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angel_bob

:: 2006 21 June :: 9.06am

It's raining.

Actually, it's thunderstorming.

I have to work later and I don't really feel like driving in this but I have to.

I start my second job on Monday. Well, that's when I start training. I don't know if I can get over my stupid pride for long enough to deal with the fact that I need this job.

I hate driving in the rain.

I love you all.

P.S. I hope you're doing well.

P.P.S. My sister and I watched a movie called The Heiress yesterday. I loved it. It's one of my favorite movies now.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 20 June :: 6.53pm

Got the job.

Loves.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 20 June :: 9.20am

But now we must pack up every piece of the life we used to love.
Leave me alone.

For you know this isn't the first time.




In fact this is twice in a row that the angels have slipped through our landslide and filled up our garden with snow.




And I don't wish to taste of your insides or to call out your name through my phone for the glory boys at your bedside will love you as long as you're something to own.

martini?


angel_bob

:: 2006 19 June :: 9.09am

I went to see Wicked yesterday. It was good.

We went to this nice Mediterranean restaurant. The food was delicious.

I have an interview today. Wish me luck. I don't even know if I want the job but I need it.

I think that's it.

Call me.

I love you.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 17 June :: 9.01am

Jessica's sister made a xanga in memory of her. I wish I'd known the visit was Thursday. I would have gone.

I don't know why her death upsets me so much. I barely knew her.

I think it's the fact that I did know her. The fact that she graduated last year with us. It's the fact that one year ago, we were all happy that we were done with high school. And one year since then, we're all safe and sound, most of us are done with our first year at college.

Except her.

I wonder what she was thinking at that last second. Was it just "oh shit" or was she sad?

I can't think about the fact that thousands of people are going to drive past that intersection and not know. And not care that they don't know.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 13 June :: 3.55pm

Jessica Klinesteker died in a car accident on Sunday. We graduated with her.
Did anyone else hear about this?

I took Hannah to her voice lesson today and Duiven mentioned it. I didn't recognize the name but I looked her up in the yearbook and immediately recognized her.

I knew her. Not best friends obviously, or even friends but I knew her at least.

Goodness.




CANNON TOWNSHIP -- An 18-year-old Grand Rapids Community College student was killed Sunday when police said she ran a stop sign at Myers Lake Avenue and Nine Mile Road NE.

Kent County Sheriff's Department said Jessica Klinesteker, of Rockford, was driving west on Nine Mile Road just before 1 p.m. when she failed to stop at the sign.

The driver of a car traveling south on Myers Lake Avenue, Kerri Southwick, 35, of Rockford, could not avoid the collision, police said.

Both cars ended up in a ditch.

Klinesteker, a 2005 graduate of Rockford High School, was pronounced dead at the scene.

Southwick was not injured, but her mother, Mari Anne Parker, 57, was transported to Spectrum Butterworth Campus to be treated for neck pain.

Police blocked the road several hours during their investigation of the accident.

Kent County Sheriff's Deputy Keith Kazelskis said police don't know why Klinesteker drove through the intersection.

"There were no skid marks," Kazelskis said. "She never slowed."

Relatives told police she was on her way to a graduation party when she apparently missed her turn and continued through the intersection.

Klinesteker's family was too distraught to talk Sunday. An uncle who didn't give his name said, "We love her very much, and we miss her."

Rockford High School Assistant Principal Steve Lewis said, "The Rockford High School community is certainly feeling the loss. We've had numerous accidents over the years and it certainly doesn't get any easier."

Norma Kuzma, who lives near the intersection said the area used to be rural. Suburban sprawl, including a new subdivision nearby, has brought traffic -- and accidents.

Higher traffic and speeds make for a dangerous intersection, she said.

"It was just waiting to happen," Kuzma said.

Kuzma's grandson, Cody Kiatkowski, 10, said he had just gone out to play basketball Sunday afternoon when he heard the crash about 100 yards from the house.

"It was very loud. I ran inside and told my grandma to call 911," he said.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 13 June :: 2.06pm

My sister started playing FFVIII again. Which means I'm hooked, again.

So I'll have to add that to my list of games to beat this summer. I still haven't beaten it, after all these years.

It's still my favorite.



Games to beat this summer:
Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time (again)
Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker
Final Fantasy VIII
Paper Mario (the first and second ones)



I think that's it.




I love you all.

martini?


angel_bob

:: 2006 12 June :: 11.29am

Two years ago today, I took the ACT for what would turn out to be the first of three tries. The night before, I stayed up late talking to Nick about pretty much nothing. We somehow got around to talking about how we both still liked each other and maybe we should try again.

