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2003 17 March :: 11.22am
a singular needle inflicts a prick. needles amassed can inflict fatalites. keep this in mind when passing glances. it is often the overlooked pebble that topples giants.
last day in florida. ill miss all the queers. get all the dunyans out of your systems. i wojnder which word will have replaced dunyan when im back. <3
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2003 17 March :: 10.40am
http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=1834599&uid=967153&
Pics that Sara B. took from Shanes party...
I never got around to that :0( but its okay, Sascha's thing was really nice. It was nice seeing everyone again ::sigh::
Maybe its better i didn't go to Shanes...soooo much drama resulted from it its crazy!!!
hmm theres something else but i'll tel you bout it later... maybe.
ciao.
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2003 15 March :: 7.35pm
i never thought perfect could get perfecter...
today was amazing... (you) are amazing. Thank you.
<3 u.
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2003 14 March :: 3.58pm
today was magnificent! heh well nto only was it the last day of school (before spring break) but I saw Brian lotsssssss (:0P) andd I gave blood sooo goo Vivi!
lets see... spring break!!! I'm soo driving to school by the time this weeks over :0)
Tonight I am going to the Grothe's to celebrate the anniversary of Sascha's birthday... I hope I don't cry...
after that i'm soo off to Shane's bday party (where i'll get to seee Brian :0)) and thats my night
o yeah. i'll be gone Wed - Sat.. going to see colleges and fun stuff like that..(New College, FSU, UF & UCF)
catch ya later kids <3
brian is sooo fantastically wonderful, i have NEVER been as happy with anyone else as I am with him... its like that fluttery feeling you get in your stomach times a bazillion and a half... (you) are so wonderful <3
my cool blood bandage + the pimp bow that the guy made me :0)
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2003 12 March :: 6.03pm
is it possible to be this happy?
*pinch me please*
(you) are the world to me <3
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2003 11 March :: 8.22pm
we all are just drowing in an empty ocean. rehearsing for a nonexistant play. holding on to a rope of water. somehow i find comfort in nothingness. i bathe in a vat of existentialism, bound to nothing, by nothing. i have grown into a shadow of my former self. floating on a pillar of air. dreaming of how all the lies came to be.
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2003 10 March :: 11.29pm
radiohead5k: I took the adastra quiz
radiohead5k: I'm Ben
picsxstarsxdream: lol
picsxstarsxdream: i'm andrew
radiohead5k: *clutches hair in terror*
picsxstarsxdream: o god lol
radiohead5k: in a year...it'll all be gone
haha ben you are the best <3
you're andrew, the singer. sho liz.
which member of adastra are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
he makes me so happy... <3
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2003 9 March :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: weird
you wouldn't believe
he was a king 'til she laid waste. now he can not fill up the space. and i just see him drifting while he's drifting. on bourbon alley feeling low. just because she let him go. i don't think he even knows. he'll ever be fine. and he's got a head full of ideas. let me tell ya. that you wouldn't believe. and he's got a heart made of pure gold. and something else so many tricks up his sleeve.
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2003 8 March :: 2.50am
what an excellent night <3
Jenns party: fun stuff, <3 my girls! + Brian came w/me sooo it was that much more wonderfulness <3<3
The whole enitre night was wonderful, thank you.
<3<3<3<3<3
http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=1797138&uid=967153&
PICS FROM THE NIGHT!!
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2003 6 March :: 11.54pm
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Kudos to alllll the thespians!! you guys were great!!!
Jenn Ds bday in 7min weeeee!!!!
<3 for all...
<3 for you...
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2003 6 March :: 8.48am
:: Music: fuel- jesus or a gun
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so tell me know. who's my saving one? jesus or a gunnnnn?
i'm sure on paper, life appeared to be a sound creation. as does everything else. is this temporal existance leading anyone anywhere? or is it just an orgy of chemical reactions here to carry us out to death? who knows.
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2003 5 March :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: euphoric <3
beach + Brian + kisses = Euphoria <3
...then again, anything + Brian would make me the happiest camper en el mundo!!!
<3<3<3<3<3
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2003 3 March :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: how quickly you fall from the top of the world...
:: Music: From Autumn to Ashes - Short Stories with Tragic Endings
i hate people. really.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give you.
Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts so much it's like choking.. choking?
I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no good bye.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipidsky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes...
why are people so merciless?
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2003 3 March :: 4.45pm
i am the luckiest girl in the world <3
heh thats how I have been feeling lately, just wonderful! (thanks to certain beary special persons :0P)
Well.. to clarify, I honestly have no idea whats going on... seems like everyone else knows more about me & my love life then i do lol but thats okay, things are really good now...
heh okay Drew, enough of my rant :0P
Atlantic band = worthless.
oOo. guess who sooo go their Used & Coheed tickets as well as TBS & FATA!!!!! envy me :0)
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2003 2 March :: 6.22pm
who wants to run away with me... anywhere, i don't care.
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