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2003 21 November :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: NELLY-HOT IN HERE!
GIRL I THINK MY BUTT GET' BIG
so, i'm still getting that pain and it's getting worse and happening more often.
but tonight i don't think i'll be able to sleep. i'm so excited. two weeks can be a very long time...
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2003 20 November :: 10.00pm
:: Music: baby it's cold outside
Well, I was suprised i wasn't more angry. It's just kind of gotten old and pointless. It will be over soon and i'll be in spain with my love. speaking of...what's wrong with you guys? i want to do something. like shake you and make you happy. i love you truely madly deeply dorkily...
...on the other hand...i am only 20% body fat and my blood pressure is slightly under normal.
saturday is approaching...i am going to go insane between now and then. i am having withdrawl. ahggggggg
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2003 19 November :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: shawn mullins
I dont even like smoking!
this week has been so slow. shouldn't it be thursday?
i don't understand chapter 14. why does everyone in it have to be such a jackass? i guess it's alright that andrew jackson isn't still around. he'd make it a whole lot worse. him a john brown would have a killing party.
homework club was grood. again we did nothing and patty v. is a cool chick.
and saturday should come faster. i want to build my fort and get my freak on. by that i mean go to russes for super fun. but someone should come up with a better plan.
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2003 18 November :: 7.51pm
oops didnt mean to do that.
anyways
Kelli: gurl your so funny lol in 6th hour wow thats how i make it....you and jessica both do it...i couldnt make it without you guys! we need to start hanging out!
Autumn: HEY you! lol your so kool we need to start hanging out again we did like 2 lol and i think we need to more often your so kool so yeah and i told chris to stop callin you blimpie that is so mean so if he does tell him that heather says to stop and that if he dont i will get him! lol ok! it may not do anything but still! lol i love you!
amanda S: gurl omg i love you so much you make my day! lol your family (your dad, katie, you,terri (ill count him as family) lol and i will say tammi) its so awesome to me they mean a lot to me...esp you you just know everything about me and know all my secrets and do everything together thats why we got that charm braclet! lol i love you lots gurlie!
thanks all that i just wrote to you guys mean so much to me!
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2003 18 November :: 7.34pm
well we had another 2 hour delay!! lol yay just a few more for the week prays * please god let cedar have just a few more 2 hour delay and maybe a day off on friday would be nice* lol wow i am a tard lol anyways what are you guys doin over the weekend?
TO MY FRIENDS:
Jackie: gurl your fucking awesome, i kwno we kinda got on the bad side of eachother last year at like the end of the year * when you were making a fuss with rach* but i am way over that now lol so i just wanna say thanks for being there when shit was happenin with my mom....i love you!
Jessica: jes jes jes...lol your so awesome you come up and give me a hug and just care about me...that day i hugged you when my dad went down on the bike i so needed that hug i mean it was just needed. and you were there for me. thanks so much if you werent here i dont know what i would do without you and i wish you didnt have to go to rockford...:( *tear* but i love you lots...lets get together!
Janice: DAMN! lol there is to much to say...even though we did fight a lot during the summer that was like wow....we made it through that...and are now friends again. I love you gurl!.
Stacy: holy shit gurl you are fucking awesome lol you make me laugh so much omg! and yes the *clap* i know gets annoying to you and other ppl sometimes so i am trying to not do that lol i know i do it everynow and then but i am TRYING! lol i love ya *hugs*
Jenny: wow....lol your just fucking hilarious....lmao....you crack me up everyday! i swear! lol just thinking of you does the trick...i love you gurl! lol
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2003 18 November :: 7.28pm
:: Music: chicago
i feel better now that i've put clothes on.
there is something about gloom. it seeps into your bones and makes you feel wasted. esp. when you have pjs on.
but i do feel like my exsistence has become my history book. i always feel like i'm way behind on something. supposing that it is history, we're all behind... but i never feel like i've achomplished anything with it, except that i realize now that american history is much more interesting than i originally believed. it's so complex.
my heart goes out to those who have more than one advanced class.
