please don't break me...</3

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 19 June :: 4.16am

adrenaline rush.

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 15 June :: 9.55am

i still love blink 182.

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 14 June :: 2.18am

I feel kind of bad because everyone else is reverse culture shocking it up and wants to go back to France.

But then I think about it and it is okay that everyone else loved France and wants to go back.

I am more happy here than I have been since maybe November or before whenever leaving for France became real.

They can have all the France they want.

Because it sucked and I hated it.

I seriously am surprised when men don't yell at me, check me out or honk at me when they drive by. And that is not a good thing to be surprised about.

For clarification, when I was in the airport in France waiting for my plane wearing khakis that I'd slept in and an old comfy shirt, airport security guards clicked at me. It's this thing that French guys did. They clicked at girls like you would click at a cat or dog to make it come to you. When I was in Texas and wearing a shirt white dress with a tennis skirt that snapped in the front, a guy looked at me and moved on. Like a normal person.

I am so glad to be home.

Plus there are stores open later than 7 at night. And I understand everything people say.

Seriously, this is the best country in the world. And you know how I hate this country.

I just wish I had my car and my job.

I love you all and I am so happy to be home. Beyond happy.

5 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 13 June :: 10.17pm

I think im broken

1010101

:: 2007 11 June :: 1.45am

Hmm, So I've finally started writing again it seems. Quite slowly, but surely (well, more the former and less the latter), both in this journal, and in my story. For those of you who haven't received frequent updates on the status of my story, and who care, I've pretty much decided for sure about what I'm going to write. I even kind of have a rough framework drawn up and whatnot. Now I just need to go through the tedious and almost painful process of filling in that framework. Tonight I actually managed to get the better part of a page completed. Though that might not sound like much, trust me, that page has taken at least a month to emerge in it's current form.

So, aside from my story and a few random happenings with friends and whatnot, my life is pretty damn similar to how it probably was about a year ago. I'm still working at meijer, mostly because I couldn't get another job. I'm not pushing carts, but instead running around fixing registers and telling computer-illiterate people how to resize windows and cut/copy/paste files. Yeah, it's uh, fun >_>.
Oh, though one of our servers did catch fire a week or two ago. Granted neither I nor anyone from my department was there to witness it, but I still found it funny that one of the computers there caught fire after all the jokes I've made about registers spontaneously combusting.

I've also resumed my hobby of looking for poorly named products at meijer. Thus far the best ones I've found have been: Mount Gay rum (I guess it's from barbados or something...), and then Worm Blower, which I found in the fishing aisle between the Rod Holder, and the Mouth Spreader.

Hm, so what else is there...
...I guess I beat Final Fantasy XII a while ago. It took me 106 hours and I still only got through 2/3 of the side-quests. For those of you who may happen to be playing the game, or who are even thinking of playing the game, DON'T SPEND TIME ON THE DAMN SIDE-QUESTS. They are completely worthless wastes of time in which you run for about a half hour to get to some dumb monster, defeat said dumb monster, and then run back to the dumb person that asked you to kill the dumb monster to get a really dumb reward. Nothing is added to the plot, none of the characters are developed, and just about nothing of interest happens during them.

Yeah though, that's about all I can think of right now. Adios amigos...

:: 2007 9 June :: 8.49pm

Buddy and I found a ribbon generator:

3 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 8 June :: 9.08pm

in love.

with zack.
with snow cones.
with the sun.
with summer.

i may be confused. but i know one thing.

i am happy.

:: 2007 7 June :: 8.49pm

it's summer.

I think im broken

3 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 4 June :: 7.45am
:: Mood: jubilant

I AM HOME!

Things that are going to be hard to get used to: keyboard, McHenry now falls over.

I am home!!!

5 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 2 June :: 4.28pm

i've been thinking alot about the future lately.

i'm not sure where i'm going. with anything.

:: 2007 29 May :: 11.28pm

circle takes the square.
this is the new cutting edge;
sixth sense limitations dragging me down.
your transcendence of nothing has fueled the flames of our choir.
this is my therapy- singing the praises of razor wire.

embrace the sweet sound of self destruction.

I think im broken

:: 2007 18 May :: 11.41pm

haiku.
the trees rose so high,
that no bird could reach the top.
unattainable.

:: 2007 18 May :: 12.47pm

Ready to come home.

16 days.

Might go to the beach, I really don't want to.

I miss Nick now more than ever.

:: 2007 15 May :: 11.59am

i'm going to dresden this summer.

yay.