It's Megan time now!!!

 

home | profile | guestbook


Megan's Journal

recent entries | past entries


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 22 March :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: way fine

gosh....my name is so pretty. and I'm pretty great too, for a spastic girl.

and things are going to be great. i'm going to stop being so mean and grumpy all the time. really. as long as i get out of english and algebra tomorrow as promised. if that doesn't happen i can't be responsible for my actions.


i haven't even gotten in trouble for the mailbox thing. i'm such a little scamp. hoo hoo.





and hey, seriously, what kind of dog attacks tires?

a really freaking awesome one, that's what.

and how does one go about training a dog to do that? or is it that thing that animals have...inborn senses or whatever.

3 werdz | leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 22 March :: 10.07pm

hmmm.....*sighs* i am bored....i went and babysat for my neighbors who's house burnt down....i feel so bad for them....there under a lot of stress....trying to find a new house b4 the 8 of april...because they can only stay in the house there at for 30 days....and they cant find a place to rent for only 6 months everyone wants them to stay for the year....i think its fuckin stupid...they just need a place to stay till they can get there house built i mean what the fuck my god.......

leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 22 March :: 3.30pm

I know i am a nard but i am gonna do my own lol lets see how well i know myself....


1. My name: Heather Renee Rathbun

2. Where did we meet?: i dont know where we met but we met umm Feb 17,87

3. Take a stab at my middle name: hmmm Renee?

4. How long have you known me?: Since February 17, 87

5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?: A lot!

6. Do I smoke? Noppers

7. What's my favourite color?: You have 4...baby blue...hot pink...light purple and really light green

8. When you first saw me what was your first impression? no comment

9. My age?: 17

10. My birthday?: February 17, 1987

11. Color Hair?: Bown with blonde highlights

12. Color eyes?: Green and sometimes brown

13. Have you ever had a crush on me? Nope...

14. Have you ever been jealous of me? Yes

15. Whats one of my favorite things to do indoors?: get on here...read...idk

16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met? Daddy and mommy

17. Whats my favorite type of music?: Country, rock....others

18.Whats one of my favorite things to do outdoors?: walking sometimes running, drivin around....others

19. Am I shy or outgoing? Depends on the moment

20.Would you say Im funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)or not at all: umm well you can be dumb sometimes but i say both ways

21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?: lmao!!!! lets just say both

22. Would you consider me a friend?: yes

23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?: average...you get along with everyone who likes you...

24. Have you ever seen me cry?: yes many times

25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?: Amagedon...dont ask

26. Are my parents still together?: unfortuanatly no....

27. Do I have a nice butt? No


28. Do you love me? Yes

29. Quiet or loud? Both

30. Short or Tall: Tall 5'9"

31.Weird or original: lol weirdo

32. Smart or stupid or anything else?: both...

33. Boring or Fun?: usually fun

34. Attractive or Unattractive?: I dont think i am but sometimes with my make-up and stuff i think i am...

DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)

35.A psycho?: sometimes

36.Athlethic?: if you include volleyball and Golf yeah

37. A nerd?: definatly

38. A slut?: no way

39. Ghetto?: naw

40. A bitch?: yeah can be sometimes

41. Two-faced?: no

42. Obnoxious?:no

43. Immature?: sometimes while i am being a nerd!

44. Mature?: yeah i do have to be that cuz umm i am 17!

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

45. What do you think I will be when I grow up?: Photographer

46. A) Do you think I will get married?: i hope..

B) If you do, who do you think I will marry?:i dont know

47. When is my birthday?: i already told you...febuary 17, 1987

48. Who is my best friend?: Amanda Smith

49. What song reminds you of me?: umm i dont konw....

50. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?: no

51. If you could rename me, what would my name be?: idk

52. Have you ever had a dream about me?: no

53. A feature that you like about me: you dont care what ppl think about you...

54. If you could give me anything, what would it be? a guy

55. If you could give me one thing in the whole world, what would it be?: Money

56. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?:
umm average??
57. Would you ever kiss me?: no cuz i am you

58. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend?: no

59.Do you ever think about me off-line?: yeah

60. If we spent a day together...where would we go and what would we do?: hmm thats to much to think about

61. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?: outgoing

62. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?: oh yeah!

63. Do you want me?: lol oh yeah

64. What word do I say all the time?: Crazyness

65. Is there anything you'd like to say to me?: I love you!

leave werds


kelso263

:: 2004 21 March :: 6.48pm

F!\/3 |)/-\Y5
Another boring weekend down the drain. I have lots of homework to do, which sucks BIG ass. Yeah.

I want to make my own religion.
And possibly a few holidays to go along with it.
But too many, like the jews.


