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2004 22 May :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: ...ummmm
:: Music: same as last time
ok... well today i chillaxed until like 7 and i went to the bridge and hung out with tim-tim, tiffany, tiara, tasha and kaitlyn... and i saw nick too lol umm well clint and steph showed up. i reached my limit i was SHAKING so bad and i told tuffany, tiara, tasha and kaitlyn about everything and they wouldnt let me go anywhere by myself and at one point clint, some sarah girl and stephanie called me over and than i was walking over there and tiffany was like oh no your not going alone and tirara didnt let me either and than there like oh we didnt need to talk to you and im like umm kk whatever bye. and all night he was staring at me and following me and stuff tiff told her mom and her mom was talking to me than... i told my dad everything..... yeah idk whats going to happen now... siiigh ttyl
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2004 21 May :: 11.434334pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: cant get my head around you
yay today was my last day of school!! ok after.. me and brittany had a fun experience with her moms car lol ok i will tell you. me and brittany, nikki, joy cynthia, amanda, emily and i forget who else were gong to go to the mall and brittany asked me if i can help her get gas so i went with her and she showed me her gas card (it was amico) so we went to 711 to see if i was associated with amico and they said they werent so we were gonig to back to school bc my dad was working there and ask him when we can find an amico station so were gonig to school she took a back way and the speed limit was 20 and she was going 60 and she was like omg pedestrian AHHHH A SPEED BUMP omg that thing was big and next thing i know its like we flew up and the car slammed down again lol omggg i thought we like flew the car literally went up in the air we just laughed for like 30 mins.! we got to school and my dad wasnt there so i asked his friend and he told me it was by barnes and nobles and we realized we didnt have enough gas to go there so we stopped and put $5 towards it (gas it so expensive lately) so that got us like 2 gallons so after we found amico and we were all happy and proud we put the card in and it said see cashier so i went in and britt stayed with the car and she told me the card was declined im like what are you talking about lady!!! lol so i went and told brittany she went in lol (already were were 1 hr late for the mall) so brittany had to pay for gas and i told her id buy her lunch and dinner and stuff. so we got gas.. and went to the mall than we met up with everyone and me n britt alone went to the food court and i was in the line for subway and she had her pizza on a tray and her drink kept falling over and i picked it up than her boyfriend called so she handed me her tray and went outside to talk to him and it was like 10 mins past so i asked the lady (never seen her in my life) to hold britts pizza. she did and i went outside to get britt and when she saw me shes like WHERES MY FOOD lol im like i gave it so some lady to hold lol and she ran inside and was like omg lisa and started laughing so i went and got pizza and the guy was making fun of me grrr. than we went back and shopped around with the group and at 1 met my mom and piercing pagoda bc joy wanted to get her ears pierced and her dad wouldnt go with her nor did he at that time know. the lady there wouldnt let her and joy was so sad so my mom said shed pretend to be joys mom.. joy had to call her dad and at first he said no and she was so sad she started to cry in the middle of the mall but than he said yes!! so we went to claires and i filled out the info bc my mom couldnt bc she didnt know anything aobut joy so as im filling it out im like Name- Joy Kretchmer. OH NO shes suppost to have the last name as my mom so i scribbled it out and put farina. and my mom looks at it when i turned it in (all the other info was mine except for bday) shes like whats the scribble. im like thinking "think fast..." OH well mom i put joy annmarie and than i realized you werent suppost to put middle names so i scribbled it out. and emilys like that was a good save lol. so it was the time for them to stab her earlobe and she was soo scared but excited i was so happy for her and we were crouding around her including nikkis mom and sister and her sisters friend and even the cleaning lady was looking through the window and she got it and than me n nikki chipped in and bought her a bracelet.. than it was time for us to go so we all said bye and me and britt and nikki locked arms and went into pac sun and were trying to get through everyone was looking at us funny and we almore knocked over a rack. after i left and got my hair done than i came home and chillaxed than me and kelly went to the brige and clint.. that kid was still all over me and he was freaking drunk and sara and kelly and steph (K) saved me so many times sara pushed him and she like held on to me and kelly and me were outside and me n kelly were playing matrix and we like crawled behind and underneath cars lol than he left and i was like omg thank god!! lol than we left and im gonig to bed night lol
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2004 20 May :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: My dad playing a video game
lalala exams and studing has been my life really im really excited for tomorrow its my last day and ill get to kinda chillax on my first day of summer vacation im going to the mall with my friends!! GIRLS SHOPPING DAY yay ive had it up to infinity with guys so thatall i needis just to be away from it all ok thats it lol bye bye
What is your favorite..
gum: jucy fruit the grape one
restaurant: sizzler and lundys red lobster.. umm wendys lol
drink: juice idk what kind
season: winter
type of weather: snooooow
emotion: humor
thing to do on a half day: tan!
