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2004 22 March :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: way fine
gosh....my name is so pretty. and I'm pretty great too, for a spastic girl.
and things are going to be great. i'm going to stop being so mean and grumpy all the time. really. as long as i get out of english and algebra tomorrow as promised. if that doesn't happen i can't be responsible for my actions.
i haven't even gotten in trouble for the mailbox thing. i'm such a little scamp. hoo hoo.
and hey, seriously, what kind of dog attacks tires?
a really freaking awesome one, that's what.
and how does one go about training a dog to do that? or is it that thing that animals have...inborn senses or whatever.
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2004 22 March :: 10.07pm
hmmm.....*sighs* i am bored....i went and babysat for my neighbors who's house burnt down....i feel so bad for them....there under a lot of stress....trying to find a new house b4 the 8 of april...because they can only stay in the house there at for 30 days....and they cant find a place to rent for only 6 months everyone wants them to stay for the year....i think its fuckin stupid...they just need a place to stay till they can get there house built i mean what the fuck my god.......
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2004 22 March :: 3.30pm
I know i am a nard but i am gonna do my own lol lets see how well i know myself....
1. My name: Heather Renee Rathbun
2. Where did we meet?: i dont know where we met but we met umm Feb 17,87
3. Take a stab at my middle name: hmmm Renee?
4. How long have you known me?: Since February 17, 87
5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?: A lot!
6. Do I smoke? Noppers
7. What's my favourite color?: You have 4...baby blue...hot pink...light purple and really light green
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression? no comment
9. My age?: 17
10. My birthday?: February 17, 1987
11. Color Hair?: Bown with blonde highlights
12. Color eyes?: Green and sometimes brown
13. Have you ever had a crush on me? Nope...
14. Have you ever been jealous of me? Yes
15. Whats one of my favorite things to do indoors?: get on here...read...idk
16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met? Daddy and mommy
17. Whats my favorite type of music?: Country, rock....others
18.Whats one of my favorite things to do outdoors?: walking sometimes running, drivin around....others
19. Am I shy or outgoing? Depends on the moment
20.Would you say Im funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)or not at all: umm well you can be dumb sometimes but i say both ways
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?: lmao!!!! lets just say both
22. Would you consider me a friend?: yes
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?: average...you get along with everyone who likes you...
24. Have you ever seen me cry?: yes many times
25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?: Amagedon...dont ask
26. Are my parents still together?: unfortuanatly no....
27. Do I have a nice butt? No
28. Do you love me? Yes
29. Quiet or loud? Both
30. Short or Tall: Tall 5'9"
31.Weird or original: lol weirdo
32. Smart or stupid or anything else?: both...
33. Boring or Fun?: usually fun
34. Attractive or Unattractive?: I dont think i am but sometimes with my make-up and stuff i think i am...
DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)
35.A psycho?: sometimes
36.Athlethic?: if you include volleyball and Golf yeah
37. A nerd?: definatly
38. A slut?: no way
39. Ghetto?: naw
40. A bitch?: yeah can be sometimes
41. Two-faced?: no
42. Obnoxious?:no
43. Immature?: sometimes while i am being a nerd!
44. Mature?: yeah i do have to be that cuz umm i am 17!
JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS
45. What do you think I will be when I grow up?: Photographer
46. A) Do you think I will get married?: i hope..
B) If you do, who do you think I will marry?:i dont know
47. When is my birthday?: i already told you...febuary 17, 1987
48. Who is my best friend?: Amanda Smith
49. What song reminds you of me?: umm i dont konw....
50. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?: no
51. If you could rename me, what would my name be?: idk
52. Have you ever had a dream about me?: no
53. A feature that you like about me: you dont care what ppl think about you...
54. If you could give me anything, what would it be? a guy
55. If you could give me one thing in the whole world, what would it be?: Money
56. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?:
umm average??
57. Would you ever kiss me?: no cuz i am you
58. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend?: no
59.Do you ever think about me off-line?: yeah
60. If we spent a day together...where would we go and what would we do?: hmm thats to much to think about
61. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?: outgoing
62. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?: oh yeah!
63. Do you want me?: lol oh yeah
64. What word do I say all the time?: Crazyness
65. Is there anything you'd like to say to me?: I love you!
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2004 21 March :: 6.48pm
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Another boring weekend down the drain. I have lots of homework to do, which sucks BIG ass. Yeah.
I want to make my own religion.
And possibly a few holidays to go along with it.
