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2003 10 December :: 11.28pm
:: Music: foo fighters
i'm baking 4 different kinds of cookies and cupcakes. you spolied little brats ;o)
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WhitePony
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2003 11 December :: 10.45am
:: Music: One Side Zero - Holding Cell
A Dream of Mine
In a very small hotel room, there were bunk beds. Three guys were talking amongst themselves, while three of us were hanging out. Across the street through the window I noticed and pointed out mini-vans floating helicopter-like in front of a tall building across the street, with huge mini guns propped to the sides really blasting the place. In my moment of astonishment the other three men pulled out guns for an assassination attempt on one of us. I walked over to grab the pistol of the center guy’s hand and he shot through my thumb and wrist and it hurt so bad, I actually felt it. But I ended up wrestling the gun from him and pulled it away and began shooting. I shot one of the lackeys and as he fell he let loose a rain of bullets on my companions. The other lackey ran out of the room shooting at my legs. I remember thinking how badly it hurt when I was shot before and I didn’t want it to happen again. I felled him with a series of bullets. And eventually down came the older gentleman in the center, who had shot my hand. One of my companions, an asian, got shot up pretty badly, many times, while another of my companions only got hit in one major area. They both collapsed while I proceeded to blast the three men until they were dead. My companions ended up getting into the upper bunk. Standing there alone I kept cocking my gun over and over, because I had never held or used a gun before and it felt weird to actually do it. Then the building through the window exploded and collapsed shaking up our hotel. I peeked outside of the room and noticed two men standing to one side of the door, I could only assume they were there to finish the job. I slammed shut the door and there happened to be a huge gap between the door and the frame and one of the men began shooting at me while the other guy just stayed behind the shooter. I shot back as I pivoted around until I had a better view. As the gap got bigger I noticed the man was Tim Allen and behind him was Leonardo DiCaprio. I took out DiCaprio easily, for he had no gun and Allen cowered away at the death of his comrade. I stepped outside the room to pursue him. Denizens of the hotel watched with pallid expressions as I held the gun straight out as Tim Allen backed up and I shot him in the left side of his forehead. I went back inside and mysteriously another little boy was in the room and he had been shot. I stayed by the sink and kept cocking my gun over and over. A knock came at the door, I readied my gun for another shooting but I found out it was security and turned the gun around in my hand for a pistol whip. I opened the door and struck the security guy, who happened to be a younger guy, about my age and directly behind him was a younger girl, about my age as well, who was also a security guard. I swung and hit but as I realized it was a girl I slowed my hit drastically so it only tapped her, grabbed her arm and pulled her in, then grabbed the unconscious guard and dragged him into the room. For some reason it seemed there were a lot more unaccounted people in the room and we explained to the conscious guard what had happened. By then the injured Asian had passed away and I remember another dead body lay buried under the covers in the bed. Everyone had gotten out of the bed and I remember my friends Zach Ulibarri and David Palm were amongst the accounted and unaccounted and were discussing what our next plan of action was to be. We knew we had to get out of there in order to avoid more shootings. David suggested “Sizzler, because it’s open all night” END.
I remember feeling very disappointed when the phone woke me up and wrenched me from my dream. Did I like killing the people? I certainly didn’t enjoy being shot or shot at. I was extremely fascinated by cocking and re-cocking the gun. I think my most enjoyment came from being the important one, the protector. They relied on me to live. It felt good to be needed.
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2003 10 December :: 10.47pm
oh man....im watching trista and ryans wedding, and they just said the elizabeth b. browning sonnett, how do i love thee....blah blah. and it made me think of brit lit 10th grade. i looked online to see if anyone that was in that class was online, but no one was :-(
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buttercup954
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2003 10 December :: 11.36am
:: Music: the stills
so it was pointed out to me that sure, i have the christmas colors going on here, and a cute icon, but the christmas song i added is depressing. i dunno... i guess i just don't mind that.
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2003 10 December :: 10.20pm
:: Music: The Mars Volta - Roulette Dares (The Haunt Of)
December 19th, Before The Storm has their first official show. Sure they had one at some girl's birthday party, but that was when they didn't really have a singer. Now they have a singer, and they'll be playing with three other bands and for an audience of hardcore listeners/critics. They are practically headlining. It's Pyre's demo release concert and Before The Storm plays second to last, now thats pretty awesome considering its their first show. But anyways, I expect everyone who reads this to be there. Even you Kuwaiti kids!
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2003 9 December :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: white stripes
woo christmas
i made that little ani. icon deal like last month sometime, and of course forgot about it. but i remembered you see. so enjoy my pretty christmas journal.
