*-|If there ever comes a day, When we can't be together, Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever.|-*
*-|If you live to be 100, I want to live to be 100 minus one day, so I never have to live without you.|-*
*-|We will be friends until forever, just you wait and see.|-*
- Winnie the Pooh
Goals are very important to have in one's life. Goals centralize the mind on reaching a destination that is wanted. All hopes and dreams are driven by the desire to accomplish them, so one could argue that life is an ambition -- a dream -- a hope -- some sort of strange goal -- and that life only goes on because of the wanting to go somewhere -- and anywhere. This could also mean that birth symbolizes the creation of a dream and that death symbolizes the completion and accomplishment of life. If life is a dream, then all we aspire in will come true if we believe enough.



 

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 6 October :: 10.03pm

hello everyone. TODAY WAS WONDERFUL!....Not really.
I WENT TO CCD! Sorta fun. I saw Lynn. She kept talking about things I didn't want her to talk about at that exact moment. I saw the dude,Justin, who was supposed to have hot arms. SOMETHING HAPPENED! They are not hot anymore. His voice is hot and he has really pretty eyes. *Lynn so nicely pointed that out for me.* I think that I am so desperate to see guys that I will find every single thing that is hot about them so that I can be happy. It sucks. My mom asked him and his sister if they remembered me and they did. SO SMART ARE THEY WHO REMEMBER ME! Lets see..I saw my Confirmation sponsor. She is so nice. I like her a lot. Duh. I wouldn't have picked her if I didn't like her. The teachers I work for are so annoying and I really hate them.

I'm not to bad at bagpipes. Its fun. Its hard though because I have to put so much air pressure into it. Its alright. My lips really start to feel it first.
Well. Goodbye everyone.

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 5 October :: 12.34am

hello there.
Bad news: Giants were eliminated. Not like I didn't know that would the result.

This weekend was fun.... I spent most of it packing up all my stuff. Then sleeping. I watchced American Dreams. I LOVE THAT SHOW SOOOO MUCH!
Tomorrow I start my bagpipe lessons.YAY!

Today was crappy. I went to school. Jessica had a shadow. The shadow was good. Then Joanne showed up. My day is always pleasent (I know i'm spelling that wrong) until Joanne shows up and her annoying sister, Jessica. I hate them. I don't hate Joanne because she is taking over Louise. I just really really don't like her. I don't how annoying she is. I don't like how fake she is. She really acts fake. I mean she talks all weird and stuff and says things and I can just tell shes forcing it. I don't know why I waste my typing complaining about her. Lately I've been saying comments under my breath about how I don't like her. I'm not sure if Louise has noticed but I'm kind of half hoping she does. Like last Friday I said "Well..my day was good until she came" and Louise looked but I'm not sure if she was listening.

Megan Lott has been pissing me off a lot for about a week or 2. She has gotten this new attitude where she acts like she is so much better than me. Whenever I see her eating now I feel like yelling "YEA! HAVE ANOTHER ONE TUBBY!" She is so large and she eats constantly. I wonder why people who are so fat just continue to eat. Don't they realize that that is the reason they got fat and remain fat? I also wonder how people can be so rude. I don't think that I'm that rude. I know I have my moments, but doesnt everyone? Well, I guess there are people that I'm just never going to get along with. Megan Lott is one of them. I'm glad though. I never liked her much anyway.

Well...I guess I'm done. I'm tired so I better be off to bed.
Wish me luck....I have a long 2-3 weeks ahead of me. Bye!

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linkedfantasy

:: 2004 4 October :: 12.26pm

HASH(0x8af66bc)
You're orange. You're strong and have the reflexes
of a tiger. You're overly protective, and
those skills come in handy... You're a natural
person, with a taste for natural foods (I mean
organic, here.). Well, that's not true.
...Just food in general! You're as
quick-witted as your reflexes, and sometimes
painfully logical. You love wild animals and
pets. (Preferably wild animals!) You're a
natural person, and a true child of Gaia.
You're a stimulating, and outgoing person. You
enjoy making people think, especially with your
infectiously spontaneous attitude. You're a
generally optomistic person, with a love for
showing off all of your good traits. Although
many people may see you as strung-out, or just
plain weird, you're very down-to-earth and
humble. You're incredibly sweet (as this
color's other name!), and you care about people
in general. As this color would describe,
you're energetic beyond all human
comprehension. You've got a nack for drawing,
and you enjoy it, too. When it comes to
school, you're a good listener with an even
better memory. You're studious... At least
when you need to be!


