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2005 20 February :: 11.07 am
Apparently I've caused more damage than I'm worth.
Talk to me before you judge me, friends, and I mean that with all my heart. If you still want to judge me afterwards, I won't blame you. Just give me a chance to explain.
And I'm sorry to those of you that I've hurt. I have no regrets.
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2005 18 February :: 11.50 am
If Faisal was the one totally wasted, how come I'm the one feeling hung over?
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2005 16 February :: 10.15 pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Electioneering
I go forwards, you go backwards and somewhere we will meet.
I'm sitting on my bed pouring myself a glass of berry juice and thinking "God I hope this doesn't spill. If it does, it'll be so hard to wash out of the sheets." Of course, it spilled right afterwards. Isn't it funny how things like that happen?
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2005 16 February :: 5.37 am
It's 5:39am...
...and I've been working all day and all night, and I'm still awake except for the two hours I fell asleep on my math book.
And foofoo said, "Let there be light." And I'm trying not to watch the sun come up.
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2005 14 February :: 4.57 pm
Andy told me to make Valentine's Day thingy...
Happy Valentine's Day, everybody that celebrates.
Oh and Andy, don't forget that conversation we had in drama class on the true meaning of Valentine's Day.
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2005 13 February :: 6.39 pm
The Outsider, by Albert Camus
"I'm on your side. But you can't see that because your heart is blind. I shall pray for you."
Read more..
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2005 11 February :: 6.23 pm
light at the end of the tunnel
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2005 9 February :: 11.21 am
:: Mood: dripping with irony
Isn't that just smack-you-in-the-head-knife-you-in-the-neck-kick-you-in-the-teeth fantastic?
I should have known. How Scandinavian of me.
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2005 6 February :: 9.44 am
Akeboshi - Wind
Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain,
Never coming down.
Break into the contents,
Never falling down.
My knees're still shaking like I was twelve,
Sneaking out the classroom by the back door.
Tomorrow had the answers, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.
Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry your tears with fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore,"
You say, "'cause I still got my soul."
Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you're doomed.
Reflecting on fear makes shadows of nothing.
Shadows of nothing.
You are blind if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.
Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry your tears with fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
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2005 5 February :: 8.00 pm
:: Mood: dance-y
:: Music: hail to the thief
after dancing to two albums in a row...
i'm totally inspired to tell everyone how naruto rocks your worlds.
but that could be a post all on its own.
i wish i had the time to make some long beautiful thing on this and that, but yeah, i don't. even if i did have the time, i just don't have the energy so whatever.
i just want to say.
life is beautiful now that you're in the picture, even if you ARE outside the frame.
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2005 4 February :: 11.54 am
My mom left the country this morning. This is just great. Anybody interested in taking me in for the next ten days? Bloody adults, always going somewhere they think is more interesting just to find out they're homesick by the time they get there.
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2005 2 February :: 1.03 am
:: Music: Megadeath - Symphony of Destruction
You take a mortal man and put him in Control; watch him become a god...
A neat and orderly dwelling is the sign of a disturbed mind. I totally believe that.
If you are satisfied with the amount of control you have over your life, you won't care where thigns are as long as you know where they are; it won't matter that the books aren't stacked in alphabetical order or that the needles in the pincushion aren't all parallel to one another.
When you're a neatness freak, you're only trying to take control of your life by exerting your control over your surroundings and dwelling space.
So really I'm not a slob. I'm just in control.
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2005 1 February :: 10.50 am
Are truth and beauty mutually exclusive?
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2005 27 January :: 6.19 pm
:: Music: DDR - Love Again
Yes, it did hurt.
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2005 26 January :: 1.19 pm
:: Mood: goofy
I got a complaint that my posts lately have been very intense.
In the beginning was the Plan.
And then came the Assumptions.
And the Assumptions were without form.
And the Plan was without substance.
And darkness was upon the faces of the Workers.
And they spoke amongst themselves, saying, "It is a crock of shit, and it stinketh."
And the Workers went unto their Supervisors and said, "It is a pail of dung, and none may abide the odour thereof."
And the Supervisors went unto their Managers, saying, "It is a container of excrement, and it is very strong, such that none may abide by it."
And the Managers went unto their Directoers, saying, "It is a vessel of fertilizer, and none may abide its strength."
And the Directors spoke unto the Vice Presidents, saying, "It contains that which aids plant growth, and it is very powerful."
And the Vice Presidents went unto the President, saying unto him, "This new plan will actively promote the growth and vigor of the company, with powerful effects."
And the President looked upon the Plan, and saw that it was good.
And the Plan became Policy.
This is how Shit happens.
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