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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 18 March :: 11.01am

an item.

it's official.
he asked me to be his girlfriend.
...it was over aim.
it's kind of cute, i guess.


i'm so happy.
and excited.


i found you. :)

1 broke me | I think im broken


Angel_Bob

:: 2006 18 March :: 2.10am

To those of you in the Grand Rapids area, anti-war march/rally tomorrow at 11 (in the morning) in Veteran's Park.

I know this is a little late but I just found out a while ago myself and I'm lazy.

4 broke me | I think im broken


angel_bob

:: 2006 16 March :: 8.46pm

I've kissed...
01. [x] someone in a shower while doing a handstand and simultaneously jerking off a pale midget.
02. [x] Andy's mom.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 15 March :: 11.17pm

Dear Hollywood, (I revert to my former geekiness for a second here)
I'm sorry, Stay Alive. I know you're a new movie and this stage of your life must be a very awkward one for you. However, I cannot help the fact that your premise, your sole purpose in life, has already been done by at least two anime series: .//hack and Serial Experiments Lain. There is a slight possibility that the concept was in existence before and after these series, but these were the only things that came to mind upon seeing your trailer.

Also, if you count all the incarnations of the .//hack series, you're copying a story four times over. Oh wait, there were four video games, an anime series, another anime/OVA, a manga coupled with a series, a novel, a collection of short stories, two novel series, one episode OVA, an MMORPG and two manga series. That would mean you copied the .//hack series about fifteen times, give or take two. And you copied Serial Experiments Lain about two times, counting the "video game".

I'm sorry. Someone had to tell you. It was best if you heard it from someone who cared.

P.S. .//hack and Lain sources.

P.P.S. What the hell does Elizabeth Bathory have to do with a video game? You probably just read the vampire parts and skipped over the facts. I hate when you slaughter history. I'll never forgive you for what you did to Pocahontas.

3 broke me | I think im broken


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 18 March :: 1.07am

first date.
we saw ultra violet.

the movie wasn't that great...
he was.

i haven't smiled this much in a long time.
he's so funny.


no kiss i've ever experienced has made my heart race like that.

...i want him to be my boyfriend.

I think im broken


mudpiegrl

:: 2006 14 March :: 6.15pm

i went back to smdp on friday wiht my mum. i went because i got free lunch out of the deal. for once, i felt like my mum was proud of me, however, not for the sake of being proud but rather to prove everyone wrong about me. they knew i got bad grades and was always late, so in an adult's eyes, i was not going anywhere. my mum took liberties with the short sentance "she sold a painting". surely, it's an accomplishment, to an extend, but it was bragging. i purposely try not to brag cuz i hate it. my old math teacher is now the principal and said he has a whole wall to fill if i want to paint him something. "something religious", but even mr. lally isnt religious...and if i did do something religious, i can guarentee it would not be a happy baby jesus or symbolic suffering.

beside that though, my week was hectic as hell. just trains being late and leaving late and locking my keys in the car at a parking garage and bleeding all over my pants so that i had to leave right after my first class. but my midterm was easy and this week isnt too bad, just lots of stuff to do.

spring break is soon. im working during the weekend and during the week im supposed to go apt shopping with trixy and make cheese and peas with her, too.

I think im broken


mudpiegrl

:: 2006 12 March :: 5.24pm

Carl Jung, within his archetypal theory, posed that the self holds more importance than any other archetype. He illustrated this by several symbols originated worldwide represented the self because, when looking at these symbols, one's eyes are drawn to the center. Read more..

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 12 March :: 9.24am

Katie! The game has been found! It is called No Brainer.

And it is fun.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 9 March :: 8.18pm

every commercial that comes on tv is a prescription drug ad.
i cant watch tv for four minutes without thinking i have five serious diseases.
like: "do you ever wake up tired in the morning?"
oh my god i have this, write this down...
whatever it is, i have it.

half the time i dont even know what the commercial is;
people running in fields, or flying kites, or swimming in the ocean.
i'm like, "that is the greatest disease ever. how do you get that?"
(that disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.)

1 broke me | I think im broken


angel_bob

:: 2006 9 March :: 8.15pm

I am home. I came home yesterday and worked with my mom until 1:30 or 2 in the morning.

Tomorrow, I think Nick and I will go to Muskegon and Grand Haven. Hopefully, the friends we are going to be calling will want to hang out.

I love you all.

I think im broken


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 6 March :: 4.03pm

life isn't exactly great right now..
but i'm still very happy.

i like this feeling.
i like smiling.


i like a boy. named zack.
and i want the world to know it.
haha.

i'm gay.
but

not really.

I think im broken


angel_bob

:: 2006 6 March :: 3.31pm

So I'm in Kalamazoo. I decided to visit Katie for a few days. I'll be back on Wednesday when I have to help my mom with work. Hopefully, later this week I'll go see Jessa. If it's okay with her. I still have to call and stuff.

Right now, Katie's running or jogging or doing some sort of physical activity. I'm sitting in this really ugly lobby place of the rec center enjoying wireless interweb.

Western is too big. I'm perfectly happy with my small campus.

I love you all.

P.S. If you want to hang out later this week, call me. I hate sitting around.

1 broke me | I think im broken


mudpiegrl

:: 2006 5 March :: 11.05am

so it's blaringly clear that it's that time of the month, however, i still have not been visited by my friend. i asked my mum to go to the doctor and she said she'd make an appointment. so ill update on that in a bit.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 5 March :: 9.21am

I bought a new CD yesterday. The Arcade Fire's Funeral.

It is totally awesome. The best CD since Cloud Cult. It's really happy, sad, upbeat and thought provoking while not being completely depressing.

It's also very good for driving. I love CDs that you can sing to and be completely overjoyed about when you're driving.

The best thing about The Arcade Fire? They're Quebecois and they speak a handful of French in most of their songs.

I love you all.

P.S. Their site is way too indie for me.

I think im broken


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 5 March :: 1.50am

word of the week: precarious.

i don't want to get hurt again...
i just want things to work out for me this time.

1 broke me | I think im broken

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