because he is an asshole. She said everyone is an asshole. The whole classroom is an asshole. Trent explains to her that noone in the room is anything but nice to her, everyone just wants to be her friend. “How can we be your friend, Carol?” Carol takes it into consideration, “You must take the oath,” she tells him. “Everyone who wants to be Carol’s friend. Come here and take the oath!”.. The classroom gathers around Carol’s desk. “Left hand on my trapper-keeper, Right hand up to god,” she orders them. Since everyone wants to be her friend, they do as they are told. “Repeat after me…,” she goes on: “I am an asshole.” Very cult-like sounding, “I am an asshole,” the class repeats in unison. Carol goes on, “I deserve to die…” The whole class voices, “I deserve to die”.. At this point, the substitute, who is stunned at the whole ordeal, tries to put an end to this. “I think everyone should get back to their seats,” she tries. “No, they want to be my friends, they have to take the oath,” Carol explains. The substitute knows she’s powerless, “Everyone, stop, or I will write you all up.”

So how was your Good Friday night?
Mine was mighty fine.
So Amy picks me up at the bottom of the driveway. I get in the car and am greeted with a punch in the arm. “that’s from luke,” she tells me. I immediately knew this night was going to be great. Amy obviously did too when she turned down the music and shouts, “I am getting drunk with Lisa Meehan!”
We get to Kristin’s house.
So it’s me, Amy, Kristin, Karri, Jamie, and Sonya.
How silly we all are.
Nothing but laughs the whole night.
So we’re all jammin to some tunes in Kristin’s room.
Me and Amy are being sneaky and secretly drinking Kristin’s Smirnoff when she turns around.
“I guess we’re not sneaky,” says Amy.

Apparently we were singing some Tainted Love. I couldn’t actually vouch for this because I don’t remember. But apparently I was, because this morning, I was told more than once that I sure got into it.
WOOOOOOO TAINTED LOVE! DUN DUN DUN DUUUNNN!!!

So… at like 11:30 we realize we’re drunk.
“Lisa’s soo drunk, look at her”… All I was fucking doing was laughing. I would have been laughing my ass off if I wasn’t drunk, they are all hilarious.

Kristin’s wall is bisexual.

So Amy tells some wacked up lie to Mike Sethman when she was on the phone with him while he was at luke’s house. Amy: “Easter’s tomorrow” (way to state the obvious” Mike: “yeah, yeah it is”…Amy: “I got you an easter card”.. what an unnecessary lie THAT was. Where the fuck does that come from??? Noting the happiness in his voice she stretches the lie a little further, “yeah, it’s real cute”, she tells him. This morning we had to stop at Wal-Mart and buy him a card, Me: “you have to get the most expensive, because YOU LIED”… Amy: “hahaha not because it would be nice, but because I LIED!!!” We found a great Scooby-doo one with jokes and shit. It was the bomb-est one there.

Hahaha. I sleep walk/talk, right?
Well… here’s what I hear from Kristin this morning…
“You know, you woke up in the middle of the night tugging at the pillow between my legs, I was like, ‘lisa, what are you doing?’ and you were like, ‘oh, just making myself more comfortable,’ as you were grabbing and violently pulling MY blanket.. so I told you to grab some blankets in the corner and make yourself a bed, ‘im used to sleeping on the floor’ you said, I was like, ‘are you sure?’ and without a response I realized you were passed out as soon as you hit the ground. All you did was wrap a blanket around yourself and you were out.”

Haha. I definitely don’t remember that.
I don’t remember falling asleep either, not because I was drunk, but because I was so tired from wearing myself out puking.

I layed down and as soon as I did the room started spinning. I knew I couldn’t make it to the bathroom.
BAM! I threw up in Kristin’s garbage can. Yuck. Cheap vodka does it every time. Hey, at least I got it in the can and not all over myself or anywhere else.

I remember talking on the phone a couple time, couldn’t really tell you what was said.

I definitely peed a world record. I made like 375 trips to the bathroom. Definitely.

So in the morning, everyone’s fine.

“Kristin, do you have honey bunches of oats?”
“yeah I do.”
“good, I will eat them… all.”
.. And with that, I made myself a bowl and chomped down on some HBOO!

I had to take a trip downstairs with Amy in the morning before we left. When, at the bottom of her stairs, about head level, I notice a DUN DUN DUN!!! TRAP DOOR!
Brilliant idea: find myself a way in, and hide in there, when amy is walking up the stairs, jump out and attack!
So.. I reach in and pull out some.. rubber.. Things…
Things being capitalized there.
I tie them around my waist, hook on a bungee cord, and just as I’m securing the bungee cord to the little hiding box, Amy walks out of the abthroom.
What could she have been thinking, to walk out, and see me standing there, rubber Things around my waist, a bungee cord hooked onto the “hiding box.”
“What the fuck…???…” *speechless* “Um. I am a changed person. Let’s go.” And we walked up the steps, away from the hiding box.

