HeAD RusH

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:: 2003 3 June :: 11.26pm

LOOK SARA B. IT WORKS!!!! haha i'll teach you how to post pics l8tr :0P

this everyone would be the ever so famous GREATLAKER!!! girls feel free to swoon now :0P

Saw Bruce Almighty tonight. it was .. eh. Chizilled @ the B&N .. it was fun <3<3

:: 2003 2 June :: 10.31pm

dropped into another dimension. that point i opened the door and walked into heaven. i was alive. i was complete.

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:: 2003 2 June :: 5.19pm

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SUMMMMERRRRRR!!!!

i am doneeee!!!!!!!

:: 2003 2 June :: 12.02am

Holy crap that show was amazing!!! Especially cuz it was FREE too!! haha mad props & thanx 2 Greg <3<3

Black keys owned, i really liked them although Greg was all like "they're paralleled with the White Stripes" and its a big rip or soemthing but we all enjoyed it very much.

Dashboard.. ehh. Saints and Sailors was good. Thats the only one i knew besides screaming infedelities which i'm not too much of a fan of. This kid Will that was with us flicked off Chris Carraba and the whole set he kept on referring to the "mop head kid" and for him to watch out cuz hes from Boca and everyone there was his friend or some shit.

BECK!!! omg.... that show just made my life worthwhile lol it was sooooooooo good! All middle school i was a HUGE Beck fan and now, getting to see him live was just incredible!! Singing along and just the whole atmosphere was great.

7-11 for slurpees then Greg took me back to Petes house to get mi coche and now i'm here...

haven't studied yet .. or done world lit... or bio lab... or CAS lol ... i'll do it tomorrow ;0P

goodnight everyone <3

:: 2003 31 May :: 4.23pm

my life is entirely too confusing :0P

this morning coming home from graduation i had this revelation...

forever i've been the little one, the cute one, everyones little sister, bumming rides off my big brothers, getting away with stupid shit just cuz i'm allowed heh. ... thats all different now.. i'm not really the little one anymore.. i'm a senior, graduating.. 6months away from 18 (isn't that absolutely frightening?!?) how can i almost be an adult when i don't feel any older then 14 most of the time...

i'm not ready to grow up :0(

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:: 2003 29 May :: 10.57pm

catch. throw. open. close. inhale. exhale. push. pull. suck. blow. go. stop. smile. frown. patternistic behavior. purpose. our purpose is to believe we have one. make someone believe they contain purpose and you make them yours. oh that purpose. a facade for control. without it we see nothing. thsiworldisfuckingnuts. chameleon like. continuously creating new ovetones to cover aged undertones. its how we machines operate.

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:: 2003 29 May :: 1.24pm

heh i swear i didn't cheat!!

You should be a Sagittarius, your Independent,
honest, optimistic, and good-humored, but you
can be rebellious, irresponsible, and sometimes
a little careless.

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so yeah... i guess i really am a Sagitarrius at heart :0P

its really nice taking a mental break day today (yay for already taken exams!) two more days and counting! Tomorrow is Espanol y Eng oral and Monday es historia but after 1pm Mon i am DONE with school!!!!

Kinda stressed but then again any IB kid would be this time of year :0P soooo much to do and sooo little time....

i have yet to start studying which sucks considering i have to go to school in a little more then an hour for band practice :0( then espanol tutoring and studying studying studying!!!

gah. hate school. <3

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:: 2003 27 May :: 10.00pm

HAM and eggs. a likely story.

how do you explain a song to a deaf man?

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:: 2003 26 May :: 1.07am

oh my gosh i just had one of the best nights ever!!!!!!

ahhhhh lol welllll my parents had a dinner party tonight but the awesome person i am i managed to escape! sooo i went and picked up Ashley & went to some place off of Powerline and met up with Brighton and her friend Taylor. It was some Boca High thing.. like a rap thing... when Ash and I pulled up I was like "oh my god..... BOCA THUGS!!!!" lol the line was sooo long but we waited and paid $12 to get in (what i do for my friends lol) met up w/bright & the first thing she says to me is "hope you're in the mood to dance"...

for those of you who've known me since highscohols started KNOW that VIVI DOESN'T DANCE!!! lol sooo reluctantly i went in (i already paid the $12 ya know) and i duno... Bright dragged us up on stage and i felt soooooo dumb.... we later got off cuz it got too hot and were in the middle of the dance floor .... holy crap i haven't ever had that many guys grinding up against my ass but wow i had a good time! Just let my guard down and went with the flow... i miss the past w/Bright when this was how we always did it :0(

Sooooo yeah. Ash and I eventually split and went to Dennys where the waiter (Paul) gave us free ice cream :0)

Got Ashy home and here I am now.

wow. i'm addicted heh Eric & I are going clubbing yay!

<3<3<3<3 specially to Bright & Ashley for the best night ever!<3<3<3

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:: 2003 22 May :: 10.37pm

antiquated convex

welcome to backwards reality
a place of antiquated places and nostalgic faces
i sleep. i eat. i breathe. i wake up
its all the same reaction with an altered chemical makeup
a young boy is a snake in a different skin

thought is the cause of action
reaction is the propagator of thought
extensis of the mind is against what we have been taught
living through memories perpetuating nothing
i cant help but to feel floating as an observer in a game of charades
by which we deem this the means of life
i see it all as an antiquated convex

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:: 2003 21 May :: 10.46pm

Band Freshie orientation today :0) + met the new assistant band director.. Mr.Markgraff.

still lots of negativity but hey, not going to let it bother me...... ohhhhh we're sooooo going to Disney!!! Fri after school lets out as an officer trip :0)

Band banquet pics are up!!! www.picturetrail.com/vivitthatisme

enjoy!
<3

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:: 2003 20 May :: 8.42pm

what the fuck is the point of these things. suck my balls already. laconic is my name. :)

:: 2003 17 May :: 4.20am

can we say hello to the new Co-Captain?? :0)

::yawn:: what an awesome night..... i'll write more in the morning :0P