:: 2003 3 December :: 6.48 pm

yeah .
im kinda tired
and bored
i HAVE to work on the algebra
for the moment i am grounded
hence why i couldnt go to beavers
and if my algebra grade is lower than a b on the report card then good bye kfc and goodbye car.
it really sucks
so im gonna go work on it
hopefully the father can help
so thats it i guess.
im good though.
happy
its the second day in a row.
or am i fooling myself
i dont know
but the whole idea of leaving cedar
well im not gonna do it
i love joslyn and beaver too much to do it.
you two are the only thing that keep me as sane or insane as i am
and i thank you for that.
i love you two more than words can tell.
and as for the rest of you
there are certain peopel who i know i would love that i dont see enough of like tanya.
but yeah
the rest of you.
meh
and i think jay keeps me in line a bit too.
later days though

Catch a Star

:: 2003 3 December :: 6.46 pm

Yesterday the odds were stacked
In favor of my expectations
Flyin' above the rest
Never fallin' from the nest
Tuesday came and went and now
I'm in a little situation
Maybe it's for the best
I can live alone, I guess

Maybe I can stand alone
Maybe I'm strong as stone
Even though the bird has flown
Maybe he'll fly on home

Forgive me if I'm keeping you
Apart from better conversation
Hung up on all my doubt
Trying to sort the whole thing out
Tell me that I'm smart enough
To deal with all the information
Spinning inside my head
Every word he ever said

Maybe I can stand alone
Maybe I'm strong as stone
Even though the bird has flown
Maybe he'll fly on home

Maybe I can stand alone
Maybe I'm strong as stone
Even though the bird has flown
Maybe he'll fly on home

Catch a Star

:: 2003 2 December :: 3.24 pm

wooosh
thats my sighing little sound.
yeah
im tired
school is ugh
i dont know
i dont know at all
but if all else
i feel pretty good.
im not like sad or anything.
rest assured i will be in like 2 days but for right now
im good.
i absolutely know that in a couple of days something is going to knock me back down.
hopefully i can handle it.
i think I probly can.
ill cry some more.
but it happens.
thats all
later days

-lizzy

Catch a Star

:: 2003 1 December :: 4.19 pm

MY fucking song
My Best friend hates me
My good friend bangs me then leaves me out to dry
My eyes are red, my hair is tangled
I just want to die.

One day im gonna get away
Away from you and the way you make me feel
One day after im gone
your gonna look back and know that this was real
But until then i just want to die

My grades are falling and i keep
crawling around your feet hoping yourll see me too
I go to work and my boss is a jerk
But i cant quit man I feel like shit Ill tell you now how this is gonna go down.

One day im gonna get away
Away from you and the way you make me feel
one day after im gone your gonna look back and know that this was real
but until then I just wanna die

So take this knife and cut me
all I want is for you to feel the way i do
But that wont happen so while we sit here laughing
Im hurting inside
you dont care
and i just want to die
I just want to die

2 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2003 1 December :: 3.50 pm

You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Catch a Star

:: 2003 1 December :: 3.44 pm

ohyoyyoah
i had a great-o day
everything is like
gone
i feel refreshed i think
yeah
i think everything is good
at least i hope
i dont really know
probly just jumping the gun again
but im happy for tonight
yay

Catch a Star

:: 2003 30 November :: 7.24 pm

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:: 2003 30 November :: 6.38 pm

so i did a lot of thinking
and when it comes down to it.
i have about three friends.
Friends
i have acquintances but outside of those three well i dont really care about the rest of you.
so yeah
there you have it
well it might be four
i care about mindy too

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:: 2003 28 November :: 3.09 pm

Fuck it

oh wait I meant flower

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:: 2003 27 November :: 7.06 pm

happy thanks giving everyone.
um i spent the day with my family
im all chilling now
getting for some crazy blitz shopping tomorrow
its gonna be insane.
but hey whatever.
outside of that.
meh
my family keeps me numb and unthinking so everything was cool today.
loves and hugs

Catch a Star

:: 2003 26 November :: 4.26 pm

hmm
yeah today was boring im all tired and such
i dont like school but i think i prefer it to home.
i missed everyone today and i still have four more days to go.
bummer
all that family time.
someone give me a call lets do something.
i cant stand the lonliness of my own house.
i think thats because when im all alone i think about things and how they could have been different but i rushed into things and changed everything forever.
and now nothing will ever be the same.
and the pain rushes back to me.
its always there but most of the time i can block it. i can block him. and the feelings that are there. still.
someday itll all be gone.
I hope

4 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2003 25 November :: 2.53 pm

1. Give me a new nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. If there were a movie about my life, who would play me?
21. Who would play you in the movie about my life?
22. Who is my hero?
23. Are you going to put this on your Woohu and see what I say about you?

Catch a Star

:: 2003 23 November :: 1.05 pm

You and I in a little toy shop
buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got
Set them free at the break of dawn
'Til one by one, they were gone
Back at base, bugs in the software
Flash the message, "Something's out there"
Floating in the summer sky
99 red balloons go by.

99 red balloons floating in the summer sky
Panic bells, it's red alert
There's something here from somewhere else
The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eager eye
Focusing it on the sky
As 99 red balloons go by.

99 Decision Street, 99 ministers meet
To worry, worry, super-scurry
Call out the troops now in a hurry
This is what we've waited for
This is it boys, this is war
The president is on the line
As 99 red balloons go by.

99 Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich fuer schlaue Leute
Witterten schon fette Beute
Riefen: Krieg und wollten Macht
Mann, wer haette das gedacht
Dass es einmal soweit kommt
Wegen 99 Luftballons

99 dreams I have had
In every one a red balloon
It's all over and I'm standin' pretty
In the dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenier
Just to prove the world was here...
And here it is, a red balloon
I think of you and let it go.

Catch a Star

:: 2003 23 November :: 12.18 pm

im talking to josie.
and hes a dumbfuck
and shes a spider that keeps them all wrapped in the litle web the one that prevents people like me from being happy
bitch

Catch a Star

:: 2003 23 November :: 11.55 am

Misfit... You can hang out with the preps or the
losers or whoever. You really don't care do
you?

Catch a Star