Is it worth it- can you even hear me?
I made a vow, no complaining about the next two weeks, just deal with it. So yea, only positive/ or neutral stuff in here.

It's weird reflecting on how this year has changed so many relationships. It's cool cuz i really haven't lost any friends, but gained SO many. Some people that i barely knew freshie year are some of my best friends now. It's crazy, i love going into an IB assembly and knowing so many people. It is a bit sad, because my three original bfs coming into h.s. and i have grown apart, thankfully not very much though. We've all branched out, but we still are close and depend on eachother which I'm very thankful for. Freshman year, it took awhile for everyone to get adjusted and everyone to find their little "niche". We're still adjusting and finding new people every day. Sometimes I'm surprised at the people my friends have become close with, and changed because of, but at the the same time, we're all experiencing new things and unexpected friendships can form. So yea. Umm lol i dunt know why i started that. But i'm just happy that everyone gets closer and closer every day cuz that's nice that everyone's friends :)

Exhibit D..lol rachie. And that scholarship thing...lmao. NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY YOU CAN'T USE YOUR SCHOLARSHIP MONEY TO BUY CARS! The eagles 4 excellence assembly was nice. Got to see people, get out of ballet exam (at least for today), and get a donut :)

I forgot about writing about the wknd! The eaglette party was really nice. I enjoyed myself. With the food, people, presents, and fun activities it was great. There's a lot of people there that i'd like to get closer with, and luckily we spend so much time 2gether! lol. The parade the next day was hot and caused mucho soreness after. :-( But oh well!

Hm. I have a present idea :) woot. love, love, and more love!

Ah!
My whole mojo got mixed around. i was innocently watching buffy when i couldn't focus one sec longer and closed my eyes. Now i'm still all tired and not really in a working mode!

the IB community is so like a family. There's those people, like your fav. relative (if you have one) that you always love to see. There's those that you see every now and then, like at some kind of holiday- those are your IB acquaintences. There's those people who are just plain annoying, weird, or freakish looking, and you don't really want much to do with them. Then there's those people...the people that really make family time difficult. Enemies of the heir, beware (says Tom Riddle). No j/k. But seriously, the people on "liz's no like" list has probly reached like 10 or mas! I don't want any more additions, and, i'd love to make amends. We shall see what the events of the next few years bring, friendship-wise. I hope by graduation we can all put the past behind us, because soon after those high school grudges really won't matter anymore.

Well i went really off-topic, but that is my wish. I've kinda woken up now. Today's senator meeting was a nice break from classes, then lunch and morone were chaotic. I got a bread roll- w/out salad- for free! the little things that make me happy...An event happened in morone, obv, that's gonna blow up thanks to pretam's exaggerations! Sameen, i appreciate you standing up for me when i couldn't- thank you so much! The bus was so funny with everyone! mwah mwah...thanks everyone for supporting me. I hate the low moments, and when people rush to make me feel better, it really does help. I appreciate everyone, and if i can ever return the favor i will. bryan- thank you for your support as well.

damn. i write so much these days! well <3

Sigh
Grr...back to school tmrw :/ Well watcha gonna do! I had a very nice break overall. I loved the hanging out with people and the not procrastinating. (woot!) lol. Saturday night was quite fun with the gurls. We didn't make it to the movies, but sam, rach, christini and i can always amuse ourselves anyway. Hawafena, tickling, dancing, rachie's bag, the movies...fun fun with the gurls :) I'm not stressed now becuz I have everything i know i have due for the next two weeks done..score! So i'll be glad to see all of u tmrw :0

Hey everyone. You know how we all wondered what the word quixotic meant? Well it's one of my words of the day so here it is: foolishly impractical especially in the pursuit of ideals; especially : marked by rash lofty romantic ideas or extravagantly chivalrous action. Hope that cleared some things up for ya! lol

Yesterday, was thanksgiving obviously. I helped my mom with all the cleaning. The meal was scrum-diddly-umptious. And i have leftovers for like forever- which is good for now until i get sick of em. I hung out with my cousin, adam, whose 2, some of the time. He's really cute! So it was okay.

Today I went shopping with mama. It was fun and i got a bunch of cute stuff :) I don't get most of it till Hanukkah tho. Sigh. I'm happy wen the holidays falls out this year- the day we let out for winter break! That's awesome, except i might have a family thing that night. Hm. Who knows!

Hope everyone's doing good. I have to go do hw for a billion years! (ha, who am i kidding!)

Hey...let's see, what has been happening the past few days? Friday, rach came to my house for a couple hours then I went to a sweet 16 with bryan. Not the most pleasant experience- we knew practically no one, and it was full of boca people who didn't have any ghetto in them, ie, can't dance to rap. lol. I was pretty bored. At least bryan and i stuck togetha.

