lisalion816
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2004 9 March :: 1.51pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Only the music in my head...ha ha ha ha ha ha
Wow i have to rewrite this stupid entry b/c i somehow deleted the whole thing before i got to update it!!!! Oh my life always works out like this! ok...i'll start from the top...AGAIN
I went to the AFI concet on march 4th. It was so cool! Coheed and Cambria and Thursday opend for them. Coheed wasn't anything special i think but Thursday was kick ass. I was there with sam and josh and we were all having a blast! well....that is untill AFI came on. As soon as they got on stage and played the first cord of i can't remember what song the crowd rushed the stage and the three of us go caught in it. I was seperated from them and was like "oh shit" for a couple of minutes untill i felt someone grab me out of nowhere and pull me to the front. OMG josh is strong. It was crazy to say the least. As soon as i got up there, sam had an attack. Josh pushed our way out from the front with all his strength and then we go stuck in a mosh pit. It was like he was possesed or something...he went crazy! i mean this guy was on a mission. He carried sam through the pit and managed to get me out of there too. We got to the medics at the penalty box thingy and he, sam, and a medic, jumped the railing and bolted. I was like shit.....i was to short to get over it! One of the other medics brought me out to the lobby but i had no idea where they went. I was scared...yeah so i went back out to the floor after standing around looking for them for like 15 min to go find her sis who was there. By sheer luck i found her and her friend. We asked around and found a first aid room where we found sam and josh. She was on oxygen and shaking, the medics on the phone with the parents. it was crazy. After like 10 sam and josh said to go back to the concert b/c i shouldn't miss it but i felt bad about leaving them... they said it was fine and they would meet me after. I got back out to the floor but stayed in the back b/c i didn't want to die in the crowd...im short...i would have been pummled. but i enjoyed it even though i was kinda pissed about missing 45 min of the concert and then having to be in the back. oh well, i got some good pics...thank God for zoom lenses.
ok ok i need to go pick up the sis at school....oh she pisses me off....she thinks she'll die if she rides the bus. such a CHICKEN!! oh well. I'll write later when i get home...at the moment im at VIP where my mom works but there is no sign of Ian. can't ask for everything right? ok....
LATER....:)
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lisalion816
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2004 7 March :: 6.12pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Lost Prophets
ok ok......Josh is out of the picture now. He likes this girl named Jonelle and she is a big problem for everyone. Sam's Josh has a history with her kinda and Sam doesn't like her and when we all went over to Stang's house he didn't say anything to anyone really. Instead he and Jonelle couldn't keep their hands off eachother. Oh that didn't make any one uncomfortable. God hes such a jerk. And there is only one reason why he doesn't like me. God he is so shallow. He wasn't worth the tears i shed. I barely talk to him anymore...well its the other way around but whatever. Yeah there is still something there on my part i think but hes not worth my time....arg!
So today Sam, Josh, and this new guy that works with sam, Ian and I went bowling. It was fun but i suck at bowling....i had fun though. Ian is a nice guy. He is in a band which is oh so cool and has the whole "rocker" look which is so hot. I think hes hot but im not going to go down that road. My attitude is, if it happens it happens...well thats what im telling my self. oh well....so far i've made a new friend which is a plus.
Wow...im listening to the Lost Prophets CD for the first time. They are really good! I like em and you should buy the CD! lol Demanding aren't I? oh well not like anyone reads my journal anyway. la la la good stuff.
LATER...
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Rina
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2004 6 March :: 8.22pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: rest in peace
I seem to like the endless today
i was remembering some things from when i was little.
boys are silly.
tomorrow sydney is coming over! it makes me feel like
this ---> (:
we shall party.
i slept in today. until 12:10. ah, so refreshing. considering i had been up for 21 hours, it was no surprise, but hey..
im going to get a little book to put all my poems in :) i have some in a notebook thing, but it looks more like a journal, and its a little big.
i have worked up the courage to post one (:
"Shadows of Secrets"
in the corner
of a bright happy room
there is a secret
a secret no one can see
it moves swiftly
like the falling sky
it doesnt touch or feel
its iridescense lurks in your mind
probing the dark depths
even when the light gives you comfort
it is there
its the invisible menace
the fear you've always encountered
and a nightmare that never ended
its a shadow
that thrives in darkness,
yet basks in light
so tell me
tell me your beautiful secret
..thoughts?
