please don't break me...</3

:: 2007 16 January :: 7.06am

I need your addresses.

6 broke me | I think im broken

whispers-to-a-scream

:: 2007 14 January :: 12.27am

Hey.

1 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2007 12 January :: 7.44pm

i'm starting to realize,
i'm like a leech;
i cling on to people,
and it drains them.

this is my downfall.

:: 2007 10 January :: 9.52pm

I can't get enough sleep.

I'm not eating (as much as I usually do).

I am stressed to the max.

Two weeks left.

And my car isn't working.

So as much as I want to spend every waking minute at Nick's, I can't. Stupid car.

mudpiegrl

:: 2007 9 January :: 11.42pm

i feel like im fucking up life so much right now. im negative 100 dollars in my account and i have a ticket to pay and five parking tickets (ive had really really bad luck lately) and now im not going to be able to pay rent. this fucks me up soooo much.

:: 2007 7 January :: 11.31pm

Hey.

Have a nice day back at school tomorrow.

Suckas!

:: 2007 6 January :: 9.13pm

i broke today.

i can say that i'm done.
but in my heart i know that's not true.

8 broke me | I think im broken

blacktears844

:: 2007 6 January :: 8.57pm

I really like how I come back here like once a year and update.
Well here is me now:

I'm still with my boyfriend. It's been two years. Crazy talk.

I think this Woohu is like an STD. I just can't get rid of it.

:: 2007 5 January :: 6.24pm

i'm not very stable right now.

:: 2007 5 January :: 12.24am

I haven't been able to go to bed/fall asleep any earlier than 2/3 am lately. I know it's just stress and things but I'm so tired of it. Literally.

I haven't been really France shell shocked lately. I'm excited but not as much as last semester. It's not noticeable, my excitement. C'est pas évidant, ma joie. My fear, on the other hand, is pretty evident.

I'm going to finish reading this article on Crime Library and then I'm grabbing my Pigeon book and going to bed. I work tomorrow at 9.

Did I mention my car wasn't working? I haven't tried it since Wednesday but it wasn't starting. We're going to test the battery and things before taking it in. I'm working full time until I leave but this lack of a car is killing me. I want to see everyone but I can't drive anywhere.

You guys have to come home once more before I leave. I wish you guys didn't have class so you could see me off.

Okay, now I'm nervous. I'm going to finish reading and stop thinking.

Remember to set and turn on your alarm, Rachel.

I love you all.

19 days 12 hours 12 minutes

:: 2007 2 January :: 1.21am

22 days 11 hours 23 minutes

:: 2007 1 January :: 4.59pm

i should be happy right now...
but i'm not.

happy new year.
day one and i can already tell
2007 isn't bringing anything good,
anytime soon.

1 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 29 December :: 6.59pm

I keep thinking that I'm going back to school on the 8th. I go back to work on the 3rd. Hopefully then I'll get the schedule of when I can work during the time after classes start and before I leave.

I made crepes. Sort of. They turned out lame but it was my first time with my new happy crepe maker.

I'm afraid to go to France.

My parents got me luggage as an early birthday present. The thing is huge. I could fit comfortably in it.

So what're we doing for New Year's Eve?

25 days. 17 hours. Don't make me go.

1 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 24 December :: 11.36pm

So what are we doing for the eve of New Year's?

And Happy Christmas.