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2003 8 December :: 10.11am
:: Music: stellastarr*
so i guess all you michiganders have finals this week. good luck! mine are next week.... oh i dread them.
we still have the kitten... he's getting bigger. i told him to stop growing but he doesn't listen. he better watch it or he's not gonna be so cute anymore.
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2003 8 December :: 10.37am
:: Mood: worthless
I just got back from seeing The Last Samurai and my life feels worthless after seeing it.
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2003 5 December :: 10.02pm
:: Music: Tool - Schism
Last week we got evicted from our practice storage place. The managers told us the owner was tired of dealing with all the bands (there are like 5 who play in there) so we were bummed/pissed and we didn't know what we were gonna do about finding a place. The only option that surfaced right away was going to San Luis Obispo which is about 30-40 minutes away, which would be a bitch on the gas situation driving there and back 6 days a week. But we were gonna do what we had to. Then a few days later I'm talking online to my friend Sandra aka Sweet Lady from the Tyrese song and she asks if I know of anyone who wants to move out or needs a place to live because one of her roommates is moving to San Diego. So I say "yo no se" and then the subject is dropped. I then bring up the eviction crap and she kinda jokingly suggests that if I move in we could use their garage to practice. I laugh it off cuz, y'know, I'm no where near moving out..... or am I? I calculate my monthly earnings and rent would only consume half of it, plus maybe 20-30 bones for utilities. So the next day I check with my job and see if I can become more permanent after my "project" is finished, and its confirmed. I thought to myself "why would I want to spend half my paycheck to live somewhere when I can live with my mom for free? Its not like she's strict and doesn't let me do what I want." but I'm gonna be 21 in 11 days, I need to grow up and start experiencing the real world. So yay for me, I'm gonna be living with two ladies starting in January.
P.S. Sandra text messaged me last night with: "its gonna be like Three's Company. one blonde, one brunette and one guy.. except you don't have to pretend to be gay when the landlord comes by"
I replied with: "Yeah, but I'll still wear hot pants"
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2003 4 December :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: a perfect circle
reading up on buddhism
If there are no persons at all, then there is no self and no other. There is no distinction between pain of which there is direct sensual awareness (which is conventionally called one's own pain) and pain that is known through inference (conventionally called another person's pain). Whether pain is known directly or indirectly, there is either an urge to quell it or an urge to cultivate it. Whether joy is known directly or indirectly, there is either an urge to nourish it or to quell it. In the conventional language of speaking of events personally, the urge to quell all pain and to nourish all joy is known as being ethical or skillful or (if you like) good. The urge to nourish pain and quell joy is known as being unskillful, unethical or bad.
Being fully ethical is said to be impossible for those who make a distinction between self and other and show preference for the perceived self over the perceived other, for such perceptions inhibit being fully responsive. Being fully ethical is possible only for those who realize that all persons are empty, that is, devoid of personhood.
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2003 4 December :: 12.48pm
ok does anybody have weird music/movie coincidences that just might not be? (did i spell that right... oh well)
like the deftones have a song called boys republic... in the city of chino there is such a thing called boys republic.
or that in the smashing pumpkins lull ep the lyrics in the art on the booklet are to "obscured" (which was supposed to be on there, making this no coincidence).
but um.. enough of my bad examples... you guys should tell some more in the comments area. ya thanks ;o)
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2003 3 December :: 5.30pm
happy birthday danielle!
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2003 2 December :: 4.58pm
danielle, that icon is for you
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2003 2 December :: 10.50am
I'm watching The Price Is Right at this moment and there was this beautiful girl on it. I don't know how her name was spelled, but it was pronounced Rook-Lon-Thee I'm guessing that she's of middle eastern decent. Oh man, for those who know me, you know its a big freakin deal. Why can't I meet someone like her
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2003 2 December :: 12.28am
i read danielle's entry and thought of this:
"Don't Whine"
Today I saw a lovely girl with golden hair,
envied her and wished I were so fair.
When she rose to go, she hobbled down the aisle.
She had one leg, wore a crutch and a smile.
Oh God forgive me when I whine
I have two legs, the world is mine.
The I stopped to buy some sweets.
The lad who sold them had such charm.
I talked with him-my being late was no harm.
As I left he said to me, "You've been so kind.
You see," he said, "I am blind."
Oh God forgive me when I whine
I have two eyes, the world is mine.
Later, I saw a child with eyes of blue.
Watching others play, not knowing what to do.
"Why don't you join the others, dear."
He stared ahead, he could not hear.
Oh God forgive me when I whine. . . .
Author Unknown
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