*-|If there ever comes a day, When we can't be together, Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever.|-*
*-|If you live to be 100, I want to live to be 100 minus one day, so I never have to live without you.|-*
*-|We will be friends until forever, just you wait and see.|-*
- Winnie the Pooh
Goals are very important to have in one's life. Goals centralize the mind on reaching a destination that is wanted. All hopes and dreams are driven by the desire to accomplish them, so one could argue that life is an ambition -- a dream -- a hope -- some sort of strange goal -- and that life only goes on because of the wanting to go somewhere -- and anywhere. This could also mean that birth symbolizes the creation of a dream and that death symbolizes the completion and accomplishment of life. If life is a dream, then all we aspire in will come true if we believe enough.



 

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silversoldier

:: 2004 27 August :: 6.21am

Seeing that I've left this thing to decay over the last few weeks, I guess I could update sometime... but not now.

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Jessika

:: 2004 26 August :: 7.47am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: weird buzzing

BRRR :(
Why is it soo cold??? It is still the supposed hottest month of summer! Why can't it be at least WARM?? I am wearing a skirt today. And will freeze my ass off. Can't wait.

So...today is the first day of school. Joy. I did not finish my English. I still need to read a book and write 4 more journal entries. I was typing them, but it was in the middle of stuff, and my columns and entire journal format got fucked up. So, I fixed it and will just write the damn things.
I have 7 am today. After all that confusion, I still have to go. I don't even know what room it is in...resourceful me :-s.
I can't wait to see who my new music teacher is. For some reason, that has been eating me since the beginning of August. Very odd.
I am hungry though I ate a bowl of cereal. Boo. I hate being hungry.

I like my Monty Python review, but the one on The Exorcist completely sucks. How exciting, eh? :-p. But...I think I am more of a Monty Python type write than Exorcist. If that made sense to you. It did to me. I am better than you. :-)

I am soo excited for school...which is very very sad.

I get picked up at 6:35 today. Right now it is 5:45.

I set my alarm for 5 (just the time I usually get up for school), and actually got up, but when I came downstairs, I found out it was really 4:40. I was up VERY VERY early today. I will be dead by 6th period. MY LAST CLASS :-D (which I am changing. I want a 7th.)

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 25 August :: 6.51pm

hiya fools! This will be all about highschool and some random other shit. That should probably go under the "subject" part of this..oh well.

Yesterday was orientation. I carpooled with Lindsay and the second we got there it was like I had cooties or something because she quickly ran off somewhere and thats what she did today when we took her to school. Orientation was REALLY boring but also really helpful. I feel pretty confident I won't get lost except for when I have to change into my clothes for fitness. We did a shit load of icebreaker type stuff and we walked around the school a lot. The lunch sucked so I didn't eat very much of it. I met all the people in my homeroom yesterday. I was on a softball team with one of them. Thats about all for orientation..

Today was my first day. In the morning I was really nervous so I didn't very much (2 nutri grain bars. One of them tasted gross) When I got there I saw Jessica getting out of her car so I went over to her. I was really thankful that someone was there that I could walk in with. Then it was up the 3 fatty ass flights of stairs to get to the lockers. We went to an assembly..that wasn't to bad. They did a singing thing that was pretty cool. After that I had Free Block period. I went with Erin and Cassie (another girl from Holy Family) to the SLC a.k.a the "student life center" then we quickly left. We went to the library and Cassie and I talked at one of the tables with Megan occasionaly coming over to interupt. It bothers me when your talking with someone then somebody else who has no idea what youre talking about interupts and starts a whole new conversation. Its rude. Cassie is really nice but like Lindsay the second she gets the chance she splits. I don't think its that they hate me but that they are a really tight nit group and they dont want any new people intruding. I saw them all at lunch in a little group with nobody new so its unlikely they just hate me. My favorite class was Drama. It was really fun and for some reason I feel pretty comfortable..at least for now. It might be different when we really start doing things in front of everyone and stuff. I thought I was going to miss not having any guys at school but I like it better in a way. I'm a lot more comfortable and there is always Bellarmine...

Well I'm going to go.Byesters

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 22 August :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Come to Jesus - Mindy Smith (it is very sad-sounding and pretty)

Great Googly Moogly!

"You walk past me -
I can feel your pain.
Time changes everything;
One truth always stays the same:
You're still you,
After all,
You're still you."


"You're Still you" by Josh Groban



Friday night stayed over at my grandma's. I'm proud of myself. Over the two times I went in her pool I swam 70 laps (35 Friday evening and 35 Saturday early afternoon), which is pretty good considering I haven't exercised as regularly as I would have liked to during the summer. And I figure Mema's pool is a bit shorter than the pool we used when my sister and I were on the swim team. Didn't do the laps all at once though. I took it pretty slow, 2-4 at a time. Oh well. I'm happy that my arms are sore.

