I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again. I wish that I could stay, but you argued. More than this, I wish you could've seen my face in the backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you. Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact, 'cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips: I love you. The morning will come in the press of every kiss, with your head upon my chest. Where I will annoy you, with every waking breath until you decide to wake up. I earned through hope and faith, all the curves around your face, that I'm the one you'll hold. Forever. If morning never comes, for either one of us, then this I pray to you. Wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. 'Cause I'd do anything for you. Anything you want me to for you. Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact, 'cause I won't be coming back. In a prase to cut this lips: I love you. The morning will come in the press of every kiss, with your head upon my chest. Where I will annoy you, with every waking breath until you decide to wake up.

 

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m&ms487

:: 2006 2 May :: 4.29pm

I took the ap statistics test today. Three hours of exciting fun with my space shuttle. Woot.

It was absolutely horrific.

I don't understand what is wrong with me. I feel the need to hide under the covers and eat chicken noodle soup. Interesting.

michelle

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m&ms487

:: 2006 30 April :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: enraged

I think i lost my fucking bioethics test that I didn't remember I had due tomorrow. Fuck.

I had the bitchiest lady at work today. She actually made me cry. I had to go to the manager's office and sit down for a few minutes because she verbally attacked me. I don't normally get that upset, sure I have people who I want to strangle, but for some reason this lady just made it so fucking personal. I was trying to tell her that she was wrong in the nicest way possible and she was like "don't you shake your head at me like that" and "You people owe me for my time fixing your mistakes" and "don't tell me that I'm wrong, you're wrong, I'm not wrong, I deserve a twenty five dollar gift card, and that's what you need to give to me to make me happy".

And of course my manager gave it to her. It was all because she was "overcharged" on a twenty four pack of water. Well, the upc on her water and the upc on the receipt didn't match, meaning there was no fucking way it was the same product. NO WAY IN HELL can that happen. Well she wanted not only the price that it was marked, but the "sale" price from last week. Okay, I can live with that, it's like fucking five dollars, and she wanted a gift card, okay, a little much, but whatever, and then when I wouldn't give her the michigan scanning award (if a product is marked lower than what it rings up at the register you get the difference back plus ten times the amount UP TO FIVE DOLLARS) because the fucking upc didn't match the upc on the receipt, which it has to to give the award, she wanted to be upgraded from a ten dollar gift card to a fucking twenty five dollar gift card. Which, my manager did of course. There wasn't even a "thank you for your fucking help". Nope. Not at all.

I haven't cried because of a customer since the first day I worked at the service desk.

Whatever.

Fucking bitch, and she wasn't even fucking right.

In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2006 30 April :: 12.15am
:: Mood: annoyed

Last night was nothing that I expected it to be. Prom was fairly lame, I had a much better time getting ready than at the dance itself. I love Josh so much, he's so much fun. I think he's the male version of Jessie; scary, I know.

So this time it wasn't just about it, it was about being together.

If I could only mix the cola and the grenadine together, I'd have the perfect cherry coke, but no one makes them the way I like them anymore. They use to when I was little. It's just not as good as it use to be, I guess.

I loved my hair last night. I even slept with it in and it stayed, but I took it out in the morning before I went to pick up summer. I had a shit load of bobby pins in my hair. Went to flute choir this morning on four hours of sleep. Took a nap this afternoon, and now I can't go to sleep. I feel like a restless zombie, my whole body is on a fucked up schedule. I have to work tomorrow, and I have a ton of homework just waiting for me to start on it. I don't want to start on it.

I've put in four good years. Time for a break.

In a phrase to cut these lips


sugarmouse0587

:: 2006 28 April :: 12.33am

so. i'm going home tomorrow. blah blah blah. everyone is always like I can't believe how fast this all went! And I'm all, you weren't thinking that when you were in Hispanic Culture. It's gone by all normal. That's it. I don't know.

But I do know one this. This year has been fucking awesome. Not saying that I haven't been down, but for the most part. I'm in love with this place. Sure, Kalamazoo has a higher murder rate than Detroit. And a higher STD rate than the whole state of Michigan. And we live on a hill. But it's still a really diverse and fun place. This campus is amazing. I don't even care that I live in the Valley and I"m disconected from main campus.

This place is beautiful in the springtime. With the pond and the geese and the fountains and the blue sky. AMAAAZZZINNNG. There are flowers all over the place. I walk around and listen to my Ipod and I just want to sing and dance and hug strangers. Or at least smile real big.

