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:: 2004 28 January :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" - Queen

futsal... oy...
OK, so I went out to the T&R building for my game tonight... I must say, it was about as cold inside as it was outside. Regardless, I strip down to my shorts and shirt, put on my shinguards and shoes, and sit there freezing, waiting for my game to start. Well, they say I played well tonight... I really wouldn't know. I was so stiff and so numb (except for when I hit the ground... oh yeah, got knocked into the wall too...). It was insane... and Erin had to play the whole night again, cause we didn't have a sub for her (stupid Barton) .... anyways, our team got their first win of the season, I got my first rugburn of the season (which burns now that I can feel my left knee again), and we all froze our asses off. The End.

:: 2004 27 January :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: happy

today....what a lovely day. i went to school and jessica and louise very nicely waited for me as sarah, lynn and stephanie walked ( wagging their hips) off to the lockers. so we had class and stuff and it was boring. at lunch the crazy 3rd grader (only one today cause her friend was absent) attacked us and she decide to chase me around in a circle as i was yelling "stop it" and was hitting her but not very hard. louise got her to leave us alone by getting her some candy.
i've come to the conclusion that sarah is using me for rides home from school. the first words she said to me today were "what do we do in math?" next time i'll just say "i dont know. you have it next find out for yourself" dumbasses. so she only talks to me after school when we are giving her a ride home. i'm so tired of her. only 3 months and 5 days left that i'm stuck being around her. HAPPINESS.
during science it was fun. some girls dad came in to show us experiments dealing with chemistry. it was cool. he did the thing where you freeze a plant and drop it and it breaks. of course during the best science period of the year we had to have 1 1/2 fire drills. first we had a big one then the fire alarm went off again and we were told to go out then when we were half way out there they told us to go in. makes me mad.
i got an 85% on my science test. i thought i was gonna get an f so its good.
i also got all my averages for this thing i do into the 20's and thats really good so i'm proud of myself.
bye

:: 2004 27 January :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: freezing
:: Music: tv

Montana weather....
Woohu! - 40 some wind chill today... yeah, our van shut down just as we pulled into the driveway today, so we coasted right into the garage. My trumpet was extremely screwed up too... I hate Montana at times....
Well then... We got OMaM today.... what a short book... And I really would prefer not to read it now... but not my decision... Oh, joy. (:P) Jarrod came back today... we just might be able to win our futsal game tonight!!! We talked about "plant sex" in biology today. I somehow feel sorry for the poor peas, raped by the hands of Mendel, then fixed to never have children again :P. Hey! I saw my sexy sax player twice today... but sadly I still don't know his name... aye me. ooo... I directed the band today... nothing special... but yeah. AAAAND... My volleyball team is getting spanked in the tournament.... just glad I didn't actually choose the team... Anywho, I'm here in my nice warm house, fearing that I have to go back out tonight... how tragic....

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Loupgarou

:: 2004 26 January :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: silly

I'm smarter than dumb people
I got a 95 on that science test that was dumb. Yay!

In language arts, as I explained before, I sit inbetween matt d and nick D, who are always talking about something weird that doesn't seem to make any sense. Today Nick was staring at his hands and saying "Into the third demension...". He just wouldn't shuttup about the third demension. He thought his hands led to the third demension. I turned around and stared at him for a moment and when he finally realized what I was doing he looked at me and laughed.
"Look at your hands though - it's AMAZING," then he laughed again. It was funny, actually. Then Matt said, "no, no, Dazzi (that's wht he calls Nick) you need to look at the third dimension of the finger print." Then he started staring at the swirls on his fingers, as if examining his finger print. Sometimes it can be quite interesting listening to them.

Then came time to share our writing activities for The book Daniel's Story. We were supposed to write a diary entry in the point of view of this girl name Rosa about Daniel. Nick volunteered and read his.
"Daniel is hot. And the first time I met him when I saw him in his underwear picking lice out of his clothes, Mmmm I could just EAT HIM UP!" twas funny I say!