Saturday i was going out of my mind with boredom when christini rang (a britism) and asked if i wanted to see elf. I was like yessssss! It was a cute movie. After the movie we went to bostom market where we had interesting, ahem convos and dissed ms. pissy pants lol. Then we went to borders and read more interesting books for like an hour or so. We wandered to bed, bath, and beyond then best buy then my mom came and got us. It was a fun night- thanks christini :)

Today i'm doing hw and going to the mall with mommy. Adios, kadosh kadosh. (hehe amy)

I got to watch one of my fav movies today- psycho beach party! haha, that movie hasnt been on in forever. that'll always be celine and i's movie lol.

I'm tired. Today was pretty good. Happy B-day andrea! On the bus rich, dan and i sang "i am cow"..ahh..wat a wonderful song. The half-day made the classes that i hate seem a bit more bearable. Chem had good news...i have a 94 avg. in chem! Cha-ching! Also i learned a naughty word in spanish- chingada (well thats how i think its spelled). The bus was fun..tehe...just with the music and my bus friends and bryan and dancing...i love the bus on days like these :) starbursts made me hyper!! hehe. After school i actually got 2 ads and 20 rejections...so i'm set! Awesome. I also got my summer pics back..finally..lol. I forgot half of the people's names already! lol...j/k. thank you for everyone who supported me :) u rock. mwah mwah

ahhh some shit just screwed with my mind. I don't understand, i dont hate anyone until they do something to me but w.e. it doesnt matter, but my concentration is shot and thats not good considering we have the oh so lovely economics test manana.

I didnt get to write to much about the concert yet, which was such a wonderful experience. I felt so many different emotions- from at first being scared and needing my buddies close to being in a state of bliss that only the beautiful music could put me in. I don't think i ever have felt the way i did, just listening to something corporate serenade the crowd, and as i think about sunday i get a tinge of that emotion. But i don't think know if i can reexperience it till i see them again. I can't stop thinking about it, how the music moved me as well as everyone else so much. Although the craziness of moshing, and being with my gurls was fun, my favorite part would definately have to be just being mesmerized by something corporate. i love their songs so much! Konstantine..wow. ahh it was just such a great night and i'm so glad i got to experience it with <3 katherine, christine, and christina <3 :)

I really am so glad for the people that support me. Bryan, you know i appreciate you because no one could ever treat me better. As for my friends, wow, i don't know what i would do without you guys. You make my days cheery, even if they're not. The little things count, from singing "hey yaaa" together, to little "catching up" chats in the hallway, and just every laugh or tear we've shared together. I really wish i could spend more time with some of you, and i will make a conscious effort too especially with turkey wknd coming up soon :) I love you and you and you and you.

I think i've semi-calmed down now. Time to see if i can get econ studying done in one hour in time to watch gilmore gurls & everwood!

Living like a fairytale..the mighty king of avondale
Sigh...homework is consuming my existence until the concert tonite! :0 My first concierto...!

Let's see friday...rach + christine came to mi casa and we watched the lil mermaid. Hehe. Yesterday, i hung out at home then went to Bryan's. We went and saw the movie Runaway Jury . Good movie! I had a fun time hanging with him <3

Back to hw. joy.

Are you listening...?
Today was the funnest day! Like everything just was great :) Firstly, it was 11 months for bryan and i :0 almost approaching the big one year! I love you! On the bus we discussed east coast-west coast battles. Dor is just so knowledgable in rap. hehe. I'm from the dirrty south . Stop. drop.kaboom....i love it rachie! I sang it alll day! First hour was fine...listened to poor britney..pobrecita. 3rd hour was great..sunil, christine, rachel and i just blabbering the whole period. We (I) have come to the conclusion that woohu will keep us together after high school and until the day we die! We'll still be updating woohu's like the second before we croak. haha. Lunch i adventured around with dan...then morone was hilarious! Christine inspired me with her wonderful voice mail :) So i made the funniest voicemail. i think it is anyway!! (It's not original..but really, its great). So Sameen and i were argueing and he was like "talk to the hand!" And i go..."no talk to the voicemail!" hehe..Then in dance i realized that i'm getting a lot more flexible and a better dancer overall. Of course i'm certainly not ever gonna be perfect, but it was encouraging to see my progress :) After school was the chaotic nhs meeting. ay caramba! But i got to hang with my bry anddd we got COOKIES !! hehe. The ride home was really funny...just all the convos esp with rachiela..the "not milkshake song", how rap is getting to our heads, our summer jobs (hopefully!). So i'm in a good mood! Thanks for those who have contributed to it :)

Is it worth it- can you even hear me...
Today marks my one year of woohu-ness. Scary, huh? A lot has happened in the year...relationships have changed a lot . But i love the way things are now :)

I had a nice relaxing day. I will get the bare minimum of hw done, but it was a good mental health day.

Savor every moment of this.....