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2003 18 November :: 5.29pm
it's one of those times where you just want to cry for the sake of crying
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2003 18 November :: 5.14pm
i feel ugly and lazy. i just want saturday to come. also chair placements. and my gym assessment.
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2003 18 November :: 3.25pm
I like someone other than Chris!! OMG
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2003 17 November :: 10.05pm
nothing to say.
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2003 17 November :: 9.11pm
well i was so happy today! when i came home today i talked to my lil sister and she came over...i havent seen her i like a month so i was so happy to see her she ran to me and hugged me tight and i hugged her tight man we just hugged for a long time.... an then we went outside and played tv tag with her she just kept saying Dora the Explorer the whole time i loved it she is so cute..i love her to death...then we when and seen the horses across the street and she fed them...*memories* lol and then she had to leave *Tear* and i went to give her a kiss and hug and she didnt want to leave..i didnt want her too either! but she did...then my dads gf picked my sisters and i up and we went and had dinner together when my dad went to pool. and we had a good time..then we went to the western store by the crazy horse...then she brought us hom and here i am well g2g love yas!
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2003 17 November :: 7.11pm
hey all, I wish more people would talk to me!
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2003 16 November :: 9.28pm
:: Mood: muddled
Get online. It's your birthday time and I want to talk to you. You're missed.
But you didn't wait for the last day. That's why I like you.
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2003 16 November :: 7.23pm
my mother is a crazy person.
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2003 16 November :: 6.11pm
i do believe the BTP and after party made me sick.
so do gloomy days. blerg
irregular lovin'=bad
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2003 16 November :: 4.03pm
:: Music: i had the time of my life
BTP=Grood enough. I love everyone. Even though mobs of boys are not the quietest thing to have.
Isn't fun great?!
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2003 16 November :: 2.11pm
well i went hunting yesterday...we got there at 6 in the mourning and stayed there till like 9:30...i had to go to the bathroom..there were other hunters in the woods so i was not going there! lol and we went back to my house and then went and got breakfest then went back to my house and took a nap went back out at 3 and was there till 6 didnt see anything it got dark nd we got up this mournging did the same thing an no one was shooting at all we heard maybe 6 gunshots and so we left at 9 and going back out at 3 againlol so yeah it was great anyways nothin much is going on ttyl byes!
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2003 15 November :: 11.29pm
BabyAngel0411: are u okay now?
Trailblazer12345: no god damnit
Trailblazer12345: stop
BabyAngel0411: what
BabyAngel0411: what the hell is ur problem.
Trailblazer12345: i want my g/f back thats what my problem is
BabyAngel0411: Mike, I am sorry for asking, I just don't want you to do anything stupid and i don't want you to hurt urself. I care about you and your feelings and I try and talk to you but when I do you get mad and yell at me and I don't like it. I understand you want Amanda back and u have to give her time and thats what she needs.
Trailblazer12345: thats it
Trailblazer12345: im going to do it tonight then
BabyAngel0411: do what?
Trailblazer12345: this time im not lieing
Trailblazer12345: die
Trailblazer12345: do i have to do it over the phone
BabyAngel0411: Mike stop, people care about you and love for you are. One person can't bring u down. Sometimes you have to make decisions that ur not gonna like and you have to accept it. Listen, I may be only 16 but I know it feels. It hurts. I think the reason she wants to take it slow. I try and talk to you and tell you how it feels. Mike, please don't hurt urself cuz then u will hurt all of us and make Amanda feel as if it is her fault. We all care and u don't understand we do a lot.
Trailblazer12345: bull shit
Trailblazer12345: im not playing anymore no one takes me serious anymore
BabyAngel0411: I am serious, Mike I am taking u very serious.
Trailblazer12345: well mandy doesent
Trailblazer12345: no one fucking does
BabyAngel0411: Don't let Mandy pull u down.
Trailblazer12345: im goingto
Trailblazer12345: im sorry
BabyAngel0411: Ur become depressed, and I don't want u to hurt urself. Cuz I care. I don't like the fact you want to pull urself down. I care I really do. Mike, u have to face the fact. Mandy does love you, just give her time.
