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losttt

:: 2003 19 August :: 6.39pm

damn these days where the world seems to collapse on you and you have to pick it all up.
our lives are like flowers which are like clouds which are like waves which are like butterflies which are like trees. sure the timeframes are different. but the outcome is the same. a timeless ebb never changing, ever flowing. and for those who have been burnt by this flame, never fear, for the one before you and the one after you will be burnt all the same. it is inevitable; a part of life so to say. in birth we are set on a crash course for the flame and all we can do is choose what to treat our burns with after the fact. be it love, kindness, anger, destruction, charity, isolation, hate, or just to take it with a grain of salt and get back up. the flame can never tell us how to heal. unfortunately humanic stupidity keeps us from holding appreciation for the things we hold so dear until it is that we are burnt by those very things. a man truly never appreciates his legs until he loses them. we take so much for granted, never realizing this until it is gone. and too often a time the flame is lost. and can never be relit. so walk soflty with your wounds. they are who you have become. and who you will leave behind.

Ready..Aim..


losttt

:: 2003 17 August :: 10.21pm

this molecule times two. is for mE and y0u
melt melt melt away
in this chemicular sway
(iahvenothing left to say)}

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plainmornings

:: 2003 17 August :: 9.12am

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weekend recap:
Fri:
~dinner w/Gregory and his padres.. very nice
Sat:
~got some car privileges back
~got cell phone back (so call me dangit!)
~Ash took me up to Gregs earlyy
~Ash calls me asking "who do you call if you get into an accident..."
~Puppy Palace!!!
~bagelbagelbagel
~Erics + Mrs.Reller rocks!
~dinner @ mi casa con Greg, Stephy y TJ (his going away dinner :0()
~pina colada cheesecake
~shanghai knights
prospective Sun:
~Gregory come in 2& half hours :0)
~Lunch @ Kyojin (call me if you'd like to join us!)
~mall mall mall
~pickup cheesecake from mi casa
~go up to gregorys for his going away barbeque :0(

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losttt

:: 2003 16 August :: 11.45pm

Live life with empathy
not apathy
lack despondency
no sad to see
just purely

happy

is what my smile says
as i am shot to pieces
so now im falling down this three mile slope
clinging to a four-mile rope

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plainmornings

:: 2003 15 August :: 5.29pm

My first week of being a senior is over.(Thankfully.)

Everyone keeps on asking me, "how does it feel to be a senior","big man on campus now huh?"
you know, it just feels like any other year...maybe it'll be different when its almost over...

School is okay, IB is a bitch.

Lots of HW. Fun.

Kevy left today :0(

Gregory leaves in T-minus 8 days ::sniff:: actually I really have nothing to cry about, he leaves the 23rd and will be back the 29th for Memorial day weekend :0P

Cena con la familia de Pishko esta noche en La Cheesecake Factory.
sounds like the last outing w/his parents before he leaves.

i have nothing to wear.

Ready..Aim..


losttt

:: 2003 13 August :: 10.22pm

rip those words from my tounge

and staple them to my back

so it says "kick me"

and my faggot initiation will be complete

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plainmornings

:: 2003 8 August :: 11.41pm

10hrs and we leave for Wet & Wild :0)

ROADTRIPROADTRIPROADTRIPROADTRIP!!!!!

Me + Pauly + Jizz + Stephy + TJ + meeting Ashy + Catherine + Alisha = hothothothot!

Gregory Luke is deathly ill and cannot attend :0(:0(:0(

I took him to the doctor today and all the red spots all over him is apparently an allergic reaction to Amoxicillin (sp?) so basically hes allergic to Penicillin (like meee!) He also got a Mono test done soo keep your fingers crossed , I REALLY don't need mono now :0/ quite frankly neither does he.

Thats all.

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plainmornings

:: 2003 8 August :: 11.40pm

::sigh:: Band camps over forever :0/

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losttt

:: 2003 7 August :: 1.09am

this collective absence of conscience is present everyday. it was foolish to think preschool ended at age 5.

devoid of rage. i am. just a molecule in a cage.

Ready..Aim..


losttt

:: 2003 5 August :: 2.41pm

my name is mudd

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plainmornings

:: 2003 4 August :: 12.02am

BAND CAMP in T minus 8hrs 15min.

i'm a happy camper :0P
(wow i suck)

okay. No band director. I really have no idea what the deal is, guess we'll find out tomorrow :0/... sorry to get everyones hopes up... we'll deal... what else haven't we been through??

oh.
my mom thinks Greg is a FAG. yes, a queer, a homosexual whatever haha.
its kind of funny but he brings it on.

tonight was so wonderful... its nice when you have noone to interrupt you :0P

Ready..Aim..


plainmornings

:: 2003 3 August :: 1.39pm

name: Vivi Tran
age: 17
reason for woohu username: plainmornings... for a year (about 2 years before he was crazy popular) I really liked Dashboard Confessional (Swiss Army Romance <3) and my boyfriend at the time (actually he was obsessed first, i didn't like it off the bat) loved this song, a plain morning and I guess I grew to like it too so it was my favorite song when i started my woohu over a year ago :0)
aim sn: picsxstarsxdream
reason for aim sn: Another stout I had lol I was obsessed with the Juliana Theory for a summer & I just liked the name of the song pictures, stars and dreams
do you enjoy reading my woohu: I don't know... Its always been interesting I guess, always another girl, another heartbreak, something else going on...I guess it was never boring.
why: oops.
intresting fact about you: I'm not a very intresting person... um...
weird fact about u: Everythings weird about me... at one point I almost gave up getting a car to get a $20,000. bassoon :0P
quote: my bandoness (come'n band camps in a day, gota get in the groooove!) "I'd rather be a band dork then a loser like you"
will you post this in ur woohu: aren't i?
if you see me out in the streets would you say hi: i guess

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plainmornings

:: 2003 1 August :: 5.23pm

TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Red Lion (SE conrner of Boynton Beach Blvd & Military Trail)

No Parking
Against Medical Advice(AMA)
Harold and the Purple Crayons
TIMB

Doors 8
Show 9
$5 if under 21

be there or be... well square :0P
<3<3<3<3<3

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plainmornings

:: 2003 31 July :: 4.42pm

and the schedule:
1.Band
2.Hist of the Americas
3.Span IV- Lona
4.Baum
5.Eng - Timberlake
6.Bio - Murnan
7.TOK

oh yeah. Bandos, WE HAVE A DIRECTOR!!!!!!!

His name is Phil Rodell(sp?), hes an ex member of BLAST and plays trombone!!!!! (tbone love!) Dave Markgraf will be the assistant director and many of you already know hes a percussionist. Hes hired a whole staff for band sooooo yay!

finally seniors!!

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plainmornings

:: 2003 31 July :: 1.22am

i hate that i came online with the intention of checking my mail/messages and i read what you wrote and i've been on for over an hour now... raking through the past, one thats so hard to let go...

i cared so much, i remember everything from the day we met, how we ended the first time, the second... how we remet and how amazing it was to our tragic end.

i'm sorry that we couldn't work out, i'm sorry that you couldn't live up to my expectations, i guess i'm not sorry that i cared so much about you because i've learned from that, i've learned from our whole entire relationship and now i have a better understanding of how things work.

I'm sorry if our memories cause you pain, its not easy to read your words and reminisce about the past, how happy you made me and how my heart still breaks everytime i think about it.

I wish you could be happy because I truly do believe that I am happier now then I have ever been.

Maybe old feelings never die but life will continue regardless...

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