A shoujo's tale of life, love and lollipops

:: 2005 26 January :: 11.17pm

With your eyes closed, close your eyes.

Wilt thou answer?

4 Little LoverDolls | Wilt thou answer?

:: 2005 26 January :: 4.55pm
:: Music: Oscillate Wildly by The Smiths

This is all there is (Call me morbid, call me pale)
So.

I turn 18 on Friday.

It's a big deal to me. I'm going to be officially, legally, an adult.

I just feel like I should...feel like an adult. I think I should feel like I deserve to be 18, or that I am.

But I don't.

I feel like a scared little kid who got separated from her parents at the carnival and can't seem to find them again. It's fun, I'm excited but I'm scared.

I don't know. I'm just being foolish.

I thought I had a little longer before I turned 18.

I love you all.

P.S. Kelly: Read more..

2 Little LoverDolls | Wilt thou answer?

:: 2005 26 January :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: happy

Mum and dad are home!

:: 2005 25 January :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: cold

I get to go babysitting in half an hour. Joy.

My grandma called last night and both Andy and I weren't in the best moods, we'd both had very stressful, trying days. So when she tried to talk to me, I was very short and honest and to the point. So now I have to write a letter of appology to her, explaining my "rude" actions.

I don't care if I sound like a bitch here, but you need to have a hell of a lot of patience to even deal with grandma for twenty minutes. I just didn't have that patience last night. And neither did Andy.

My grandpa is coming up, my aunt already left for her house. I have a feeling that he won't be so warm and happy this time around. And Andy and I don't need his help really, just for tomorrow when the people bringing the treadmill for dad come.

Today at school was rather stressful and tiring, but I know that I'll be wanting to stay at school tomorrow rather than go home.

Joe has my lunch and his class right across from my Shakespeare class. I've missed that boy somethin' fierce.

Dad still can't come home.

3 Little LoverDolls | Wilt thou answer?

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 25 January :: 2.55pm

Today was the first day of the last semester of high school.

Thank goodness.

So my two new classes rock. My Government teacher, Mr. DeKuiper, is really awesome. He's hilarious. He says frick every other sentence and shouts everything.

Psych 2 looks to be a lot like Psych 1 except it feels different. I don't know why. Same teacher, same room, different people.

In Japanese class we watched the beginning of My Neighbor Totoro.

It was a good day but I am not looking forward to tomorrow.

My birthday is on Friday.

I love you all.

2 Little LoverDolls | Wilt thou answer?

:: 2005 25 January :: 6.21am

At lunch yesterday, we mentioned hamsters.

Last night I had a dream that in French class we had to do a presentation on a weird thing.

Brett, Kyle (both who could suddenly speak French), Kelly and I did our presentation on Katamari Damashii.

The main character wasn't a prince though, he was a hamster.

I put little hamster ears on and went prancing around the room.

I guess even my dream self doesn't know the word for hamster because I said, "I am a party."

Which would be pretty cool if I was. Parties and hamsters are awesome.

Our music rocked.

And instead of Mrs. Dudka, we had Mrs. Sac for a teacher except she was nice and didn't talk as much.

I love you all.

P.S. Je suis une boum.

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 24 January :: 8.39pm

Rachel's biological clock says: Babies.

Someone marry me already so I can have my 46 children.

21 Little LoverDolls | Wilt thou answer?

shinigami

:: 2005 24 January :: 3.57pm

New layout time. Bleach theme. Awesome.

Happy Birthday Brianna! I love you!

kthpkc

:: 2005 24 January :: 2.35pm

Benoit and I had an adventure this morning. His car croaked after chugging the last drop of gas in the gas tank and went out with a bang/shake. I found out that I kinda have muscles when I attempted to help Ben push the car away back from the stop sign at some random neighborhood off of Childsdale.

Then we proceeded to walk back to Ben's house. Joy upon joy. I'm an idiot because I forgot my hat today, my ears are still cold. Some people really need to shovel their sidewalks, I've had to deal with wet socks all day.

Ben's mom was nice and drove us to school, well...only I went (I guess). Benoit, your mom is awesome. Mr. Watson took pity on me after I told him about my predicament.

Mum and dad are most likely not coming home today. Dad still hasn't used the crapper, even though the nice doctors and nurses were giving him laxitives all day. But he has started to get his appetite back, scarfing down some random McDonalds breakfast food item this morning. He wants a hamburger for tonight.

Well, no homework tonight. w00t. I have nothing to do.

:: 2005 23 January :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: blah

I don't care how I feel anytime between now and Friday, there's no way in hell I'm going to be depressed on my birthday.

Happy almost your birthday, Brianna.

I love you all.

2 Little LoverDolls | Wilt thou answer?

jaganshi

:: 2005 23 January :: 10.05pm

Wilt thou answer?

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 22 January :: 12.10pm

Soy un perdedor...
Today was Katie's day of birth. I went over to her house and we hung out.

Last night, Ben, Nick, Kelly, Katie and I went out to some Chinese place. It was my idea. I felt bad that Katie's parents were still in Chicago and she didn't have parents home when she turned 18. Plus she didn't get to go to Mongolian Barbecue and have a shindig like she usually does.

And she likes Chinese food.

My half brother just reminded me that once you're 18, you could find some lame 18-year-old clubs to go to. Bleh.

So I stayed home from school on Monday, we had school Tuesday, a snow day on Wednesday (our first day of exams) and exams on Thursday and Friday.

I had my French 4 and AP Lit exams on Thursday. This year, for the first time in my four-year French class career, my teacher (the same one I've had for four years) decided to give us a speaking part on the exam. My French accent = non-existent. Our AP Lit exam was 22 questions long and no one got less than 5 wrong.

On Friday, I had my last day of what became the stupidest math class ever after Mr. Hess left. The exam was easy. A-. Then I had my Physics Concepts exam. Mr. Nelligan is such a nutjob. About 15 or 20 of the questions we hadn't even covered and he said were extra credit.

So on Monday I have my Japanese 2 and Psych exams. I need to memorize 29 kanji and learn how to make macaroni and cheese, in Japanese, but my Psych exam will be easy.

On Tuesday, we'll start a new semester. My schedule will be so different, it will be terrifying. My previous third hour, Intro to Being an Idiot Who Can't Do Algebra 2, will then be Government. My sixth hour, Psychology, will become Psychology 2.

I can't wait! Sarcasm, sarcasm.

I love you all.

P. S.
Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid

Come on, baby
And she had no fear
And she ran to him
Then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodbye
She had become like they are
She had taken his hand
She had become like they are

Come on baby
Don't fear the reaper

:: 2005 22 January :: 1.17pm

Holy Kaese Kopf!!!!

Janina called me around 11 to wish me happy birthday (it's her dad's birthday today too) and her dad played his accordian and sang "Happy Birthday" in the background. We talked for a little bit, both in German and in English.

That phone call was one of the best birthday presents in the world.

Andy got me the DVDs of Young Frankenstein and Edward Scissorhands. w00t. Mum and dad called and talked to me. Dad ate a couple of crackers plus a couple spoonfuls of cereal today. I'm glad.

Wilt thou answer?

:: 2005 22 January :: 8.13am

I woke up 15 minutes ago from some random crazy dream that had Kyle, Tracey, and Benoit in it. Joy.

It's my bithday today. I'm 18. w00ts.