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2004 5 July :: 2.50am
Hiya! Happy fourth to all I declare! Today was fun. We went to the parade in downtown Morgan Hill. Thing was, we weren't able to find a spot with shade in it, and I had only suncreened my face, so believe it or not, I got a sunburn/tan line! Amazing I say! I'm actually....tanner! What a concept.
In the parade they had about four different bagpiper bands. It was so awesome! I clapped my hands off for them, that I did.
After the parade we went over to my grandma's house in Santa Clara and went swimming in the pool for a while. My uncle Larry brought this rocket thingy that launches about one hundred feet into the air using water to propel it. My cousin Adam later battled with me on a video game of my sisters, and I was getting so mad because I knew I was better than him and he was beating me. Eventually I still beat him (yahaha! The power of my anger!) so I was happy. We set off some illegal fireworks in the backyard of my grandma's house. We would put them on a wooden plank that was floating in the pool. Unfortunately it got black soot ion the bottom of the pool and now we don't know how to get it off.
We went down to Central Park to watch the fireworks, and it turned out well, though for some of the lower fireworks there was a tree directly in the way. We were walking back and there were some drunk bastards being asses, so that pissed me off. When we got back to my grandma's, she was asleep, but we set off the rest of our illegal fireworks anyway. If she slept through the noise some of those made, I would be amazed. My aunt Ceal and I talked again. She has her flaws as does everyone, but we really do have a lot of things in common. It's nice talking to her.
When we were driving back home the waning moon was huge and the jack-o-lantern face with it's stiched smile was clearly visible. It was yellowish probably because of the smoke from fireworks around the area. I stared at it the whole way home, at least for when I could see it. It was pretty indeed, and as we got closer to home, the yellow tint seemed to fade away a bit because we had had less fireworks around here I guess. Yeah well my mom's getting me to bed, so I must do as she says lest I get in trouble. Fare thee well!
P.S. Turns out that the Renaissance Faire is still going to be in Casa de Fruta. I'm so happy! Yush. September 24 - October 18 10 AM to 6PM, for anyone who might have been curious.
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2004 5 July :: 12.03am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Family Guy
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OMG!!! Family Guy is actually on while I'm awake.
Well, it was rainy at the parade, which made marching in a t-shirt and shorts miserable, but we amazingly did rather well. Then we went out to the Amigo Lounge for lunch. I never realized until today that there's a guy with a sombrero as their logo. I always thought it looked like a big angry tomato. Abstract mind, eh?
I'm amazed that they didn't say anything about RHPS during I love the 70's 1975 yesterday (I've never watched the 70's series... what can I say?). It's one of the biggest things ever, and it got upstaged by Monty Python. A close second in the movie world, but something tells me singing transvestites deserve a place in Vh1 productions.
Went to the city fireworks display and watched it from Central Bridge. It was an O.K. show, but not the best ever. I think they had some malfunctions in the computer system, because there were some good sized gaps in launches. Oh well, the finish was good.
Then, we came home and set off stuff in the rain. Um, the only problem piece tonight was a starball that shot into our bushes. And I got a few fuse burns, but nothing too special.
So, the mother's gone to Missoula for two weeks, I'm only here for one more week. Um... I should probably re-start Once and Future King... should...
I really want to choreograph a dance routine... but I'm not moving as well as I used to. That's certainly a setback. Not to mention I've got very few dance albums. Whatever, I'll find something to do.
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2004 4 July :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: allergic
:: Music: people talking
Happy 4th of Jooliiie!!!!
Merry day of independence! I could go off about the irony of that, but I choose not to. :-)
Yesterday I took my driving test. It was funny. Mr. Ekert totally cut Annie massive amounts of slack...so un-Mr. Ekertish. First, she could not remember her birthdate due to nerves. She forgot to signal 2 right turns and ran a yellow light instead of stopping. She did not SMOG, either. Mr. Ekert missed one of her not singalling and not smoging. She totally should have failed :-p. I thought I ran over the curb on a sharp turn (Automatic fail), but I just tapped it. Whew. I ended with 16 on the district and 6 on the state. 7 was successful. Therefore, I had a pass with a point to spare. Weeeeee!!!