Is that normal, being happy that your arms are sore?

My grandma's doing very well ^_^. She still has a great sense of humor lol. She's fonny. I luff my Mema.

Today I went to my Godfather and, technically I guess, cousin's house. Mike, my Godfather, is really funny. He and my dad get along so well. They'll be sitting on the couch watching olympics rowing or something and Dad will go "Yeah, Mike, you remember when we used to row for the Santa Clara rowing team?"
"Oh yeah, those were the days"
"Yep. mike used to be the guy with the bullhorn that would stand up and yell, 'ROW! ROW! ROW!'. Yeah, that was great."
And of course they've never done anything like that in their life.
"You know, Dennis (my dad), I'm keeping my eye out for a sitting in a chair competition. I - yeah I think I could get the gold for that."
"I think that should go for the Fall Olympics"
"Hey yeah! That's when all the new TV shows are on."
"Exactly. Great idea, we should do that! Fall Olympics.."
Mike also thinks he's Spiderman. You know those Spiderman decoder cards you can get from a cereal box or something? Apparently when Mike's family went to Hawaii they were going to the movie theaters and when they got up to one of the ticket guys or something Mike pulled out his Spiderman card and said, "Hey like my Spiderman card?"
The guy looke at him.
"Yeah look isn't it cool? These are very rare. I have a Spiderman card" he handed the card to the ticket guy.
"Yeah yeah mister that's really nice," he said nodding politely and pretending to examine the card, smiling.
"Yeah I know isn't it awesome?"
The ticket guy was probably thinking to himself This poor man is retarded . lol ^_^.

Anyway, Mike has three daughters, my cousins: Stephanie, Peggy, and Lauren. Stephanie is 13 and one of the top gymnasts in the state. She'll probably be at the next summer olympics. Peggy is 15 and goes to Mitti. Lauren just turned 18 and graduated from Presentation this year. Every year they celebrate Lauren and Stephanie's birthdays together because they're so close together, so that's what we were there for. things are kind of awkward though, because we're invited and then so are their cousins on their mom's side. I dunno I know they don't mean to make us feel ignored, and maybe I'm just antisocial when it comes to that stuff, but we kind of feel left out. Oh well, what can you do?

I am proud to announce, however, that Mike, Yolanda (his wife), Larry (peggy, Lauren, and Stephanie's uncle on their mom's side), Larry (larry's son lol), Joe (oldest of Larry's sons), and Larry #1's wife are voting for Bush. You can add my parents to that number, and Yolanda's nasically telling Lauren she's voting for Bush this year, since she just turned 18. lol. So that's... 9 people methinks. I was surprised to hear they were on the republican side indeed.
Mike says he think's Kerry's a wimp. Teehee.



You know something I find interesting? I was talking to Jen Carrow the other day, and I'm well aware that she may have the address to this journal, so I can only half hope she doesn't see this. I don't like it when people are angry with me, but who knows? Maybe if she reads this she'll understand what I'm saying.
We were talking about how people can be stereotypical about things, like religion. During that conversation she said something like: "yeah it bugs me when people say things and don't consider other people's feelings." It made me wonder: You think she thought about that when she wrote that note about Mrs. Saunders?

For those that don't know, Mrs. Saunders, my English teacher, had bad hip problems. I think she had surgery on it this summer. But because of this problem she would make pain sounds, like gasps every once in a while when she did things. I don't particularly think that Mrs. Saunders was the greatest nor the friendliest teacher in the world, but when she wasn't teaching, she was really a nice person, and I think that she should at least be respected in some part that she came in to teach us even though her hip sometimes hurt her so much she could hardly walk. For some reason Jen has hated to a point beyond hate.. I guess you could say she practically loathed her. But I could never figure out why. I don't ever remember Mrs. Saunders doing anything besides being exessively grumpy, but maybe there's something deeper than that.
One day she wrote a note. I believe it said something like: "Yeah I bet the reason Mrs. Saunders moans like that all the time is because she goes to the bathroom and sticks a dildo in her and leaves it in all day."
Mrs. Saunders found it, and you can imagine how hurt she was. I think she even cried. I don't care how much you dislike a person, you do not say something as cruel as that. The woman is suffering from sickness and pain and she still comes to teach us. I was sickened when I heard that one of my classmates wrote that about someone. I think I was even afraid to tell and complain to my Mom or any of my friends outside school because I was so ashamed of it. It's despicable.

I remember for a period of time I truly hated Jen. I hated how someone could be so sick as to say something like that about a person who, to other people at least, has done nothing. Someone who's sick. I did truly hate her.

And I wonder if she thought about what other people's feelings when she wrote that. Did she realize how many people would disagree with what she did? Do you think she maybe truly believed people would agree with her? And after she came back from suspention I don't even know if she was sorry for what she did.

Do I just not understand things?

