HeAD RusH

HeAD RusH

:: 2003 2 March :: 12.30pm

life is wearing me down. draining me of energy. depression wears a strange face. last night this dead end sign stuck in my fucking mind. repeating over and over again. everything is a dead end. reality is such a bitch.

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plainmornings

:: 2003 2 March :: 11.27am

resentment. confusion.hurt.

i wish i knew something... anything.

the.end.

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losttt

:: 2003 1 March :: 1.29am

the pitter patter of life
why. the fuck. does this life have to be so goddamn inconsequential. so alone. so raging homosexual. a fucking monkey could put on a sean suit and the probability of the switch being noticed is....0/1? idk im not in AP stats.

we need another world war. people are too fucking jaded and oblivious. society needs a reality check.

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losttt

:: 2003 27 February :: 10.47pm

i am sorry.

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plainmornings

:: 2003 27 February :: 7.46pm

today was soo wonderful...

the break down:
9:10 met at Megan's house (me, Ash, Megan, Brian, Paul, Sharif, Chris)
~went to the beach & met up w/Matt
~ Brian and I laid out while everyone else went in
~haha we're smart.. there was a blue/yellow flag due to man o war
~ everyone went to the Marriott to go in the pool but I didn't feel like going so Brian stayed with me.. it was nice, really.
~ everyone got kicked out so they came back
~ off to Docs but it was closed so went 2 Dunkin Donuts
~ Sharif went back to school & Matt disappeared
~ rest of us went back to Megans where Chris and Paul went back to school
~ Brian, Ash, Megan & I went to Veterans park where we swung on the midget swings & just chilled
~ they went back to school.. Ash and I decided to not go :0P ( i know we're bad...)
~ Ash & I drove to Deerfield beach where we ate at the Kahuna then went to IWS - no beach parking
~ went back to boca where we chilled at her clubhouse (its sooo nice!)
~ went in the pool and laid out & napped for an hour (vivis all tan!)
~ bumped into Mike and Betty
~ went back to Ashleys

and now i'm home & talking to Brian :0)

so yes, today was a very beautiful day <3

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plainmornings

:: 2003 27 February :: 12.58am

today is going to be a beautiful day <3

(i really hope so anyways...)

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plainmornings

:: 2003 26 February :: 8.06pm

URGENT MESSAGE!!!!
Date Sara B.!

The.End.

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losttt

:: 2003 24 February :: 9.48pm

life is but a dream. created for your comfort. conformed for your viewing pleasure. life = death. things die. things are created. get used to it.

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plainmornings

:: 2003 24 February :: 6.28pm

vivi = too tired :0( spent half the night writing my stupid world lit but its okay, I had Brian pseudo keeping me company telling me about his cartoons and such :0P

in response to the poem he wrote about me:

Brian E.,
why can't you see,
falling on your balls
won't make your children tall.

You are very cute
but you choose to refute
We all know its true
so don't be so blue.

Brian + Vivi + Drew + Sara B. = a bunch of sexy bitches. The End.

everyone still loves my hair!!! its really nice getting complemented all the time :0) and lots of people came up to me and were like "we're sooo cutting our hair now too!" I really don't know if I honestly do look hotter but I think I feel hotter haha

<3<3

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plainmornings

:: 2003 22 February :: 10.52pm

So yeah. my hair is 14" shorter and pure sexiness haha... actually my mom says I have to wait and see what everyone says but I really don't care, I love it!

The show was great! ADASTRA won the battle of the bands!!!! take that Fallen from the sky haha nooo Adastra played soooo good tonight though, great great show followed by Dennys @ Linton & Federal.. good times cept 4 the damn bitches there. Got to see the twins <3 and everyone else. good times. oh yeah, Ben looked really hot in his atire tonight :0P ahh everyone looked really hot tonight :0P im me for pics if you want them

goodnight<3

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losttt

:: 2003 19 February :: 10.07pm

release a bird from its cage. good luck to you getting it back. release a man from his prison cell and you can bet he'll give you hell before being subjected to further assrapings. point in tact, freed organisms do not relinquish their freedoms once more with ease. carbon based lifeforms cherish what freedoms they posess with upmost priority; for example, some straight guys would suck cock to avoid prison time. anyways its good to know i have some friends. hopefully i always will. goodnight.

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plainmornings

:: 2003 19 February :: 7.39pm

APRIL 21st TAKING BACK SUNDAY, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, RECOVER, COUNT THE STARS!!!!!!!!!

whos sooooo there!

Also, COHEED AND CAMBRIA IS COMING!!! as well as THE ATARIS and THE JULIANA THEORY and BRIGHT EYES and CURSIVE!!!!

ohhh and MUSTARD PLUG on March 1st!!!! <- THE KNOW HOW will be there tooooooo!

i forgot. The Juliana Theory canceled for the show tonight :0( (Feb 20th) so Sara B & I sold our tickets... o well... i'll see them when they come w/the Ataris in April :0P

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plainmornings

:: 2003 16 February :: 12.29am

so yeah. Tonight was ... fun? lol

Nicole picked me up and we were going to kiss to sell tickets but everyone there had already bought from the Fallen from the sky kids & Pipe Clay Rut. Umm it was fun seeing loads of people, some i haven't seen in a bazillion years ie: twins, Myra & Elsa <3, Nicole, Amy etc. I also met 3 people who i've been talking online with or know from woohu, Zac (justanotherkid), Haley (HaleySidelsucks), and Selma (who i apparently used to know.)The show was okay... Pipe Clay Rut was umm well they had a really hot guitarist and I talked to Sara's Mike & got loads of pics for her... then Angels without wings who were AWESOME!!! Really aspiring hardcore band w/ a SUPER hot singer (who looks like Elijah Wood!) Then Fallen from the sky.. eh. Then Adastra. It definately wasn't their best show... i'll leave it at that but the only pseudo pit of the night was during their set so it was okay.

By the end, Nicole and Sharif were making out and it was kind of weird. Ironic considering the whole entire Chris situation... whatever.

Brian Egan is a really cute kid, really. Wish he'd believe it cuz I bet he'd be a lot happier if he could think positively.

Dennys: Ben, Drew, Whits , Sara B. & I. We had the most kick ass waiter named Jon. We gave him a 35% tip lol

Thats it.

ehh. i really missed Chris tonight...should i have?

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losttt

:: 2003 15 February :: 12.10am

here's my updated theory on how my life came to be: one day a bull took a shit. and named it my life. and there it is folks.

typically a storm announces it's forthcoming. i guess i must be deaf. or blind.

i'm at a loss for words. life's in your hands.

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plainmornings

:: 2003 14 February :: 6.15am

HAPPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TROY!!!!!!!

<3<3

and a happy valentines day to everyone else i suppose.

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