Today I went to the parade. It was rainign through out pretty much the entire thing. The baton twirlers and the Republican float things equally sucked. They were terrible. I wanted to kick the stupid elephant. Stupid thing. I liked the Footloose (being put on this sumemr by Summer Musicale! I wanna see!), and karaoke (sp? O_o) flots most. Where did you come from, where did you go? Where did you come from Cotton-eye Joe? Most hick song I know, yet I completely love it.....
After that we went to the park and had lunch with the Set-Free people. Tonight Mishelle's. My hair shall be sacraficed. And now I have to take out the puppy. BOO. stupid dog. :-/
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2004 4 July :: 11.13am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: The Nephilim- AFI
How kind of me
Me (10:55:53): I think you were a female dog in your past life.
My sister (10:56:10): good for me..
Me (10:56:10): Because now you certainly are a bitch.
My sister (10:56:23): thank you..
Me (10:56:27): No problem.
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2004 3 July :: 1.21pm
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Cancer - Horoscope for June 28 - July 4
This week is highlighted by a positive difference in your close love relationship.
You are likely to sense a heightened state of expression and feeling coming from your mate or loved one.
The emotions you feel now may lead you on a new path of discovery, specifically with regard to your attitude toward intimacy, love, and companionship.
If you are currently unattached, you might draw others to you now who reawaken some of your deeper feelings and memories with respect to love and previous relationships.
The love and guidance you receive from others can help squelch any fears or anxieties which hold you back from accepting love and affection.
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The only truth in this horoscope is that I still am wary on love. There has been no comfort over the issue.
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2004 3 July :: 12.54pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: "Maple Leaf Rag" - Scott Joplin
Advancements in personal lifestyle
I really intended to update on Wednesday, but the huge-ass storm that came through on Tuesday (I don't know what it was like for you folks, but it was quite spectacular here) and screwed up our cable connection. The service man originally wasn't going to come in until July 12, but apparently he was feeling generous (or extremely underbooked) and came in last night.
The big news from Wednesday: I passed my driving test with only one minor (turned too sharply while backing into a dirt-turned-mud road and couldn't back up any further because of the condition of the ground). But, as is standard with Mr. O'Hara, I was told the one month or ten hours, whichever occurs first, of practice with parents should happen. Well, seeing that I can't get my license until I'm fifteen, which is precisely one week from today, I have to practice anyway. The other delay is, the Tenth is a Saturday, I'm leaving on the Sunday following for a week, and not getting back until the next Saturday. So, it will be at least another two weeks before I can go to the DMV to receive my license.
I've been watching Wimbolden for the sole purpose of watching Andy Roddick run around the court :P. Unfortunately, I didn't get to see the result of the semi-final match.
Thursday:
Bought the Jamie Cullum CD to expand my relatively small jazz world. I don't know how I missed Michelle at the mall because I'm sure I was there at the same time as her. Also while I was there I bought the original Tony Hawk Pro Skater for a whole $3.00. Outdated gaming is extremely cheap. Unfortunately I don't have any controller paks for my N64, which is required to save a game on THPS (something that I was aware of, but had not the money to spend... a whole $5.00 more), so I tend to spend about two hours at a time on the game, realize I'm beginning to go cross-eyed, and decide it would be good to end my run.
Also Thursday I had an AYSO game (in the event that you don't know, Jimmy, AYSO is much less organized in Montana than in California).... Yeah, we won, but that's because we have people that have played club and high school league. Then I went off to Patriot Marching Band practice. We're going to look horrible, as always. Middle schoolers don't have the right attention span and discipline to learn how to march in two days, and since they make up the majority of the band (because most high schoolers are aware that this band sucks to be in.... I felt like doing civic duty for once and helping the poor children) there is little form to the band. It's a good way to build patience. I had both a band director and some kid who marches behind me tell me that I was off from the rest of the line, when in fact, I was the only person in my line to keep four-step spacing, while the rest tend to march up the ass of the person in front of them. Whatever. I know high school band is less stressful.