I wish she'd explain to me. I want to try to understand.


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LoupGarou

:: 2004 20 August :: 12.30pm
:: Music: Droppin' Plates - Disturbed

I'm up before noon for once.

"kimi to futaride aruita ano goro no michi wa nakute
sore demo zutto aruita itsuka kimi to aeru no kana

nadaraka na oka no ue yuruyaka ni yuki ga furu todokanai to hodottemo
kimi no heya ni hitotsu daisuki datta hana o ima...

kyonen saigo no yuki no hi kataku kawashita yakusoku
omoidaseba toke dashi tenohira kara koborete

nadaraka na oka no ue yuruyaka ni yuki ga furu todokanai to hodottemo
kimi no heya ni hitotsu daisuki datta hana o ima...

madohen ni hitori kiride tada yuki o mitsumeteru kimi o omoidashi nagara
garasu koshi ni kimi o ukabe saigo no kuchizuke shite...

ne...waratte yo mou nakanaide
koko kara zutto anata o mite iru wa."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"The road we walked back then is gone
but I still walk along it anyway.

The snow quietly falls on the gentle slope,
now I put your favorite flower in your room
even though I know it will never reach you.

when I remembered our unyielding promise
from last year's last day of snow, it began to melt,
and spill from my hands.

The snow quietly falls on the gentle slope,
now I put your favorite flower in your room
even though I know it will never reach you.

As I remember you watching the snow from the window all alone,
I recall you through the window and give you one last kiss...

please, smile, stop your crying now...
I'm always watching you from here."

-"Ain't Afraid to Die" by Dir en Grey



My iPod's busted T_T *shniff*. It won't turn on. OO WAH AH AH AH! And the day I got my library cards for the Martin Luther King Library in downtown San Jose, I also lost one of them. It's because I'm a super super genius. I'm just so incredibly smart I can't keep track of my library card. Einstein was so smart he couldn't memorize his own phone number. He also didn't wear socks, which meant his feet probably smelled really bad.

Get up, c'mon get down with the sickness!

I haven't eaten breakfast yet. Anyway, on the 18th we went to San Francisco to celebrate my Dad's birthday and go see the Lion King, which was his father's day present. The play was good good muchly. The opening scene was enough to have won an award, I say. The costumes were amazing indeed.

We stayed in the Grand Hyatt that night, yush. It was good, but not as good as the other Hyatt in SF. I don't even know if I spelled "Hyatt" correctly.

The 19th we went back homie womie and ate dinner with my grandma, uncle Larry, Aunt Ceal, and Cousin Adam at "By-Th-Bucket" (and yes, I did spell that correctly). Yum. Melikes that place. Teehee. "Cousin Adam". Kind of like what Quatre does in Gundam Wing: "Good-bye, friend Trowa!" Oh dear Quatre, you must get out more.

OooOoo! And it also got nice and foggy in the evening time before we were going out to see the play! Sho purdy.

You know, I think I'm going to change the journal layout again. Muaha!

I need to label my school books and sort out the whole losing-the-library-card issue.

*stomp stomp clap* *stomp stomp clap* *stomp stomp clap* *stomp stomp clap...*

Buddy, you're a boy, make a big noise, playin' in the street
Gonna be a big man someday, you got mud on your face,
You big disgrace,
Kickin' your can all over the place
Singin'

WE WILL, WE WILL ROCK YOU! WE WILL, WE WILL ROCK YOU!

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 19 August :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: bored

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 15 August :: 9.56pm

My parents suck. My sister sucks.

This past weekend I went to Manchester Beach. It was foggy the whole time except for this morning. The beach was the best. My dog is so cute in the water. He gets scared of it so he runs back up.

My dad is an ass....no...HES A FUCKING ASS BITCH! He has called me a bitch several times. The most recent time was when we were in the motor home. Its not exactly the biggest kitchen area so normally my mom just serves our plates for dinner. He doesn't understand that mainly because hes a dumbass. He started yelling at me and my sister and saying that we are lazy and blah blah blah. I do the most chores of anyone. Yeah..so I did the dishes. Then later on I kept asking him to be quiet because he was talking through the olympic opening thing. He said "You are such a spoiled, lazy, bitch!" He fucking talks through the olympic thing and he fucking yells at me for asking him to be quiet. I guess I should be used to him calling me a bitch. I know most dads don't call their daughters that. I am spoiled. I know that. I don't, however, think that I am a bitch. He keeps threatening to pack up all his shit and leave. Most of the time I wish he would. He smacked my face when I tried to defend myself. I have a cut on the inside of my lip from the braces. Such an ass...I think he had had a few too many drinks...like every night.

I was quite tired this weekend and I thought Manchester would be a break and let us just relax and sleep. When I get tired I get really grumpy. I can't help it but thats just what happens. I probably stirred up some of the trouble and I deserved to have some consequences but not the kind I got.

