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2005 14 August :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: heartbroken
nice to know your over us.
. . i guess
nothing seems to matter to him anymore
i really cant get him off my mind
i think i made the biggest mistake of my life
cant he just call me
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2005 8 August :: 12.54am
:: Music: everytime we touch
i thought u were just another guy. but baby these butterflies dont lie // sometimes i wish i never met you cuz then i could go to sleep at night not knowing that theres someone like you out there !!
ya know, i never understood the whole friends with benefits thing.. you're friends, but you hook up occasionally? i mean whats the point of that? if you're friends you obviously like their personality, and if you wanna hook up with them you like their looks.. so why not just date? it makes things so much easier, and makes you not feel like such a slut. but i guess theres always those reasons you cant date, like distance or other people, or the guy doesnt want a girlfriend or some stupid reason like that.
but if you like them a lot, is it worth being "friends with benefits" .. or does the girl feel dirty and the guy agree that shes just a random hookup and dirty and easy? i just dont know. but if i could change the situation i would. i do like him enough to hook up with him and not go out with him, but should i? should i risk what him and other people think of me for a hook up? and when i say hookup i dont mean brain, or face, or anything really intimate. i mean a hookup, kissing -- tops. but i dont need to be considered easy or a hoe, because im definitely definitely NOT.
maybe im just thinking about this too much, and over analyzing it. maybe i dont even kno what the fuck im talking about, maybe i completely took this whole thing outta line and maybe my so called situation has nothing to do with this, but i just dont understand friends with benefits. the more i wanna hook up, the more i dont cuz i feel easy, but if you like a person a lot lot.. is it worth it? i need opinions here. but yea i guess ill stop babbling..
and nobody ask me who this is about or where this came from because my mouth is shut on the whole situation until i figure out a few more things. xoxo thanks for all the help in advance to the ppl who comment!
you can fall in love with anyone.. but the problem is -- he can too
im just a girl with a huge crush on a cute boy <33
before i met you i didnt know what it was like to look at a person and smiile for no reason
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2005 8 August :: 12.32am
ashh if you read this and have time to help me , will you please do my journal for me again?! id really appreciate it. i miss you && love you
if anybody else out there is willing to fix up my journal for me id really appreciate it. thanks a bunch!!
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2005 4 August :: 1.07am
:: Mood: misunderstood
it plays on my radio .. over and over . .over and over . . over and over . .it never ends. .the tears always fall . .my heart always races . .you my love my life my everything
it truley is the truth.
theres a but behind my words. .
you say
&& maybe so
but atleat you know
every word is true
For all those times you stood by me
For all the tuthyou made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through. .through it all
a few beat and a verse . .strikes the tears && dosent stop them
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me
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2005 2 August :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: pissed off
yea . .
nothing befor but matters . .
. . maybe to you
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