Megan's Journal

:: 2004 1 November :: 3.50pm

You people from the SPCA??

20 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 31 October :: 9.56am
:: Music: snow patrol-how to be dead

awesome.

:: 2004 30 October :: 5.30pm

What is happening tonight? Where is everyone going??!!!

I don't want to stay home.

edit: I found an old halloween mask of mine. looks like i'm going to just go around and scare the shit out of little kids.

watch out for a weird alien thing in a black hoody.

and one skeleton glove.

3 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 29 October :: 6.13pm

Well, I haven't updated in awhile so here is a recap of the last few days:

Played GTA
Played San Andreas
Played Grand Theft Auto
Played Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas

Fun times.

:: 2004 28 October :: 4.52pm

i wash away the last dregs.

no matter what, it's going to be alright.

:: 2004 28 October :: 11.34am

there's no place that i could be without any of you.

:: 2004 26 October :: 4.34pm

In case of fire, don't pour gasoline on yourself.
I FUCKING GOT IT!!!
Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas
Coolest game in the world.

[edit] I just got done playing it for my first hour. It seems to be very complicated, but after awhile I will get the hang of everything. The game is just...so huge. 4 times bigger than Vice City. Its...amazing. And the load screen at the beginning takes like 20 seconds. [/edit]

[edit] Anything you've gotten in your mind about that game, how cool its going to be, you're wrong.

It's better.[/edit]

wildthing

:: 2004 25 October :: 7.08pm

hey what is up?? well after a whole year of not seein me my mom decided to write my sisters and i a letter, yeah big amazment right?? anyways i have the letter she wrote us and what i wrote back if your interested look here: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Torndownthecenter ..........anywhore yeah it explains most of it on there so i really dont have much more to say so i will talk to you laters

:: 2004 24 October :: 8.34am

can't sit still.

1 werd | leave werds

:: 2004 24 October :: 12.01am

Oh my.
freaking.can'tbelieveit.

FIVER!!!

1 werd | leave werds

:: 2004 23 October :: 5.02pm
:: Music: a perfect circle - 3 libras

Concert tonight, at the Kent.
Should prove to be pretty cool.
I've never heard any of the bands who are going to be playing, I hope they're good.
Anyway...I guess I will update more on it later.

Bye

[edit] Three Days [/edit]

4 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 22 October :: 10.11pm

lacking the motivation and the good intentions.

i can't pursue it.

5 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 22 October :: 8.28pm

Four Days, Bitches
today wasn't bad. didn't do much but it was alright. had an easy test in english. i finished way before we were could turn it in. and guess what...i didn't go through the answers 5 times afterword, like she said to!

haha. just another way i piss her off!

i think that was supposed to be a joke. i just don't know...

4 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 21 October :: 9.32pm

Brace yourself for impact.

3 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 20 October :: 11.36pm

I gave the evil 10 doll hairs to God. Maybe there will be a use for it, although if I knew a homeless person I would have given it to them.

I just liked that. But I couldn't go farther. It felt wrong. I'm missing some pieces, but at least I'm not so weak.

For a second it was all okay. But naturally you're a liar.

But I want some action so bbbbbaddd.

11 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 19 October :: 7.55pm
:: Music: Daaaaaa....USED

Well hello there ladies and gentlemen.
Today wasn't bad. Not bad at all.
Not good...but not bad.
But I guess that is good. Sort of...
Damn I'm contradictory.

:: 2004 18 October :: 9.00pm

when you died so did trust.

don't be liar.

5 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 18 October :: 5.21pm
:: Music: Maroon Five

I know.
I'm an asshole.
Don't talk to me about this.

Sometimes I post things in here, or my other journals, that I just don't feel like talking about. I think you can tell what those things are. But I'll give you the option of screwing up again. Just because I'm like that. Don't ask questions. If I wanted you to know I wouldn't be so fucking vague about it.

And don't say you're sorry, I'm just pissed off.

:: 2004 18 October :: 12.11am

what created this?

:: 2004 17 October :: 11.39pm

it doesn't even have to be relevent to remind. i can't ever go back there. too much stolen love.

i remember the shock. and the meaninglessness. it was always cold and dark. when you grieve it's all too much effort.

next time, i'll do a better jarb.

:: 2004 17 October :: 1.44pm

homecoming was mostly stupid.
you can't really judge people though. the things you make up are usually not true.

ps-

I'M GOING TO WESTERN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 15 October :: 9.20pm

homecoming is so dumb. i don't even know what's going on.

but marching is done forever!!!

1 werd | leave werds

:: 2004 14 October :: 10.08pm

I need a distraction real bad. A warm one.

5 werdz | leave werds

:: 2004 14 October :: 7.36pm

good thing cherie reminded me...
ONE YEAR BABY!!!
ONE WOOHU-LICIOUS YEAR!!

I should do something...important.

Nah, thats not what this journal is about.

Journal Entries: 188

Comments: Posted: 434 | Received: 547

wildthing

:: 2004 14 October :: 6.18pm
:: Mood: bitchy

Well a lot of shit happend today that wasnt suppose to, First of all I donated blood which i wanted to, but when i went to leave i got dizzy and almost blacked out and my hearing faded away, so they laid me down and it all came back to me and they gave me some coke and crackers because i hadnt eaten...but anywho then i was suppose to go to kelli's house and my dad came to the school and was like i need to talk to you in private, and i thought ok maybe the office told my dad about my passin out, and he is like how old is this james guy that is takin you and kelli and kevin and his gf to swing and have ice cream and i was like 38 and he is like hell no, your not goin now and i was lke why and he is like no 38 yr old hang out with 16-17 yr olds to just hang out i was like whatever dad! He pissed me off so bad i wanna move out in the worst way....