Maureen keeps insulting me. She called me a loser today because I didn't feel like walking down to the beach. She also said that "every 5 minutes you need to be told to shut up." I do not need to be told to shut up every 5 minutes. Later that night I said something and she said "Do we need to go back to that rule?" Fuck that. She also said that she really doesn't like me then a couple minutes later she tried to rest her head on me. I pushed her head off my shoulder. You can't tell someone you don't like them and expect them to allow you to put your head on them. She started hitting me when poked her..it was a playful poke. When I was talking to my other sister and I said something that didn't quite make sense or something liket that she said "She's just a stupid 14 year old. Don't listen to her." Maureen keeps saying shit about my age cause thats the only thing she can think of to use to insult me. I like being 14 and I'm only going to be 14 once so I will fucking enjoy it. On Wednesday I was watching the beginning of Seabuscuit (I only saw the last hour that other night) and she wanted to watch the reruns of Dawson's Creek (shows how mature she is) . I don't like Dawson's Creek. So I got up to put something in the sink and she stole the remote. Then I started yelling at her because she always does that when I don't put on what she wants. Eventually she gave it back and started saying "Wa wa wa. I'm Marilyn and I'm spoiled. Wa wa wa." She did that for like 10 minutes and I said something because she was really pissing me off and she started saying it louder. If anyone was being spoiled it was her. Then they said the word "incoragebale" and she said "That reminds me of someone I know....look it up Marilyn, I know you don't know what that means." She was right but I didn't tell her. I found out on my own. I can't believe she tries to use intelligence against me. I am 5 years younger than her. If I knew as much as her I wouldn't be going into the 9th grade. Stupid ass. She's done that before. I told Mary about some of this and she says "it's because she has a lot of insecurities."

Other shit happened but I have to go. Byester. If anyone decides to comment make fun of Maureen.

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Jessika

:: 2004 14 August :: 10.32pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: beatles - california dreamin

I DROVE THE MUTHA-EFFING TRANS AM!!!!!! THAT THING IS SOOOO FUCKING COOL!!!

I can't wait til' I get it. Who cares if it's not until my uncle dies. I can still hope he will be generous...or plot evilly and hope it works.



I come home tomorrow. I hope we go to the mazes first =D. Stuff needs to be done. I now have 26 bucks. How shall I spend it?

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Jessika

:: 2004 12 August :: 2.02am
:: Mood: paranoid |_|
:: Music: none

longggggggg.....
yup. It's long.
The Ultimate Death Survey

What do you think happens after you die? undecided

Do you believe in heaven? sometimes

Do you believe in hell? yes

Do you think you will be judged after you die? yes

How many people would attend your funeral? 6 (favorite number)

Would you rather that people cry or laugh at your funeral? cry

What's better? A shot in the head or downing pills? pills all the way

What should be written on your tombstone? my name, date I was born, date I died, and whatever family/friends decide

Would you rather die childless or divorced? childless

Do you want to die in the morning, afternoon, or night? night

If you had a million dollars to leave, who would you leave it to? friends, my aunt and uncle, and my grandma

What kind of flowers do you want at your funeral? black roses *drool*....or those weird exotic flowers

On your deathbed, which moment will you most remember? if anyone ever stated that they love me

Have you ever watched someone die? nope

What's the most gruesome death you can imagine?

How often do you think about death? Quite often

Is fear of dying your number one fear? nope...numer 5

Do you believe in reincarnation? rarely

Have you ever wished someone you loved were dead? all the time

Do you consider life short or long? depends what you do with it

Do you think you have a soul? yup

Assisted suicide for a terminally ill person is: making them happier than before

If you were cremated, where would you like your ashes? thrown over a cliff

Would you choose to be immortal, if you could be? never


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I'm that bored. Leave a comment. I go out in the boat tomorrow. Hopefully we don't fish too long. We catch nothing.

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Loupgarou

:: 2004 11 August :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Kyomu no Chuu De No Yuugi Dais - (try saying that ten times fast) Malice Mizer

Boku wa... kimi no... vanilla
Okee then. As you can see my journal has a new look all thanks to the great and powerful JDawgII! I bow to you, oh sir person!
Well today mom woke us up to the lovely sound of the housecleaners yakking away in Spanish. We went down and ate breakfast and got into our swimsuits and headed off to the Morgan Hill swim center! Man do their male lifeguards have nice bodies! O_O
I swum a few laps, which felt good. The pool there is really clean and nice yush yush.
One of those water arobics classes started about an hour or so after we arrived. Those are fun to watch. We had lunch there. It was good, but it took forever for them to make.
At one point there was this really good-looking guy who walked over to the pool. He was tall and his hair was spikey in a strange but interesting way, and he was wearing sunglasses and a white tank top. His pants were really cool. I wanted them. They were navy blue but a light kind of board-short material and they were baggy and had some big pockets on them. He had really nice arms. Well all-around he was very well-built. I found myself wondering what he did to get himself like that. It didn't look like he was the kind of built you would see in a gym or anything.
I didn't have to wait long to find out, because soon off went his shirt and pants and he got in zee pool. He was wearing a Speedo, which was kind of a turn-off lol, but that was when I realized he was a swimmer. He started doing laps back and forth - slowly, but his movements were so smooth. Soon another guy who I guess was his friend went in the lane next to him and started doing the same. He wasn't wearing a speedo though. He was wearing those really tight short things. Yush they were very good and both very nicely built indeed.

