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2004 9 May :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: quiet
:: Music: the rasmus
it was hot like a mother today. but i made a huge picture with my shiny new pastels. they are the good chalk kind.
i had colors all over myself. you should have seen my face. there was a large black streak across my forehead and some green on my jawline. and, my hands were completely covered.
i officially hate the css coding for iframes. it is a bitch. why cant they have little site-builders with an iframes option? i mean honestly. i used to like designing crap in html, but this is hell on wheels. not literally. but it would be fun to see if you think about it.
which, oh my god, brings me to something going on in my head. when someone says 'hell froze over' i used to think of a large ice-skating rink. so naturally, i thought of ice skating or hot cocoa. oooohh dear how things change.
i now think of a large ice skating rink filled with millions of ms. freis'. so, (here is the hilarity bit) the term 'hell freezing over' could be thought of as 'hell freising over'.
get it? freis, freeze..
yes, i know its lame but you have to admit.. when youre tired and you dont want to think of anything, its pretty damn funny. especially if you know what she looks like.
want to completely baffle me? try and explain the linear progression of time, and how any unravelled part of it can cause objects to become unparadox. or impossible, if you wish.
i feel like a blank book sometimes. you could call me a canvas.
color me curious.
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Rina
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2004 6 May :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: HYPER.
:: Music: yellowcard
wee.
i feel like i want to be pushed down a hill in a shopping cart. really really fast.
that would be so much fun. weee.
i feel unnaturally hyper. and slighty drunk, im not sure.
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Rina
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2004 6 May :: 2.45pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the living end
the first lesson is always the hardest
ohmygod. your tie is so hot.
cnlakivohabanm;sliyhehg.
i want you.
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lisalion816
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2004 3 May :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Three days grace: just like you
Just found out that Adam doesn't have a girl friend and according to miller, he needs one.
...hmmmm....i should go to franks party...;)
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Rina
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2004 3 May :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: spitting games - snow patrol
guilt is the ash at the back of your throat
i love homemade chocolate chip cookies.
i know boredom very well. we are friends now. but luckily, when he becomes unbearable i find ways to amuse myself. so today i made a squirrel. out of gum wrappers. it was so ridiculously awesome you will not believe.
i should write a book. To Boredom and Back: Ways to Amuse Yourself Along the Way. I would be famous. and i could show little picture-diagrams on how to make things out of gum wrappers.
you would buy it.
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lisalion816
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2004 3 May :: 6.48pm
:: Mood: mellow
Alright, so its been a couple of days. What has been going on lately???
Saturday i had to work from 8-3 which sucked, but i came home and slept so it was all good after that. Around 6 Alecia, Jessica, Christina and i went to go see "mean girls". it was a better movie than i expected it to be. Im not the one for chick flicks and stuff. Lindsay Lohan is sooo pretty! I wish i looked like her....ho hum... Yeah so after it got out, we went to fridays to go hang out a while. I hadn't had fun with all my old friends in a long while. Im so glad we could all do something. it was about time.
Sunday i went to Jo Ann fabrics to get some stuff for my english project. Yeah that was fun.
Today i had a good morning.German was a blast! We had to do our presentation today with the sock puppets ha ha. I had to write a list of vocab on the board so ppl could understand what we were trying to say. Adam kept walking up to me the whole time i was writing stuff just trying to make conversation....lol hes soo cute! Anyway, we did the show and he helped me out with some stuff and no one else bothered so that was nice.
After that we had about ten minutes untill class was over and we talked a bit, along with frank and cede. I got invited to Frank's graduation party and so did adam so i think i might have to go to that. I just need to see if anyone else, like jessica or christina are going. I dont want to show up and be like...ummmmm....yeah im leaving bc i might not know anyone. But i think i should go.
I think sam might be mad at me bc im still friends with Julie. I want sam to be my friend but i want Julie in the picture too. Sam has been distant lately so i dunno whats going on with stuff and...yeah. hokay
Untill i feel like unleashing another emotion..
...Later
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lisalion816
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2004 27 April :: 9.31pm
I have found my friend again but may have lost my other. Why is everything so complicated??
JULIE! I LOVE YOU!
ok then...
today in german i had fun...we are working on a project where we have to make up a mystery and have the class guess who dun it.
Adam is in my group..he was like hey as long as we have Lisa....i was and still am thrilled. Yesterday i talked to him and Frank. Frank is the coolest! Hes sooo funny. Adam talk to me and hesk so nice and down to earth. I WANT HIM. well he will be going to edison so i will have to purposly run into him. He wasn't there today but it was ok since we made sock puppets! ooo it was fun and funny. i hope Adam is there tomorrow so i can stare im mean admire him. Not your average dumb pretty boy...I hate pretty boys. Hes more umm awsome...has the emo glasses and the deepest blue eyes i have ever come across...that tied in with his dark hair makes me weak in the knees. ok so i have a thing for dark hair and light eyes.
every girl has a dream guy.
im just looking for mine
he will come along.
wouldn't it be funny if i married someone from cypress??
Must dream happy dreams and wake up happy.
Someone that i liked once told me to smile as much as i can because i have a beautiful smile.
