I've been playing dead my whole life

you think about yourself too much and you ruin who you love

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I've been playing dead my whole life

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:: 2020 3 May :: 11.37am

I'm not sure what it is that I'm feeling

I know I wish I could help, but I know that I can't

at least the view is beautiful

:: 2020 21 April :: 9.14pm

so sick of having a cycle. every month it's the same stupid feelings, same stupid insecurities.

just really homesick too. I'm lonely.

:: 2020 12 April :: 8.03am
:: Mood: utterly devastated

can it just be tomorrow?

I hate everything about today.

1 came free | creep

:: 2020 11 April :: 8.16am

it's called free fall
I'm the noose mistaken for a necklace.

:: 2020 31 March :: 3.25pm

I just wish I had someone to talk to, who said more than just "ok" or nothing. I have animals for that.

this is why I don't trust anyone, or open up, or share. because people always just are hard like rocks or prickly like porcupines when literally all I want is a hug and for someone to say "I know how you feel, and I hope it gets better for both of us" and maybe idk.. actually try to relate to me? rather than just making me feel like an idiot for even trying to share.

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