So we did.

Two years ago today, I was at Ben's house with both him and Nicholas, playing video games and lying around like we always did at Ben's house.

Anyway, today marks two years of being with Nicholas and I'd love to reminisce but Nick wants to jump on the bed with me.

I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 3 June :: 11.27am

Kurt Vonnegut was on BCC World News' World Book Club (The Word) on NPR at 2:30 this morning.

He was hilarious.

You can listen to it here.

You should check it out. He talks about Slaughterhouse 5.

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toki

:: 2006 1 June :: 9.06am
:: Mood: Tired/stressed

So, my world forest final. The one he said will be a short paper wrapping up the year. 8 fucking pages. Death. I'm not too happy about this, to be honest.

I'm uber tired right now. I drove with Ryan to the airport last night. He got to sleep on the way back, but me being short got me stuck in the middle seat with no head rest and no way to rest my poor tired eyes. I had to fight to keep my eyes open. It was bad.

I'm here now with 5 hours of sleep under my belt. Ryan got to sleep in today. What a poo-head. And I don't think he knows how to walk me to the door when he drops me off or wait for me to get inside my house before he drives off. Urgh. Most times I don't mind it. But when I'm falling asleep while standing up and I can't find the key my mom left out for ten minutes, I do kind of mind. I don't know. I'm a nerd.

Anyhoooo, I have to go start this paper now. I have uber journal entries to do as well. O.o;; I am so done with this shiznit.

2.5 days left. 2.5. 2.5. lakjfkjsldfkjheruladf'39'sdfjklsdf.

martini?


Angel_Bob

:: 2006 31 May :: 1.29pm

My boss has skin cancer. She says it's the good kind. So does the internet.

So hopefully it'll be okay. I hope so. She deserves better than being screwed over repeatedly.

I love you all.

P.S. France looks hopeless. I'd love to talk more about it but I just feel like crying. I want to go home and play KH2 and cry. I'm at work, waiting to go make copies.

P.P.S. I'm bored with my hair already. I want it longer again.

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toki

:: 2006 30 May :: 1.00pm
:: Mood: Sick

Ahem.

Done with my english paper. Just revise it and bibliography. ::sigh of relief times ten infinity::

I can do this week, I think. Here's my schedule....just to keep me in line and thinking...

Tuesday: Chapter summaries [done], Blues presentation[done]

Wednesday: English paper [done.]

Thursday: Religion paper [85.6% done.]

Friday: English paper [done], 20 journal entries [0%done]

Tuesday: Religion Final

Thursday: Blues paper due [80% done]

I think I might have another english and a world forest paper somewhere in there somewhere. Oh well. I can do this. All of the big things are mostly done. Eh? ::nods:: I can do this.

Oh yeah...3 more [regular] school days! Three more times taking the metra by myself for three hours a day. ::sigh:: Then I'll start running and by the end of the summer, I'll be pretty.

Shit. Completly forgot about Columbia. Hm. I should really send my transcripts in. And get that letter. Eeeeeep. More stress. Oh well. I am a beast, no?

martini?


angel_bob

:: 2006 28 May :: 10.26am

Read more..

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 25 May :: 1.36pm

Unless I get $421.26 by Wednesday, I cannot go to France.

Any hugs would be appreciated.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 20 May :: 11.08am

I'm doomed.
I heard this on BBC World News last night/this morning:

"New research suggests that a diet high in dairy products can greatly increase a woman's chances of having twins.

A study in the Journal of Reproductive Medicine showed milk drinkers were five times more likely to have twins than women who ate no animal products.

The numbers of twins in the world has increased significantly in the past 30 years, in some countries by over 50%.

Scientists have suggested fertility treatments and women delaying pregnancy can help explain the rise.

But this new research indicates that diet can also play an important part.

Ovaries stimulated

In the study, the twinning rates of women who ate a diet including milk were compared with women who followed a vegan, or no animal products diet.

It is believed that a protein found in the livers of animals may be the cause. Called Insulin-like Growth Factor or IGF, it is found in cow's milk and other animal products.

In women it makes the ovaries more sensitive and increases the number of eggs produced. Higher levels of IGF improve the survival chances of an embryo in the early stages of development.

The effect is likely to be greater in countries such as the United States that allow growth hormones to be fed to cattle.

The researcher behind this study says that women thinking of getting pregnant might consider alternatives to meat and dairy products to reduce their chances of having twins, as multiple births are more prone to complications."

