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2004 7 June :: 6.32pm
:: Music: smashing pumpkins-zero
I'm going to be a terrible mother. reading. yes. playing spiders? no thanks. you falling asleep because i'm not paying attention to you? right on.
and hello little monster pervert you make me shake. you are my number one fear. and i'm not planning on crying now so i'm not going to. pretend pretend.
AND?!!!!! this feeling of being exiled. it can't be helped. please...come back. thursday?
and now i feel better about my not liking big j very much. and not wanting to die for him. and feeling like a stubborn child when i thought that.
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2004 6 June :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: wizard!
:: Music: smashing pumpkins-to shiela
It's such a shame.
And I have no intention of honoring that promise.
ache ache.
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2004 6 June :: 4.49pm
summer
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boredom
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2004 5 June :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: weak
:: Music: smashing pumpkings-luna
A few days ago it was my arms. Now tonight it's my stomach. It's going to fall out and I'm going to vomit through my eyes.
and a tommy bug? i yelled at it.
there are also bleach burns. alligator girl.
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2004 5 June :: 1.29pm
Hello Everyone.
I'm taking a break from painting my trailor right now. It's not that bad, since its so small. I painted one whole side in less than 45 minutes. But that's not including trim, mark is going back and doing all that tedious stuff. I have blisters on my hands from the rollers.
ohhhh man..i just looked to see what time it was no my watch...and there are tons of white dots all over it. i think it says 1;31. hm.
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2004 4 June :: 9.47pm
:: Music: today-smashing pumpkins
It was like there was no air in my lungs. Not like I couldn't breath, but like I didn't need to.
anxiously calm feeling and that terrible smile.
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2004 3 June :: 3.48pm
:: Music: today
I wanted one thing today. And now I have anger tears.
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2004 3 June :: 11.58am
:: Music: Breaking Benjamin
Wow...
It does not feel like the end of the year already. It seems like last year was just ending, and I was going out with Amanda. God I can't even stand her now. I don't know how I lasted so long with her. She's like a 5 year old...a 5 year old with one hell of a nice body. But still, looks aren't everything. Anyway...I have no idea what I'm going to do, to occupy myself this summer. Stupid cedar...has no where for children to go and run and play, or whatever the hell we would do if we had somewhere to go. But we don't. I guess I'll just run. All summer. Sounds good. And work too. Cause my parentals...are making me get a job. I don't really want a job. But I want money, so, heh, I need a job. But really, who is going to hire a 15 year old with no experience in anything? A farmer. Damn farmers. I don't even know how to farm.
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2004 1 June :: 9.21pm
:: Music: lilly-smashing pumpkins
feeling just as bad. worse even. that was a bad idea, now i only feel rejected and resented and disapointed. always disapointed. and now there is nothing to do about it except wait for thursday.
oh, you might show up. how reassuring is that? none.
your mind skips over the ugly parts.
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2004 1 June :: 6.33pm
My God. I'm ready to burst.
because boys are so stupid.
and i don't want to do my history.
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2004 1 June :: 4.16pm
Hardest Class: Like most challanging acedemically? Cause all my classes were near unbearable. But most difficult was algebra until second semester and then I would say AP because it's the only class I had to do any work in.
Easiest Class: Spanish probably. But it is the most annoying
Funnest Class: AP
Best Teacher: Mr. Norkus, the epitome of hot
Worst Teacher: Until last week, Ms. Eilola.
Best Grade: I think at one point I had 113% in Spanish
Worse Grade: Algebra, but now I have 100% thanks to Miranda
Boring/Fun lunch: It's kind of boring even though Gangles is funny, but most things are boring.
Detentions: zilch
Best Game: um no? Wait, probably that hockey game my dad took me to or that basketball game where we left pep band early...and the pose game was fun
Worst Game: That one in Remus
Funnest Dance: Homecoming
Newest Friend: I've made a lot of friends who I was friends with, but got closer to, but I'll say Little Matt
Oldest Friend: Amy
Favorite Memory: Mr. Greene trying to give me the heimlich or anything to do with jess, becca, or hilary
Embarassing Memory: Maybe Little Matt seriously thinking I'm bi. But that's funny. Or anytime Ms E. yelled at me.
Worse Memory: Concert band or last week when I left my purse in English and didn't get bosco sticks, or any time that they ran out of food and I almost cried.
Best School Meal: Bosco sticks and stuffed crust pizza!!!!!
