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2004 17 July :: 12.01am
I'm about to admit how truly pathetic I am.
This whole week I have left the house 3 times. On Monday I went to see Spider-man 2 and walked around the mall. Tuesday I went to get ice cream with my sister. Today I went to get Jamba juice for lunch. The rest of the time I sit at home watching T.V and once in a while I get off my lazy ass to exercise...rarely. Good thing is I'm not gaining weight. Mostly because I dont get hungry when I'm being lazy so I dont eat a shit load. If I ate whatever I wanted I'd be at least 140 by now. Instead I remain a little below or at 125. I'm happy with that.
This staying home alone all the time is making me depressed. I sat on the threshold of my front door with my dog on Wed. and I almost cried. I wasnt PMSing or anything. I just wanted to cry. My dog comforts me and Jennifer calls a lot so then I have somebody to talk to. She is pathetic along with me but she has a sister and brother at home so she is not as bad. I feel like I complain a lot when I talk to her.
I GOT TO GO! GIANTS ARE ON FINALLY. My dad went to the bad side. He told me to leave Dr. Phil on even when the Giants got back from the Rain Delay.
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2004 16 July :: 2.44pm
tis been a loooonnnnggg time...
yeah its been awhile since i've updated this thingy......might as well tell ya meh week, eh?
starting with sunday, i guess...
Sunday: went up to sarasota, and visited my family from virginia, at the beach thats up there.....my god, eye candy everywhere X'D like everywhere i turned there was hottness..after that i went home, and took a nice long nap from the swimming-ness....
Monday: went to sun-splash, and saw a lot of people from school..it was creepy...and omg theres one lifeguard there, i was looking around and i swear i saw this topless woman! and i float past it in the river..and its this guy, with the most girly hair...im like O.O;;;;;;;.....but he was rather cute....so eh...
Tuesday: i had guard practice...it wasnt too bad, it was actually fun..until it came to marching left and right while spinning....that was confusing...lol.....but i got it right after awhile ^_^;;;
Wednesday: i woke up at 3:30! ^_^ hehe..than i went swimming!!!! and went out to practice...wasnt too eventful...
Thursday: eh, Practice.....which was actually fun! we learned the first set of flagwork! my god it was hard though...but i took a flag home and i'll work on it today ^_^;;;
Today: nothin has happened at all....hehe.....im still waking up X'D.....
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2004 16 July :: 8.05am
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results | Sociability | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Assertiveness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Activity Level | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Excitement-Seeking | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Enthusiasm | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Extroversion | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 80% | | Trust | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Morality | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Cooperation | ||||||||| | 30% | | Modesty | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Sympathy | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Friendliness | |||||||||||||||||| | 56% | | Confidence | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Neatness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Dutifulness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Achievement | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Self-Discipline | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Cautiousness | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 71% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Volatility | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Depression | ||||||||| | 30% | | Self-Consciousness | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Impulsiveness | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Vulnerability | ||||||||| | 30% | | Emotional Stability | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 61% | | Imagination | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Artistic Interests | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Introspection | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Intellect | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Liberalism | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Openmindedness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 77% | | Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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2004 10 July :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: mom
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
WOW! If I remember right, I was in the 5th level last time...I have gotten eviler or something in the past few months. Like....2 whole levels eviler.
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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These have made me feel very low today.....:-(. Oh well! I have chicken!!!!!!!!!!!!! *happy happy joy joy!!!*
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2004 9 July :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: "Memory" - Sugar Cult
a few random notes
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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Sometimes lonliness doesn't equal sadness. But, for the most part I see that as true...
I've made a secretarial decision on my journals: My Woohu account will be for personal updates, while my LJ will be for community posts. yay me. I'll still reply to LJ posts, but will be putting none up.
It's looking as though I'm not going to do any birthday celebration. 1) I'm lazy. 2) I feel like poo. 3) I don't like celebrating myself on any occasion.
I've just been called for dinner. eeee.
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2004 9 July :: 12.51am
i'm in a reflective mood...
HI DUDES. My life sucks but I'll try not to complain too much right now.
I saw "The Notebook" last night. OO Ryan Gosling is hot. I really liked the movie. It was so cute and sad. The love story was perfect and it was funny. This may sound weird but I think that he looked better when he was in the kissing scenes. They make out a lot... He's so dedicated to her and it makes me so stinking happy. I wish that it could happen in real life..the perfect love story where its tragic and just when you've given up your last hope that they will love eachother it surprises you. So they end up marrying eachother and having kids and stuff. They do the movie in flashbacks though so it sorta took some greatness out of the end. At the very end they die together in some sort of rest home thing that the lady had to go to cause she was really sick with a disease that makes you forget..not alzheimers..it began with an "N" I think. The last thing she says to him is " Do you think our love could take us away together?" he says "Yea. I'll see you later" or something like that. It was so sweet. Then they said goodnight and went to sleep never to wake up again. GOD! ITS SO FUCKING SWEET. He loved her even when she could only remember him sometimes. That movie makes me want to go back to ther 40's and live then. I would rather live in 1940's California or Boston than 90's/00 California. I guess maybe thats why I'd rather live in England, Scotland, or Ireland. To get away from the shitiness that our country is turning into. It seems simpler there and it rains a shitload more.
