:: 2003 23 November :: 11.49 am

Yes, you are definately in love (or at least, you
like him/her alot). He/She is obviously your
best friend and there is a true bond/trust
between you, and (even if you don't want to
admit it) you clearly have feelings of some
sort for him/her. If you ignore your true
feelings, you may end up regreting it in the
future. You should definately tell him/her
right away how you feel.


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ha tell me something i dont know

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:: 2003 23 November :: 9.40 am

OH MY GOD
ok first of all i hate certain people
they take things and like twist them all around so that they make the person look good and make the other person, thats me in this case, look not so good. i dont know what he was thinking but im pretty fucking pissed cuz it wasnt actually an exageration everything was changed so it was a downright lie.
so fuck you dude.
not three times.
once

christ.
but anyway that was my only thing that i was all pissy about. and im still pretty pissy cuz i dont know who all he told. but meh.
if anyone asks me about it ill set them straight.
so my parents are gone and i have to clean stuff. stuff being the kitchen and living room.
but im gonna do some laundry and clean my room as well then maybe i can take a look at the history that i shouldve been studying all weekend instead of fucking around playing video games last night.
meh.
another F I can afford it actually which is odd for that class.
Im pulling a B its not great but Its good for me considering ap and all that.
I also need to do the algebra cuz that 58% is not gonna bring itself up.
so yeah that is the day in review.
oh yeah i forgot to add
"good times, good times"
381 and *hugs*
except to that one douchebag. He can go jackoff.

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:: 2003 22 November :: 3.52 pm

meh.
its just one of those things were you get so excited cuz you think things are gonna go your way and then you get shot down again and again.
well. at least i have something new to tell the therapist

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:: 2003 21 November :: 3.37 pm

Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The
Fragile.

"My heart lies somewhere between perfection
and dust. And while my soul is a sight to
behold, I shatter at the blink of an
eye."

The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,
beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the
goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking
Glass, or Tenuous Love.

As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and
naturally attract people to you. Love comes
naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts.
Though you embody the perfect form of love,
your own faults are your own undoing.


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You'll break my rose, slit my throat with it, then with my last breath Ill apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

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:: 2003 21 November :: 3.01 pm

meh
people are all stupid.
guys especially you think you know where things are going and they totally go the opposite way.
its a shame it really is.
but whatever
another notch on the old tree.

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:: 2003 20 November :: 3.48 pm

meh i guess that about explains it all

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:: 2003 19 November :: 7.03 pm

Masochist


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:: 2003 19 November :: 5.33 pm

so over the last couple of days ive done A LOT of thinking
thinking about everything thats happened in the last week.
Im so hurt and confused still
and I thought i could forgive and forget but I dont think I can.
everytime I see you I break down a little more.
and its insane how much this little thing is affecting me.
i guess it wasnt so little after all.
and then other stuff.
that just puts everything else out of balance.
and I think to myself wow Lizzy, what are you doing.
what are you doing to yourself.
this like depression spreads through me like hot choclate on a cold day and it never stops.
and I wish I knew how to stop it.

and ive fucked up other things too and I know someone is going to get hurt here.
its insane.

then I realize that I have two best friends.
I dont know what id do without you two
one of you is so there for me all the time
I dont have to say anything and you say "whats wrong lizzy" I can deny that shit is wrong but you know. and i love you for it.
your like a brother and i just wanted to thank you over and over

then theres my girl
she takes no bs
if im mopey she says you look sad have some ice cream I know your eating for two.
and i laugh and she says hun its not worth it.
your above all this.
I love you too dear.
what would i do without you
even if sometimes you are bitchy your no nonsense no pity attitude brings me through every time


so now im sitting here
with this damn bottle and im getting all this out there.
where its open and contemplating
to myself
am i pansy
or can i get through this
i know i can get through this
im strong but i dont know how strong anymore
one more crushing thing like this could send me over
and as you said chris.
I know how to get what i want
all i want is for this pain to be over
so the question on my mind is
can i do it















































no i cant

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:: 2003 19 November :: 5.31 pm

You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


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:: 2003 18 November :: 7.26 pm

Wow this one hits Home.........Hard
Somewhere b e t w e e n...

the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant forwards..... and the friendships..... and the -calls- to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere
b e t w e e n the phone calls to old friends..... And the "I miss you's" & the
"I love you's".......

And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere
b e t w e e n all of the changing, growing...
Somewhere
b e t w e e n the classes........ And the skipping classes...... And the studying for tests....... And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what High school is all about. I forgot what it meant to
cry.......

I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of
the future

.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that
I can love.........

I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's
okay to ask for help

......... And it's okay to feel like crud.......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the Dances or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups... It's the Friendships, which means taking chances........ I learned that
sometimes

the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. .

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:: 2003 18 November :: 7.09 pm

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


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um yeah cuz i smile so much anyway

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:: 2003 15 November :: 3.28 pm
:: Music: linkin park

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:: 2003 15 November :: 2.07 pm

does anyone want to write a paper about dred scott versus sandford i will pay cash.
i cant think let alone write something for an ap class that i dont deserve to be in.
i need some help and i need everything the way it was before i got stupid

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:: 2003 15 November :: 10.38 am
:: Music: Mxpx

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:: 2003 13 November :: 6.09 pm

6963859
someone give me a ring.
okay
im really mega bored and I wanna talk to someone

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