At lunch Louise, Marilyn, and I were all talking and discovering how we could make the shape of a triangle when we stood in a certain way when these two little third graders passed us. I waved and said "hi!" to them, and they started laughing. Then they came over and talked to us for a while. We started talking about how they should avoid the really preppy people and never shop at abercrombie. Then they started pushing eachother saying that the other wanted to hug one of us. At first we thought it was funny, but after a while it began to get a tad bit obnoxious. We tried pursuading them not to, saying "you know, you guys shouldn't push eachother." But they kept doing it. Louise and marilyn had walked a bit farther away from them by this time, but I felt bad for the little third graders and stayed to talk with them for a while. But they kept doing the hugging thing. I did not want physical contact. I'm not much for that.
I eventually drifted off over to Marilyn and Louise, but after a few seconds they came back over and started talkign again. Cute kids, just a little strange (aren't all little kids?).
"Some people don't like physical contact," Louise said to them.
"What does that mean?" One of them asked.
"They don't like to be touiched by other people"
"Oh."

Bad Idea. It then became a game to hug us, and we ended up running away, screaming like little sissies while the third grade girls chased us. It must have been a site to our fellow eighth graders. Luckily, when we go past the planters the 3rd graders aren't allowed to come. So we just stood there; I sang the Momiji song and waved, because I still felt a bit bad for them. Every once in a while they'd try to venture out past the planters, but we moved away farther towards the basketball courts.
I wonder if they're going to come up to us tomorrow. WE SHALL NOT BE AFRAID NEXT TIME!

Okay, maybe that's a lie.....

Did you know there's a song called "If I were Xena" and another song called "Mozart's hair" I think. Well I just found out tonight.

Remember those icons I talked about? They don't work *sob*. They're the right size (100x100 pixels), but they are over 40K. ARGHIE WARGHIE! And I was so proud of them too.

You know, I'm very easily entertained. Today while I was doing the dishes I started saying "quack" every few seconds in a high-pitched, obnoxious voice. I didn't even really realize how stupid I sounded until later, but I didn't care. I sound stupid when I say a lot of random things.

I'm chewing gum. It is fun. I am entertained.

See what I mean?

I need to say bye bye for now. Soo bai bai bye bye!

(PS I didn't look over this to edit it, so there may be some mistakes)

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:: 2004 26 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tv

grrr...
Yeah... the site just folded on me when I tried to put in a long update earlier... so... in brief: lots of homework... new kid in spanish (new BOY kid...) cute, but acts like a stoner... yeah....
And, I tried out for "Murder on the Nile" - Agatha Christie.... so, we'll see how that goes on Friday. Other than that... it was a school day, one that was lacking cupcakes (nevermind that...)

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:: 2004 26 January :: 9.04pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: linkin park

hello. so today was very boring. i hate school a lot. during religion class i was drawing on my book and when we were reading out of it i decided to ask jennifer if i could add a "decoration" to a picture in her book. At first she didnt want to give it to me because she doesn't trust me to be nice to her stuff but eventually she did and i drew what i think is a very nice set of wood chuck teeth on this woman who is smiling. i am very proud of my artistic abilities. so during 6th and 7th periods i have to listen to luc and a.j talk about pretty much anything and they never stop. so then luc decided to talk to jessie who sits in the row next to mine and i thought i he was talking to me. he was saying some mean things i dont remember so i said "shut up luc" and then aj turned around and said 'did you think he was talking to you?" and i said "yes" while my face turned red. it wouldnt have been so bad if i hadnt changed colors. stupid pale skin.
during recess i found out something really gross. there is a girl named elizabeth and she has this creepy stalkerish crush on this guy, seth. she has pictures of him without his shirt on and pictures from behind a fence. she also writes "elizabeth loves seth" a lot of places. its really really weird. so on one of the tables in the science lab somebody wrote "elizabeth wants to fuck seth" and she was crying and he was pissed. i have a bit of sympathy for her but i dont think she should of taken her crush to the point that seth is afraid of her. so in a way i think she kind of desearves the humiliation. i am very mean.
jessica, i am sorry but i'm gonna do it again. so this is a very nice "knock knock" joke from a movie.
knock knock.
(you) who's there?
go fuck yaself
i dont really know why but i think that it is really funny.
during p.e today we had to do this really gay thing to practice our lay ups. i hate basketball and i am really bad it. so we spent about half the period practicing them then we got to go and play basketball on our own. i've discovered throwing a basketball at a target is very difficult. i think a war between me and jessica (toni ann on my side) began after i gave a really hard high five to her for fun cause i know it hurts. (once again i'm mean) so we were trying to hit eachother with the ball. i threw it at her and missed. she threw it at me and she hit my stomache. i threw it at her and i missed. she kept it for a while and make a basket then i tried to get the ball. a little while later she threw it again and it hit my stomache. then i got the ball and waited for her to get near then threw it at her and i missed again. then i gave toni ann the ball and she threw it and she missed. so jessica won the little battle.
dude there is this bitch named jessica (l) from my school and she is a prep. with a big ass attitude. i just went on my other sn to see if someone blocked me and then she imed me and asked me who i was and stuff. then she said "whats up" and i said "nothing" then she said "bye" stupid ass bitch. its not like i really care if she likes me because i know all the popular people hate me but at least be nice. nothing bothers me more than people who are mean and rude. i cant wait to graduate and get away from them. i'm gonna had her to my list of people i want to inflict severe pain upon.
i really hate that feeling when you are so mad you want to cry but you are not that sad. i feel like that a lot. i'm sure if i think about my aunt or mr.vane though it will only be a few seconds before i cry. i think its amazing how just one rude thing can completely chang my mood. i'm too sensitive. i need to work on that a lot. last night as i lay in bed i realized that i hadnt cried since wednesday and i was trying to make it a week without crying but then someone says something and i cant. i made it 5 days though...pretty good. in the beginning of last year i felt like i was strong and doing good. i listened to my sister's problems and didnt get upset by anything. the only emotion i knew was stress and happiness, not sadness. now it seams like i know a form of happiness and stress and sadness. (if you are tired of hearing about me "evaluate" myself i'd stop reading if i was you.) i think that i'm slowly coming out of this "depression" which is good. i'm tired of it and having people say "i know these deaths have affected you a lot but everyone dies". yes, the deaths have affected me a lot but i dont want sympathy. i want to do it myself. my mom likes to play the hero too and try to solve all my problems with a doctor or something. i feel like this entry isnt really complete but i'm tired and hungry. bye.