I was looking Ireland in the rain pictures again tonight. I found this page with Irish weather on it. Everyday it has "showers" written somewhere in the description of what it will be like. Also it has "partly cloudy" or "thunderstorms" or "wind" sometimes with the addition "heavy" in front of wind. I WILL GO! So pretty...Then I will explore the country side. Call this stupid or whatever you want but one of my dreams is to roll down one of those big fat green hills in Ireland. Then when I get to the bottom have it rain and run around squeeling with delight as I get completely soaked. After that when I'm practically frozen I could go into a cool little cafe type place and drink Irish coffee. Makes me happy just thinking about it...
Really quick: I think my house is haunted or something. Last night I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth and the door opened on its own. So I shut it and went back to brushing my teeth. About 30 seconds later it opened it again. Just before I remembered from "Haunted Hotels" that sometimes ghosts will open doors and stuff. So that really freaked me out and I couldn't go to sleep for a long time.
Bye.
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2004 8 July :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: disillusioned
:: Music: "Take Me Out" - Franz Ferdinand
Entrance of another change
Well, I've had complaints that my text is hard to read, so I might fix it at some point... might... I'll probably just do a color change.
I'm slightly pissed right now, because I came downstairs to see this Prokofiev piece I printed off yesterday spread out on the piano bench, pages folded over, out of order, and I'm thinking how could this have happened, because I'm the only one in the house that goes around the piano... annoyance.
Things were slightly uncomfortable on Tuesday. Tiphani was her normal self, which I've come to see as painfully analytical at times. Jessika was not so cheery and had a fork... not the best combination, it turns out. And Michelle and I exchanged sorry childhood stories. Lovely day, bleak mood.
Yesterday, I was cleaning my room, as it really could use it for the summer. Not in the best mood at all for cleaning a room, but one must live with it. I've just got this want to get out this summer. It's really interesting, as the last two summers I had little to do and didn't want to go much of anywhere, and this summer I'm doing quite a bit and still want more. Give the horse an inch and he'll try for a mile. I found my graffiti page from health and decided to start back up on it. It's not looking too bad at the moment. Certainly the most colorful art sketch I've done in a while.
I also had a game last night. I guess we ended up winning, but it felt like we lost. I worked really hard, because I was supposed to play sweeper, but my stopper played sweeper, so I played stopper/sweeper to cover for him. And in the fourth quarter I was played at center mid.... I never play center mid. I've played wing, because I can run the line and have a fairly good cross. But I don't play center mid. Plus, I had to cover as stopper as well, because the kid playing stopper then was also playing sweeper. I should stop with the rec league.
And on another soccer note, I'm going to high school practice tonight. I skipped the first two (not that they're manditory, though I did get a very friendly threat to show up in my inbox). So, I'm going to go die tonight, because I've had horrible reactions with my asthma recently, my knee problems have put me out of shape and out of mindset, my recent abdominal cramps (really a funny thing for me to say, but serious pain), and at the game last night my left hip started aching. I'm not doing so well at all. But I'll go try, boy0 yes. This could be a horrible mistake to go back.
I should probably get back to cleaning my room or playing piano so I seem somewhat productive around here. Now that they've taken down the plastic curtain in the kitchen my allergies have gone insane, because they never cleaned up their sawdust or any of that. I've yet to decide on birthday celebrations... I should do that today.
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2004 8 July :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Stupid fucking puppies
FUCK YOU!
I decided to not go on the camping trip, but right now I am on the edge of a decision. Persausion can do wonders.
Top 4 reasons for me not to go:
1. I wouldn't feel wanted.
2. Another person could go in my place or
3. There would be more room without me.
4. I don't really want to.
That is that.
Lately I have been getting some "vibes" from some a bunch of people. It seems I have been making your life too hard. I have been contributing to the hell your life currently is. And guess what? I don't fucking care anymore. I gave up caring for your emotions just recently. I realized you could care less how often you make me want to cry. It is just a game to you. What are friends for? Not this. So I give up on caring. If something about me is funny, then why not laugh about it? Nobody you don't get hurt in the end, right? Right. I wish I could gain some courtesy. But..Oh Jessika, you had something on your tooth so we sat their laughing about it instead of telling you...THANKS. The best years of my life, right? Of course.
The best part about this is that nobody will know what I am talking about. Figures.
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2004 7 July :: 6.44pm
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results | Sociability | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Assertiveness | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Activity Level | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Excitement-Seeking | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Enthusiasm | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Extroversion | |||||||||||||||||| | 59% | | Trust | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Morality | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Cooperation | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Modesty | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Sympathy | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Friendliness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 77% | | Confidence | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Neatness | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Dutifulness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Achievement | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Self-Discipline | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Orderliness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 64% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Volatility | ||||||||| | 30% | | Depression | ||||||||| | 30% | | Self-Consciousness | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Impulsiveness | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Vulnerability | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Emotional Stability | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Imagination | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Artistic Interests | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Introspection | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Intellect | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Liberalism | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Openmindedness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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2004 6 July :: 11.36pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: None at the moment.
