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:: 2004 5 November :: 3.30pm

I want to RP.

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:: 2004 4 November :: 1.46pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Oscar Mayer B-O-L-O-G-N-A

here's a quicky:
In contrast to Tuesday, Wednesday was extremely busy for me... but not much happened of real importance... Except that Bush won.... I guess that's important >:I

We were supposed to finish blocking for the play last night, but things went a bit longer than expected, so we finish tonight. We were interviewed yesterday... School newspaper interviews are always lacking in substance...

!! All people that live here must buy chocolate from me!! Our drama department DESPERATELY needs money.

Levi was back today. He's been in ISS for a while, so I was glad to see him back.

... yeah... rather unimportant update... but I'm in school, and censorship is exercised.

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:: 2004 4 November :: 10.07am
:: Music: Yesterday's Feelings// The Used

Meow. Pictures of me.
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LoupGarou

:: 2004 3 November :: 9.28pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: New York, New York - Frank Sinatra and Tony Bennet

VICTORY IS OURS!
CONGRATULATIONS PRESIDENT BUSH ON BEING RE-ELECTED! WOOT SAY I! FOUR MORE YEARS!

I'm so happy that I didnt wake up this morning to Kerry being my president.

I kind of hope all this political unsettlement will calm down a bit, but then again it's going to be so unexciting not really being able to argue with any left wing liberals. I kind of feel bad for some of them, especially Julia. She looked really upset this morning when I walked in. Ah I hope she will get better.

Halloween was good good. I was a gothic lolita, as planned, though I don't know if I talked about my costume here. Anyway, it was a black boddess top that zipped up in the back, and some fishnet sleeves that I wanted to add to it. A lacy kinda poofy black skirt. Sounds dumb but i don't know how to describe it. Mind you, these are the only times I will willingly wear a skirt -- in costume or if I am forced by school formal uniform and or mother. And then my blue and black striped stockings, or as I like to call them, Totchi or Toshiya stockings. Then my boots and zee makeup ^-^ Yush i liked it muchly.

Hmm so for recent things.... lesseeee... Well Friday I went to another football game with Ryan! ^.^ Twas fun, he's so nice and cuddly. lol. Next time I have to invite both Marilyn and Louise *nodnod* because if I don't I'll feel guilty but if I do I'll feel guilty anyway.

We have this Friday off and Monday as well, but I have to help out at 8th grade day on Friday, so no extra sleep for me.

Not to mention next week is Hell Week for the play. Practices from 6 PM to 10 PM. Right now it's only eight and I'm already exhausted from practices. It sucks. I really need to catch up on my sleep this weekend. Anyway, I need to get this character sketch outline done tonight. Maybe if I stare at the word processing application long enough I'll get something done.

:: 2004 3 November :: 7.20am

Updatingg!
K so..Monday night I went to the mall. It was fun!! We went to a couple of different stores. I bought one thing, but came home with four other things. Hm. How could that of happened? Hah. Anyway.. the things I went home with were:
Black eyeshadow
Rainbow earrings
Rainbow necklace
My Little Pony Best Pals necklace (i gave the other necklace it came with to Steph)

The only thing I bought though, was the BEST shirt in the WORLD, besides from my AFI shirts. IT WAS A MY LITTLE PONY SHIRT!! It reads: I love my little pony" hah. oo;

Yesterday, I got up early and went to a few stores and ended up buying a white board, and my AFI CD!!!! AMAZING SONGS IT HAS! omg. o_O And last night I was talking to Britti and I told her I was obsessed with like..12 songs on that CD. I also informed her I was in love with "Lower It" So..that makes 13 songs I'm obsessed with out of 15. Wow, how sad is that? o_O

:: 2004 2 November :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: uncommited
:: Music: "I Can See It" - The Fantasticks

Time never moves at desired speed.
I've really been wishing today would go by extremely fast... instead I've been given a potluck of empty free time in school.

We had a group discussion in English over Jane Eyre today. It was horrible, simply because she required every person to put in input. Though I understand her desire to incorporate everyone (after all, this was a graded discussion), the group was rather hollow in ideas. Unfortunate, quite.