[ps] I'm not racist against the jews. I myself like dradles. [/ps]

leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 20 March :: 11.07pm

I'm here with two difficult decisions. One will lead to my official unhappiness and freedom and the other....something else.

2 werdz | leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 20 March :: 3.48pm

well not much is happening...last night Ashley came to my house and we had fun...and then we woke up and got ready for chior festival and i think we did good singin but sight reading really sucked so yeah i was pissed about it....but oh well i guess *sighs* some ppl in there suck...coughsallyncoughs scuse me had to clear my throat lol anywho....now i am at ashley's house and were hangin out.....well ttyl

leave werds


kelso263

:: 2004 20 March :: 11.05am

S!>< |)/-\YS
Forgetting I had to wake up early today, I went to bed at 1:30 last night. Damnit.

Now I'm tired.

leave werds


kelso263

:: 2004 19 March :: 9.00pm
:: Music: Finger Eleven

S3\/3|\| |)/-\YS
I think there is something wrong with me. I haven't liked someone in a long time. I'm getting bored being single. It's fine for awhile, but, then it gets annoying.

I miss having someone to talk to.
I miss loving someone.

5 werdz | leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 19 March :: 1.28pm

ha ha ha ha ha
i'm so not at school right now. it's awesome to the max.

3 werdz | leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 18 March :: 10.19pm

Spell your first name back wards: nehoC htuR haraS

Nicknames?: Beans, Sarar, Sera

The story behind your msn/yahoo name: It's lame and I'd change it, but that would mean I'd have to transfer my buddy list

Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: nuh.lame.messy.

4 words that sum you up: aloof, quiet, pensive, fickle

Wallet: it's blue and bulky and canvas and it has a magnetic snap and it's hard to get things in and out of my stepmom got it for me for christmas a long time ago and it has a matching wallet-like purse, and it's from american eagel

Hairbrush: i ended up getting three for christmas, so i have like eight brushes, but the one i like was 99 cents and it's made out of wood

Jewellery you wear daily: i was wearing some earrings then i was wearing a necklace, but i get tired of jewlery

Pillow cover: one is pink and one has flowers, we found it in the dead man's shack

Coffee cup: i like the deformed one

Shoes: i like the blue ones that diana gave me even though they hurt my feet and don't keep them dry either

CD in stereo right now: ben folds, lifehouse, and the second vonda shepard soundtrack

What you are wearing now: scrubs, hilltop sweatshirt

In my mouth: bad smells

In my head: vrrrrrrooooooommmmmm

Eating: i had two boxes of wendy's chicken nugets...yesssssss

Some of your favorite movies: i don't know...there are a lot that i really liked, like...the elf, school of rock, big fish, starsky and hutch, fried green tomatos, molin rouge, happy campers, the emporers new groove,

Something you're looking forward to: not going to school tomorrow and spring and working and aspen and school being over, and fifth hour and graduating and europe and my new house and my dad's new house and getting a good grade on my assesments and being done with the scarlet letter, and the fifth book in the georgia diaries and the sixth harry potter, and not feeling so crappy


The last thing you ate?: lemon ice

Something that you are deathly afraid of?: getting in a car accident...or probably any accident, but mostly the car type

Do you like candles: not really.

Do you believe in a thing called love: not

Do you believe in love at first sight: no

Do you believe in forgiveness: most of the time, but usually i forgive and have resentment

If you could have any animal for a pet: an invisible one that doesn't need my attention or food or to go outside or make noise or smells

What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?: colorado, not cedar springs, paris

What's something you wish you could understand better?: the bible and the history of the world

Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: no, seeing band campers once a year is probably enough for me, even though i like them and i saw sam last sunday so it hasn't been that long

In the last 24 hours, have you:

Cried: nope. i'm on a roll

Gotten sick: sort of

Sang: why, yes, i'm singing right now

Eaten: and how!

Felt stupid: i know i did something really really dumb, i just can't remember what it was

Hugged someone: yes, it made me feel sick inside

Wanted to tell someone you loved them: actually i wanted to tell a few people to get the hell away from me

Met someone new: yes, her name is tearny and she's from iowa and she's in eight grade and she's really cute

Talked to an ex: yes

Fought with your parents: no

Are you center of attention or the wallflower: super wallflower

What type of automobile do you drive: a dirty one

Would you rather be with friends or on a date: my friends

Do you attend church: yes, it's comforting if you don't really listen to what's being said, just let people be nice to you

Do you like being around people: not this week

Who have you known the longest: my mom, probably

Who do you argue the most with: dani and a-ron, and sometimes troy

Who do you always get along with: everyone else, i'm a lover not a fighter

Who has the coolest siblings: jessica benzer

Who is the smartest: spud, jess b or jess w

Who is your Hero: calvin coolidge and henry clay

3 werdz | leave werds


kelso263

:: 2004 18 March :: 5.55pm

Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla. Bla bla....bla.
Man I'm bored.
Boooooorrreed.
Boorrrrrr-ed
Board.
Need something to do...
Tooooooooo do
Too doooooooo
Ta Do
Ta Da


TA DA!!!