Jessika

:: 2004 26 January :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: disgusted
:: Music: Black and white Andy Griffith Show! ^_^ I suck.

DarkMagic
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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Well.....what a coinkydink...... Nick? TAKE!

Drama is going to bug me incessantly. Stupid people in it. I think the class itself should be worth going through stupid people, though. I hope. My Science class rocks now. Gym will suck. I have Allyson (the new one) in 2 of my classes: English and gym. She seems awesome.

Alex(ander?) seems awesomely cool. I like Woohu friends. They rock.

I hate Ashli Brasda and Cassidy. And I sit by both of them in Choir. *shudder* Immaturity sucks and drives me up a wall. I literally begged Nitschke to change me, and she said talk to her tomorrow.

Askley K. and R. are out of my English class. YAYYY!!!!!

I seems rather anti-social nowadays. Yet I still do come across as friendly. And I am lost as to why.

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:: 2004 25 January :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: existant
:: Music: "Fix Me Now" - Garbage

neh
I really have no reason to even bother to update today... yeah, absolutely nothing happened.... no chats, no meetings (that's a lie), no nothing... oy... why am I on here? Oh, yeah, because I've been tired and bored all day and finally decided to say something about it, and now I feel even more pathetic than before.... Yay. I'm pathetic. And there was much rejoicing as they ate their squires....
Bravely rode Sir Robin....
anywho... it's best I just stop before I start...

:: 2004 25 January :: 10.44pm
:: Music: tim mcgraw (sp)

today was a long day. it started out with me waking up to the smell of bacon my mom was cooking. i hate the smell of bacon in the morning cause it gets eveywhere so you go some place and you smell like bacon. then i had to put away my laundry and i asked my sister to put hers away. she just sat there and didnt move so i asked her again and she started to yell at me. shes a stupid ass. she always makes sure i am aware of the fact that i'm the youngest and i can't tell her what to do. having all my sisters is like 5 moms and only one real mom who can tell me what to do and stuff. i kinda wish i had 1 one brother and only 3 sisters. that would have been nice.
so i went to church for the confirmation thing i mentioned yesterday and it was boring. i really embarrassed myself cause i was wearing these gayass black pants that i hate and this stupid shirt but it was better than wearing a skirt. skirts are dumb and must only be worn on occasions when they tell you you must.
jessica just remined me of our science experiement:mold. we were supposed to keep a daily log of it and how it's changed but i've failed to do that. i feel bad cause she and toni ann have been responsible and doing it but i have not.
today was very cold. i'm not complaining though cause i know that the east coast has been much cooler but i was outside for 2 1/2 hours without a sweat shirt. if it weren't for the wind it would have been warmer and the sun would have been nice but of course the wind has to ruin everything. the only time the wind is nice is when it is very rainy and the wind is pounding the rain into a window. i like that noise...its very good to listen to as you're trying to go to sleep at least i think so.
i think i'm developing a strange obsession with glue. its very fun to play with. i think i could sit in an empty room with nothing in it except for me and a bottle glue and i would not be bored all day. i made up some dumb little rhyme thing for glue. dont laugh at me for writing it but laugh it cause its so dumb its funny or just dont laugh.
I love you my dear precious glue.
yup there it is. pretty stupid so go ahead and make fun of it but dont tell me what you think if its bad.
i probably should have written this on saturday but i'll write it now. I didnt get any c's on my progress report. that makes me really happy. i think if i hadnt slacked off in 6th grade i would have gotten b's and an occasional A in all subjects but since i did it put me behind so i had to make up that ground. I'VE DONE IT! yay. i've caught up so now i'm not dumb. i like having all b's. i want to get it so my lowest grade is a b not a b- for my report card. that will be hard though cause i think i just got a low grade on a dumbass science test.
golden globes are on right now and i'm not watching them for the first time in 3 years. breaking tradition is tough. bye