A while afterward we went back home and Denise and Mom went to my grandma's house mostly because she had an orthodontist appointment down by there later on. I stayed and talked online, which was when Jimmy showed me how to put a background image and stuff because he's a genius (btw, don't let that comment go to your head =P ^__^).

Mom came back and we were off to voice lessons! It's only been my third lesson, so I'm still kinda jittery before I go every time. i'm afraid I'll do badly or something. i don't have a very high confidence level, as those of you who know me have probably figured out.
But Gary's really cool. He's my voice teacher for those a little slower ^^. When we were warming up by the piano he made me try for a high E note and I got it. He said he doesn't have anybody else who can do that XD I was so proud of myself.
Then I got up in front of the microphone with the headset on and worked on "My Last Breath" by Evanescence. After doing it a few times my voice felt shot. Ugh. But he said that I had improved a lot. The first few times he would play back different parts where he wanted me to do something, like push my voice so I can hit the note better or stronger, and I'd try it and I'd actually get it the first time, so that made me feel really good. He said he liked how the song was coming along and he was going to burn it onto a CD I could take home to see how I was doing.
When I went back into the office thing of his he said
"yeah so keep working on that song. you'll be singing it in about a month."
I looked at him, "you mean singing it singing it?"
"At the Taste of Morgan Hill" he said.
O_O oh God. I have to sing in public. To these people who live in my city which means I will be seeing them on the street, to people who I used to go to school with, performing this difficult pain-in-the-butt song. I am nervous just at the idea of it. I should be happy and stuff, and I am, because he doesn't make people perform unless he thinks they're doing well, but I am just so weirded-out at the idea. UG i say!
Oh well. Show some support fellas. No, that does not mean come. In fact, that means stay as far away as you can. Move temporarily to India or something, but make me feel better.

Anyway, I am back on my butt here at home debating with Camille and Chris over what movie we should see. Chris just left though. Hey... I FOUND NEMO!

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 10 August :: 6.08pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Head Like A Hole (NIN Cover)//AFI

I needed to post an actual entry.
I'm leaving tomorrow, at 11, for my aunt's house. It sucks, because I was suppose to see Jasmine this week. I'm gonna ask if she can come, but I dunno if I want to see her when I look horrible. Maybe she can come before my aunt picks me up so I can at least look sexy. =D

Other than that, I expect someone to call me. oo; If not, oh well. =D I could possibly get online for maybe thirty minutes but I don't really know. So, if you see me online IM me happily, or sadly if you dred my online-presence. oo;

But anyway, before I go away, I'm gonna make ask my dad, nicely, to make me a CD. Since I couldn't think of a order to put the songs in for the CD, I shall just list them as I have them.

1. Seether "Broken" feat. Amy Lee.
2. AFI "The Nephilim"
3. AFI "A Winter's Tale"
4. AFI "Head Like A Hole (NIN Cover)"
5. AFI "Now The World"
6. AFI "Reiver's Music"
7. AFI "Smile"
8. AFI "Weathered Tomb"
9. Brand New "Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades"
10. Drowning Pool "Bodies"
11. Evanescence "Forever Gone, Forever You"
12. HIM "Don't Fear The Reaper"
13. KoRN "Right Now"
14. Marilyn Manson "Sweet Dreams"
15. Misfits "Where Eagles Dare"
16. My Ruin "Made To Measure"
17. Son Of Sam "Purevil"
18. The Offspring "(Can't Get My) Head Around You
19. The Used "On My Own"
20. Thursday "Jet Black New Year"

And, that's all for my playlist. Now for what I'm bringing to my cousin's house/aunt's house.

1. Pillow
2. Tooth brush/paste.
3. CD player/batteries/cds.
4. Bathing suit.
5. Two towels.
6. Davey pictures
7. Clandestine (Burned copy, don't get too excited for me.)
8. "Speak."
9. Deodorant. (That's right. I use it. =D )
10. Two AFI shirts.
11. AFI Vans.
12. My boots.
13. Four pairs of socks.
14. Notebook/pen
15. BRAS. =D
16. Four thongs, three panties (oo; I go swimming a lot there..)
17. Two other random shirts.
18. A long t-shirt for bed/shorts.
19. Four pairs of jeans. (I would wear all black but my aunt is already scared of me. x.x; )
20. Eyeliner/lipstick/eyeshadow.
21. Hair Brush
22. My lyric book I'm making soon.
23. Cellphone/Charger
24. My spiffeh earrings. =D

Um. o.o -reads- I think that's about all I need.