The car trip home was fun.

“One time, I heard this story of this kid trippin on acid. He thought he was a pothole, so he layed down in the middle of the road and got ran over by a big tractor trailer truck. He died. After his friends realized he wasn’t really a pothole, it wasn’t so funny anymore”

That story came after my, “How Cool it Would be to Get Ran Over/Run Someone Over” theory.
I mean, havent you ever been on a roll.. Driving down the road, when all of a sudden a kid decides to walk across?? He must be thinking, “eh, they’ll stop, they wont hit me”.. Well one day I will prove them wrong and blast one of them.

So me and Amy are by Crossroads.. Or GetGo, what the fuck ever.
The truck in front of us, the lady gets out, walks about a foot in front of the truck, and gets back in.
“YOU FUCKING DOUCHE! WE MISSED THE GREEN LIGHT NOW!”-Amy
*mimicking what the lady must have been thinking/saying*
“HAROLD! LET ME OUT! IM WALKING HOME, I’VE HAD ENOUGH!”..so she gets out, walks a couple steps and then decides “JUUUUUST JOKING!!!!” turns around, and gets back in the truck, causing us to miss the green light.

Me and Amy sure know how to jam to some car tunes.

Well… it’s been real.
I’m heading out.
Peace.

P.S.

Thank Kristin for this update, because if it wasn’t for her, it wouldn’t be in here since my internet explorer is FUCKING GAY!! And freezes every time I open it…

Oh.. And by the way.
My mom has this new, “you’ve got mail” song.
every time she comes to bring me something, I can always tell shes close when I hear, “ANA-MAIL! ANA-MAIL! BA BA DA AAANNNAA-MAIL!” and then she peeks through the hole in my door where the doorknob should be (mind you, my door still isn’t put on, its just meekly placed in the doorway), singing her little song, and delivers my mail.
Weird.

me and you were meant to be
Okay.
It's been a while, huh?

I can't even remember where I left off.

This weekend, was fucked up.
on Friday Josh, Fox, and Clutchy pick me up.
We put up the tarp and a bunch of people came and I made a fire. We had a party. Fun. Nice. Then me, fox, josh, and clutchy went to the parking lot across from josh's house and went to sleep.
7am fox wakes me up and we were the only ones still sleeping and the car and it was fucking freezing. We walked down to Josh's house because.. duh. it was warm.
We walk in, about ready to take off our shoes. Josh's mom walks in the kitchen, tells me i'm not welcome in her house. i'm a little confused, so i stand still. she then tells me tania is there and that she doesn't want me in her house. i am a little confused, because i knew tania was there, and i was a little confused on why it was so important that i left. i looked at fox, who looked just as confused as i felt.
she looks at fox too and tells him he should have told josh to be home at 11, and now josh's keys were taken off of him.
she tells me she doesnt care how i get a ride, or where i go, jsut as long as i get the hell out of her house. she said that i am supposed to be tania's friend and yet i still go off and be with josh.
well.
i was not with josh.
i told her, i wasnt specifically with josh, but with everyone as a group.
she calls tania out.
tania stands in the doorway next to josh's mom and says that she was told to "get lost" because i was there and they didn't want her there.
i didn't know about this.
fox looked confused too.
she also said that i told her if i was ever going to hang out with josh, i was going to let her know.
i did say that. and i meant it.
i told her i thought she knew.
she apparently didn't know.
she showed up at the party, and what a bitch i looked like, to be there, josh having picked me up, and acting as if nothing was wrong.
when, in all reality, i thought she knew i was going to be there, and josh picked me up because i didn't really know anyone else there.
fox was trying to find me a way home.
not successful.
me and clutchy were sitting in the kitchen and his mom told us we had from 8 in the morning to get the fuck out of her house, adn she asked me if she needed to call the police.
at this time, josh was up and in the kicthen as well. he told his mom that he was supposed to take me home. but of course, he didnt have his keys, therefore, he couldnt... so me him and clutchy walked outside to the parking lot and stood there.
clutchy's dad came and picked him up and me and josh just kinda chilled there for a little bit until mary came.
i guess that's pretyt much that.

school.. has been so fucking gay.
the days i do go, i come in late and leave early. i care less and less each day. there's jsut no point.

cody makes me so upset. some things he does. jess understands.. and sarah knows what im talking about. haha.

im kinda tired.

speaking of which.
i sleep in my room now.
my bed comes in tomorrow, but i atleast have a mattress and shit. its comfy as fuck too. haha.

im about to go lay down and watch tv.

it's like 9:30pm and im ready to go to bed. haha. later