late-night activity: go online, Tv EAT
sport: gymnastics, skateboarding (is that a sport) surfing baseball vollyball and basketball oh and hockey!
city: staten island... i like cape coral and ft myers too
store: pacsun and agro
When was the last time you..
cried: yesterday when i thought i lost my best friend but besides that it has been a while
played a sport: today well i skateboarded and tumbled a bit
laughed: today
hugged someone: today
kissed someone: i kissed my mommy on the cheek :0)
felt depressed: not depressed... but i was stuck in a situation
felt elated: idk what that work means
felt overworked: wed- friday exams and studing non stop
faked sick: the day i didnt want to g out with some kid thats obsessed with me
lied: been a long time
What was the last..
word you said: ow
thing you ate: pizza
song you listened to: cant get my head around you
thing you drank: water
place you went to: the bridge
movie you saw: the emporors new groove
movie you rented: the hot chick
concert you attended: battle of the bands
Who was the last person you..
hugged: tiara and tiffany
cried over: afraid i lost kelly.. my best friend
kissed: i dont know his name ... lol
danced with: sara lol
shared a secret with: tiffany, tiara, tasha, tiffanys mom, kaitlyn
had a sleepover with: lauren, sara, olivia, kelly
went to a movie with: brittany
saw: my doggie
were angry with: my dad
couldn't take your eyes off of: some really hott kid
obsessed over: food
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yes....
slept around: no
partied 'til the sun came up: no.. wait i did once with my stuffed bear when i was 8
had a movie marathon: yes
gone too far on a dare: yeah lol at simones sleepover
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: yup except this was more interesting
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2004 18 May :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: hehe
:: Music: TV - Hounded
exams tomorrow! today was the last day of school and i forgot my term paper... and my cell to call my dad AHH so mrs miles let me borrow her phone so i was on the phone while my class was praying i felt so left out lol but than my dad brought it by third period ok and by the end of the day i realized i didnt forget my cell it was in my purse i was mad hehe lets see... in spanish we dance the salsa and merengue (spelling) it was fun in tutorial me joy and nikki bothered mrs OB until 315. im really going to miss chem. we warned mrs ob about the future sophmore whores. yes in my school 95% of the girls in the class of 2007 are WHORES OR SLUTS and they make me mad lol ok well i vented,].. wish me luck on exams tomorrow
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2004 17 May :: 5.57pm
:: Music: matchbook romance, promise [again]
INSIDE OUT, yellowcard
Here, a little sympathy,
for you to waste on me;
I know you're faking it but that's ok.
And I don't wanna drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way
Even if i wanted to,
I don't think that i'd get to you.
There's nothing i can say to you
to make you feel alive again
Here, a little jealousy,
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
'Cause I, feel like I'm inside out!
You've got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight
Even if i wanted to
I don't think that i'd get to you
There's nothing i can say to you
To make you feel alive again
So DON'T you say good-bye to me!
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky
I will be your last regret, Your only friend
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, The two of us
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, The two of us
I guess that this is over now
I gues it's called a falling out
But everyday I'm learning how
To make it through this life i'm in
Even if i wanted to
I don't think that i'd get to you
There's nothing i can say to you
To make you feel alive again
So DON'T you say good-bye to me!
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky
I will be your last regret, Your only friend
... just have to keep telling myself to let go ...