Went to the carnival
I just got back from el carnival. SO. FUN.
Okay, so as soon as I got there I screamed "STEPH" and hung out with her and Marissa. Blahblah.
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LAter on we met up with Chase, Harrison, Matt and Joe and hung out with them. Soon we got out of the carnival and two more people were added to our group. Anne and Mary. So we basically talked and stuff there. ANd at one point Steph and I skipped to the alley thingie and made perverted noises and "GET YOUR PANTS ON NOW" stuff and of course Chase comes over to see if it's really happening.
The rest of the carnival was eh.
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2004 6 July :: 7.18pm
OO LOOK! A SURVEY I TOOK FROM JESSICA!
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Marilyn
Birth date: 5/21/90
Birth place: California in a hospital
Current Location: Bay Area, CA
Eye Color: greenish brown but not like poop.
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: lefty.
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Italian, Irish, Scotish, French,slightly English.
Shoes you wore today: tennis shoes and flip flops
Your weakness: NOTHING! I AM PERFECT. jk fools. i dunno. math. i'm bad at math
Your fears: suffocating. mosquitoe hawks.
Your perfect pizza: pepparoni, peppers, onions. oo yummy. sounds weird but its not
Goal you'd like to achieve: go to college in england.
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on messenger: lol, yay, ooo
Your thoughts first waking up: why do they have to cook bacon?
Your best physical feature: eyes
Your bedtime: whenever. usually around 11:30
Your most missed memory: playing in the sand at manchester beach with richard
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke especially diet
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: no clue.
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: they are both nasty
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: OH GOD NO!
Cuss: yuppers. a poop load
Single: of course
Take a shower: why kind of question is that? of course i do.
Have a crush(es): oo yes
Think you've been in love: nuh uh
Like(d) high school: dunno yet..
Want to get married: yea. not like it'll happen though..
Believe in yourself: somewhat
Get motion sickness: not usually
Think you're attractive: no
Think you're a health freak: no. i like to go to bed with wet hair in the winter
Get along with your parents: i guess...they piss me off a lot.
Like thunderstorms: i dont really care. they're all right
Play an instrument: no, but hopefully i'll start bag pipes soon.
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: tried some whiskey only after my mom said it was ok
Gone on a date: nope
Been Kissed: yea right.
Gone to the mall: yea
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: sick. no
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: nopers. mom wont let me
Stolen anything: stole a car last week but i try not to make a habit out of it
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Changed who you were to fit in: yea
Age you hope to be married: sometime in my 20's or early 30's
Numbers of Children: 4ish give or take one
Describe your dream wedding: in a really pretty spot out side when it is completely cloudy all my sisters as brides maid.
How do you want to die: anything but suffocation or being cut up
What do you want to be when you grow up: dont know yet. i'm embarrassed to put what i've been thinking about
What country would you most like to visit: England, Ireland, Scotland.
LAYER EIGHT: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: not completely brown
Best hair color?: dont care
Short or long hair: short. or at least not passed the ears
Height: at least 6 feet
Best first date location: no idea
Articles of clothing: NO ABERCROMBIE!
Best first kiss location: wherever.
LAYER NINE: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: 5ish
Number of CD's I own: uh.....10? i dunno
Number of piercings: 2 foo
Number of tattoos: none fool
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: none
Number of scars on my body: a shit load of little ones
Number of things in my past that I regret: 24544 i dunno. a lot
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2004 6 July :: 11.14am
Quiz
I AM 76% METROSEXUAL!  Well, aren’t I fancy? Mr. Fancy Pants! People think I am very stylish… and gay. They may be right on both counts. But don’t mind them, the ladies love me, and so do I! |
L.M.A.O
-Robert
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2004 6 July :: 12.20am
Curiouser and curiouser...
What HTML codes work here?
This one?
How bout this
one?
strikeout?
Eh?
BIG!
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2004 5 July :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Ballroom Blitz
Subjects suck.
Though Mishelle has an imagination that takes her a little ways (She goes over there --> ...no...more...more....keep going..THERE), Taco Boy sure was hot......
I am offically sick of rain. Quite amazing.
We need to go downtown. Tiphani is coming with. How about this or next week? I am forever free now.
I was at the museum this morning. Got up at 7:30. Left at 8:20. Arrived much sooner than I thought I would at a few before 9. Followed a tour. Played with chalk and crayons. Found out the preschoolers cancelled. Waited outside for about 20 minutes. 20 minutes too long. Went home. The end.
I want a grilled cheese sandwich. No breakfast is not good.
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2004 5 July :: 9.39am
Happy 5th of July!
Yeah. whatever.
I worked at the "Red, White and Boom!" last night till...10:30? Yeah, my shift was supposed to be from 3-7:30... but I couldn;t leave amanda there all alone with those loser customers. (we worked one of the lemonade stands there! it got fun after awhile.)
Oh Oh!! I saw Nana and Sarah there. But then I saw some assholes too. :-/
Well, my hands are sore from preparing lemonade... it's harder than you think. Gonna go see what's up with all the other online things I do.
pain and suffering are a resort of what you've hidden all this time
-Robert
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