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 25 January :: 5.55pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: A little less conversation - Elvis Presley

*pokes*
Hallo! As you might have noticed, i fixed my journal. The thing was, I thought it had looked like this the whole time, but when I went to Marilyn's house I found it looked quite different (really ugly in my opinion actually). Louise said that that was how it looked on her computer too O_o. So I changed it and I hope it looks better.

I really hope things speed up so we can get to winter vacation or whatever it's called. I don't want to go to school.

Ooo but you know what? Next weekend me, Mom, Dad, Denise (my sister), my aunt Sue, uncle John, Anna (little cousin), David (littlest cousin), Aunt Ceal (maybe), Uncle larry, and My Grandma (I call her Mema) are all going to a hotel to stay in San Francisco for the weekend. YAY! San Francisco is fun; especially when it rains (isn't that right, Marilyn?).

Yesterday I went on the other computer in my Dad's office and played around on the graphics program. It was Adobe Photoshop Elements. I was able to make some of my own Live Journal icons, and I was so proud of myself ^_^. As you can see, I haven't used any of my custom made icons yet because I want to keep the one I have right now for a tad bit longer. *sniffle* I've grown a bit attached to it.

I might go to the bookstore today. Not a big good one, mind you. It's a little bookstore in my town; actually, it's the only bookstore we have in town T_T. However in the city about 15 minutes away from us I hear they're building a Barnes and Noble. HAZAAH!

Saying Hazaah made me think of the Renaissance Faire. They aren't having it here anymore *cries*. In fact I don't think they're going to have it anywhere in Northern California. *sniffle sob sob choke cough sob cry tear weep weep mourn sob cry sniffle choke sob cough cough sputter tear cry cry snort*
It was so much fun too. I hear it was because they weren't getting enough money. HELLO! I went there last year and it was 105 degrees outside. It was freaking packed just the same. There is no way they were losing money.

Oh well, what can you do?

I'm off! Tootle pip, fare thee well, and blessed be!

Where's your pet moose, eh?

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:: 2004 24 January :: 9.38pm

Nicole, the sickass
ok so I'm on aim right now and there is a girl named nicole who is also on. So I looked in her profile and this is what I found:
JASON -
her: ill lite da candels
jason: hell wit the candles
her: lol
jason: letz just get to the good stuf
jason: lol
her: ok
her: let get goin den
jason: k
jason: do we hafta use condoms?
her: up 2 u
jason: ok then
jason: no condoms
her: lets go