-lauren im konstantine below
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2004 16 May :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: siiigh
:: Music: a song
ok i went to battles of the band i was there for 5 hours about idk who won but "death of a salesman" were really good so after me nad sara had to leave so we were going to say bye.. lets see everyone else said bye except guess who.. jake. ironic isnt it he didnt say one word to me or sara and gave sara all these dirty looks and rolled his eyes at her and stuff and looked disgusted with her for no reason he didnt really do anything to me until i accedently touched him (GOD FORBID) and he was like "DONT TOUCH ME!" i wasnt mad i was just like ok i wouldnt want to but whatever. it actually didnt affect me in any way whatsoever. but me and sara made 2 new friends. a girl named toni and a guy named nick. i was playing guitar and skateboarding yesterday at the bridge. lol it was funny bc i was doing something on the guitar and nick is like wow and im like what and he goes you just played a chord that is really hard and takes tons of practice. im like whoa i didnt even know what i was doing. and i was doing an ollie on the skateboard and the kid was like wow and im like omg what and he said i did a kickflip lol im like wow thats interesting. but i just kinda did those 2 things last night and i fell alot hehe idk i spent the whole night with sara and i still havent talked to kelly im so scared that me and her are drifting away ill talk to her about it but im going to maybe write tonight i must study for exams
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2004 15 May :: 10.27am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: until the day i die
chipper haha thats a new one i kind of like the word and i hope it means happy yes im happy but im mad at the same time. well me n sara had a dramatic time last night with tiffany telling her sister she wanted to kill her than tiffany said she hated me n sara sooo we didnt like her and i mentioned earlier.. around chritmas in this journal that this was russel's ex and she told me and kelly she tried to strangle her sister and stuff but yeah and me and sara hung out and i saw tiffany like malking handmotions and i heard her screaming at us like how she hated us and we were "stupid girls" so i was like whatever i dont care and like an hour passed and me and sara were trying to make brittany (her sis) feel better and i was walking alone and i feel someone tug at my hair i turn around its tiffany and she looks at me and is like "so hows russel" so we talked and she said she was sorry for getting mad at me so we walked around than we went by ted, eric jake steph her BF and tim and talked than steph and her bf left. and than ted and eric did too like 20 mins after so me sara tiffany, angie and jake and tim talked than steph and her bf came back with clint I RAN AWAY AS FAST AS I CAN than tiffany told me to face him so i did... :0/ i dont think i told anyone but this kid is obsessed with me and when i see him hes like all over me and stuff. but he like chased me down and was following me and sara tried to get him away from me by pretending that me n her were like lesbians but he pushed her so that pissed me off so i pushed him and went over back to jake and tim. and well my mom finally came and as soon as i saw her i ran to get my stuff ran back to say bye and raced to the car and he was trying to kiss me and hug me more and im like holy fat cow my moms here get off me!! AHHH that kid needs to freaking understand. so today i told him not to ever do that bc it scares me and he scares me and there is no chance for us so for him to get off it and he kept gong "oh come on blah blah" grr ok lighter note.. me n sara are going to battle of the bands today bc jake tim and alex's band is playing n they want us to go and me and sara are gonig to make it look like we were going to the beach lol. ok and subject change i havent talked to kelly in forever siiiigh.. well i better go get ready to go to the concert.... bye bye love yas and kelly call me when ever you can
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2004 14 May :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: boys night out - anatomy of the journey
today is like a weird moody day
According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...
... wow ... so much said there
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2004 12 May :: 6.48pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: Charmed
tomorrows spellamania... finally the best time of the year i am so happy. lets see... today was a very funny day this morning in english we had to go to a "cave" (the dance studio) and she shut the lights and me and erica were kicking eachother it was so fun bc i screamed.. that def. broke the silence lol than school ran on lalala after school i let ashley watch the movie and all she said was "we are going to fail" no we are not ashley the worst we can do is a C mrs O'grady said so lol umm than well really funny story
Ashley: can i use your phone
Me: yeah!! {i talk to sara}
{Ashley is there talking on the phone and im not paying attention to what she is saying}
Me: OMG i missed my carpool! the nerd and the retard arent here and they were going to come like 45 mins ago!! crap!!!
Sara: i can take you home
Me: naa its ok ill call my dad
Ashley: {off the phone} my mom said we can take you home i just asked
Lisa: wow ok i didnt hear you ask. wait how did you hear me!
Ashley: its easy you talk so loud
me: ok... well im going to call my dad and tell him {i dial my dad}
Dad: hello
Me: dad i am sooo sorry i missed the carpool they left without me and didnt look for me and i was.....
Dad: THEY LEFT ALREADY
Me: what the fruit... {i look at the clock it saya 2:57}
oh i am soooo sorry i thought it was 4 im like an hour ahead of myself never mind sorry bye {i hang up and ashley starts laughing histerically}
and guess what guys.. im adding more to the things i hate list (located towards the end of the page) ill post it back up when i get to a higher number!!!!
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2004 11 May :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Leave
i am on the phone with nikki it is funny. today i went to school all happy than it was wierd it was good and all but ok and nikki came home with me yay! and we goofed off and she dialed a 7 diget number that wasnt mine.. there is a funny story behind that one lol but yeah tonight was a pretty exciting day. especially when me n nikki got into a pillow fight and she chased me down the street! lol good times nikki. brett tudored me nikki and brittany today in religion which is now my fav subject bc he is hott lol dont ask wow lol ok im going to complete my hair bye bye
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2004 11 May :: 9.12pm
:: Music: nikki
were dorks
Nikki: i think he plays golf
Me: what he is such a dork losers play golf
Nikki: hey! my dad plays golf
Me: i know so does mine and i sometimes do too
*im soooo stupid that proved it lol
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2004 11 May :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: thinking too much again
:: Music: matchbook romance _ promise
sick of everything
Things i hate: (don't get offended)
1. POSERS! god doesn't it seem like we are surrounded by them!
2. DUMB PEOPLE ... people that i seriously believe have rocks for brains ... im dead serious they sit in class and have no thoughts they are just ditzy dumb asses
3. BEING HURT ... i'm going crazy about this hole thing ... ok it was easter ... that was almost 5 weeks ago and i still cant get over him ... i never thought it aould be this hard
4. UN-EMO-THINK THEY ARE EMO-GIRLS ... all they do is walk around "oh yeah im emo blah blah im a stupid bitch" and then go and hurt people and be selfish about guys they don't even like that way GRRR ... sluts
5. RAP ... A SORRY ATTEMPT to write poetry and it makes it even worse that they write about breaking girls hearts ... bastards lol
there's a lot more i hate but im sure you guys don't care to hear it lol i had to do a little venting before i went insane thinking about someone.
