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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 26 May :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: Bored

Last night
Last night was one of the best night's I've had in such a long time. Alright I'm gonna start from the beginning of it though, meaning right after school.

So, I got home from school, and about an hour later did homework with Steph outside my house. Then we went to Excerd and bought some stuff and headed over to the library. And guess what! Ara was there! :D Ara's really cool. So we said our "Ew it's Ara's" and Steph sat at a computer because I was nice enough to stand up behind both of them, which was a bad idea because I got in trouble from laughing too much.

Soon Ara had left and I was allowed back by Steph. So did go back by her and then she talked to Ren. He told asked her if she wanted to hang out and Steph answered with an okay. So then we left the library and went to my house to put the thing she bought away.

So then we went to Excerd and there was Ren! :D He got up quickly and then we all said hello and stuff. He told me he felt sorry for me because I told him were I lived and I was all: Yeah..thank you" because it does suck living in this street. He had a smoke-y-thingie, and asked if I wanted one and of course I gave him a look and said no. So yeah. We then went to the library after Steph telling him about how badly Kayla and Mary were treating her. He's going to crash Kayla's computer. He didn't do anything to Mary but IM her threating her, he is quite an amusing person.

Oh yes, and while at the library, when he was getting the stuff he needed for crashing Kayla's computer, I asked him what he was doing. And he said "Oh, playing a game". Stephanie answered that with a "Oh what an interesting game!" Soon we left the library and we went to the park. We had such interesting conversations while walking to the park. Ren talked about how he hit on bar tenders, and what he did when he was drunk. Yes, drunk. He has a fake I.D. and stuff. He's 13 too. But DAMN he looks 27..

Soo we finally reached the park in search of Kayla. I thought he was going to throw her in a lake or something because he was looking over at the river when he said "I need to pick up Kayla." But he was really pointing to a sign that reminded people to pick up their dog shit! :D He's awesome.

When we got there, we had asked people if they saw Kayla. They said they did. But I guess she left before we got there because we coldn't find her. Ren was sad. He was gonna hurt her. Oh well. We soon left and talked about random things. Ren was touching my hair some of the time. o_o Soon he told me I had very healthy hair for someone who had dyed it. And then sadly, we dropped him off. :(( SO SAD. But before we did that he prank called Eve and was talking like a women it was so funny. And then I went home and did my Kurt Cobain project. :D

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 26 May :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: bored and mad.
:: Music: "Whatever I do."- AFI

Well..
I wish it was last night again. That was one of the best nights I've had in a while. It was just so much fun. I love Steph. I love Ren. They're so awesome. And Ren MUST be awesome if I just really met him and love him already. (Yes, I have met him twice before, but never got to really know him.)

Well I have nothing to update about. My mom is being a bitch and not wanting me to get the guitar I'm supposivly gonna get today. I personally, think he forgot again..really. I might be right, and if I'm not, you don't know how fucking happy I'm gonna be.

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almightyplogmwo

:: 2004 16 May :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: curious

*steals* o_O;


This journal has been given over to new management!

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 16 May :: 7.31pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: None.

I'm So Bored.
Made a new screename; xP0etryInDespair. If you wanna add it, go ahead.

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 16 May :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: None

Version Two.
New version. AFI song, The Leaving Song Pt. 2. Yeah. It sucks. I'll be working on it a lot.

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 14 May :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: "A Winter's Tale" // AFI

What an Amusing Day!
Today would've been a better day if we didn't have school. I didn't enjoy school at all. ^_^ But that's normal for mostly anyone. After school was pretty awesome. Steph and Mary came over and we hung out.
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We got out of school and went into my mom's car, drove to my house for..no reason really, and then we walked to the store for Mary to buy cruches. And we got on line for them and ladies started talking to us. O_o; So after we went to Steph's house. Then we went to Burger King and we started saying Mary got hit by a train, and that Steph did too. After we finished that, Steph and I pretended that we were breaking up and then we got back together. Was quite amusing. ^^;

Then we went to Steph's house again and then we went to buy Mary fish. When Mary got fish, I started to talk to it. We had a great conversation actually! I highly reccommend talking to fish, you'll get a decent conversation out of them. But the thing is, I couldn't understand why that guy was scared of me when I was talking to that fish. I mean, it's perfectly normal, isn't it? Hm. People these days! O_o;;;

Then we got home and I asked to call Alexis. o.o So I did. And we talked randomly, and so did Mary and Steph. It was fun! o_O In my opinion anyway, because they all amuse me. n_n;;

Then Steph, Mary and I went to Harrison Ave and we met this Mexican guy that I didn't want to meet because I'm scared of them. But when we did, he gave Steph a pack of >>;; yeah. Ciggerettes. After, Mary was walking and threw Steph's shirt on a wire and we had to go all the way to Steph's house to pick up the cruches. o_o It was my idea. So then we got to her house, grabbed them and her sister and then we ran back and got it down. Then after I had to go home but I did for five minutes and then went to BK to meet them. Mary's dad picked us up from there and Steph, her sister and I were dropped off at her house. I stayed there till 10:20, then Steph's mom drove me home.

