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2005 27 August :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: angry
so tired, of fighting ..and not knowing what im fighting for
you yell && say things i dont understand
&& make me out to be a slut
im not
you tell me things that condridict others
&& expect me to know what to do
yes, mistakes have been made
but your blowing it out of porportion
making it so much more than it is.
your hurting me so much
--> i dont know if i should call, if i should say anything at all
<--- or maybe i should dissapear from your life
is that what you want ?!
&& i really believe you should help me .
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2005 26 August :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: cold
hope everyone was safe ♥
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2005 24 August :: 2.49am
wow . .
fuck you and everything you stand for .
im done . . i cant do this to myself anymore, im done and overwith !!
you had to be a pussy . .
you couldnt tell me the truth
truth is . .
the truth hurts
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2005 23 August :: 1.25am
. . in the words of ashh . .
asherzzz . . sorry i took this from you, but at the moment im feeling the exact same way and im doing everything in my power not to cry . . hope you dont mind i took this from you. it couldnt have been said better . . i LOVE you
i dont want to hurt && i dont want to cry
anymore
&& most of all i want to know what to do with myself
to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore it. it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. it's not about pride and it's not about how you appear. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving up or giving in. to let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it is learning and experiencing and growing up. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. to let go is to open a a door, clear a path and set yourself free
. . i hate doing this to myself. i hear one thing, see another, feel another . . i hate hate hate feeling like this. i hate what you do to me, i hate that i have no clue. but i dont want to give up on you, i cant. i wish i knew what was best for me . .
i just want to know what to do with myself
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2005 19 August :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: pissed the fuck off
i hear two storys && parts of both seem to be true
i dont know who to believe && or trust
you both have your reasons to lie
&& tell me what you want
im not a fucking rag doll
&& yes i have feelings
tell the fucking truth
to whomever your talking to && what its about
&& everything will be how it should be
i dont want to hurt && i dont want to cry
anymore
&& most of all i want to know what to do with myself
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to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore it. it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. it's not about pride and it's not about how you appear. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughs, and it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving up or giving in. to let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it is learning and experiencing and growing up. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. to let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free
i guess it`ll never happen for me then
JEESUS
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