Worst School Meal: wet burritos, chips and cheese
Best Decision: Leaving
Biggest Regret: getting seared salomon at 1913 Room
Biggest Concern: Mr. D-bag
Smallest Concern: nothing
Friend you wish you still had: hmm
Friend that you are glad you dont have: also, hmmm
Spring Break/Winter Break: I don't remember Winter break very vividly except that Christmas was beyond crap. Spring Break was cool away from cedar dumbs.
Best boyfriend/girlfriend: caleb
Worst boyfriend/girlfriend: caleb
Biggest Fight: No fights, just things.
What was it about: General meaness
Coolest Trend: wearing your underwear outside your pants? cause that would be neat.
Dumbest Trend: probably...all the really ugly people, not to mention dumb.
Good/Bad Year: very fine
Rate it 1-10 (10 best): nine with a side of meat
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2004 1 June :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: the smashing pumpkins-farewell and goodnight
Sometimes there is a pang. It's true. But at least I'm free. But it certainly wasn't dumb. And it wasn't sudden. Some of us just failed to read the signs.
But on the other foot, where are YOU? I miss your d-bag face. Hopefully Upperville didn't take you back. Eh?
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2004 29 May :: 10.49pm
sorry folks i haven't been around lately. i'm sure you all ahve really missed me...
LEMONADE FOR SALE, BIATCHES!!!
-25 Cents for a Small
-50 Cents for a Medium
-75 Cents for a Large
-$10.00 for a Super Large (3 and a half Gallons, cuz this shit isn't selling fast enough!)
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2004 26 May :: 7.15pm
weird!
OK i was just lookin at the *who paid list* and someone payed for mine....I would like to know who and thank them...that was really nice...not necessary but nice. WELL if you get back to me that would be awesome! so Ill talk to you laters!
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2004 25 May :: 9.51pm
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2004 22 May :: 12.47pm
Well thought i would update....i was just goin through some of the journals i have made and wow....what a life i have ANYWHO in april i went to NY that was a lota fun...if you wanna know more ask me about it...I just been hangin with DJ Autum and Trisha in which i LOVE ALL OF EM>>! lol anyways Umm yeah I hope you guys dont miss me to much lol if you wanna read more of my journals on another site its.
www.xanga.com and my name is torndownthecenter
well i guess I'll talk you laters! love you guys byes~
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2004 20 May :: 10.25pm
i feel like i'm drowning.
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2004 20 May :: 9.06pm
BOO!
BOYS!
YUCK!
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2004 20 May :: 8.56pm
I can't believe this. Walker Strikes Again. A-ron totally beat the school pole-vault record and then he set his own. Plus A-ron did wrestling and soccer and he's totally a fast runner. And Walker still beat him. But A-ron is just going to have to learn. They win at everything. They're mutants. Or Jesus loves them. Or both.
And it sucks even more because unlike me A-ron is not mediocre. He's good at everything. Music, skateboarding, school, sports, being funny and well liked. He really deserves something for being so cool.
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2004 19 May :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: glad
:: Music: alice's resturant
I think I've been upset since last Friday and I'm finally feeling better. For real. I think.
Cause I've got something really happy to add to the memory bank.
Being a shameful minx is not over though. I need that.
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2004 18 May :: 12.54pm
I'm glad god decided to make Fuse. Now there's actually a channel with music videos on it again. Finally...no more MTV. Now I don't have to sit for hours, waiting to see just maybe one good bands video.
Thank God for Fuse.
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2004 17 May :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: diggin' it
:: Music: lady in stupid
It's so tragic. But alluring.
I can't help it, have you seen the shoes? Or the everything?
In France this would all be acceptable.
No, wait. Boys are dumb. Real real dumb.
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2004 17 May :: 4.59pm
Thats funny. Lol. I am coming back to school tomorrow
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2004 17 May :: 12.08am
:: Mood: anxious
I'm a feeling a little bit ill.
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2004 16 May :: 9.47pm
hmm...my computer seems to be running fine at the moment, but i can its still really fucked up. i haven't been on in like...5 days. i think i'm having withdrawls. that sucks. anyway, if i don't post ever again...don't think i died... And if you have anything that you absolutely have to tell me, and you usually do it over the internet. you can call toll free at 1-616-696-8751. Talk to you then. oh, and if you're into the phone sex, you can call that same number. No guys please.
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