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2005 22 September :: 6.01pm
"When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out."
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2005 22 September :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: discontent
School is getting to me, i'm surprised it hasn't happened sooner. The only good thing coming up is homecomming. I like planning for that, it keeps me occupied.
We'll see..hmm...
:)
I love you Jessie!
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2005 21 September :: 10.53pm
October 14th @ 8pm IM ON SALE!!!
Morning Star bitches. its a man auction...like a bacholer thing but less dressy and so much hotter. so please ladies come bid on me or at least be there to make me feel like im hott...cause god knows ima need it. SO SERIOUSLY PELASE COME I WANT YOU TO BID ON THIS HOTT PIECE OF ASS HERE.
i really hope you guys show up. come on you know you want to.
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2005 21 September :: 4.40pm
wanna date?
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2005 20 September :: 10.12pm
now I don't know for sure what I want
I'm confused as to which road I want to take
there's too much LIKE for one guy to handle
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2005 20 September :: 12.41am
:: Music: Any Thing.
Some day i will die.
Sitting in the grass outside of town staring into a dark and cloudy sky with the wind blowing fierce as hell into my face and my hair going everywhere and slapping my cheeks and pricking my eyes and forcing them to water...i couldnt have been happier. i hate sunny days. i wish every fucking day was cold windy and dark...things just feel better on days like today. so while i was sitting there i kinda thought to myself...what the fuck? i mean like i want to feel so happy and free...and i fucking had the chance...the perfect chance in life to just go and be alive and free....i fucking threw it away....and why? i dont really know. i mean i thought about it later tonight when i was at ihop with sam. why didnt i take my chance and run away to detroit. would it have been coward like to run away from all my problems like that? was i afraid i was going to hurt someone or something? theres no one here who loves me, so im not going to fucking leave anyone behind who would fucking die without me . so i didnt go...obviously and im kinda regretting it...but i also think. i kinda want to really earn my freedom. and quitting my job was the best thing for me right now. the first real step to getting away. im sure you think im fucking stupid for doing it especially with all the expenses i have right now. BUT i dont fucking care. it was the best thing i could have done for myself. im away from that low paying assine time consuming smelly hell. so ive got a couple jobs that look promising god damn i hope one comes through for me soon and fast god please. so yeah hopefully ill get this new job and money will no longer be a problem and for gods good sake ill be able to start saving a little money fucking christ. you know. anyway. so yeah i was a fucking dick to alot of people and i realize that i talk out of my ass alot about issues i dont have place to stick my nose in. im admitting it and stopping it sorry. really i am fucking sorry. and i thank a certain person for accepting the fact that i fucked up and forgiving me today. you know who you are so thanks. and im sorry if anyone else was pissed the fuck off by me. im really sorry. im done with that sticking my nose anywhere i can bullshit. i realize i stay in my life and my bussiness....not yours. sorry. seriously. anyway other than that wow...i suck. and life is still feeling kinda good even though things sorta fucking suck....when it comes to money issues. but yeah ill get over it. sorry bitches. so im rambling now cause im all out of things to say. i love life and all of you. sorry. o and a really big sorry to a couple of folks. SORRY STACY. SORRY JAY. SORRY DERRIK. yeah thats it.
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2005 19 September :: 9.49pm
some thing
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression of me?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. Do you think I'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you think you know me?
13. When is the last time you saw me?
14. When is the last time you talked to me?
15. Have you ever wanted/needed to tell me something, but couldn't?
16. Do you think I would ever kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word:
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything, and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this in your site and see what I say about you?
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2005 19 September :: 6.59pm
I have a lot of reading left to do
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2005 16 September :: 8.56pm
im still deciding on where to go from this point. this has been one hard week, so im hoping everything will become more clear after this week has passed.
oh, and i realized that i am one hyped up s.o.b., haha... is that a good thing?
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2005 15 September :: 5.37pm
:: Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Everything Is Alright.
Alright...Just Alright
Maybe this world aint such a bad place after all you know?
I mean there are troubling times, i just got out of 3, so im not saying its perfect.
But maybe its just alright from time to time.
We are all gonna make it through somehow.
Im done worrying so fucking much.
I've made my first big mistake...i was scared big time. but after i fixed it i realize how imporant making those big mistakes is to forming your personality. and now im ready to make some more....just with more insignt this time.
Life Is Good.
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2005 14 September :: 9.37pm
a really good friend of mine helped me put things into perspective. he told me that i just need to push my focus into other things, and not let just one thing overwhelm my entire life.. and i agree, and that's what'll happen
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2005 14 September :: 6.05pm
Murphy's Law says that "If anything can go wrong, it will." that seems to be the way it's been lately
whenever i set my mind to something, try to arrange something, or emotionally get involved in anything, Murphy's Law kicks in and it always ends up with me getting screwed
the truth of the matter is this.. i am failing
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2005 13 September :: 2.26pm
I should just live at BK
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2005 12 September :: 9.20pm
i'm starting to finally get it.
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2005 10 September :: 8.31pm
:: Music: Stronger - Trust Company
Can you save me
Will you fail me now
It's almost over cause you've faded out, again
Will you break me
When you're holding me down
I will escape you and I'll
I'll push you closer to the ground
Cause you're the one that's going down
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away
You're so far away
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away
Never gonna save me
You just shut me out
And now it's over cause I'm stepping out, again
Never gonna break me
Just try and hold me down
I will escape you and I'll
I'll push you closer to the ground
Cause you're the one that's going down
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away
You're so far away
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away
You want to tear me down
You want to hold me down
You can't control me now
You cannot take me out
You cannot save me now
Because I'm stronger now
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away
You're so far away
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away [repeat]
You want to tear me down
You want to hold me down
You can't control me now
You cannot take me out
You cannot save me now
Because I'm stronger now
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