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2005 10 September :: 8.13pm
I can't believe I was shy and secluded all those years when it feels so good to be outgoing
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2005 10 September :: 3.27pm
7 months and counting....till whatever? 2 months till we have fall again. and 3 seconds until i forget your name...opps to late you fuck off. gah i miss november
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2005 9 September :: 7.09am
why is it that they call me in early on EVERY single Friday?
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2005 9 September :: 7.01am
you were in every dream... every single one
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2005 9 September :: 6.12am
:: Music: Motion City SOundtrack - Everything Is Alright.
PARTAY!!!
Ok so its a go bonfire at my house at 9:30 tonight ok you guys? and girls.
everyone who dosent hate matt whetzel is invited. if anyone brings alcholol then they should warn me cause at this point i dont think there will be any. but i dont care if its here or not i would like to just see everyone whose still left behind that college didnt steal from me. anyway so i cant wait to see you all here tonight *hugs all* and stacy i may or may not come to your fire on saturday i have to work untill 11pm on saturday so if im not dead afterward and your party is still on after 11pm then i will swing by smelling of grease. *hugs to stacy*
EDIT - i just watched the most amazing film called. my life after me. and this lady is like 26 and she is dying but she hasnt and wont tell anyone not her husband her two daugthers or her mother. no one and then when she realizes shes almost out of days she leaves the house for a while and goes to a dark feild in her truck and she takes a tape recorder and records birthday messages for her girls, one for each and every birthday. everytime revealing more and more about who she was in life and who she hopes her girls will become with the guidence she gave them in life and the thought of her after death....it was beautiful.
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2005 8 September :: 8.59pm
I like having an hour of independent study. I like being able to play piano and flute and think about music for an hour every day except band. It's relaxing. Yes, i know....freakish. it happens
michelle
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2005 8 September :: 7.55pm
see, good things do come to those who wait... I'm in a great mood, so you could probably get free stuff outta me...
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2005 8 September :: 6.23pm
You think about what you DID too much.
And as a result you don't DO as much as you think you DID because you overanalyze and it seems bigger and more important that what you really DID.
So get out there and DO something instead of dwelling on what you DID.
It's called living.
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2005 7 September :: 6.35pm
stole it from another blog
WHAT IF:
1. I died from natural causes?:
2. I kissed you?:
3. I lived next door to you?:
4. I started smoking?:
5. I stole something?:
6. I was hospitalized?:
7. I ran away from home?:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality?:
10. Eyes?:
11. Hair?:
12. Family?:
WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?:
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
15. Hold my hand?:
16. Take a bullet for me?:
17. Keep in touch?:
18. Try and solve my problems?:
19. Love me?:
20. Date me?:
HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?:
22. Wanted to kiss me?:
23. Wanted to kill me?:
24. Broke my heart?:
25. Kept something important from me?:
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
AND MORE:
27. Who are you?:
28. Are we friends?:
29. When and how did we meet?:
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?:
32. Do you still think that way about me now?:
33. What reminds you of me?:
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
35. How well do you know me?:
36. When's the last time you saw me?:
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?:
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2005 6 September :: 5.50pm
:: Music: Mr. Brightside - The Killers
one great song
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
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2005 5 September :: 5.37pm
Life In General Update.
just got out of work and i cant breath but thats ok any way. i start college tommrow its my first day YAZOR!!! anyway im scared shitless i dont know which matt to bring to class....im thinking i should be the introverted matt and just sit and learn and fuck social interaction till later in the year. but then i think taht thingswould be more bareable and fun if i just went in all friendly like and communicated with people and then focused and was quiet during lecture times....whatever ill figure it out i guess. and well im about to get all dressed up and go to walmart for an app. (tight jeans and a black sweater, not suit and tie.) so fucking wish my ass luck please cause i need this new job liz said cashiers make great fucking pay and with her AND her mom as references im almost sure ill get an interview. so you guys fucking wish me luck and ...i suddenly feel the need to throw up this is fucking weird...o god i feel horrible...ok its gone now...what the fuck was that all about ...hmm? anyway blah blah blah . yoko is still cute and shes starting to get really really big im glad i bought her the new cage. i think id like to get her a new one with some big ass ferret sized running tubes and like string the tubes up ALL over the fucking room like outline the room in rat tunnels ...lol that would be so stupid looking but you know she would have a fucking ball. lol well cocoa is still the cutest thing on earth. dads dating shasa warners mom and it keeps him out of the house. i dont know who shasa warner is but she sounds really familar. guess she is a senior this year so stacy you might know her, and stacy please count me in for the dresden dolls concert cause um i would kill you if you forgot me in those plans.you all acting like i dont like them and shit WHATEVER BITCH and your bunnie is cute.....o well im off to walmart...my stomach is sick.
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2005 5 September :: 4.48pm
let's see... taking words from anne and allison, im in like with someone... big like
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2005 5 September :: 10.50am
:: Mood: cold
Freshy year
Last first day of high school tomorrow. That's exciting.
Eh, I can still remember the first day of my freshman year clearly. I went up to my locker to put my backpack in it before first hour, and I couldn't get it open. I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, so I went and got Ms. Scott, and she was like, "are you sure you know how to work a combination lock?"
That got me pissed. Yes, I was a freshman, not an inferior human being (although sometimes those ARE one in the same I realized later). So, she tried it and it didn't work. That was one of the best moments of high school right there, and it seemed to set the trend for the rest of high school, always having to prove myself, prove that I can do it. Well, it turned out that one of the numbers in my combination was 10 numbers off...so I got a note during first hour with the right one, and I haven't had any problems since, for three years.
Hmm. Just thought I would put that in here before alzheimers hits, I am almost 18 ya know.
michelle
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2005 4 September :: 3.35pm
today was a hard day, except for five minutes of it that were great
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2005 3 September :: 5.22pm
work....i own that company now....and its akward. i havent gone into work on time in 3 weeks and i just didnt go into work at all for like 2 days this week....and im not fired. im not even written up. i go into today to turn in my two weeks notice cause id rather quit than get fired (by the way i havent been going in cause i dont respect that company and if they really cared about me not coming in id be fired by now) anyway so yeah tammy says "we cant afford to lose anyone. we wont fire you matt...." so im stuck with the thought. 'wow they wont fire me...is this a ticket to do as i please or is this the lucky strike that i got to teach me that i need to start going in on time and such?' well i still need a higher paying job next time i get a day off ill go search for one and it will be super mucho fun....stupid gas prices. well chao bitches.
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