My parents have been out car shopping with my sister. I still don't understand the logic of this. She's going to Ashland, Oregon, for schooling. Well, USO is more than half of the town. She can walk from one end of the town to the other without breaking a sweat. But she's going to get a new car while I'm stuck driving my parents vehicles. A Windstar and an Intrepid.... They've got too much space for a high schooler. But my sister has to have something for the road. Their money, not mine.
I've been thinking about actually having a party, seeing that my birthday will fall when I'm in town for once. Actually, it has been for two years already, but for one we were painting the living room, and the other was when my dad developed kidney stones... Not the best time for a social gathering. It almost feels wrong to do something... It's not in my nature.
Cameron's doing well in BMX right now. I haven't had a chance to talk to him, but I've followed him in the paper.
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2004 3 July :: 12.30am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Shower water running.
... .... .....
Chase Morgan is such a fucking dumbass.
...Yet I still don't hate him one bit.
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2004 2 July :: 10.02am
By the way, I saw Spider Man 2 yesterday.
once again, fuck you
-Robert
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2004 2 July :: 9.57am
:: Mood: stressed/sore/tired
:: Music: NOFX: She's Nubs
Why am I faced with such challenges?
It seems that almost everything has been handed to me on a silver platter... everything coming so easily to me. Whether my parents bought it or it jsut came easy to accomplish. But wiht this whole Marching Band thing going on... I feel like I can't do it.
Why is it so hard? Is a few steps to the elft and right, back and fourth so hard? Well, actually, it is. Keeping everything above the waist straight while the rest of your body turns. GOD! I'M SO LAME!
fuck you
-Robert
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2004 1 July :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: pounding
;_;
Some people are stupid. I think they are intentionally trying to piss me off..figures.
I don't want to get flamed right now. I don't think anybody reads any of my journals, but just by the miracle chance they get bored I will not say anything. I have so much I can say...And this is why I get anger management problems on rare occasions.
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2004 1 July :: 12.31am
:: Mood: not well...sickish
:: Music: people bouncing
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Gemini - Horoscope for June 28 - July 4
This week you are likely to be headstrong and rash at times.
Wild and daring physical activities (or just plain recklessness and impatience) can put you into dangerous situations.
Your drive for freedom, independence, and absolute authority over your own life is quite strong.
You tend to be very abrupt and inconsiderate of others.
It's best for you not to try to cooperate or slow down your pace to suit other people too much.
You need to follow your own rhythm.
You are likely to actually act on some of the more unusual or "crazy" impulses you feel from time to time: you crave excitement.
You may not feel free and can resent others who you believe inhibit your freedom and originality.
Take the time to explain your position and others may be better able to accommodate you.
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Gemini - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.
Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best place to meet someone online:
Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless
Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow
Best day for a date: Wednesday
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2004 30 June :: 3.47pm
HOWDY FOOLIOS! I went to Tahoe on Friday. It was fun. Well...most of it. My cousins came with us and they annoyed the shit out of me. They are whiney, bratty, spoiled, and out of control. Brian is the worst. He has ADHD so that explains some of it but the medication he is on is supposed to help. It doesnt. He has soo much energy.
Well I dont feel like talking about them. Instead I will talk about the Bobby-look-alike. The first night we were there the people in the site next to us were 2 grandparents and 3 grandsons. The oldest grandson looked like Bobby, a kid in my class except he was hotter. So all night I kept trying to spy on him and stuff. I was on Jessicas bed and everyone was telling ghost stories in the back of the motor home. So I push the curtains to the side and looked into their window. He was inside with his shirt off. OO he was so tan. He was getting into the bed and his brother was by the window. I guess the hot one saw me and he said something to his brother and then his brother shut the curtain. I was so embarrassed.
The rest of the trip was pretty good. I dont feel like writing all about it. Lake Tahoe is so beautiful at sunset. Jessica and I almost got attacked by a bat. It was cool. I saw someone from my softball team there. Makes me realize that it really is a small world. Or at least a small state.