And that's all I have to say. =D

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 9 August :: 9.01pm

HALLO! This weekend was horrible. I went to Solvang with my sister and dad. We got there at like 3 pm. We walked around the town and it was cool. There were so many Dutch bakerys (bakeries?) and they smells like danishs and stuff. It was really hot though so that really sucked. Then later we went to dinner and there were 2 hot guys in there but I was really tired so I didnt care. The horrible part was at night. We went back to the hotel room and we watched Seabuiscut. Thats a good movie. Then we tried to go to sleep. My dad snores so loud. I only got an hour of sleep the whole night. My sister was also awake so we started complaining. Finally we woke him up at 7. He went outside and that gave us the oppurtunity to call my mom. She talked to him for us and he agreed to drive home. Then while we were on our way home he said "If it makes you feel any better, I didn't sleep that well either". It didn't make us feel any better. In fact if anything it angered us more. He sounded like he had had the best night of sleep ever. So I went to bed at 9:30 and woke up at 8:30.

Today was nice. I went to Coyote with my dad to do some stuff. When we were at my grandmas house I went into my grandpas old den. You might think this is odd or not believe me but when I went in there I felt different. I had this heavy feeling and it made get a nervous feeling in my stomache. I felt like my grandpa was still there sitting on the couch or at the desk. I looked at his huge collection of books. A lot of them are action books and he even a Sherlock Holmes one in there. I then came across an old album from his 40th wedding anniversary. There was a picture where my dad had his arm around my grandpa's shoulders and he looked so happy. You could just tell by looking at it that they were very close. I went into the closet in the room. There was his old Greyhound uniform- a shirt and a heavy wool jacket. Then I opened the other door and I saw a gun cabinet. That kind of freaked me out so I shut the door. I looked in his desk drawer. He had loose bullets. That scared me so I shut that too. He had old pipes and stuff. I felt like he would be saying that its rude to go through other peoples stuff so I left.

I went in my dad's room. He had loose bullets in his night stand. I asked him about that and he said grandpa had put them there. So i guess he had a habit of leaving bullets in random drawers.

Now to complain about Sarah. This is her current profile:
Mino u r mybitch!
Lynn go comb ur "naughty" hair lol
Karissa our boobs are WA Y to big for that boat ride thing lol luvya
mikaela WAY too many insiders with u!
kristen kiss the horse no his mouth is open! the merry go round lol
nicole OMG THE SKY FLYER THING WAS SOO SCARY!!!
Stephanie lol put the monkey in daycare!
meghan ur the best!
david is a pimp!
steven is hot!
the best song ever jadakiss-why
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but chains and whips excite me. So throw me down, on the ground, and show me that you like me! haha kristen

She is so nasty. Her whole profile is about sex. Well..most of it. And that fucking ass song "why" is so bad. It asks "Why did Bush have to go get the trade centers blow up" or something like that. HE DIDNT FUCKING GET THE TRADE CENTERS BLOWN UP! The terrorists were doing their research when Clinton was president. Bush really shouldn't be blamed for that. I think the only people who should be blames are the ones that helped in anyway to attack the Centers. fuck that dumbass song.

Well...I think thats about it. GOOOOD BYE FOOLS!

ooo one more thing. I told Ashley about the chuckitattthewall thing. Luckily she forgives me. I really dont desearve it. Bye.

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cradleofilth

:: 2004 6 August :: 2.33pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: humming of mojos computer

mwaha.. i am a flaming babboon!!!
looooooonnnnnnnngggg time since i actually did a normal update......


annnnywhos, im at mojos house and shes forcing me to update ^.^ (mojo: I am not!!)

ok, i went to open house for school and yeah, my classes are easy ^_^;;;;;;;;; *cough* my french teachers last name is laffette.....pronounced "la feet" i think...lol....

where was i now...lol...ok, im at mojos house and stuffage, and shes talking to people on meh buddy list ^.^;;;;;; its rather interesting, hehe

This be MOJO!!! ::huggles Joe's journal:: is that even possible?? O.O anyway Joe didn't know what else to write, so here I am goig crazy on the keyboard while he looks at our books liek they are giant sexy beasts!!

ok, im back now O.o....for the moment.... 14 more days til meh bf visits ^____________________________________________________^ *ginormous smile*



mojo is running around the house again....looking for stuff XD i dunno what, but yeah.......sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Mojo: My dad.. just walked in the room.. he smells REALLY bad.... like we're DYING in here...


im back again.......and covered in fumes >.> from mojos daddy....annnyways, this is a long enough entry? ne?

well im done for now, mojo wants to look at somethin, so yeeeeaaahhh im off,

bye byes!!!!!!!!!!!
Joe

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 5 August :: 10.24pm

I feel kind
=D I bought something for a friend with my dad's money!