And the people! OH! I was overwhelmed at first and nervous and my eyes were tired, but now. . . This valley has more people in it than high school. And even though it's really loud and I hate all the drinking that goes on, there's other cool stuff going on too. I've never met so many great and fun and openminded people. It's mind boggling. Fucking nuts. And you end up getting so close to a person when you share 14 feet of living space.

And all the stuffed I've learned. I feel so smart sometimes. High school was a horror story inside of a monster. I feel so big here. Like I'm about to burst at the seems at any moment. It's the best feeling. I don't even know where to begin with all that I'm feeling. It's like I'm leaving summer camp, but it's much bigger than that.

I love Jenna. She's too awesome, and I'm gonna miss her soooo much. And then there's everyone else that i've made friends with. It's so cool. You don't ever not have anyone to talk to or see. I'm going to miss them a whole lot. This is such a cool community. Just my side of the building is. . .great. sigh.

Plus all of this has made me closer to Jake. We're so much stronger now. I love love love love love love love him.

I had an amazing job, which almost hurts more to leave than school. I love my kids. I can go on for hours about the reasons why preschoolers are the best people on the planet. There so honest and so sweet. Even the naughty ones. And they have no idea about anything. The world exsists for them and that's it. But you can still mold them and love them. ahhhh.

It just feels so fucking sweet. I know what I want to do with my life, I'm crap my pants happy and I know I'm not done growing up. But I'm going to live my life before I do all this settling down business. I feel very mature and very excited about my sweet life. I'm not going to be the girl from cedar anymore.

I'm Sarah Ruth Cohen. And I'm awesome.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2006 25 April :: 9.51pm

okokokokokokokok.

spanish exam. done over. yay. good. piano exam tommorrow and then i'm basically done. i just have to do my online human sexuality exam clean my stuff up and make out with jenna. that's it.

THEN ON TUESDAY I START MY NEW JOBBBIE! yay for me! and thanks JESSICA WILDE. no we're gonna see each other all the time. maybe we'll go out and get crunked after work. ha hahahahahah.

tomorrow i'm having a dance party with the peepers
that'll be sweet.

i'm so burned out right now. like i've never even been so weary. ugh. i almost lost my patience today with the kids. only one more day.

at least i got to eat lemons for dinner. and i got a free sensual massage. good times.

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miniredhawk

:: 2006 24 April :: 1.30am







It's okay. We're helping the people in Iraq. And fitting in time for golf.
'Bring it on'

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runningfreak

:: 2006 24 April :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Empty Apartment-- Yellow Card

Nirvana....

Right now I believe I am in some state of Nirvana because I feel like I an on top of the world!!

Theresa did a trial run on makeup for prom and DAMN. I usually don't consider myself very pretty but tonight I thought of myself as pretty as can be. Unfortunetly, I was unable to get a man's opinion on the deal because there were none around. We were going to ask Mikey her son but he was at a friends house. I hope everything goes well for prom. I don't want it to be perfect but I just want everything to go well.

Anyway, I have found that I really work myself for very little. Theresa wants me to work the summer and I would love to but I hope that I can live my life as well. The job pays $200 a week so it isn't all that bad I guess.

And I have found that I am not spending as much time or even talking to the people I love. To name a few, Justin, Katie, Shannon, Rachel, and Heidi to name a few.

Shea-- I will never forget you and even though we may not speak very often when we get out of school but I promise you that we will never lose touch. And I never break a promise.

Justin-- Life has had its up and downs and right now it is up and I hope it stays that way. And to make it fair 'How's life treating you?'

Just four weeks left and I can't wait!!!!

5 I love you | In a phrase to cut these lips


sugarmouse0587

:: 2006 24 April :: 8.10pm

okay. one exam down. only two days left at Arcadia. sad sad.

In a phrase to cut these lips


sugarmouse0587

:: 2006 19 April :: 10.03pm

Oh my gosh. Best night ever!

Sarah Weddington is probably the most awesome person on the whole planet. I think I'll have to be an official femminst in her honor.

seriously. nicest person ever.

and i never thought that much about abortion before. i never was emotional about it anyway.

so this is what i think: stay the fuck away from my uterus.

if i had the oppurtunity to move to canada and jake would come with me i'd be gone in a heartbeat. this country is moving backwards and i'm not going with it.

ps-jessica benzer, she compared fighting the pro-choice fight to LOTR.

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runningfreak

:: 2006 18 April :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: content

It been a While....

So much has happened since the last time that I updated. I might have already mention that Zach and I have broken up but all hope is not lost for I have find my equal. I guess I say that alot. Maybe he is not my equal but it damn well feels like it right now. My hair got alot longer and I have thinned out a little bit from track.

And I have concluded that I love apple juice and french fries.

1 I love you | In a phrase to cut these lips

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