DUDE shes so nasty. Only nasty sickass perverts talk about that and then put in their profiles.
so i went to go practice softball with my dad and sarah and her dad. bad idea. first she sucks. thats an understatement. she was dreadfull. dreadfull is a good word to describe her. shes has a really good arm and minimal catching abilities. she doesnt know how to hit but when she does manage to touch the ball it goes far. so her dad was completely favoring her perhaps cause she was so bad. now i'm not trying to be conceded but i know how to bat and bunt and throw and catch and run the bases. so her dad was trying to teach how to do all these things. its like DUDE YOU DONT HAVE TO SHOW ME IF I ALREADY KNOW! i'm not saying i'm really good but i do have all the fundemental skills down which is important to becoming better. its not my fault if sarah is worse and she needs more practice at doing things right. Dude when she was batting she kept sticking her butt out. You cant put power behind the ball when ur butt is practically sticking out of the batting box. It pisses me off. The thing that pissed me off the most was when she was batting and her dad kept telling her "ok now 2 more" over and over. when i was up though he said "ok 5" then i hit 5 and he said "5 more". you may say "marilyn, why are you complaining, you got ten?" but the thing was he started sarah out with ten too but kept adding 2 more. So i was stuck shagging the balls she hit for like 10 minutes straight. I did like the running though, it was fun. so tomorrow we have tryouts and i'm nervous i'm gonna be on a team without anyone i know. thats always bad cause then i get stuck hanging out with the annoying girls because i'm shy.
tomorrow is also the day called "presentation of the candidates" for confirmation. in case you havent figured it out, i'm catholic. such a boring religion really. i dont particularly like it all that much but my mom is forcing me to get confirmed. i chose my sponsor to be this lady named beverly. she's known me since i was a baby and says that she used to watch me while my mom worked at ccd. i dont remember her but when i saw her this year again we were talking for a long time while cutting red ribbons (very boring) and she was telling me all about my "babyhood". then she started talking about her family situation and i was very surprised by how open she was. most people dont like to talk about their personal lives with 13 year olds but since she did i tried to be as polite as i could and ask questions that were not rude or past the limit. i found out that her husband died when he was fairly young and now she helps her daughter raise her sons. i was surprised also that she swore in front of me. most people feel the need to watch their tounges in front of people my age as to not set a bad example. i suppose they dont realize that everyone my age except for straight A perfect mommas boy/girls dont. yes so anyway the situation of her family of very complex and it would probably take me a large amount of time to figure it out.
this is just a random thought: Why are there ridges on the top orange part of bottles of glue? maybe i'm just and idiot for not being able to figure it out but i really dont get it. lol. ok so if you think you know or have just a guess please put it in a comment.
well i have to go eat dinner right now. bye bye

Jessika

:: 2004 24 January :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: XM commercial

Woohoo more me! = P
Unless I find a ride on time, I can not go to Mishelle's house. So probably not. Have fun without me! And Roxanne! And Gwen for a while!

Yesterday upon the stair,
I met a man that wasn't there.
He wasn't there again today.
I wish to hell he'd go away!

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:: 2004 24 January :: 4.44pm

hello. i'm gonna start with yesterday today. in the morning i went to school and we went to mass at 8:30. Everything was fine with mass up until about 5 minutes before it started. In our church there is a door at the back and a little off to the left of the altar. So a priest with gray hair, apparently quite old, came hobbling out of it with a cane and took about 3 minutes to get to the chair on the altar where he was going to sit. Well this is the bad part: when I as well as many others saw him come out of the door we all thought it was Father Don. Father Don is my favorite priest because he's really friendly and his homilys don't put you to sleep like every other priest. Whenever I see him he says hello to me and when I'm helping in the parish office for school hours he gives me a hug. To me he is more like a grandpa than a priest. That really worried me until I looked closer and saw that it wasnt him.
The day went smoothly until science when something bad happened but i dont really feel like writing about it cause its long and I its not that big of a deal. then after school jessica and louise came over to study which we did....for about 5 minutes.
Today I woke up at 7:00 cause I had to get ready to go take the highschool placement test. I think I did well except for the patterns section. Personally I think that the only section our teachers didnt over prepare us for was the patterns. So the test went by really fast and it wasnt TOO hard or boring. i will admit that about half way through I though I would fall asleep.
When I got home a very nice surprise was sitting on the table. Apparently my sister had come by earlier in the morning because all her wedding pictures were in albums on the table. I really think that her husband (*squirms*i hate calling him that) is really ugly. A few years ago when she first met him he didnt have a double chin at all. In fact he was handsome...a whole lot better than now. So in every picture he is in his chin is the only thing I see. Also I think the photagrapher was dumb because he tried to take these "casual" looking pictures where he had everyone opening their mouth or smiling like they were all having a great time. the only problem with doing that is its very obvious. So all the pictures that i'm in look like I have black teeth because i'm such a stupid ass I picked dark blue for my braces. The photagrapher also took one of me and my sister crying because I was being very emotional. Now I will tell you why exactly these pictures are so special. I told you about Richard I think. Well he is in quite a few of these pictures due to the fact he was the flowergirl escort who was his sister. I told a few people that he is hot but I may have exaggerated a bit. He's more very nice looking than hot cause he's still young. When he gets older though.....
i'm hungry and i havent eaten lunch. bye