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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i was surprised to see how accurate this was... except with the drawing part of it.l

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 3 October :: 12.48am

The seasons are really changing. California is a really nice place because our seasons aren't very extreme and there are 4 really distinct seasons. It is fall now and I can really feel it. The days are getting so much shorter and that feeling is back. The feeling of wanting to be all cozy in a bed or on a couch while watching Billy Elliot or Angelas Ashes or Shakespeare in Love. I love waking up in the morning and seeing clouds instead of the sun. And in a few weeks most of the birds will gone, the trees bare, and the hills green. This winter I will not get to hear my precious owl that has so nicely screeched me to sleep the past winter. Maybe the next house will have an owl but I doubt it. Now that it is fall the house is smelling different. We've been closing the doors more and cooking inside more. I love that. American Dreams has started. Oh yes, and the biggest one: it is no longer unbearably hot. The only thing I'm going to miss about the summer is baseball. Mainly, J.T Snow because he most likely will not be returning to the Giants next year because they are asses. This Christmas will not be as good as the past in terms of presents because mom and dad just bought a house and there won't be as much money. Thats okay though. I understand. I do need new clothes which will be tough on them. I grew. My arms are too long for all my long sleeved shirts and I need new pants too because mine are shot. I wish I could pay for it on my own but I just can't.

Maureen is putting my money into a thingy that will get it more money. I don't quite understand it but her financial advisor said that it would really help get me more money with only a small chance of losing money. After Christmas I will have about $1000 in my savings account so why just let it sit there? I need to get more if I ever plan on making it to England.
I'm dead tired. Bye

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Jessika

:: 2004 1 October :: 1.21pm

Stand, Bison down the field. Fight ‘til the end. We’ll never change our course, until the very end. Rah rah rah roll up the score Great Falls; we’ll have to win. Stand Bison down the field and smash the others, smash the others in.

For ROchelle

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 29 September :: 9.05pm

GOOD NEWS...FINALLY!

As you know my parents have been searching for a house to buy. WE'VE FOUND ONE! They actually bought it....I mean finished all the paper work and stuff. My parents are going to be able to close escro (sp?) by October 20th. So we will be moving in that weekend. So that means I have 3 weeks to pack up all my stuff and help pack up everything else in the house. Also we'll be scrubbing and washing and lifting tons of heavy ass boxes and moving them downstairs. Then carrying dressers and beds and different pieces of furniture. I am excited by the idea because moving is fun....for like the 1st day. Then you do it for 2 more days and then its all over. When its all over its a wonderful feeling of accomplishment. You get to look around and feel proud that you helped with that. This move will be much better. My last until I move out. I can take EVERYTHING out of the boxes. Last time mom said to leave stuff I wouldn't be using in its box because we'd be moving soon.

Lately, the fights with democrats have really heated up. I need to go to Texas where the people have brains and actually like George Bush. BUSH IS COOL! Kerry is scary. OOO Look...it rhymes. My dad seems to think that Bush will win. I hope he is right but I think Kerry will be our next president. Maybe that is just because I'm surrounded by democrats. California has got to be the most democratic state. How come we elected a Republican to be the governor if most Californians hate Republicans?

Well...today kicks off CCD. From now on my Wednesdays are going to be school then CCD from 4:30 to about 6:30 or 7:00 PM. Its going to suck...At least I will see the dude with the hot arms. Not hot face...hot arms. His face is not the best but I must say it is not the ugliest. But I only like his arms. He plays baseball..he has to have nice arms.

WELL THEN I'LL BE OFF...HALF HOUR TILL I HAVE TO GO. Tonight it is 7:00-9:00. Arent they nice?
Bye Bye

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Jessika

:: 2004 28 September :: 3.02pm

“I can resist everything except temptation.”

Inspirational thought from typing class :)

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 27 September :: 7.05am
:: Mood: bored and tired
:: Music: None except my typing.

Yesterday's Amazing Day
Okay, so yesterday Steph invited me to join her in Waldwick day. Waldwick day is a day for my town. So now let's move along and learn about Allison's wonderful day.

1.The Morning.


I woke up and then basically crawled to my computer. Where I sat down until I got up to get my ponies which were in the next room. Then, I took about thirty pictures of them. Soon I got IMed by someone. Yay! So I talked to that person for a bit and then they left for a couple of minutes, so that's the time when I got dressed. After I finished getting dressed, I brushed and straightened my hair, sat down on my computer chair, and didn't feel like typing. So I played Kingdom Hearts. Then I went to go put on some makeup and that's when Stephanie called and asked if I was ready. So I told her I was, and I said goodbye to my sister and skipped towards Excerds, where I would meet her.