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angel_bob

:: 2006 17 May :: 6.04pm

I hear that our zoo is going to have a stingray exhibit starting on Saturday in which you can pet the stingrays and stuff.

The kite festival is on Saturday in Grand Haven and I hear that they will have glow-in-the-dark kites at night. I would love to do that also.

So those are my plans for the weekend. If you want in on any of them, feel free to call.

I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 17 May :: 8.56am

My car is fixed!

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angel_bob

:: 2006 15 May :: 12.05pm

Dad says we're going to get my car fixed today. I hope we actually do. I miss my car.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 14 May :: 10.29am

"German 'Robin Hoods' give poor a taste of the high life
ALLAN HALL IN BERLIN

A GANG of anarchist Robin Hood-style thieves, who dress as superheroes and steal expensive food from exclusive restaurants and delicatessens to give to the poor, are being hunted by police in the German city of Hamburg.

The gang members seemingly take delight in injecting humour into their raids, which rely on sheer numbers and the confusion caused by their presence. After they plundered Kobe beef fillets, champagne and smoked salmon from a gourmet store on the exclusive Elbastrasse, they presented the cashier with a bouquet of flowers before making their getaway.

The latest robbery is part of a pattern over the past several months, suggesting that the thieves deliberately set out to highlight what they perceive as the inequality inherent in German society.

However, the authorities do not agree. Bodo Franz, a police spokesman, said: 'They get off feeling they are just like Robin Hood. There are about 30 in the group. But whatever their motives, they are thieves, plain and simple.'

Carsten Sievers, the manager of a luxury supermarket in the wealthy Blankenese area of Hamburg, recently watched the robbers run off with trolleys full of expensive foodstuffs, including Kobe beef which, at more than £100 a pound, is always on their illicit shopping list.

In another recent swoop, the gang emptied a groaning buffet table in a top restaurant into sacks, while one of their number held up a sign saying. 'The fat years are over' - the title of a hit film currently doing the rounds in Germany.

In internet statements, the gang have made a point of saying their booty is distributed to Hartz IV recipients - the poorest of Germany's long-term unemployed. The benefit is named after the disgraced Volkswagen personnel director Peter Hartz who, before he lost his job with the car-maker in a prostitutes-and-bribes scandal, devised the new means-testing which is loathed and derided by society's most economically challenged.

When the gang robbed the gourmet store in April - triggering a massive police investigation that cost £20,000 in taxpayers' money without an arrest being made - they left a note behind saying: 'Without the abilities of the superheroes to help them, it would be impossible for ordinary people to survive in the city of the millionaires.'

Police say they are concentrating their investigation on a loose collective of anarchists and malcontents called 'Hamburg in Vain', to which they believe the superheroes belong. But they admit there is a certain panache and skill about their robberies.

The gang are also behind black market cinema tickets which they distribute free to the poor, and they have printed leaflets telling passengers how to dodge ticket inspectors on the city's underground and buses.

Mr Franz said: 'They try to make crime fun but are politically motivated.'"

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 13 May :: 9.49am

Bleh.

Yesterday made it 23 months.

23. Months.

For you bibliophiles, that's one month less than 2 years.

Two.

And must I further accentuate the YEARS? Plural.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 12 May :: 9.22pm

I checked my grades and I have an Incomplete in one of my classes. Incompletes usually only occur upon a prearrangement with the professor because you're missing an assignment or you missed the exam.

I missed nothing. I was expecting a B or B+.

My professor has not returned my calls or my emails. I'm about to get desperate and call her at home.

Grr.

I love you all.

P.S. Kelly, I don't know if you saw it below but happy day of you. You have joined the old people group.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 12 May :: 1.13pm

Last night Katti's car battery died. I went to pick up Nick from work and instead of reading and expanding my horizons with John Hodgman's book, I listed to Eddie Izzard for over an hour.

Apparently, it drained the battery. I had to get a jump from Nick's boss.

I returned to Nick's house, ate some foods and the car wouldn't start again.

Ben was asleep and no one else was home. I didn't know anyone downtown that could have given me a ride home. I called home and told them that I'd be home in the morning because the car wouldn't start.

Everything was okay.

Then this morning, I got a call from my brother and sister. They overslept even though they've been getting up at the same time for school for longer than they care to remember. Hannah's pissed because I'm not home. She calls my mom.

Oh, by the way, my parents are in Las Vegas.

I called Mom and got called irresponsible and told that my priorities are all wrong, that I broke her car and I have a loser boyfriend.

I ended up driving all the way home to take everyone to school and then all the way back to be late for work.