I think i might....:)
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Rina
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2004 26 April :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: other computers
my journey seems to end at your doorstep
today was agonizingly slow.
i was eagerly anticipating the end of the day when i woke up this morning.
i felt very shy. like a little girl keeping a secret. ana said i looked small and cute. and i started to wonder what other people might think of me. i am a very curious person.
i didnt talk very much. i was kind of hoping that if i stared at my watch enough the day might go faster. or if i didnt talk to anyone, the day wouldnt slow down any more than it had already.
it didnt work.
now i am at my mother's office. this place is so bland i can hardly stand it. it screams that it needs more than white covering its walls. it feels like some sort of penitentary. but each time i come here it doesnt seem as bad. i hope that doesnt mean im accepting that it wont change. i hate being forced to accept things. thats why im so good at arguing. i can pick fights so easily i scare myself.
yesterday my mother took me and my sister to 'Mamma Mia!' at the barbara b. mann hall. it was a musical. and i have to say, it was alot better than i had expected.
and for those of you who read some of my story, would it be too much to ask for feedback? i dont know if i should continue writing it.
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lisalion816
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2004 25 April :: 3.09pm
Went to gradbash last night! It was really fun and i got to see the Ataris play! oooo the lead singer is sooo hot! I got lots of pics so im happy.I had so much fun with everyone and i miss hanging out with them. I hadn't seen Jon for ever so it was nice to hang out with him and the rest of the group. ok...umm
later....
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Rina
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2004 24 April :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: switchfoot
your eyes sparkle in the moonlight
good saturday night.
went to the movies with my geeker and monkey. and andrew came too. (for those of you who dont know carina lingo: i went with sydney, chelsea, and.. andrew.)
we went to the gap and terrorized it a bit. then we walked to black hawk cafe. i got a mocha latte. with this cool sugar stuff they have. mmm good. i would have to say that it rivals starbucks.
saw ella enchanted. dude. that movie is cute. and from what i've heard, completly different from the book. before the movie started i put a gum wrapper on my shoe. you know how you peel off the foil-y type stuff off the 'extra' gum. you've all done it. well, i put some on my shoe.
after the movie we went to black hawk again. i couldnt resist. i bought another mocha. with the cool sugar stuff. but sydney got one too.
so now i have consumed two mochas within 2 hours. i think wired is a bit of an understatement.
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Rina
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2004 24 April :: 1.47pm
:: Mood: bleh
:: Music: the reason - hoobastank
and the light that guides is fading
i get glasses on monday.
this weekend is going to be lame. i have two projects to do. joy, oh joy.
and teenage drama is living in my house. sound the alarm.
i miss having places to go. friends to see. non-stop talking on the phone. school is taking over my life. im going to beat it back with some sticks pretty soon.
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lisalion816
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2004 24 April :: 10.29am
Last night sam,josh, danille, chris, and this other girl went to fridays. I was supposed to go but around 9 sam was like i don't think anyone is even going so i said fuck it. Then she calls me when she gets there and asks if i wanted to go. At that point im really pissed so i said no. At 10:30 i got a call from chris and well, he was there along with everyone else and they all told him to call me. So the only fucking night i have off i got screwed over!!! god the title of my journal should be "my non-existant life" ha ha. Oh then five minutes later i get a call from this other girl danielle and i guess sam told her that i hate her. I never said i hated her! I just dont know her! And know sam is telling people shit! oo that pissed me off even more! That was all the pent up rage i've had bc i can never say anything to her.
Call me on my cell today...even though i'll be at gradbash i'll still answer! im leaving at 3 and i'll be back at 5:30 am so i'll be awake all night ^_^
later.....
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lisalion816
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2004 23 April :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: Headache :/
I am so pissed right now. and i hurt all over. bruses from the concert are starting to reveal themselves and i have been betrayed by who i thought was one of my best friends.
WHY DOES LIFE SUCK SO FUCKING BAD??
gradbash tomorrow.......
.....did i mention i was pissed?
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lisalion816
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2004 23 April :: 9.00pm
OH SAM: im not making fucking assumptions! i see it with my own two eyes everyfucking day along with everyone else! You flirt like there is no tomorrow! Brad keeps asking me if you two have a thing. Ask Julie and ...i bet Maya would agree! you just don't see what it looks like! Don't tell me what not to write in my journal...i can write whatever the fuck i want! GOD!
I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU ALSO HAVE TO GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT I FUCKING HATE THEM WHEN I NEVER SAID ANYTHING!! BESIDES! WHEN I TALK TO YOU ABOUT SHIT I THOUGHT IT WAS BETWEEN YOU AND ME!!!! I DONT TALK SHIT BEHIND YOUR BACK!!!!
AND YOU ASK ME IF IM PISSED!!
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lisalion816
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2004 22 April :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: So FUCKING good!!
:: Music: can't hear...my ears are ringing
HEY! Just got back from the concert!! X-Fest was FUCKING AWSOME!! It was the best concert i have EVER been to! Twisted Method kicked it off, followed by Finger Eleven, then Smile Empty Soul, and the best fucking band there TRAPT, and Puddle of Mud was the closer. CAN WE SAY FUCKING AWSOME!!!!
It was sooo much fun! Julie and i were right up at the front, jumping up and down, screaming, banging our heads and going crazy!! It was the BEST! People were smoking out and we smelled like weed but hey its cool and we got beer spilled all over us...it was SOOO much fun!!! God! I want to bang the lead singer of TRAPT! He is sooo HOT!!....if only.....
I got a voice mail from sam that i just checked and turns out josh was there, but i didn't see him....which i have mixed motions about. Oh well i dont give a flying fuck!He can be off with his lazy-eyed bitch....hes not good enough for me! What a dumb fuck.
Anyway, I HAD THE BEST TIME IN MY LIFE!!! the only draw back was that they searched us and made julie and i take our cameras to the car. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING PISSED I AM??? I HAVE NO CONCERT PICTURES!! I AM PISSED!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!
oh well....i had a blast!!!!
Later! ^_^
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