But too many, like the jews.
[ps] I'm not racist against the jews. I myself like dradles. [/ps]
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2004 20 March :: 11.07pm
I'm here with two difficult decisions. One will lead to my official unhappiness and freedom and the other....something else.
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2004 20 March :: 3.48pm
well not much is happening...last night Ashley came to my house and we had fun...and then we woke up and got ready for chior festival and i think we did good singin but sight reading really sucked so yeah i was pissed about it....but oh well i guess *sighs* some ppl in there suck...coughsallyncoughs scuse me had to clear my throat lol anywho....now i am at ashley's house and were hangin out.....well ttyl
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2004 20 March :: 11.05am
S!>< |)/-\YS
Forgetting I had to wake up early today, I went to bed at 1:30 last night. Damnit.
Now I'm tired.
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2004 19 March :: 9.00pm
:: Music: Finger Eleven
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I think there is something wrong with me. I haven't liked someone in a long time. I'm getting bored being single. It's fine for awhile, but, then it gets annoying.
I miss having someone to talk to.
I miss loving someone.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 19 March :: 1.28pm
ha ha ha ha ha
i'm so not at school right now. it's awesome to the max.
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2004 18 March :: 10.19pm
Spell your first name back wards: nehoC htuR haraS
Nicknames?: Beans, Sarar, Sera
The story behind your msn/yahoo name: It's lame and I'd change it, but that would mean I'd have to transfer my buddy list
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: nuh.lame.messy.
4 words that sum you up: aloof, quiet, pensive, fickle
Wallet: it's blue and bulky and canvas and it has a magnetic snap and it's hard to get things in and out of my stepmom got it for me for christmas a long time ago and it has a matching wallet-like purse, and it's from american eagel
Hairbrush: i ended up getting three for christmas, so i have like eight brushes, but the one i like was 99 cents and it's made out of wood
Jewellery you wear daily: i was wearing some earrings then i was wearing a necklace, but i get tired of jewlery
Pillow cover: one is pink and one has flowers, we found it in the dead man's shack
Coffee cup: i like the deformed one
Shoes: i like the blue ones that diana gave me even though they hurt my feet and don't keep them dry either
CD in stereo right now: ben folds, lifehouse, and the second vonda shepard soundtrack
What you are wearing now: scrubs, hilltop sweatshirt
In my mouth: bad smells
In my head: vrrrrrrooooooommmmmm
Eating: i had two boxes of wendy's chicken nugets...yesssssss
Some of your favorite movies: i don't know...there are a lot that i really liked, like...the elf, school of rock, big fish, starsky and hutch, fried green tomatos, molin rouge, happy campers, the emporers new groove,
Something you're looking forward to: not going to school tomorrow and spring and working and aspen and school being over, and fifth hour and graduating and europe and my new house and my dad's new house and getting a good grade on my assesments and being done with the scarlet letter, and the fifth book in the georgia diaries and the sixth harry potter, and not feeling so crappy
The last thing you ate?: lemon ice
Something that you are deathly afraid of?: getting in a car accident...or probably any accident, but mostly the car type
Do you like candles: not really.
Do you believe in a thing called love: not
Do you believe in love at first sight: no
Do you believe in forgiveness: most of the time, but usually i forgive and have resentment
If you could have any animal for a pet: an invisible one that doesn't need my attention or food or to go outside or make noise or smells
What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?: colorado, not cedar springs, paris
What's something you wish you could understand better?: the bible and the history of the world
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: no, seeing band campers once a year is probably enough for me, even though i like them and i saw sam last sunday so it hasn't been that long
In the last 24 hours, have you:
Cried: nope. i'm on a roll
Gotten sick: sort of
Sang: why, yes, i'm singing right now
Eaten: and how!
Felt stupid: i know i did something really really dumb, i just can't remember what it was
Hugged someone: yes, it made me feel sick inside
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: actually i wanted to tell a few people to get the hell away from me
Met someone new: yes, her name is tearny and she's from iowa and she's in eight grade and she's really cute
Talked to an ex: yes
Fought with your parents: no
Are you center of attention or the wallflower: super wallflower
What type of automobile do you drive: a dirty one
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: my friends
Do you attend church: yes, it's comforting if you don't really listen to what's being said, just let people be nice to you
Do you like being around people: not this week
Who have you known the longest: my mom, probably
Who do you argue the most with: dani and a-ron, and sometimes troy
Who do you always get along with: everyone else, i'm a lover not a fighter
Who has the coolest siblings: jessica benzer
Who is the smartest: spud, jess b or jess w
Who is your Hero: calvin coolidge and henry clay
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2004 18 March :: 5.55pm
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla. Bla bla....bla.