Stephanie was back from surgery today, so I now have to shuttle her to/ from the first four periods. It would be a grand old time if I didn't have to come up with conversation every time I see her. The time in the elevator is inevitably going to be silent... Speaking of the elevator, I'm afraid it will break down one of the times I'm in it... frightening.

In band, we (luckily) didn't get reamed by Mr. Kellogg today. I greatly feared he would be on us for how crappy the show turned out. Fortunately, he decided to completely ignore the show. (I hear he was bitching on every other period today, though.)

Chemistry was a self-guided review today. We're doing molar conversion factors... fairly easy stuff, honestly, so I had a lot of down time.

Health was horrible, simply because we started our discussion on suicide today. I've had too many experiences relating to that to want to have a discussion with a bunch of prig students.

Spanish (as always) nothing happened at all. What can I say? We're still in first-year review, so it's a pretty straightforward time.

And so we come to now. I have a whole period open to whatever I choose, because people are apparently behind in Computer literacy. It's a bloody easy class, and horrendously slow. So here I sit, updating my journal instead of getting extra credit. Horrible kid am I.

I hope we finish blocking for the play today. It's amazing how much work has been put into it, and yet we've barely started the second act. I could puke. Oh well, fun things will come, such as me being set on fire, or placed in a monkey suit and beaten (again, this is quite a strange play).

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:: 2004 1 November :: 8.53pm
:: Mood: inconsequential
:: Music: "Danse Macabre" - Saint-Saens

Discussions with a long-fated traveller
Seeing that I finally finished Jane Eyre and the parents aren't at the house, I figured this would be as good a time as ever to update. Sure it's been forever since this path has been taken, but at least I've taken the time to re-visit it.
Rather than try to recall the last two months of my life, I'll just not do it, and y'all can pretend like I was dead or something during that time period. That's about how I was feeling, anyway.
This year was an immensely fun Halloween (except that Jessimika was grounded... such is the life). Of course, I can't remember too many of my Halloweens, and last year was spent recovering from a surgery. Real tough comparison, eh? Since I spent about three minutes getting my costume together (the majority of my time had actually been spent doing constructive things, such as washing myself, and the like), I ended up going as a psycho with Bugs Bunny for a head and an Elizabethan dagger as my weapon. Originality is duly noted.
We had dinner at Cattin's and (thankfully) they put us in the back of the restaurant. I wouldn't have been able to stand the smoke. Most of my time at Cattins, I was utterly amazed at how convincing of a woman Colton can be (well, minus the hairy arms). Honestly, he could pull it off, I mean, he fooled the folks at the haunted house.
After Cattin's we went to Holiday Village to get in line for their haunted house. Gwen and I agreed to be partners through it, since we are naturally clingy when we get scared. Unfortunately, we were told we had to go single-file, so I had to drag Gwen behind me while the rest of the group practically ran in front of us. The house wasn't really a scary one. I only jumped twice, once because I couldn't move out of the way of one of the guys with a saw, and the other because some guy hit one of the steel barrels extremely hard when it was right behind me. Oh, and the William Shatner mask really bothered me... Halloween the movie...
Then we went off to the Kranz haunted house, but decided not to stay because the line was too long and just about everyone was smoking around us. We drove to my house, where we sat for about thirty minutes, then went trick-or-treating around the neighborhood. It was so hilarious to see people's reaction to a bunch of highschoolers asking for candy.
Oh! I guess I haven't officially announced that I'm in The Fantasticks. Woohoo! My first musical, my first time on stage in a major high school production (I don't consider one-acts all that special), and I get the lead. It's madness, I tell you. "I'll drink and gamble. I'll grow a mustache!" - my favorite line
Rehearsals haven't been too bad, though after two and a half weeks we still haven't finished blocking. Plus we don't have the actual stage built yet (it's an intimate play, so instead of using the auditorium stage, we're building a platform in the pit, one that couldn't be built until after all the fall concerts were finished).The play is absolutely fun... quirky... and definitely a product of the sixties... but amazingly fun.
Excuse me for a second... this mosquito bite on my arm just exploded... I don't know how... but I should probably clean it out...
Well that's slightly painful... and still bleeding... but I live on.
I'm truly, desperately, sappilly looking for a relationship. Though I've found the last three years of singleness quite a content time in my life, I'm restless for something to happen. Probably just a burst of sexual energy... I don't know, but I'm certainly feeling something right now.