And now I'm incredibly bored and my spelling is getting worse. o_o Okay. I'm done and off to write about Davey!

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 12 May :: 7.07pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: "I Must Be Dreaming"- Evanescence

Boredem never ends
Hm. I'll post the lyrics to that, because I think it's pretty good.

I Must Be Dreaming
By Evanescence

How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you.

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No, I must be dreaming

Help you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true.

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you.

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming

Just in my mind
Not in real life
I must be dreaming.
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...Now that I've got that out I can start on my actual entry.
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Today was a sucky day like any other. I didn't do anything really but go over Steph's and do homework, then went home. It was fun though because we listened to soundclips of her and her friend Eve. They were pretty funny. Hm. Now I'm doing nothing and she has (one of) my wonderful AFI CD. But that's okay because she's trying to play Silver and Cold on the piano for me. <333

DAMN. NO ONE IS ONLINE. I COMMAND SOMEONE TO SIGN ON RIGHT NOW.

NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWN-- ...NOT SIGN OFF. GODDAMNIT

...:D Anyway! I'm so lonely. But I think I'll take this time to increase my vocabulary. Because I really think I need that. ^_^

Okay next entry: Possibly about Davey Havok.

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 10 May :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: bored

o.o i am so bored. um. that's all

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 9 April :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: n o n e

Stephanie
Just got back from hanging out with Stephanie a few minutes ago. Let's start from the beginning.

Stephanie called me on the phone, and asked if
I wanted to hang out, and I said yes of course. So I throw on some new clothes, put on eyeliner, and walk outside. As I get outside I see Stephanie on the other side of the street and when I see her she jumps up and waves. So I get to her, and we walk over to Burger King. We say hi to random people and Stephanie even helped people pick up fries. How nice!

So we bought some food and we shared soda, and then my parents call me and tell me to come home at eight. So I did, but Stephanie and I listened to her cellphone's answer machine and it had the song she's obsessed with on it. So we walk down the street screaming "DEAD PUPPIES AREN'T MUCH FUN! WHEN YOU CALL THEM THEY WON'T RUN!" Well, really she screamed it I just walked with her laughing.

We got to my house and I told my mom and dad I was home. My mom was proud of me. I told her we were going to sit outside and hang out. And we did.

So as we sat there, we listened to AFI. And talked. Stephanie thinks Davey's voice is sexy. Which is awesome, because that's so true. So then I ran inside and grabbed my CD case and we listened to "Rape Me" by Nirvana. And when Kurt screamed "RAPE ME" I screamed it out loud, and she told me to pretend, when probably the whole block heard me. Oops.

So after we walked down and waved to some cars passing by. Which was fun. I gave some cars the finger as they didn't wave back and Stephanie found it funny and laughed. Then we waved at one car and they stopped and backed up, so we got scared and hid. After that, we just sat down and talked. And then my mom came back with soda so we drank that. I acted all drunk and Stephanie did too. We did this so we could scare the person passing, and we did! :D

Then Stephanie went home and we talked on the phone till she got there because she was kinda scared. So I was nice, and that's basically it.

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 9 April :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: The Prayer Position. (AFI)

You know what is one of the most awesome things ever? Davey with happy pants. Ahaha.

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 9 April :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: None..

I love you Brittany. You're fucking awesome.

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 9 April :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: bored

Personality Disorders.
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Very High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 5 April :: 10.03pm

Which AFI member will you have sex with? by IChokeOnMyOwnBlood
Name:
Age:
Number of times:145
You will fuck:Davey Havok
How many children do you have?11
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 5 April :: 8.23pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: o.o The music in my HEAD!!!! ...which is really Davey's moaning because well..yeah. Um. okay.

Whee.
Brittany is fucking awesome. Doesn't everyone know that though? She's so nice. I mean, she helped me with my spanish homework. I LOVE YOU BRITTANYYYYYYY. Anyway, she's nice in other ways too, like she doesn't hate AFI, or make fun of Davey. I love you for that too! AND SO DOES JADE. Ahaha. Moving right along.

I had hot wings. Hot wings are my best friends. Are they yours!?! If not they fucking should be! ... ... Like I told my mom "I worry about my sanity."

Sooo..Woohu and I are friends. -hugs it- I love woohu so much. We are gonna fuck some time very soon! (Once again, that quote is needed here.)

I tried piercing my lip again today, and I would've done it if my mom didn't freak out and take my pin away. DAMN HER. IT'S MY LIP! x.x Anyway. That's all I have to say. ...But I shall leave you with this:

I AM GOING TO PLAY WITH MY AFI CDS IN A SEXUAL WAY!

...Bye! :D

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xThisTimeImperfectx

:: 2004 4 April :: 4.15pm

Tell me....
Me: WOOW! It feels like the chair is flying!!!!
Mom: Haven't you learned?!
Me: Nooo! -spin-

...how weird am I?

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