Man I'm bored.
Boooooorrreed.
Boorrrrrr-ed
Board.
Need something to do...
Tooooooooo do
Too doooooooo
Ta Do
Ta Da
TA DA!!!
Eight Days.
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2004 17 March :: 7.35pm
:: Music: Don't know why
People and Life
Sitten here thinkin about all the things that have went on. I think it is bullshit that Chris told Heather about OUR problems. Anyway, I am hurt in every way possible cuz he has done nothing but fight with me all week and doesn't know how to stop. This will end soon and we will either be together or we will be friends. I am not sure. So, school is okay and I am doing good. I have been not talking to many people anymore cuz I have been stressed and depressed. Kevin has been talking to me about my problems and he said everything will be okay. I hope. Festival is saturday and I hope we do good. The Altos and Seconds are doing really good and firsts are too. I hope we get like a one. Well, I will talk to you all later!!!
Janice
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2004 17 March :: 7.35pm
:: Music: Don't know why
People and Life
Sitten here thinkin about all the things that have went on. I think it is bullshit that Chris told Heather about OUR problems. Anyway, I am hurt in every way possible cuz he has done nothing but fight with me all week and doesn't know how to stop. This will end soon and we will either be together or we will be friends. I am not sure. So, school is okay and I am doing good. I have been not talking to many people anymore cuz I have been stressed and depressed. Kevin has been talking to me about my problems and he said everything will be okay. I hope. Festival is saturday and I hope we do good. The Altos and Seconds are doing really good and firsts are too. I hope we get like a one. Well, I will talk to you all later!!!
Janice
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2004 17 March :: 7.11pm
It doesn't even give me a good feeling anymore.
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2004 17 March :: 4.03pm
well today was going real good untill 6th hour had a bad day and dont wanna talk about....i think i am become like actually depressed like...i dont think it....i know it...ya konw? everything in my life in going wrong but oh well i will stop complaining now...byes
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2004 17 March :: 3.54pm
woah...i haven't updated in five whole days.
crazy, no?
Nine Days.
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2004 17 March :: 8.36am
Hey, its been awhile again...i guess i suck at updating. Oh well...I'm going to New York in like a month and i cant wait. its gonna kick! I'm driving to school finally! I've had my license for like 8 or 9 months and i'm just starting to drive to school....weird!! Anyways, I"m gonna go.... probably wont be back for awhile....buh bye
Jules
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2004 16 March :: 8.56pm
:: Music: ben folds
so you want the freedom, but you know leaving the security is going to hurt really bad
but you also know that emotional rampages aren't normal and there's and oppressive akwardness that you can't get away from
and it's the little things...and that your whole relationship has been in the precarious situation for a long time because there isn't a firm foundation.
and you don't want to try because you're too tired of the problems.
but it's so scary.
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2004 16 March :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: ben folds
It's not that I'm unhappy. I would say this is my favorite year of high school. I just hate winter. And school.
School+winter+me=mrs. grump
And I hate all these conflicting feelings. Sometimes I think I shouldn't make decisions anymore because I change my mind so much. You can make most things sound like great ideas if you think about it hard and long enough.
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2004 15 March :: 8.12pm
Hey, well i had kinda a weird day...i was up..and i was down...the thing with my mom is takin a real BIG toal on me.....So yeah anyways jared was like were you ok today? and he goes you look kinda depressed...so i was like yeah...but anyways...i have to go ttyl byes
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2004 14 March :: 9.18pm
well friday i had Amanda Maxwell over here that was perty fun....then her dad came and got her saturday and then mandy came and got me at 11:30....then we went to her family reunion...then back to her house and watch bring it on again...and talked to a guy on the phone...then sunday we went to kerri's suprise party and that was fun too! well thats about it
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2004 14 March :: 5.09pm
Rainy Sundays are the worst kind of days.
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2004 12 March :: 11.32pm
I am way lost.
but I do know that you really have to sit back and figure out the real reason why you're upset.
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2004 12 March :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: happy
Well i am in a good mood today...amanda maxwell is here..and we just hangin out havin fun...talking to ppl on the net....well g2g! byes!
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2004 11 March :: 5.44pm
I have nothing to say and even less to do.
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