:: 2004 31 October :: 8.02am

Yesterday from 3:30 to 9:30!
Patricia picked me up at 3:30 as soon as I got in her car I was attacked by her dog. o_o Which is small. It's so cuteee. Okay so we talked randomly then finally got to her house. I sat down on her amazing couch and waited for other people to come.

Soon Britney and Ara came and we started watching what they called 'gay angels' o_O I was like "ooookay." as I haven't watched anime in the longest time.

Soon Casey came. Followed by Doug, Kristin, and then Jeff. HE DIDN'T KNOW I WAS ME. X.X HE HAD TO ASK ME. xx; I felt remembered.

Blah. So we all continued watching that anime.. And then we all talked and ate fooood. GOOD FOOD, IN FACT! o_o it was pizza and other stuff. I felt weird. I was the only one who was all black-like. Blah, that's always how it is.

And then we sang songs. Doug singing Barbie girl was the funniest things I've ever heard in my life. The funniest thing was when Patricia's brother humped Doug. OMG. I was laughing so hard I cried. o_o And..that's basically all that happened.

:: 2004 31 October :: 7.56am

Yayyyy!
Happy Halloween!!!

:: 2004 29 October :: 2.22pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: class

silly me
Well, since I've failed to update for three months (?)(!) I'd figure I'd say something here. What a bloody house of ill-repute this journal has become.
Not that I don't want to fill y'all in on all the details right now, but there are only about three minutes left in the period, and I need to log off. I intend to give a really long update this weekend though. Sorry, but this is what a musical does to a schedual. Horrible, eh?

linkedfantasy

:: 2004 16 October :: 3.43am

band
B.O.A REGIONAL!

Jessika

:: 2004 14 October :: 3.08pm

AT SCHOOL!

chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 13 October :: 10.32pm

Today has been so weird I'm not quite sure where to begin.
I'll begin with Joanne. She really really bothered me today! REALLY BOTHERED ME! When were done with our testing we all went into the gym to vote on class council and cheerleaders and stuff. Well we were supposed to be being respectful which includes being quiet and paying attention and stuff. Not too many people were really paying attention but you dont have to be obvious about it. She was talking with louise and they were being loud and drawing on eachother and stuff so I said "Be quiet." and then Louise said "SHUT UP!" and poked me with a sharpie which pissed me off because of the way she said it and the way she poked me. She was being an ass. Then Joanne was screaming really loud in support of some other girl and it was near my ear so I said "DUDE! SHUT UP! You're so annoying." I know it wasn't the nicest thing I could have done but shes been pissing me off for so long and then the Louise thing made me freshly angry so I kinda lost it for a second. I have a habit of doing that. Maybe I have an anger managment problem or something. I wouldnt be surprised if I did. I keep having this urge to smack her and tell her to leave me the fuck alone. But I can't... I've sorta been trying to avoid conversation with her and when I do talk to her I tend to be a bit short. I'm not like this to other people I dont like. Shes just different.

Lets see...I went to CCD. Nothing extradorinary happened. I saw Mrs. Saunders and Mrs. Borges and talked to them for a few minutes. Then Mrs. Cronin said hello to me. They are all really really nice. I think Mrs. Cronin is getting grumpier with age she was sorta rude. The calss was a little bit better today than last week. I actually got to do stuff instead of just sitting around the whole time. She also let the class out on time which is always nice. There was a hot dude in the Parish Office after. I've seen him around beofre...I think hes homeschooled. Well hes gotta be pushing 18 by now so he probably wont be homeschooled for too much longer.

My sister is so mad at my mom because we gave her dog away. Shes pulling a Sarah. She refuses to talk to us. My dad called and she gave him about a minute before saying she "really" had to go.

My bagpipe lessons are going pretty well. I need to memorize the notes and where they are on the paper which really sucks. When he tells me to play it and he plays it at the same time my fingers know where to go but when I'm trying to read it I'm just guessing.

DINNER TIME! BYE YA'LL!