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chuckitatthewall

:: 2004 5 August :: 7.27pm

I took this fatty thing from jessica who took it from jimmster.


Your full name:: Marilyn Anne...
Age:: 14
Height:: 5'2. yes i'm short. they measured me at the doctor...
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: brownish green
Number of siblings:: 4 older sisters
Glasses/contacts?:: yup
Piercings:: 2
Tattoos:: no
Braces?:: yes. i'm your typical nerd with glasses and braces

FAVOURITE
Colour:: dark blue and gray
Band:: dont have one
Song:: don’t have one
Stuffed animal:: My monkey puppet that makes noise.
Video game:: I dunno what its called..
TV show:: Dunno..
Movie:: Billy Elliot, School of Rock and others..
Book:: The Inheritance
Food:: Dont make me pick...raviolis, which we only get once a year cause my moms an ass
Game on a cell phone:: That space one.
CD cover:: i have no idea
Flower:: dude. this is hard. i dont remember the names of flowers
Scent:: The toilet.. jk. i dunno
Animal:: Chicken/Rooster
Comic book:: i dont read comics
Cereal:: Raisin (sp?) Bran with a shit load of sugar
Website:: ...woohu? i dont care
Cartoon:: Bugs Bunny is a classic so i say that

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: I'm going to learn the bagpipes!eventually..
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: Nopers
Like to sing?:: Yea when I'm doing homework and no one can hear me
Have a job?:: nope
Have a cell phone?:: yea right..
Like to play sports?:: some.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
Have a crush on someone?:: its fading quickly..
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Nope.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no
Have any special talents/skills?:: not really
Excercise daily?:: I try. Some days I run/walk a mile and a half and I lift my sisters weights. but other days I do nothing..
Like school?:: Not the academics but I try

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: No
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: sort of
Speak any other languages?:: Small amount of spanish, a few words in a Italian, and I'm going to learn french
Go a day without food?:: nuh uh
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: 22 hours was the most I ever stayed up
Read music, not just tabs?:: No
Roll your tongue?:: Yeah.
Eat a whole pizza?:: I ate 3/4 of one a long time ago when I could eat whatever I wanted

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Yea..
Cried to get out of trouble?:: I think so
Gotten lost in your city?:: I got lost in my own neighborhood
Seen a shooting star?:: A couple
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: no
Had a serious surgery?:: I've never had surgery
Stolen something important to someone else?:: i'm not tat cruel
Solved a rubiks cube?:: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Lots of times when I was little
Cried over a girl?:: My aunt was a girl and when she died I cried over her death so I guess so.
Cried over a boy?:: The day BEK graduated..
Kissed a random stranger?:: ..no
Hugged a random stranger?:: Nopers
Been in a fist fight?:: no.i think I will eventually though
Been arrested?:: No
Done drugs?:: well alcohol counts is technically a drug and I've had that but I have a feeling thats not the same
Had alcohol?:: yup
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::Yes. it hurts. but coke hurts worse and I've had that come out of my nose too
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: no...thats like scuicide
Been to warped tour?:: no. my sister said it sucked unless youre really punk
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: No
Been in love?:: Oh yea with that guy i dated for a day! I PUT "I LOVE GEORGE" IN MY PROFILE! but then he dumped me...and i cried and stuff
Been close to love?:: no
Been to a casino?:: yes. they smell so bad i hate them
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: not me personally. my mom killed like 5 birds when we drove across the country
Broken a bone?:: nopers
Gotten stitches?:: been close but luckily no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: yea
Made homemade muffins?:: oo yea. blueberry and corn muffins
Bitten someone?:: yea
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: disneyland and epcot.
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: oo yes! i go soaked but it was fun and really pretty
Burped in someones face?:: yup
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes.

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: before my orthodontist appointed this morning
Went to the bathroom:: uh..a couple hours ago. why do you care?
Saw a movie in theaters:: Catwoman. Last Friday
Read a book:: 2 weeks ago
Had a snow day:: we have RAIN! YAHAHAHAHAHHA! and it beats the shit out of snow
Had a party:: dunno
Had a slumber party?:: I dont usually have those. so a long ago.
Tripped in front of someone:: When Monica took me to get my birthday present
Went to the grocery store:: a while back
Cursed:: a few minutes ago