Sarah has a new boyfriend. STUPIDASS! Hes scottish.
I'm bored and this is pissing me off. bye
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2004 29 June :: 9.02am
:: Music: Monica: Angel of Mine
I see others in pain and I don't know what to do.... can i mkae it so that i feel their pain?
How I wish the subject were true.
An indescribable feeling captures my soul. I have no other choice but to write about it.
Again, I'll use yet another famous quote to end my journal... and maybe help tell you what I am feeling.
"Water, water everywhere.... and not a drop to drink." Maybe not to spare either....
-Robert
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2004 28 June :: 7.07pm
You are a Day Dreamer..
Daydreamers tend to be away from the normal, and have a deeper aspect when looking at things. Most of the time, thier outcasts of the social society, but don't worry. It just means your so deep it scares thier simple little brains.
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2004 28 June :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: "Sweet Things" - BallyRag
sex is the lesser enemy
So I've reached another growing season with my thoughts. Damn trees don't grow the same fruit, and I'm stuck with random feelings and detached nature from my lack of consistancy. Not to mention thoughts spoil quickly. Much like a poetic statement. Not only does it have to be written in a short amount of time or it will mutate and become unstable, but it holds little weight after existing for a few days.
Sex is not the enemy, but it certainly gets in the way. I can't stand when I'm in someone's way and I certainly can't stand to be in someone's way, therefore I try to not be in anyone's way... unfortunately they do not do so for me.
So la ti do.
Tea, a drink with jam and bread. No time to say hello, goodbye! I'm late I'm late I'm late. And a very merry unbirthday to you. And likewise, a very unmerry birthday, as all must be in balance.
Balance. That fucking control over all things small and large, the one thing I've come to associate Schylar with. For all the crap she's ever gone through, she's found something good to hold on to, and that one good thing keeps balance. Life on the edge of a knife blade, go one way or the other, and you fall. The breaking of the fellowship. The building of an army. We are not young here, we just choose to be. Our lives are determined by our own paths that may or may not be lain out before us. Let's just walk through the grass then, and make our own path. Oh, no, I'd hate to disrespect that damned grass.
Let's try this from a different perspective.
How
Do
Things
Work
In
Poetry?
Any thing can be poetic
If you know the way to form it.
This is not poetry, rather
A visual presentation of
My mind in motion and
space.
Sometimes I'd like to know what's going on. Sometimes I feel my life in my own hands and realize that my hands are no longer attached, or my control is not, at least. Then I see as things dissolve as I slide away into the pool below me, watching my life mingle in the netherworld we've created.
A funny thing, the line between life and death. Maybe dead people have simply decided to take a peaceful approach on life. Everything will attack them but they will do nothing back. Time takes full venegence. They never truly die, just become a piece of the background, not wanting to participate any longer.
Of course, when we ask to die, we most often live to tell of it.
Cruel cruel fate, to be given the contradiction of our wishes.
Maybe some reverse psychology? No. We don't work with human minds, but whatever gives us our contradicting power works with our minds. It's a game, a beautiful fucking game that we cannot live on. Cannot die on.
And it's all an illusion, be it what I've said, written, spoken, or thought.
Because all I do is pick fruit from my garden. And all it does is rot in realistic air. All I can see is what's been placed before me by some force that will always be greater than me. I can be no vixen, one because I'm male, two because I cannot achieve superiority to this force.
And sex is the lesser enemy. We can choose to give life or to take it. We cannot choose to be given life. And that indeterminate thing is our downfall. Our want for more.
A labyrinth works to lead it's users in an intended
path that might lead to distruction
but the path will go only as far as the follower
follows. Therefore a lab- yrinth holds no power
beyond the user. The creation holds little
beyond the created. the created chooses
to split or end a path altogether.
And so I eat what I can find of this gorgeous fruit, growing in it's own season, and I enjoy and fear each harvest knowing I might learn something.
Such is the way of the tree of knowledge.
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