FUcking Females
COOONFUSSING. AGGH head. spinning. from. females. ah. They say they know how to drive. Then they almost run into parked cars lol. At least spicket knows how to drive, even when she looks like a granny. <3 spicket. My world seems like utter chaos right now. I dont know where i want to go, what i want to do, it seems everyone keeps stringing on consequences to everything i say or do. Which in fact they are right, i think the same things as them, but someone tell me why people are so hung up on consequences? I say do whatever you want to do, if it brings you happiness and comfort in that period of time, then do it. Because there is no eternal happiness. How can we have eternal happiness if someday we are all going to face our day of non-existance? We are going to die. How can you be happy if you cease to exist? Tell me the point of worrying over every little consequence and detail Bonnie. Lawrence. Someone tell me.

tired
i sneak out too much. need sleep. but suprise suprise im leavin again tonight. i need someone to be with. who knows what could happen. but i gtg now and pick up these hoodlums. <3 nite

each day makes me happier!!! reids here holy shit im gonna bust on myself. today is going to be quite awsome, as will tonight be :). I think im now able to have lots of fun again. Aw man im so punk rawk. I thought about being apathetic, but i cant see how people can do it. Boring life i think, i like emotion most of the time. Ok im going off on some weird shit now so im gonna go. My friends fuckin rock. <3 sean

Im sick of it all. I've seen the depression to be had in this world. It pierced my heart and broke it in two. I looked at my life last night, and decided to pick up the broken pieces, mend my open wounds, and get the fuck out of this hole of self pity i've buried myself in. To all of you who loathe in the sorrow and tragedy of this world, let it go. Be yourself. Wake up. Realize where you are going and what life is about, and be yourself. I see all these kids changing along with us. Are they really waking up? or just being yet another conformist? you decide. Im gonna go have some fun now and forever, and hopefully this is my final good bye to that now empty hole. Hello naive world. I fuckin missed you. Smile :)

Weeee. The sun's comin up again. I think. I had fun last night with mike and heather. I felt bad mike wouldnt pick up ashley after i told her we would, so sorry ash. And sorry for being a penis to you larry, i love you man. I jsut got home from church. What a worthless institution it has become. I can see the good things that come from it, but i jsut cant accept the faith. Blah. I guess giving people hope that there is something big up there, and when you die there are better things ahead is good to most of society. But i can't lie to myself like that. I guess im cheerin up, i hope i return to my old self soon. Im missin it. I gtg do some shit and then have fun today. Peace. <3

choke on. choke on your forked tongue. as you lie to me again. you say its too early to show how we feel. just shove me away. just shove me away. but what can be said to someone who cant hear. or comprehend your actions. ive lost all faith in what ive been told. its all a lie...........damn. very good song there. gray sky today, i dont enjoy it. hopefully im gonna go to motts house :) or see ashleyand heather. or mike. :) :) life is good. <3 bye bye