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skippi16

:: 2008 30 March :: 11.23pm

life seems to be spinning round and round in circles and im helpless to stop it... i cant control anything and its truly irritating.

its not good its not bad... im just in space, gray, not growing, shrinking, making any change. i exist and that is truly it.

what the fuck ever

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sugarjackj

:: 2008 28 March :: 2.20am




I wish I were a better person.

Sorry.




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m&ms487

:: 2008 26 March :: 10.50pm

I got so warm during ritual I almost passed out.

Ugh.

They will be brothers on Sunday! I'm so excited.

I know...I'm lame because I participate in extracurriculars in college.

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sugarjackj

:: 2008 27 March :: 2.26am

The opera is this weekend. I'm very excited :)

I like Kyle, and I guess I will find out this weekend what he thinks about that. He cant be totally disinterested, he sits and talks to me at rehearsal every night.

And what’s up with my roommate? He sometimes makes things awkward for me. Hmm.

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skippi16

:: 2008 26 March :: 10.58am

Life is Complicated
got the privilage of stayong over two hours last night cause people keep callin in! its over time for me so its gonna pay off i guess.

i get home and tj has pics of his nephews, which we havnt seen or heard from his sister on over two years so i dont know how. apperently she has a myspace and he got them off of there. i guess he left her a nice little message, and she hasnt replied yet. i dunno this may start something it may not. i just hope he at least can continue to get new pcs of the kids hell we never even met the last one...

let the drama continue!

in other news, we got the rings! they are fabulous! his school stuff is going well and i finally got my lazy butt up and got all the info im gonna need to start school. also i found some friends of mine from when i first lived here in IN so thats exciting, they are all guys so tj isnt happy but oh well!

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skippi16

:: 2008 25 March :: 11.29am

why is he so selfish??? why is it all about him. i have feelings to and if i get upset its my fault and i have to fix it. DAMNIT!!! heaven fuckin forbid he do anything to the relationship.... argh you love him to death but ya still wanna ring hid neck.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 24 March :: 8.36pm

I just went to my national society of collegiate scholars informational meeting. It was exciting.

Actually, I was quite relieved to find out that I don't have to be an active member next year; I can choose if I want to be the year after that, too.

And...all you have to do to be an active member is attend one social event, one fundraiser, and one community service event for the year/semester (not sure which). Either way, it should be fairly easy.

I think I have a cavity on my back molar.

The polish is also chipping off my nails at an alarming rate and it keeps catching everything.

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skippi16

:: 2008 23 March :: 10.34pm

today was another epic day at pondo!!!!!!!! dumbass highschool kids who dont think to sweep before they mop! arg

oh well got home it was clean for the most part so that made me happy...

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skippi16

:: 2008 22 March :: 10.30pm

BOYS SUCK!!!!!!!!!

the girls at work got me a Chevy hat today... it made tj happy. :)

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skippi16

:: 2008 19 March :: 9.59pm

today at work was shitty... some of these stupid high school kids are useless. you ask them to clean something and somehow it looks worse than before.... how in the hell does that happen?

tjs a big butthead... and i want to punch him right now for no real reason except i can... ha.

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skippi16

:: 2008 18 March :: 12.20pm

its been a while, but nothing new.... i am not going to be an aunt, yay
it was kinda freaking me out the whole idea that this girl, who by the way is 17 and still a freshman in high school, may have had to be in my life practically forever. but now i hope that nathan just gets rid of her.

Tj is taking classes now for his diesel, and he's really excited about it. im happy he's doing something that finally makes him happy.

work is going real well, and so is wedding planning. everything is comimg together and every day i get more and more happy about it.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 17 March :: 2.07pm

i want to quit school.







really really bad.

i need to figure something else out that i could go to school for. i want to be a translator or something. blah ....

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moana

:: 2008 15 March :: 10.16pm

jay: what were you doing?
me: nothing
watching tv
greys anatomy came on
jay: oh yuck
you like it bubi?
me: no
i dont get it
jay: hahaha
girly girls love it
i dont know either
me: everyone sleeps with everyone else
and then meredith gets pissed off at someone
jay: hahahha
me: and then the angry little black woman is mean to someone
and soemone learns a valuable lesson
jay: its like a german orgy in the garden, with everyone blindfolded, and one girl married to all the guys
me: LMAO
oh my God
i think that'll go in my blog

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1010101

:: 2008 14 March :: 12.29am

So I just got back from a movie premiere. That's right, a real movie premiere with hundreds of people. Bruce Campbell attended and even led a Q&A session (since it was his new movie "My Name Is Bruce"). The movie itself was much better than expected (though of course not a masterpiece by any means, and you probably wouldn't enjoy it unless you know a decent bit about Bruce Campbell). All in all, an awesome experience. In fact, I believe I have reached my monthly quota of awesomeness in a single night.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 13 March :: 9.31am

The Changing Time

They come FLOODING out of the Buildings: It is time.
I.
I see the small people Scramble
Hating the cold burning the Inside of their Noses,
Hating their own body for turning against them.
I need a tissue, please!
My nose is spurting inappropriate mucus!

II.

There goes one, Huddling inside his hood,
Like a turtle, afraid the air, the atmosphere
Will endanger him.
Perhaps he's right.
With the smoke stack only a few hundred feet away,
And a thousand [probably more, I'm bad at estimations]
Cars; Rolling into the parking lot
Who would want to breathe this air?
It's not a choice.

Maybe gas masks will become
As popular, as fashionable,
As carting around 16 ounces of water
In dispensable plastic bottles.
I firmly believe:
We make our own Destiny.




III.

There, Another,
Her pants are screamingly PINK!
I'm sure I can almost make out a shirt that SHOUTS:
KISS ME I'M IRISH!
When I bet she's more French than anything,
She can't even hold her own beer.

IV.

Now just a few Remain,
Wandering, Aimlessly,
But with Direction in Mind.

V.

Now, all are gone; They've scurried themselves
To their destination: to their destiny.

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