2. The Afternoon.


Soon, we met up with each other, and headed towards the train station's little bridge to the other side of my town. We walked and walked! Till finally, we reached our destination! The Park. We were greeted by Andrea, and we walked to the playground and saw Deborah. And then we went on ponies. Well, Andrea and Steph did. I was fighting with Andrea over a pony. oo; Some little kid was staring at me as I was all: ANDREA GET OFF IT'S MINEEEEEEE. MINEEEE! I WANNA RIDE THAT PONY. -cough- Soon we left that part of the park and we all walked by the water where we sat and met up with two other people. Ashley and ..o.o some other person who I forgot the name of. And Ashley was talking about her and her therapist. It was truely amazing. Then we moved by a tree and saw Chase, Harrison, and some other people who Chase was friends with. Patricia had joined us by then too. So we all sat in a big happy circle and Stephanie read us a My First I Can Read Book called "Biscuit." And I complimented her on her reading skills, of course. After a little while Bobby and Venessa appeared. I didn't know Venessa yet. But she's three years older than me, Asian, and my height. So we all walked into the ..Waldwick day part thing once again and we all soon grew bored and we walked to Stephanie's house. But soon, It was only Bobby, Venessa, Stephanie, Ariana, and I. The other people in our group had left.

3. The Night


So on our way to Stephanie's house we encountered many different things! Like when we first started off, there was yellow CAUTION tape. And Stephanie and Bobby took it. o.o I was just walking ahead of them. Moving up the street we went to a store where Venessa bought herself stuff and we all watched her eat it and drink it. Which was okay because I knew I'd get food when I got home. So we get a bit up the street, and Stephanie suddenly flips up Venessa's skirt. She's wearing a thong of course. x.X; Sooo. We found a hose running and Bobby, being the genius he is, tries stopping the water coming out by stepping on it! So after he found out it's not going to work we walked a bit more and saw a dead bird under a tree and then Bobby looks up at the tree and is all "Where did it fall from!?" cc; And I of course answered him with a "Maaaaaybe from that tree?" Then we continued to walk until we got to Stephanie's street where Bobby just..lays down. o.o; And we all stand around him. Like he was dead or something. Finally Venessa says. "I'm gonna step on your balls if you don't get up Bobby" and he jumps up and sees a dead chipmunk. And picks it up. And we all run and hide in a DENTIST office. o.o We walk out when he says he didn't have it and then we watched him put it in a mailbox. xX; Alright so nothing great happened on the rest of the walk there. So we all go on her trampoline and sit there and just talk. We also jumped a bit, and laughed a lot. o_O; At one point, Stephanie was all: "Hey Venessa! Allison! Wanna see my boobs?!"
And Bobby looks over at her. "Not you Bobby, you can't see them" She told him. Oh, and Bobby is her boyfriend by the way. So yeah, all that happened and then everyone had to go home.

Such a fun day it was! o.o;

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 24 September :: 8.39am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: None, but soon to be Kingdom Hearts

Just updating.
Well. Nothing much has happened. Except for me being sick. I think I'm gonna play video games or just stay online and make dolls.

...Video games= I NEED.

Okay. I'm gonna go play Kingdom Hearts and then come back and make some dolls.

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 23 September :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Chop suey - System of a Down

