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2004 21 October :: 2.12 pm
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2004 20 October :: 12.23 pm
I still feel like shit. I want to go home. I just might. and tomorrow Im not going to school, cuz i feel shitty. work tonight no school.
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2004 19 October :: 1.56 pm
YUCK i feel so incredibley crappy
like yuck.
only still happy.
almost always happy.
if this is my life then I totally accept. great.
oh blah. blekch and art class. dufty is cool.
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2004 18 October :: 11.35 am
Homecoming equals awesome. I had a great time. but the question is did I prefer the dance or the after.
hmm
wait it was definately after.
*sigh*
everything is good. days off are good too. pj is here. i love him. I love you. okay. bye then
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2004 15 October :: 11.00 am
HOMECOMING!!!! Yay
STIPLING!! NoT yay.
but im done
im so uber excited. i love you pj. love love love you. soo much. two O's worth of love.
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2004 10 October :: 11.19 am
Sometimes I try so incredibely hard. and I get so angry at myself for it because im just sitting on my couch crying for no reason and hes like stop crying and im like im trying. and I really dont mean to be this way because I just feel so incredibly bad that Im as crazy and emotional as I am. and I was never this way before and I dont know where along the lines it happened. I want it back then but at the same time I like it the way it it except when he says freakin' relax and then I start crying.
its so crazy because i feel like im annoying him and then i get scared. you know.
but thats ok. Im ok. were ok, i have to go to work in like 4 and 1 half hours and that super sucks. im uber excited about homecoming. thats all i really have. later
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2004 8 October :: 1.40 pm
ahhh im taing like I do in the afternoons. ive got jack going for plans this weekend. hoping to visit pj and go to meijers. I have important things to get there. gah. im so tired though. its rainy and uck. I feel stuff off of my chest though. i dont really know what else there is except im uber excited about homecoming cuz my boyfriend is the absolute best
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2004 6 October :: 2.26 pm
blah ta. blah tired
i love pj. i love mikkydees.
what else is new
new tires yayayay
work tonight suck
laterz
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2004 3 October :: 1.17 pm
I got two new baby kittens they are cute and I love pj. woohu. plus dodgeball equals kick.
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2004 1 October :: 6.33 pm
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2004 1 October :: 12.30 pm
fuck this day it sucks
damn you
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2004 1 October :: 12.27 pm
I hate you
I love you
i need you
you hurt me
you help me
come back for more
please stop
dont ruin
what Ive finally found
my day is gone
crying so painful
Why?
dependence
I love you
god help us
for always
Dont decieve me
too much too fast
slow down
what am i saying
speed up
confusion
i love you
stop
unstable.
misunderstanding.
its ok i love you
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2004 30 September :: 2.02 pm
I find myself in a twist. a rock and a hard place really. I want to get that mouse for pj so much because I know thats what he wants but I really cant afford it. and i would get something else but i dont know what to get. gah. so confusing. well see what unfolds as it rolls around. not to mention though that he is counting on the mouse and ill feel shitty if i disapoint him. damn damn damn it
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2004 30 September :: 1.58 pm
so i have a 55% in intermediate drawing and design. huh. exactly how did that happen. Im determine to change that. yeack. okay in in ta hour so i should do something productive. hopefully I see pj tonight. unless people decide to be dicks.
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2004 28 September :: 2.26 pm
freaking gah. I freaking love you so much.
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