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Rina
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2004 5 March :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Crash and burn - Savage garden
im drenched in the sun's frozen glory
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Rina
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2004 4 March :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: deaf
:: Music: the ringing in my ears
Im lost in your unspoken words
one word. concert.
ears hurt. throat's sore. kick ass concert.
highlights:
coheed and cambria played. sweet. cool moshers.
saw 'red-shirt mosher'. we agree that he is hot. (:
thursday. easily the best band. they kicked some serious ass. holy crap. i heart them and wish to buy their cd.
afi. ahhhhh. awesome. :D they also did some ass-kicking.
what else did i do? i saw syd, chels and amanda. the security guards are nice. a guy was eating ketchup next to me.
i. had. the. best. seats.
i could see everything. it was so awesome. yea, i know, you're speechless too.
my brain is on its basic level: fire bad, tree pretty.
that means i have no brain cells left to do their job. im left with strange off-topic ideas and serious symptoms of a.d.d.
sleep now.
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Rina
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2004 3 March :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: sad?
:: Music: cello
let me slip into your place of dreams
i love the cello. its so pretty.
i wish everything was just so.. quiet.
well. on to reality. fcat math. man, was it easy. let common sense reign supreme.
'no. im not crazy!' was my statement today. i think i was completly driven up the wall in biology. we had a 15 question quiz. looong one. i knew one answer. about plankton. not even sure if i got it right either. you try answering some strangishly freakin long words. with 'plankton' stuck in the middle.
anyways. me and sabrina are chewy.
please dont ask and stay away from me when i eat chicken nuggets. they somehow alter my humor. i tend to laugh hysterically if you say 'stop being so chewy.'
concert tomorrow! i cant wait. :D
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Rina
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2004 2 March :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: rah.
:: Music: david letterman - ghost of the robots
shatter my reverie upon your jagged thoughts
fcat today. fcat tomorrow. concert thursday. :)
i hate it when people think that they dont mean anything to anyone. it bothers me. because everyone has someone. even if it is your tear-smudged teddy bear. and if you are my friend, then you have me. and i will be there when you need a shoulder to cry on. and i dont plan on changing either.
i dont understand. sometimes a person can be totally unreachable. they dont want to be reached. but they also want comfort.
cold comfort cant lead to anything good.
ive had very vivid dreams recently. except i forget them when i wake up. so the feeling of a vivid dream gets left in my head for a large part of the day and little things just make me jump and realize that it mustve been related to my dream in some way. sometimes it can be quite frustrating.
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Rina
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2004 1 March :: 8.34pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Vehicles Shock Me - Ghost of the Robot
your blinding concerto brings me to my knees
ok. healthy obsession. day one. ilyssa wants to make bracelets.
im so happy. i have all the ghost of the robot songs :) now i have to burn 4 copies hahaahaha.
i started thinking today. i was in math looking at my purple worksheet. and.. the world didnt feel right. if you look at it, how society, economy, and.. technology just goes past us. how everything seems so important, but when you compare it to life itself, it looks pathetically lame. and i wondered if anything was after this. here. life. i mean, everyone talks about heaven and it being a residual fact of.. existence, and i know it is there. but i cant help feeling what i would actually feel if (here it comes again) society hadnt made it so important and planted into my brain so early on. and really. considering how huge we've figured out that the universe really is.. just earth being here seems like an awful big waste of space.
sigh...
that was my conflit for the day. but. hey. whatever. i would really just like to make it through one day at a time. especially since we have fcat tomorrow. i would like to shoot myself.
i also realized that i use 'wankers' and 'pansy' more than i thought i have been. it usually gives a nice sarcastic bite. but now? who knows. carrie says it is just james. damn his hotness, right carrie? hahaha.
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Rina
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2004 28 February :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: sleepy
your silence chokes the doorway like cobwebs
i went to the symphony tonight. it was awesome. i forgot what it was like to be in an audience, instead of looking at one. there was a hot guy. woo. that makes it a double thumbs up :)
today was fba band contest. straight excellences on stage and a superior in sightreading.
lisa's friends = loud.
her chums are here. it is not particularly joyous on my part, of course. i kinda just wanna hit the sack.
hm. i seem to come up with all these different lyrical sentences (i guess thats what you'd call them). but they dont piece together. for example, my subject. i dont know where i got it from. i basically just looked at my door.
oh. bollocks. i might have to go to church tomorrow. id much rather stay and sleep in (;
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Rina
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2004 26 February :: 10.51pm
:: Mood: curious
search the stars
can you find me even if im lost?
or will i have to search through the sea of fog?
ever get that feeling when you dont exactly know if you're dreaming or not?
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Rina
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2004 26 February :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday
her eyes doth linger
today was blah.
i got a 50 on my math test.
yesterday i went to japocu after school. we watched monty python and the holy grail. i heart the black knight.
flute lessons = pain.
me, car, carrie, ilyssa and sydney have a healthy obsession.