9.23.04
No quote today, unless I feel like it later, and I just might feel like it later.
So what's been happening lately? Well, I'm singing at The Taste of Morgan Hill Saturday morning at 10:00, and am paranoid that I'm going to mess something up. But oh well.
Auditioned for the "play" which is basically six comedy sketches. He was only casting 12 people out of everyone who tried out, and I got in! I'm so happy! Except we had practice yesterday and man does acting like a chimp do Hell on your legs and back. I didn't even know the muscles in your back could get sore! But they did. And it's weird indeed.
Peach iced tea is good.
After school today I headed over to Johnny Rockets with Louise, Joanne, and Kiley. I just got a soda and stole off of other people's plates, well, I usually waited for them to offer first.
Oh yeah! Yesterday my dad let me drive through the cemetery! He drove in just through the gates and stopped and randomly asked "You wanna drive?" I went "Sure!" So I got to drive! It was fun. We drove to my great grandpa's grave, because it was his birthday. He would have been 97 I think it was. Dad told me to take out a Sharpee and we wrote "Happy birthday G-pa!" on the polished part of his grave. It will wash off eventually; we weren't violating it or anything. After that he let me get back behind the wheel and I went down to check out this shrine they had in the cemetery Japanese style. It was really pretty - the gates were carved stone and the building itself was painted reds with a black curvy pagoda roof. Then I drove up a big hill where they had a big stone building where they burned the bodies of people for cremation and discovered there we a few more graves up there, but they were very rich graves. They were large and of dark polished marble, next to them were waterfalls. Twas so pretty! What would it be like to be buried there? .. Well I guess you wouldn't really know, being that you're dead.
On the way home (no, I was not driving) Dad and I started up the conversation of why my aunt Ceal had chosen to bury Nick. I like talking to her a lot of the time, but there is something about her that is weird. She buried Nick in a graveyard out of our way and with no family members buried there as well, as far as I know. We haven't really gone to visit his grave in a while because it's too far out of the way. None of the headstones as decorated an unique they're all the flat boring ones. Dad says it was because she wants to mourn Nick's death by herself, that she wants his death all to herself. I think in some way that's very true. Well, she's been mourning over his death since it happened, she's never really stopped. I wonder if she holds a grudge against us because we've been able to move on, or maybe she prefer's it that way, that she gets all Nick's attention. Some of it really doesn't make sense, and it's hard to explain like this unless you happen to know her well enough to understand. She's really a nice person, but there's something that's inwardly selfish about her. She doesn't mean to be, that's just the way she can be every once in a while. Spoiled, I suppose. But you can tell it's not something she's aware of or that she thinks she's better than anyone. But then again that's hard to explain as well, so I might as well quit trying.
Four day weekend. I get to sleep in tomorrow. Yay!

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 23 September :: 9.20pm

So this is just a bunch of crap that I've been saving up in my over crowded head.

This week went by really fast. Thats good. I think I did really well on my first Algebra test. It is so weird but I am actually getting how to do Math for the first time in my life. Today we worked in groups on a big problem and the rest of my group couldnt figure out how to set up the proportion but then I finally did. I felt proud of myself.

So Joanne is really annoying me. I feel like she is turning Louise against me in some way. Louise is turning meaner. Shes got more of an attitude and I know its only started since she started hanging out with Joanne. I feel like they are practically joined at the hip. When Louise is not around Joanne says "Where is Louise?" and when they are together Joanne always has to know who Louise is talking to and what they are talking about. Shes like one of those abusive boyfriends. Louise has become obsessed with her and vice versa (sp?). Its really annoying. Then Joannes laugh bothers me and how she wants to do those weird voice things which she sucks at. Sometimes that type of stuff gets really old but she keeps doing it. I feel like I'm losing a really good friend......IF YOU THINK THAT I AM MAKING UNFAIR JUDGEMENTS THEN FUCK YOU! THIS IS HOW I FEEL AND I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY! I DONT LIKE JOANNE! AT ALL!

So I spent the night at Lynns house on Saturday. We went to Great America. There was only one hot dude there and he wasn't even that great. There was all those idiot people that are all gangster and are like 20 with their 20 year old girlfriends and 3 year old kids. That night we watched Dirty Dancing Havanah Nights. I love that movie. Its so good. Then we prank called like 4 guys over and over. I thought that was boring but Lynn and Sarah were very amused by it.

On Sunday, her mom made us go to 11:30 mass so that sucked. But overall it was a nice day. It was cloudy and it rained in the morning. The first rain of the summer and it happened on like the last day of summer.

School is going pretty well other than Joanne. I MISS GUYS! If they had a co ed Catholic Highschool in the area with uniforms I'd go there because I am attached to uniforms. They are so much easier than picking out what youre going to wear every day. College will suck when it comes to clothes.

The sun is really low right now and its only 6:45. How lovely. I can't wait for winter. 3 DAYS TILL AMERICAN DREAMS STARTS AGAIN! OOOO I CANT WAIT! I LOVE THAT SHOW SO MUCH!

Ok I'm done.

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linkedfantasy

:: 2004 22 September :: 8.26pm

Wish in one hand and crap in the other... which one do you think is going to fill up first?

And only wishing can tell. But of course, the feeling of relieving yourself in the "jonh" is always something to look foward to also.

And as you gaze into what seems to be an eternal fall form the heavens, I laugh because you look for me to cling to. Ha. No more. No more will you try to look for me to help you.

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Jessika

:: 2004 16 September :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: buzzzzzzz

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR >_<
Yeah. I am actually doing something right now. It sucks. I should do the rest of my speech improv goddammit!!! >_

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 16 September :: 3.37pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: amaya's IM.

Blah
I did it for her.

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 15 September :: 12.06am

HAPPY MIYAVI DAY!





wee! He turned 23 today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEV-SAN!

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