Eight Days.

3 werdz | leave werds


Janice_2001

:: 2004 17 March :: 7.35pm
:: Music: Don't know why

People and Life
Sitten here thinkin about all the things that have went on. I think it is bullshit that Chris told Heather about OUR problems. Anyway, I am hurt in every way possible cuz he has done nothing but fight with me all week and doesn't know how to stop. This will end soon and we will either be together or we will be friends. I am not sure. So, school is okay and I am doing good. I have been not talking to many people anymore cuz I have been stressed and depressed. Kevin has been talking to me about my problems and he said everything will be okay. I hope. Festival is saturday and I hope we do good. The Altos and Seconds are doing really good and firsts are too. I hope we get like a one. Well, I will talk to you all later!!!


Janice

1 werd | leave werds


Janice_2001

:: 2004 17 March :: 7.35pm
:: Music: Don't know why

People and Life
Sitten here thinkin about all the things that have went on. I think it is bullshit that Chris told Heather about OUR problems. Anyway, I am hurt in every way possible cuz he has done nothing but fight with me all week and doesn't know how to stop. This will end soon and we will either be together or we will be friends. I am not sure. So, school is okay and I am doing good. I have been not talking to many people anymore cuz I have been stressed and depressed. Kevin has been talking to me about my problems and he said everything will be okay. I hope. Festival is saturday and I hope we do good. The Altos and Seconds are doing really good and firsts are too. I hope we get like a one. Well, I will talk to you all later!!!


Janice

leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 17 March :: 7.11pm

It doesn't even give me a good feeling anymore.

2 werdz | leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 17 March :: 4.03pm

well today was going real good untill 6th hour had a bad day and dont wanna talk about....i think i am become like actually depressed like...i dont think it....i know it...ya konw? everything in my life in going wrong but oh well i will stop complaining now...byes

2 werdz | leave werds


kelso263

:: 2004 17 March :: 3.54pm

woah...i haven't updated in five whole days.

crazy, no?



Nine Days.

leave werds


Star_Gazer05

:: 2004 17 March :: 8.36am

Hey, its been awhile again...i guess i suck at updating. Oh well...I'm going to New York in like a month and i cant wait. its gonna kick! I'm driving to school finally! I've had my license for like 8 or 9 months and i'm just starting to drive to school....weird!! Anyways, I"m gonna go.... probably wont be back for awhile....buh bye

Jules

2 werdz | leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 March :: 8.56pm
:: Music: ben folds

so you want the freedom, but you know leaving the security is going to hurt really bad

but you also know that emotional rampages aren't normal and there's and oppressive akwardness that you can't get away from

and it's the little things...and that your whole relationship has been in the precarious situation for a long time because there isn't a firm foundation.

and you don't want to try because you're too tired of the problems.

but it's so scary.

leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 March :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: ben folds

It's not that I'm unhappy. I would say this is my favorite year of high school. I just hate winter. And school.

School+winter+me=mrs. grump

And I hate all these conflicting feelings. Sometimes I think I shouldn't make decisions anymore because I change my mind so much. You can make most things sound like great ideas if you think about it hard and long enough.

leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 15 March :: 8.12pm

Hey, well i had kinda a weird day...i was up..and i was down...the thing with my mom is takin a real BIG toal on me.....So yeah anyways jared was like were you ok today? and he goes you look kinda depressed...so i was like yeah...but anyways...i have to go ttyl byes

1 werd | leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 14 March :: 9.18pm

well friday i had Amanda Maxwell over here that was perty fun....then her dad came and got her saturday and then mandy came and got me at 11:30....then we went to her family reunion...then back to her house and watch bring it on again...and talked to a guy on the phone...then sunday we went to kerri's suprise party and that was fun too! well thats about it

leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 14 March :: 5.09pm

Rainy Sundays are the worst kind of days.

leave werds


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 March :: 11.32pm

I am way lost.

but I do know that you really have to sit back and figure out the real reason why you're upset.

leave werds


wildthing

:: 2004 12 March :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: happy

Well i am in a good mood today...amanda maxwell is here..and we just hangin out havin fun...talking to ppl on the net....well g2g! byes!

leave werds


kelso263

:: 2004 11 March :: 5.44pm

I have nothing to say and even less to do.

leave werds

Woohu.com | Random Journal