So, Kelly. Sorry but I don't want to chance leaving the house today and getting yelled at again. Have a beauteous stormy wet birthday. Maybe I'll see you tomorrow if I'm not dead when my parents arrive home.

I love you all.

P.S. John Hodgman is the PC in the PC v Mac commercials y'all might be seeing. I was right. You all doubted me because he gained weight but I WAS RIGHT!

martini?


angel_bob

:: 2006 8 May :: 11.56pm

I'm supposed to pick up Nick from work. He said he'd call me 45 minutes before they were going to be done.

It's almost midnight. I'm tired.

And worried.

I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 7 May :: 8.49pm

Summer's barely started and I'm already bored.

I'm playing LOZ: Ocarina of Time again because it is a fun game and it's something to do.

Maybe I'll actually beat Majora's Mask and Wind Waker.

That would be fun.

I'm also reading this book on France that Nick bought for me. Every chapter or so, I have to stop reading and make myself stop freaking out so it's slow going. However, it is a very informative read.

It still freaks me out.

In other news, I want babies.

I love you all.

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toki

:: 2006 7 May :: 9.58am
:: Mood: Meh

Birthday
First birthday party since forever last night. It was fun. Everyone shows up two hours late...not so fun. But that's okay. Because I got a nice fatty dinner followed by nasty marshmallows.

And there were only a few awkward silences! Which is nice. Those are always quite horrid. I'm good at creating those.

It was awesome seeing people though. And I'm glad John was invited last minute. Definitly my favorite friend of Ryan's there. And Hul and Kyle showed up, which I didn't expect at all. Very cool.

Anyhoo, I got a free massage and money to get more cool shorts from old navy. :-) Awesome. Uber excited for both.

Birthday dinner with the 'rents tonight. Amanda just invited her scum of a boyfriend, which pisses me off. This is his first family dinner and it's my birthday. Meaning it's not gonna be my birthday. It's gonna be "so, Tony, tell us about yourself....." >.< Urgh.

Alas, we are going to Pappadeaux. Mmmmm...excited.

Shower time. Then estate sale. Then clean out garage. Wooo?

Bye fools. And thanks time ten infinity for attending my par-tay last night if you could. :-)

martini?


Angel_Bob

:: 2006 5 May :: 12.19pm

I watched Good Bye, Lenin! the other day.

It was good.

Except Yann Tiersen is a lazy ass and reused one of his songs from Amelie.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 4 May :: 10.00pm

Well. I am a sophomore now.

I don't even know about France anymore. It's just too much money. We can't even afford the $500 "down payment" due tomorrow.

I don't even know if I want to go. It's just going to be more money that I feel guilty about my parents spending.

Ignore me, I'm on the rag.




I will be working 12-5 on Wednesdays, 9-5 on Thursdays and 9-4:30 on Fridays until I get another job then I'll hopefully be working every day.


I'm going to get my car fixed this weekend (or at least get an estimate on the cost of such fixing).



"Singing" while driving makes me happy.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 4 May :: 8.27am

Today, I have my last exam.

Then I will be done with my first year of college.

Wow.

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toki

:: 2006 3 May :: 11.12pm

Birthday in 2 days! Woooo!

Excited?!
Yessiiir. I like parties. Hate getting old. Uber excited to see peoples though. Woooo.

martini?


sweetyas

:: 2006 3 May :: 1.31am
:: Music: dance dance

So i dunno i havent written here in forever. u guys know i only write here when im either super excited or super not happy...depressed is not the right word cuz i dont know what depression is. Anyway...im just frustrated. im the type of person that when i go into a friendship or consider u a good friend (like best type deal) i tell u everything...im open like that. i dunno this week i just dont feel like my friends are like that adn it pisses me off...but i decided if someone doesnt feel comfortable telling me something then they dont have 2.

i mean its their choice. but w/e. im just havin a lot of trouble wit school and bein sick so everything is gettin to me...it wont be a big deal in like a week so whatever. i shoudl be writing a 1000 word ethics paper but honestly i dont care about st. aquanis!!! damn jesuits!! :) i was gonna somethin else but i forgot. OH...so i asked one of my friends to read my paper and edit it and she didnt. ive read atleast three of her papers...but w/e i wont do that for her anymore its not fair. she i dunno i understand where she comes from however im not a good writer not even close so

i hate people cuz i hate lettin them in...it always hurts cuz they will injury u at some point in time and its just sometimes not worth it. but i guess it makes u stronger and its nice to feel loved when u do! well. i really gotta write this paper.

:)

Yasamin

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