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Rina
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2004 24 February :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: happy! :)
:: Music: white flag - dido
i know i left too much mess and destruction to come back again
LMFAO woooooooooooow.
great weekend.
i went bowling with lindsay and andrea at galaxy lanes on friday night. :) we could only bowl one game though because there were a bunch of leagues. and oh man. andrea. it is called a strike!!! hahahaha dude. and she is the reigning champion of the altoids. 11 PEPPERMINT ALTOIDS IN HER MOUTH AT ONCE! that kicks your ass so bad you will be crying. anyways, that was way fun. too bad about her punk leaving her hahahahah! bowler's arthritis!
saturday. movie night at lissa's!! we rented house of the dead, dickie roberts, the visitors, and sleepy hollow. we watched dickie roberts first. chelsea and sydney were laughing the entire time!!!! man that is great. we ate candy and we each had a glowstick around our neck. mine was pinkish-purple. wooot :D
sunday. church and then amanda's birthday. there were like 6 of us and we went to the movies to see lotr 3. man, me and car were in the back and we were yelling!! you know when those ghost soldiers come out of the ships and start attacking? we were like 'WHAT NOW, BITCH?!!'
it was grand.
monday wasnt too bad. i think ms freis likes to give out homework that is literally impossible to do. seriously. it is impossible. its not you say? well then, why do you tell me how the evolution of african and floridian land over time could affect the theories of darwin, lamarck, and that one guy about disneyland's animal kingdom.
yea.
today. i felt like crap this morning. so i stayed home. but then i felt better mid-afternoon. woot. it felt like i was getting away with playing hookie!! hahaha.
GQ SKIP DAY! wooooo andrea.
tomorrow i have two quizzes.
bugger.
well, i guess i should brush up on animal kingdom. (why the hell am i in that damn class anyways???!) oh well.
nevermind. i have to go do dishes instead.
ta :)
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Rina
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2004 18 February :: 7.43pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: the penis song! hahahaha ana!
size doesnt matter..
today was ok
it was fun first and second. but thats about it. didnt get to talk much in seventh :(
lisa bit my fucking head off in the car on the way home.
and since she was yelling at mom on the phone, she came home early and took MY tv priveleges away.
AHHHHH.
that is not fair. to the max.
i need to go draw a duck now. *sigh*
but hey.. things rock. i get sleepy hollow in exchange for the very song im listening to! and that is awesome. because.. everyone needs to hear this song and piss themselves laughing.
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Rina
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2004 17 February :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Happy Holidays, You Bastard - Blink 182
Its labor day and my grandpa just ate seven fucking hotdogs..
God, i love this song. its so hilarious.
alot has gone on since my last update.
i had a killer sleepover. it was so much fun! and then we went to see 50 first dates. that movie is really good. but you leave the theatre with this really akward feeling because you didnt think it would end that way. hmmm
well school was ok
mentally, i went through a whole week
in a single day
oh, go me, go me
first period was monday. yea, shut up i know its tuesday. third period was like wednesday.
i had no feeling what-so-ever fifth period (well obviously, its biology.) oh! but we had a sub. and did fcat work. *dies*
anyways, i swear to god it felt exactly like a friday in sixth period. ahhhh.
seventh period. ah, this is when the magic happened. you see, reality tried to hit me upside the head, but it must have missed or something. because ever since then it has felt like wednesday.
i feel like if i turn on the tv in 20 minutes i will be watching the oc.
that is way not cool. this is going to be the longest week of my life.
but its ok. because i get sleepy hollow in exchange for the penis cd. well, its just one penis song but the other songs are really funny too.
woot go ana :)
got out to the parking lot after school. i closed the door and vroooooommm we were OUTTA THERE! mad traffic on the way home though. old people need to be shot. and tourists should just.. go to hell or something because they are really starting to piss me off. i mean, majorly piss me off.
jesus. what is wrong with me?
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lisalion816
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2004 16 February :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: calm
Yesterday i went to the greek fest w/sam josh and stang. We had so much fun ha ha. Sam and i kept getting ice thrown down our shirts by the guys.We had fun though, and i still like stang.
Found out he still thinks of me as a friend and its understandable. I like hanging out w/him and thats better than nothing even though everyone agrees that he was flirting w/me and is denial about liking me.Im not going to push it and make it akward b/c that just sucks. To cheer my self up i bought an new outfit. I think i'll be ok, last night sam and i cried like babies over guys. It happens.
Josh is such a great guy and i love hanging out with everyone...it makes me look forward to something, even though its a bit depressing.
later
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