Megan's Journal

:: 2004 15 November :: 8.13pm
:: Music: rage against the machine - killing in the name

hot-diggity-dog
Good day today, very good day.

:: 2004 15 November :: 6.36am

I'm not sure why I can't seem to breath. Maybe I'm losing the hang of it.

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:: 2004 14 November :: 11.17pm

will i be the kind of person who doesn't own a toaster?

pray for me.

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:: 2004 14 November :: 12.08am

I saw the Polar Express.
Do not see it...please...god, please don't see this movie! I want to tare my eyes out with a rusty nail. I have come to the conclusion that 8 little kids must die gruesome deaths everytime that movie is played. It's the only way the world will be balanced.

I came home and played GTA and killed myself until I was numb. If I were holding a fork right now, I don't think I'd be able to stop myself from stabbing it into my eye, twisting, jerking, and ripping it out. I just don't think I have the will power...

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:: 2004 13 November :: 10.52pm

I'm so mollifed and happy. And I don't even feel stupid or ugly or like i have to look impressive. i can trust and i can feel safe. but it's not anxious and it's not mean or embarassing and i don't have to listen to my doubt because it's not telling the truth.

it's nice.

and i don't freak out when i see durangos or look at the clock at 9:24 or care.

i only wish my mom would be happy too. not be such a meanie. but that's the only fly in the ointment.

and maybe i'll quit my jarb. and maybe i'll get my period soon and my body will be better and i can have babies.

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:: 2004 13 November :: 12.25am

intense.

wildthing

:: 2004 12 November :: 8.00pm

Hey everyone, havent updated in a while thought i would, not that any of you read this...anywhore so we have recieved 2 other letters from my mom...but we haventwritten her back yet...kinda giving her a taste of her own medicine. so yeah. last weeken i had a lot of fun went to calidonia to see katie mucho fun...we went to chuck e cheese and seen the Incredibles...so that was a really good movie, a lot of stuff happened at her party and im not gonna go there...so anywho thats about it so far...ttyl

:: 2004 11 November :: 11.06pm

Tonight was pretty fun.

:: 2004 10 November :: 5.02pm

Hmm...

I wonder if all those morons with the question marks on their faces washed it off before their mommies yelled at them and sent them to their rooms.

Stupid bitches...

:: 2004 10 November :: 3.29pm

"Are we available for Thanksgiving dinner?"

what a strange thing to say.

i was planning on three things this afternoon. So far, two of them are not happening.

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:: 2004 10 November :: 11.44am

every one in this school is crazy.

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:: 2004 10 November :: 4.55am

Wow, look at the time

I went to bed at 5 o'clock yesterday, and slept all the way to about a half hour ago.
Man that feels good.
But now, what do I do with my hour before everyone wakes up?
Hmmm...

:: 2004 8 November :: 11.13pm

i hate you. you're supposed to be dead.

how could you?

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:: 2004 8 November :: 7.21pm

Hot-diggity-dog!!

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:: 2004 8 November :: 7.20pm

I guess it's Phoenix Theory.

:: 2004 7 November :: 11.10pm

Which sounds better:

Phoenix Theory

or

The Resurrected

?

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:: 2004 7 November :: 9.29am

so cool.

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:: 2004 6 November :: 7.25pm

How do you make your journal friends only?

:: 2004 6 November :: 12.51am

you are like a cloud
floating
on a shining sea of
unhappiness
if gypsies could
talk
you would be
the only
one

clever.

:: 2004 6 November :: 12.37am

"Hey Tony, I found that monkey sea men you were talking about!" - Adrian McCluer

just think about it folks, just think about it...

:: 2004 5 November :: 10.43pm

haven't felt like this for a long time.
annoyed with small things.

for instance:
my mother's voice

even though.

:: 2004 5 November :: 9.11pm

Kill the foreman, put him in a porta-potty, put that in a hole. Then fill the hole with cement.

Doesn't seem too hard,

until you add explosive barrels littering the entire way to the hole.

Bastards.

1 werd | leave werds

:: 2004 2 November :: 5.39pm

Nothing to say.
Less to do.

:: 2004 1 November :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: paranoid
:: Music: snowpatrol-grazed knees

yeah, thanks for fucking me up.

seriously.

something good actually happens and what you did gets in the way.

i love it.

9 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 1 November :: 7.06pm

I've been sensationalized.

yeah. what.

too cool for school.

and freaking yum.