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2004 16 August :: 5.15 pm
im in a super great mood. thanks pj
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2004 16 August :: 7.42 am
stupid people make the world go 'round. on another note. Im excited cuz im going to see pj today. also im going to meijer which i like and Im having lunch with my mom all of these are in fact good things. yay
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2004 14 August :: 5.29 pm
family reunions suck. being tall sucks. vacuum cleaners suck. and im fat.
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2004 12 August :: 9.57 am
coca-cola=my bitch
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2004 12 August :: 9.55 am
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2004 11 August :: 7.19 pm
so im driving down my road. dee dee dum. going maybe 30 and thats kinda stretch.
this old man runs out in front of my car and stops me. i roll down my window and hes all like. do you have kids? I was like no. so he says. well I do and so do all these neighbors and you need to stop driving so fast. next time im going to report you. I was like fuck you you old fucker and looking back on it I wish I could have said. well are these the same little girls that play with their baby strollers in the middle of the street every single day. at the end of the subdivision where the only people around are the construction workers building new houses or are your kids the ones that werent watching where they were going and almost ran into the side of my car?? he was an arrogant old bastard and I have half a mind to drive by his house doing about 75 or so. that fucker. I would nto be too pissed about someone yelling at me for driving too fast because I do but if your kids are playing in the middle of the road when there is perfectly good sidewalk then dont even bother cuz i dont give a fuck.
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2004 10 August :: 7.50 pm
CONGRATS Battle Field Vietnam Guys you totally rock. besides that michelle is here and thats exciting news. I miss PJ though. only like 5 more days. eww thats sad.
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2004 9 August :: 8.45 pm
well here goes for those of you who misunderstood. I DID NOT CHEAT ON PJ.
I never would. I care about him more than anything in the world. In all honesty the whole deal was kinda catty and childish. Michelle i apologize. but I would like to say thanks for letting pj know. although he fabricated most of the story. and I would like to say that I have no objection to you reading my journal but a little input once in awhile would be nice. I like to know what my readers think. once again I'm sorry about that Im sure it was kinda hard to email pj like that but it really shows what a great person you are. Im not really sure whats up with you and pj I dont think he really knows and if he does than he dosent talk to me about it. I would like to think that you two are still friends because i would hate to be the reason that two friends stopped talking. Ive told him this many times but he dosent seem to want to listen. its really a double sided sword I guess. because as much as I want you and him and you and I to get along. You are a threat to me. obviously. part of the reason why i went along with pj when he wanted to put that on here. Im not sure where im going with this except that i want you to know that I dont hate you or dislike you by any means and I only hope that you dont dislike me either only I can understand why you would. But I like to think that I make PJ happy any damper in our relationship at this point would be at his discretion because im afraid, as Im sure you have gathered from this journal, that I am happier with him than I have ever been in my life and I have no issue saying that I love him. so I hope that we can... well im not sure really but if and when you and pj become friends again that you and I can also be friends because you were his best friend and thats about the most important thing in the world. definately more important than a girlfriend.
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2004 9 August :: 6.17 pm
x is true...
(x) I have never been drunk
(_) I never have smoked pot
(_) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
(x) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan
(x) I never ridden in a taxi
(_) I never have had sex
(x) I never have been dumped
(x) I never shoplifted
(x) I never have been fired
(x) I have never cut myself on purpose
(x) I never have been in a fist fight
(_) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I never have been arrested
(x) I never made out with a stranger
(_) I never stole anything from my job
(x) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(_) I never lied to a friend
(_) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(x) I never have been to Europe
(_) I never skipped school
(_) I never slept with a co-worker
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(_) I never have purposely set myself on fire
(_) I never have eaten sushi
(x) I never have been snowboarding
(_) I never have been happy with myself
(x) I never have met a movie star
(x) I never went to a prom
(x) I never bungee jumped
(x) I never have been to a pop concert
(x) I never have dated someone for over a year
(_) I never ate a mango
(x) I never killed anyone before
(_) I never went sailing
(_) I have never had a job
(_) I have never told someone how much they meant to me.
(x) I never have gone sky diving
(x) I never ran outside and danced in the street naked.
(x) I have never had a lesbian/gay close friend.
(_) I have never watched C-SPAN for over an hour.
(_) I have never been out of the country
(x) I have never made out in a carwash..
(x) I have never had cum come out of my nose during a blow job
(_) I have never gone night swimming with a hot person of the opposite sex
(_) I have never eaten peanut butter.
(x) I have never seen Citizen Kane all the way through.
(_) I have never broken a bone.
(x) I have never enjoyed eating veal
(x) I have never been whale watching
(_) I have never stayed up until 10 AM listening to music
(_) I have never seen real boobies
(_) I have never been happier in my life than I am right now
(_) I've never been involved with complete jackass
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2004 9 August :: 6.14 pm
Im at eDen with Pj and all the rest of youz guys. im tired. kinda need to go to the bathroom. and i am well im not sure what i am at this point, mostly tired and confused. well outside of that back to me book i guess.
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2004 9 August :: 9.48 am
starbucks, hot bath, pj. those are my plans for the day
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2004 8 August :: 3.12 pm
Last night oh god last night. I didnt drink not enough to get me drunk at least. i had the vodka with kevin and i started to feel a buzz then dumped the rest of it out. I then proceded to call pj because i was scared. I called and I said ive been drinking please dont leave me. then he said its okay so I hung up then i cried. no one saw me thank god. i cried because i was that scared of losing him. outside of that the party was awesome and i didnt realized how much i had missed everyone who i saw. I even talked to ramiro and i feel like we may be able to be friends again. i felt an insane sort of bad because I felt like i let bobbie down and i would never want to do that because I love her so much. i apologized to her though. then this morning i got a message from pj and he sounded really upset i called and he said that he was worried about me because of the drinking. he also said that he had wanted to call and tell me to go home but he didnt because it wasnt his place. but had he called I would have gone home. I love him so much and never again will I do something to jeopordize what i have with him.
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2004 6 August :: 10.49 am
Jesus H Christ
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2004 3 August :: 10.31 am
I had a nice talk with my parents last night about the birth control pills that my mom found. beautiful but they werent mad actually just seemed uncomfortable imagine that. oh and my mom said next time hide stuff better cuz she didnt mean to find them and she dosent want to know. my parents are pretty cool.
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2004 2 August :: 9.19 pm
I havent talked to pj since saturday. until tongiht. everything is going good. I dont think hell figure it out... i hope he dosent. i could kick myself in the head.
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