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shannonw55

:: 2005 9 May :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: down
:: Music: Coldplay - See You Soon

God... It still hurts. I'm tired of dwelling on this.
This song isn't helping much either.

"You lost your trust..."

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bigty623

:: 2005 6 May :: 10.43pm

well today has been interesting. my uncle got inerviewed today by channel 8. it was funny. so he is probably gonna be on the news tonight. the people that interveiwed him were really pushy it was funny

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shannonw55

:: 2005 6 May :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Dave Matthews Band - Crash

Today was such a good day.
I brought my guitar to school.
I got $1.99 from crazy ppl who threw money in my case while I was playing. lol I'd say that's pretty good.
It was so exciting. People actually asked me to play... :) eeee fun.
I wanna do that more often. That was great. Maybe like the last day of school.
So today was election day. I don't know if we won. We'll find out Monday.
I dunno. Today was just... randomly really good. yay

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shannonw55

:: 2005 4 May :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Bright Eyes - It's Cool, We Can Still Be Friends

Conor Oberst is exactly 10 years older than me.
How awesome is that?

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bigty623

:: 2005 1 May :: 3.38pm

fuck it, i dont no if i am going with them anymore sis is the biggest bitch i know. it fricken piss me off way to bad.
This day just fricken suck my dad is being a ass. sis is a bitch

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shannonw55

:: 2005 28 April :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: Third Eye Blind - Thanks a Lot

Oh my Lord, what a jackass.
Now what I don't understand is why he would make up a lie I wasn't the one to break up with him. He really wants to be a macho man. You can completely ditch the idea of me wanting to be friends with him again. What an ass. He better be shelling out the apologies tomorrow, and I don't mean just to me. I can't believe he made me believe that girl was like that. I really don't think he has a resonable explaination at all. He just a big liar.
And I trust that you guys aren't gonna believe the crap that he's saying, right? That is seriously the dumbest thing I've ever heard. Why the hell is he still trying to hurt me?

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shannonw55

:: 2005 27 April :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Third Eye Blind - God of Wine

Heh.. and I wrote:
"I hope we can still be friends and this isn't gonna be some "oh-crap-i-see-you-in-the-hallway-must-avert-eyes" kinda deal."

So much for that. Whatever.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 25 April :: 10.08pm

I never put these things in my journal, but I will today.

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

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shannonw55

:: 2005 25 April :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: hurt
:: Music: Third Eye Blind - The Background

I just can't make up my mind about how I feel. I'm just angry. This is probably going to be the last post about this because I'm not going to get caught up in this. But today I was so happy and I was just pissed off and didn't care about him. But then people bring to my attention how much time and energy I've wasted. That I've gotten nothing out of this. And he's not concerned at all. That's what bothers me the most. He doesn't need to run away from me. That's about the wimpiest thing a guy has ever done. I'm not trying to beg for you back. I mean what do you think? I wanted to say I wanted to be his friend, and be there for him and shit. But.. I don't know now if he doesn't want to even look at me. Like.. I didn't do anything. It pisses me off. I'm done with worrying about this because I've got the greatest friends on earth. So that's about it. Well here's the song I told Ben I'd put in here. It doesn't really relate to anything. I'm just learning it on the guitar sort of.

Third Eye Blind - The Background Lyrics
Read more..

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bigty623

:: 2005 24 April :: 8.34pm

hey how is everyone doing? i'm doing good. i went to the gun and knife show today with my uncle. I had fun, that was after church.
i don't want to go to school tommrow :(
how has everyone elses weekend been going?

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