lately, thinking about going to wisconsin, i miss it there. i miss the way me and dustin and donovan used to be like my big brothers. i miss the way guys repect girls more there. i miss the feeling of knowing everybody in town and feeling at home. i got over missing wisconsin for a while and now i just kinda want to go back again. everything is so much better there and people are nicer. i just wanna be somewhere where people there love everyone. ... i also think i could get over connor easier where im not so stressed. just farther away and forget it completely.
i mean i don't want to forget him totaly but it still hurts just as much as it did that one night and i don't know why but it's so hard to get over it. i don't know but something wants to keep me here and it just hurts.
on another note ... anna and stephen are going out! so hey it makes her life a bit better n yeah makes me happy to see them happy.
i have a song ... dedicated to ... well you guys know who ... but yeah im leaving so i love you all so much seriously everyone who reads this ... your so totaly awsome and god im so glad to have friends like you! you have been there for me forever and especially anna and stephen and audrey and erica and whitney ... you guys have saved me so many times i know you might not think it but you guys mean so much to me you're like my bestest of friends n i know i can always come to you guys. thanks seriously for always being there and for putting up with all of my crap lol. ... i love you!!!
-sorry i felt like i needed to tell you guys how much you mean to me
and connor ... god theres too much to say lol. maybe one night online ... your so awsome n yeah, i still miss you ...
:::OK! WOW i feel like im saying good-bye for some reason::: lol ok here's the song
"Hello Houston" _The Starting Line
lead on
to keep our feelings strong
and make me still believe
our page is one and the same
our ways will separate tonight
you say if we were to wait
some things just might be changed
I say that I dont have the strength
to fuel a burning flame
speak to me
what can I say, we just live too far away
that's a shame that love can't make you stay
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Leave me the way it has to be
excuse my poor excuse
tell me that insecurities
are what drove me to you
and everyday I compare your face
from sweet beginnings to your bitter end
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Let me let go
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
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2004 10 May :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: I will survive
im dancing and typing at the same time lol i love this song!! well lets say now friends dont pressure eachother... especially when i t comes to dating boys.... HINT HINT! just because he likes me doesnt mean i have to go out with him... this is dedicated... i mean like some kid likes me that another one of my friends wants me to go out with but she doesnt like force me to be around him or anything bc thats really wrong... but ok enough of that. the kitchen is still a mess and thats all in my life. nikki is coming home with me tomorrow i am happy!! yay ok im done lol
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2004 9 May :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Jojo-- leave
mothers day.. your suppost to be nice to your mom... me n megz decided to cook (me n her are hating eachother at the moment) so we went on the boat we had fun than my parents left me n her alone in a house to cook dinner-- big mistake we had such a bad cooking experience my cousin burnt her oven mitt in the microwave oven and it was actually on fire and she threw it on the floor and i threw milk on it lol than while we werre lauging about it we burnt the bread in the oven bc we didnt shut it off than something melted on top of it ok and me being as smart as i am on the stove the water boiled over and i was like omg and we turned it off and i spilled some on the floor and poared half out than my cousin got mad at something and shook the flour everywhere than threw it at me so i was covered with flour i could blend into my wall so i threw sauce at her and she threw a bottle of vanilla extract at me so i threw tomatoes at her and she threw the sugar at the wall and we threw vegitables at eachother than she threw the whole carton of milk at me and i threw fruit punch and she threw something we just threw stuff at eachother for like 30 mins when we were done me n her were covered in stuff and the kitchen was so bad i couldnt see the actual floor it was soo bad than our moms came back and went crazy we spent 4 hrs cleaning the kitchen and its still not clean and like 2 hrs to get the meloted cheese and stuff out of our hair but ok we just ordered out and when we answered the door he looked at us and laughed and was like "did the refigerator throw up on you?" we gave him such a dirty look lol i feel bad. yep that was my mothers day. well im gonig to go now bye bye
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2004 9 May :: 11.54am
OK I HAVE A NEW S/N.. OK NOT NEW ITS MY VERY FIRST S/N I EVER HAD
snowflakea4
ADD IT TO YOUR BUDDY LISTS BC THAT IS THE NAME I WILL BE USING FROM NOW ON
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