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: dont care
Car/truck:: SUV? can i have that
Body spray/lotion:: oo depends
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: BOTH!
Headache/stomach ache:: how about a mild stomache ache
Paint/charcoal:: both
Chinese food/mexican food:: either..i'm hungry
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: RAIN!
Fog/misty:: fog..in San Francisco at sunset
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: yummy..meat
Boy/girl:: i think guys are hot.
Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate.
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: apple pie. chocolate raspberry filled cake
French toast/french fries:: depends on whose french toast. but usually fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: I like to look at the ocean but i'd rather swim in a pool
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: i dont care
p33n/bewbz:: ...gross
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: door
Emo/goth:: i dont care. goth is less scary
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: dogs
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeved
Pants/shorts:: dont care
Winter break/spring break:: Winter break
Spring/autumn:: autumn. its a lot prettier
Clouds/clear sky:: Thunderheads that cover the whole sky
Moon/mars:: hmm..either

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: uh...
Do you have a best friend?:: yea
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: sort of.hes not a friend anymore
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: more girl friends
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yea. i was an ass
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: of course
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: i cant remember
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: millions cause the "friends" were bitches
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: no idea
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Let me cry and give them a hug as I cried
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yea
What friend have you known the longest?:: Louise
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: sadly, yes
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: uh..i'm not sure
Do any of your friends drive?:: no
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Gone out for a walk in the middle of the night and letting my dog get loose because we left the gate open
What do you think your friends think of you?:: Hopefully that I'm nice and a good friend.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: no
If you have, with who?:: ...shut up
Are you single?:: Yes
Are you in a relationship?:: no
If so, for how long?:: this is pissing me off
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yea
What was your first kiss like?:: it was soo like..oo so romantic! omg
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 3545486
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: i guess for some people it is cause they have bad luck but i generally i dont think so.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: i doooo not know!
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: NO!
Have you ever been dumped?:: NO
Have you ever dumped someone?:: no!
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: uh...hug lol

WORD ASSOCIATION

Slippers:: soft
Hat:: Sombrero
Hard:: cement
Free:: bird
Space:: scary
Taste::food
Good charlotte:: fat ugly guys
Red:: heard
Deep:: ocean
Heart:: blood
Cord:: cable
Cheese:: smelly white stuff
Rain:: beautifull. blue. gloomy
Work:: sucks
Pedal:: bicycle
Head:: nose
Bed:: pillows
Fluff:: cotton
Hardcore:: hell
Race:: ribbon at the finish line
Knife:: swords
Jump:: skydiving
I.... am:: lazy
want:: my parents not to fight
need:: food cause i'm hungry
crave:: food
love:: EVERYONE!
hate:: liars
did:: not do much today
feel:: in pain because of my head
miss:: my aunt, mr.vane, grandpa
am annoyed by:: stupid people
would rather:: be sleeping
am tired of:: worrying
will always:: be pessimistic and annoying

SILLY STUFF

What is your favourite genre of music?:: whatever
What time is it now?::5:57 PM
What day is it?:: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Today
How much money do you have right now?:: $800
Are you hungry?:: yes
Whatcha doin?:: finishing this annoying thing
Do you like parades?:: not really. they always dissapoint me
Do you like the moon?:: sure
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: eat food and relax
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yea
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to fly and go through walls
Have you ever had a picnic?::yeah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::no
What about sock em boppers?:: what is that?
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yea

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: well i can make people laugh but i'm not like a comedian
pretty?:: no. but ugly kids turn pretty and since i'm in between right now there is still hope
sarcastic?:: yea. sometimes i get in trouble for it
lazy?:: oo yes
hyper?:: yea
friendly?:: I try but i'm shy (that rhymes)
evil?:: i think evil but I dont act upon it
smart?:: average
strong?:: somewhat
talented?:: everyone is talented
dorky?:: yea...

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: ..hmm..not sure
skip:: peanut butter elephaunt that does the skippy commercials..i dont know
dance:: Jessica Lenker
lonely:: my rabbit but hes not a person but hes lonely
pen:: jennifer
flower:: skunk i know thats not a person but it reminds me of a skunk
window:: jessica. she put me so i'm putting her
psycho:: ..i'm not sure
brain freeze:: THIS SUCKS
orange:: I DONT KNOW!
sassy:: DONT KNOW
jelly:: DONT KNOW

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against.
airplanes:: for
war:: For!
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: Some people.
britney spears:: Against
pants:: FOR! People running around pant-less?! *shudders* Reminds me of that time in San Francisco...

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yea
Play strip poker?:: not likely
Run away?:: no
Curse at a teacher?:: if i was in college
Not take a shower for a week?:: yea. but only if there is a river or lake near by i could go in to get my hair wet
Ask someone out?:: dunno
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yea
Go scuba diving?:: sure
Write a book?:: i'd try but probably fail miserably
Become a rockstar?:: no
Have casual sex?:: i'm not sure. probably not

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: different ones
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: never
What kind of computer do you have?:: compaq
What grade are you in?:: I'm going into 9th.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: no
Or just make out?:: havent done it so i dont know..
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 1
How many cds do you have?:: don’t know
What time is it now?:: 6:08 PM

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