Trailblazer12345: she doesent
Trailblazer12345: ok
BabyAngel0411: She does, alot. U don't think she does and she does. More than u could think.
Trailblazer12345: how the fuck do u know
BabyAngel0411: cuz I talked to her after she unblocked u
Trailblazer12345: whatever your lieing
BabyAngel0411: I don't lie. Lieing is a sin.
BabyAngel0411: She wouldn't have unblocked u if she didn't love you. She cares about you. I care about you, I may not knoe you well, but I care!
Trailblazer12345: she doeesnet
BabyAngel0411: Yes she does.
BabyAngel0411: Believe me.
BabyAngel0411: trust me
BabyAngel0411: Mike
BabyAngel0411: Mike, please stop.
BabyAngel0411: This is bullshit
Trailblazer12345: noonono=-no-nko
BabyAngel0411: what
BabyAngel0411: Mike, stop.
BabyAngel0411: I don't know, why u are doing this?
Trailblazer12345: cause i love her
Trailblazer12345: dont u understand
Trailblazer12345: its over
BabyAngel0411: I know
Trailblazer12345: im done
Trailblazer12345: i have the knife
BabyAngel0411: I do understnad
BabyAngel0411: Mike, fuckin stop bein IMMATURE. SAYING UR GOING TO KILL URSELF. ALL YOU ARE DOING IS MAKING AMANDA FEEL LIKE ITS HER FAULT.
Trailblazer12345: no im going to do it
Trailblazer12345: ok
Trailblazer12345: ive tried it befoe
Trailblazer12345: im going to make it happen this time
BabyAngel0411: WHATEVER, WHEN U DO. THATS UR FAULT. I TRIED TO HELP YOU BUT U DIDN'T FUCKIN LISTEN TO ME. BE IMMATURE AND EVERYONE WILL KNOW THAT U CAN'T CALM DOWN AND LET THINGS GO SLOW.
Trailblazer12345: no
Trailblazer12345: im so worked up right now
BabyAngel0411: mike, what can I do for you to please you? like asking amanda if she will take you back or what?
BabyAngel0411: ?????
Trailblazer12345: stop ok
BabyAngel0411: I am tryin to help you.
BabyAngel0411: but u won't listen cuz u want to kill urself over one tiny thing
Trailblazer12345: u think its tiny
Trailblazer12345: u know how happy shes made me
Trailblazer12345: huh do u
Trailblazer12345: god damnit
BabyAngel0411: then why did u screw it up?
WOW!! I HATE BEIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THINGS LIKE THIS!!!
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2003 14 November :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: creepy
i hope we move soon. i really hate my room.
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2003 14 November :: 5.46pm
:: Music: BTP SONG!
I'm so excited for the BTP.
WEB LOGIC!!!!!!!
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2003 13 November :: 10.16pm
the ultimate dissapointment creates more insecurities.
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2003 12 November :: 9.47pm
dazzling day.
i'm in love with myself.
fog delays are grand. they enable time for breakfast and more sleeping and reading even if i was slightly late.
and they make me miss algebraaaaa.
and english wasn't too bad either.
and then spanish was really fun because me and da freshies played with da noodles.
and lunch...oh lunch. how i quiver with delight when i think aboot you. although the hacky sack crew is still running rampant.
are you going to call a sex hotline? best norkusism ever.
homework club wasn't dumb. it was fun to the maximum. and our project is progressing nicely. and my feet are cold so i'm going to go upstairs.
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2003 12 November :: 6.48am
YAY!! a 2 hour delay!! wooohoooo lol well i am so happy nowcuz we have a 2 hour delay that means i can do the rest of my hw lol well ihave to go just thought i would say that love yas!
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2003 11 November :: 10.02pm
BTP!!!! IT'S HELLA FUN FOR YOU AND ME!
BTP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be there or be BRITISH!
BTP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIVE A HOOT! NO TAXATION WITHOUT REPRESENTATION!
also-don't trust the pyschopres.
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2003 11 November :: 5.50pm
i'm okay again. i bought a new sweater. and i feel better
plus my melody is over over over. i am the epitome of cool
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